Without another word, stung by pride and pain, Jay Gardiner turned from the girl he had learned to love so madly, and hurried down the dark, winding stairs, and out into the street.
For one moment poor Bernardine gazed at the open door-way through which his retreating form had pa.s.sed; then she flung herself down on her knees, and wept as women weep but once in a life-time.
Wounded love, outraged pride, the sense of keen and bitter humiliation, and yet of dread necessity, was strong upon her. And there was no help for her, no comfort in those tears.
"Was ever a girl so wronged?" she moaned.
She wept until there seemed to be no tears left in those dark, mournful eyes. As she lay there, like a pale, broken lily, with her head and heart aching, she wondered, in her gentle way, why this sorrow should have fallen upon her.
While she lay there, weeping her very heart out, Jay Gardiner was walking down the street, his brain in a whirl, his emotions wrenching his very soul.
Miss Pendleton had written him that she would expect him to call that evening. He had been about to write her that it would be an impossibility; but now he changed his mind. Going there would be of some benefit to him, after all, for it would bring him surcease of sorrow for one brief hour, forgetfulness of Bernardine during that time.
It touched him a little to see how delightedly the girl welcomed him.
She, too, was a money-seeker like the rest of her s.e.x; but he could also see that she was in love with him.
"I have been home for three days, and you have not even remembered that fact," she said, brightly, yet with a very reproachful look.
"If you will pardon the offense, I will promise not to be so remiss in the future."
"I shall hold you to your word," she declared. "But dear me, how pale and haggard you look! That will never do for a soon-to-be bridegroom!"
His brow darkened. The very allusion to his coming marriage was most hateful to him. Sally could see that, though she pretended not to notice it.
Mr. and Mrs. Pendleton came in to welcome him, being so profuse in their greeting that they annoyed him.
Louisa was more sensible. Her welcome was quiet, not to say constrained.
"If it had been Louisa instead of Sally," he mused, bitterly, "the fate that I have brought upon myself would be more bearable."
He was so miserable as he listened to Sally"s ceaseless chatter that he felt that if he had a revolver, he would shoot himself then and there, and thus end it all.
CHAPTER XVI.
"WHERE THERE IS NO JEALOUSY THERE IS LITTLE LOVE!"
It was a relief to Jay Gardiner when he found himself out of the house and on the street. The short two hours he had pa.s.sed in Sally"s society were more trying on his nerves than the hardest day"s work could have been.
He groaned aloud at the thought of the long years he was destined to live though, with this girl as his companion.
He had come at seven, and made his adieu at nine. Sally then went upstairs to her mother"s room with a very discontented face, and entered the _boudoir_ in anything but the best of humors.
Mrs. Pendleton looked up from the book she was reading, with an expression of astonishment and wonder.
"Surely Doctor Gardiner has not gone so soon!" she exclaimed.
"Yes, he has," replied Sally, laconically.
"I suppose some important duty called him away so early?"
"He did not say so," returned her daughter, crossly.
"Is he coming soon again?" questioned Mrs. Pendleton, anxiously.
"I don"t know," replied Sally; adding, slowly: "When I tried to find out when he would call again, he seemed annoyed, and replied, curtly: "That will be hard for me to determine, Miss Pendleton. You must remember that those in my profession have few leisure hours." He would not set a time.
I had to let the matter rest at that."
"He is not very much in love, then, I fear, my dear Sally," said her mother, reflectively. "Still, bad beginnings often make good endings.
But I had almost forgotten to tell you the startling news, my dear,"
added Mrs. Pendleton, hastily. "Your aunt, Sally Rogers, is here. Louisa is entertaining her up in her _boudoir_. You must not be surprised, or show too much amus.e.m.e.nt when you see her. She is a sight. We would be eternally disgraced if the neighbors were to see her. She is fairly covered with rags--yes, rags! There are holes in her shoes; there never was such a bonnet worn since the time of the ark; and as for gloves, she disdains such an article of feminine attire altogether. I do not think one will have to wait long to come into possession of her fortune. But run up to your sister"s room and greet old Miss Sally as affectionately as possible."
Sally was rather glad of this intelligence, for it prevented her from having a very bad case of the blues in thinking over her lover"s coldness, and how irksome this betrothal was to him.
She found her sister doing her utmost to entertain the most grotesque little old woman she had ever beheld. Her mother"s description had certainly not been overdrawn.
Sally felt like bursting into uproarious laughter the moment her eyes fell upon Miss Rogers, and it was only by a most superhuman effort she controlled herself from letting her rising mirth get the better of her.
"Dear me, _is_ this, _can_ this be jolly little Sally Pendleton, as you used to sign the merry letters you wrote to me?" asked Miss Rogers, stopping short in some remark she was making to Louisa, and gazing hard at the slender, girlish figure that had just appeared on the threshold.
"Yes, it is I, Sally Pendleton," responded the girl, coming quickly forward. "I just heard you were here, aunt, and I want to tell you how delighted, enraptured, overjoyed I am to see you," she added, throwing her arms around the bundle of rags which inclosed the thin little old maid, with a bear-like hug and any amount of extravagant kisses, not daring to look at Louisa the while.
"This is indeed a hearty welcome, my dear!" exclaimed Miss Rogers.
"Stand off, child," she added, holding Sally at arm"s-length, "until I get a good look at you."
And she gazed long and steadily.
Sally could not tell whether Miss Rogers was pleased or disappointed with her, as her face never expressed her emotions.
"I will call you and your sister my nieces; but you are not so nearly related to me as that---the line of relationship is a long way off.
There are many others as near to me as your family."
"But none who love you anywhere near as well," put in Sally, quickly.
"I hope you mean what you say," replied Miss Rogers, quietly; adding, after a moment"s pause, during which she wiped a suspicious moisture from her eyes: "I am a very lonely woman, and life offers few charms for me, because I am quite alone in the world, with no one to care for me. I have often thought that I would give the whole world, if it were mine to give, for just one human being to whom I was dear. I am desolate; my heart hungers for sympathy and kindness, and--and a little affection. I have neither father nor mother, sister nor brother, husband nor children. I hope neither of you girls will ever experience the hopelessness, the heartache conveyed in those words. It is hard, bitterly cruel, to be left alone in the world. But I suppose Heaven intended it to be so, and--and knows best."
"You shall never know loneliness again, dear aunt," murmured Louisa. "To make every moment of your life happy will be our only aim."
"Thank you, my dear," replied Miss Rogers, tremulously.
"You shall live with us always, if you will, aunt," said Sally, "and be one of the family. You may have my _boudoir_ all to yourself, and I will take the small spare room next to it."
"You are very good to me," said Miss Rogers, huskily.
Mrs. Pendleton had been busy getting the handsome guest-chamber ready for their wealthy kinswoman. She entered just in time to overhear Sally"s last remark.