"Lord bless us!" cried the Squire, in what would have been a solemn tone but for surprise. And Mr. Blair began faintly to offer a kind of apology for his illness, hoping he should soon get over it now.
It was nothing but the awful look, putting one unpleasantly in mind of death, that kept the Squire from breaking out with a storm of abuse all round. Why could they not have sent word to d.y.k.e Manor, he wanted to know. As to asking particulars about _Jerry"s Gazette_, which the Squire"s tongue was burning to do, Blair was too far gone for it. While we stood there the doctor came in; a little man in spectacles, a friend of Mr. Lockett"s. He told Blair he was getting on all right, spoke to Mrs. Blair, and took his departure. The Squire, wishing good night in a hurry, went out after the doctor, and collared him as he was walking up the street.
"Won"t he get over it?"
"Well, sir, I am afraid not. His state of weakness is alarming."
The Squire turned on him with a storm, just as though he had known him for years: asking why on earth Blair"s friends (meaning himself) had not been written to, and promising a prosecution if he let him die. The doctor took it sensibly, and was cool as iced water.
"We medical men are only gifted at best with human skill, sir," he said, looking the Squire full in the face.
"Blair is young--not much turned thirty."
"The young die as well as the old, when it pleases Heaven to take them."
"But it doesn"t please Heaven to take _him_," retorted the Squire, worked up to the point when he was not accountable for his words. "But that you seem in earnest, young man, probably meaning no irreverence, I"d ask you how you dare bring Heaven"s name into such a case as this?
Did Heaven fling him out of house and home into _Jerry"s Gazette_, do you suppose? Or did man? Man, sir: selfish, hard, unjust man. Don"t talk to me, Mr. Doctor, about Heaven."
"All I wished to imply, sir, was, that Mr. Blair"s life is not in my keeping, or in that of any human hands," said the doctor, when he had listened quietly to the end. "I will do my best to bring him round; I can do no more."
"You must bring him round."
"There can be no "must" about it: and I doubt if he is to be brought round. Mr. Blair has not naturally a large amount of what we call stamina, and this illness has laid a very serious hold upon him. It would be something in his favour if the mind were at ease: which of course it cannot be in his circ.u.mstances."
"Now look here--you just say outright he is going to die," stormed the Squire. "Say it and have done with it. I like people to be honest."
"But I cannot say he is. Possibly he may recover. His life and his death both seem to hang on the turn of a thread."
"And there"s that squealing young image within earshot! Could Blair be got down to my place in the country? You might come with him if you liked. There"s some shooting."
"Not yet. It would kill him. What we have to fight against now is the weakness: and a hard fight it is."
The Squire"s face was rueful to look at. "This London has a reputation for clever physicians: you pick out the best, and bring him here with you to-morrow morning. Do you hear, sir?"
"I will bring one, if you wish it. It is not essential."
"Not essential!" wrathfully echoed the Squire. "If Blair"s recovery is not essential, perhaps you"ll tell me, sir, whose is! What is to become of his poor young wife if he dies?--and the little fellow with the doll?--and that cross-grained puppet in white? Who will provide for them? Let me tell you, sir, that I won"t have him die--if doctors can keep him alive. He belongs to me, sir, in a manner: he saved my son"s life--as fine a fellow as you could set eyes on, six feet two without his boots. Not essential! What next?"
"It is not so much medical skill he requires now as care, and rest, and renovation," spoke the doctor in his calm way.
"Never mind. You take a physician to him, and let him attend him with you, and don"t spare expense. In all my life I never saw anybody want patching up so much as he wants it."
The Squire shook hands with him, and went on round the corner. I was following, when the doctor touched me on the shoulder.
"He has a good heart, for all his hot speech," whispered he, nodding towards the Squire. "In talking with him this evening, when you find him indulging hopes of Blair"s recovery, _don"t encourage them_: rather lead him, if possible, to look at the other side of the question."
The surgeon was off before I recovered from my surprise. But it was now my turn to run after him.
"Do you know that he will not get well, sir?"
"I do not know it; the weak and the strong are alike in the hands of G.o.d; but I think it scarcely possible that he can recover," was the answer; and the voice had a solemn tone, the face a solemn aspect, in the uncertain light. "And I would prepare friends always to meet the worst when it is in my power to do so."
"Now then, Johnny! You were going to take the wrong turning, were you, sir! Let me tell you, you might get lost in London before knowing it."
The Squire had come back to the corner, looking for me. I walked on by his side in silence, feeling half dazed, the hopeless words playing pranks in my brain.
"Johnny, I wonder where we can find a telegraph office? I shall telegraph to your mother to send up Hannah to-morrow. Hannah knows what the sick need: and that poor thing with her children ought not to be left alone."
But as to giving any hint to the Squire of the state of affairs, I should like the doctor to have tried it himself. Before I had finished the first syllable, he attacked me as if I had been a tiger; demanding whether those were my ideas of Christianity, and if I supposed there"d be any justice in a man"s dying because he had got into _Jerry"s Gazette_.
In the morning the Squire went on an expedition to Gavity"s office in the city. It was a dull place of two rooms, with a man to answer people.
We had not been there a minute when the Squire began to explode, going on like anything at the man for saying Mr. Gavity was engaged and could not be seen. The Squire demanded if he thought we were creditors, that he should deny Gavity.
What with his looks and his insistence, and his promise to bring in Sir Richard Mayne, he got to see Gavity. We went into a good room with a soft red carpet and marble-topped desk in it. Mr. Gavity politely motioned to chairs before the blazing fire, and I sat down.
Not the Squire. Out it all came. He walked about the room, just as he walked at home when he was in a way, and said all kinds of things; wanting to know who had ruined Pyefinch Blair, and what _Jerry"s Gazette_ meant. Gavity seemed to be used to explosions: he took it so coolly.
When the Squire calmed down, he almost grew to see things in Gavity"s own light--namely, that Gavity had not been to blame. To say the truth, I could not understand that he had. Except in selling them up. And Gavity said if he had not done it, the landlord would.
So nothing was left for the Squire to vent his wrath on but _Jerry"s Gazette_. He no more understood what _Jerry"s Gazette_ really was, or whether it was a good or bad thing in itself, than he understood the construction of the planet Jupiter. It"s well Dwarf Giles was not present. The day before we came to London, he overheard Giles swearing in a pa.s.sion, and the Squire had pounced upon him with an indignant inquiry if he thought swearing was the way to get to heaven. What he said about _Jerry"s Gazette_ caused Gavity"s eyes to grow round with wonder.
"Lord love ye!" said Gavity, "_Jerry"s Gazette_ a thing that wants putting down! Why, it is the blessedest of inst.i.tutions to us City men.
It is a public Benefactor. The commercial world has had no boon like it.
Did you know the service it does, you"d sing its praises, sir, instead of abusing it."
"How dare you tell me so to my face?" demanded the Squire.
"_Jerry"s Gazette"s_ like a gold mine, sir. It is making its fortune.
A fine one, too."
"_I_ shouldn"t like to make a fortune out of my neighbours" tears, and blood, and homes, and hearths," was the wrathful answer. "If Pyefinch Blair dies in his illness, will _Jerry"s Gazette_ settle a pension from its riches on his widow and children? Answer me that, Mr. Gavity."
Mr. Gavity, to judge by his looks, thought the question nearly as unreasonable as he thought the Squire. He wanted to tell of the vast benefit _Jerry"s Gazette_ had proved in certain cases; but the Squire stopped his ears, saying Blair"s case was enough for him.
"I do not deny that the _Gazette_ may work mischief once in a way,"
acknowledged Mr. Gavity. "It is but a solitary instance, sir; and in all commercial improvements the few must suffer for the many."
No good. The Squire went at him again, hammer and tongs, and at last dashed away without saying good morning, calling out to me to come on, and not stop a moment longer in a nest of thieves and casuists.
Difford"s Buildings had us in the afternoon. The baby was in its basket, little Joe lay asleep before the fire, the doll against his cheek, and Mary was kneeling by the bed in the back room. She got up hastily when she saw us.
"I think he is weaker," she said in a whisper, as she came through the door and pushed it to. "There is a look on his face that I do not like."
There was a look on hers. A wan, haggard, patiently hopeless look, that seemed to say she could struggle no longer. It was not natural; neither was the calm, lifeless tone.
"Stay here a bit, my dear, and rest yourself," said the Squire to her.
"I"ll go in and sit with him."
There could be no mistake now. Death was in every line of his face. His head was a little raised on the pillow; and the hollow eyes tried to smile a greeting. The Squire was good for a great deal, but not for making believe with that sight before him. He broke down with a great sob.