I did not like it. It was not satisfactory. He had rowed her up--or perhaps driven her up--and was marching about with her tete-a-tete under the sweet spring sunshine. No great harm in itself this pastime: but he might grow too fond of it. That she had reacquired all her strong influence over Tod"s heart was clear as the stars on a frosty night.
Whitney called out to me that it was time to think of going back. I got into the boat with him, saying nothing.
Charley told me where he lived--"Up Stagg"s Entry"--for I said I would call to see him. Just for a day or two there seemed to be no time; but I got there one evening when Tod had gone to the syren"s. It was a dark, dusky place, this Stagg"s Entry, and, I think, is done away with now, with several houses crowded into it. Asking for Charles Ta.s.son, of a tidy, motherly woman on the stairs, she went before me, and threw open a door.
"Here"s a gentleman to see you, Mr. Charley."
He was lying in a bed at the end of the room near the fire, under the lean-to roof. If I had been shocked at seeing him in the open air, in the glad sunshine, I was doubly so now in the dim light of the tallow candle. He rose in bed.
"It"s very kind of you to come here, sir! I"m sure I didn"t expect you to remember it."
"Are you worse, Charley?"
"I caught a fresh cold, sir, that day at G.o.dstowe. And I"m as weak as a rat too--hardly able to creep out of bed. Nanny, bring a chair for this gentleman."
One of the handiest little girls I ever saw, with the same shining blue eyes that he had, and plump, pretty cheeks, laid hold of a chair. I took it from her and sat down.
"Is this your sister, Charley?"
"Yes, sir. There"s only us two left together. We were eight of us once.
Three went abroad, and one is in London, and two dead."
"What doctor sees you?"
"One comes in now and then, sir. My illness is not much in a doctor"s way. There"s nothing he could do: nothing for me but to wait patiently for summer weather."
"What have you had to eat to-day?"
"He had two eggs for his dinner: I boiled them," said little Nanny. "And Mrs. Cann brought us in six herrings, and I cooked one for tea; and he"ll have some ale and bread-and-b.u.t.ter for supper."
She spoke like a little important housekeeper. But I wondered whether Charley was badly off.
Mrs. Cann, the same woman who had spoken to me, came out of her room opposite as I was going away. She followed me downstairs, and began to talk in an undertone. "A sad thing, ain"t it, sir, to see him a-lying there so helpless; and to know that it has laid hold of him for good and all. He caught it from his mother."
"How do you mean?"
"She died here in that room, just as the winter come in, with the same complaint--decline they call it; and he waited on her and nursed her, and must have caught it of her. A good son he was. They were well off once, sir, but the father just brought "em to beggary; and Charley--he had a good education of his own--came down from London when his mother got ill, and looked out for something to do here that he might stay with her. At first he couldn"t find anything; and when he was at a sore pinch, he took a place at Christchurch College as scout"s helper.
He had to pocket his pride: but there was Nanny as well as his mother."
"I see."
"He"d been teacher in a school up in London, sir, by day, and in the evenings he used to help some young clergyman as scripture-reader to the poor in one of them crowded parishes we hear tell of: he was always one for trying to do what good he could. Naturally he"d be disheartened at falling to be a bed-maker in a college, and I"m afraid the work was too hard for him: but, as I say, he was a good son. The mother settled in Oxford after her misfortunes."
"How is he supported now? And the little girl?"
"It"s not over much of a support," said Mrs. Cann with disparagement.
"Not for him, that"s a-craving for meat and drink every hour. The eldest brother is in business in London, sir, and he sends them what they have. Perhaps he"s not able to do more."
It was not late. I thought I would, for once, pay Mrs. Everty a visit.
A run of three minutes, and I was at her door.
They were there--the usual set. Tod, and Richardson, and Lord Gaiton, and the two men from Magdalen, and--well, it"s no use enumerating--seven or eight in all. Richardson and another were quarrelling at ecarte, four were at whist; Tod was sitting apart with Sophie Chalk.
She was got up like a fairy at the play, in a cloud of thin white muslin; her hair hanging around and sparkling with gold dust, and little gleams of gold ornaments shining about her. If ever Joseph Todhetley had need to pray against falling into temptation, it was during the weeks of that unlucky term.
"This is quite an honour, Johnny Ludlow," said Madame Sophie, rising to meet me, her eyes sparkling with what might have been taken for the most hearty welcome. "It is not often you honour my poor little room, sir."
"It is not often I can find the time for it, Mrs. Everty. Tod, I came in to see whether you were ready to go in."
He looked at his watch hastily, fearing it might be later than it was; and answered curtly and coolly.
"Ready?--no. I have not had my revenge yet at ecarte."
Approaching the ecarte table, he sat down. Mrs. Everty drew a chair behind Lord Gaiton, and looked over his hand.
The days pa.s.sed. I had two cares on my mind, and they bothered me. The one was Tod and his dangerous infatuation; the other, poor dying Charley Ta.s.son. Tod was losing frightfully at those card-tables. Night after night it went on. Tod"s steps were drawn thither by a fascination irresistible: and whether the cards or their mistress were the more subtle potion for him, or what was to be the ending of it all, no living being could tell.
As to Stagg"s Entry, my visits to it had grown nearly as much into a habit as Tod"s had to High Street. When I stayed away for a night, little Nanny would whisper to me the next that Charley had not taken his eyes off the door. Sick people always like to see visitors.
"Don"t let him want for anything, Johnny," said Tod. "The pater would blow us up."
The time ran on, and the sands of Charley"s life ran with it. One Wednesday evening upon going in late, and not having many minutes to stay, I found him on the bed in a dead faint, and the candle guttering in the socket. Nanny was nowhere. I went across the pa.s.sage to Mrs.
Cann"s, and she was nowhere. It was an awkward situation; for I declare that for the moment I thought he was gone.
Knowing most of Nanny"s household secrets, I looked in the candle-box for a fresh candle. Charley was stirring then, and I gave him some wine. He had had a similar fainting-fit at mid-day, he said, which had frightened them, and Nanny had fetched the doctor. She was gone now, he supposed, to fetch some medicine.
"Is this the end, sir?"
He asked it quite calmly. I could not tell: but to judge by his wan face I thought it might be. And my time was up and more than up: and neither Nanny nor Mrs. Cann came. The wine revived him and he seemed better; quite well again: well, for him. But I did not like to leave him alone.
"Would you mind reading to me, sir?" he asked.
"What shall I read, Charley?"
"It may be for the last time, sir. I"d like to hear the service for the burial of the dead."
So I read it every word, the long lesson, and all. Nanny came in before it was finished, medicine in hand, and sat down in silence with her bonnet on. She had been kept at the doctor"s. Mrs. Cann was the next to make her appearance, having been abroad on some business of her own: and I got away when it was close upon midnight.
"Your name and college, sir."
"Ludlow. Christchurch."
It was the proctor. He had pounced full upon me as I was racing home.
And the clocks were striking twelve!
"Ludlow--Christchurch," he repeated, nodding his head.
"I am sorry to be out so late, sir, against rules, but I could not help it. I have been sitting with a sick man."
"Very good," said he blandly; "you can tell that to-morrow to the dean.