"What?"
"You don"t have to go to that job any more. I make more than enough money for us. You can stay home now and take it easy."
She gave him a strange look. "Now listen here, Joshua, it isn"t your place to be telling me what to do with my life! I"ve been doing this job for more than twenty-five years. I don"t plan on stopping now just because you"re a big lawyer or something. Mrs. Sims still needs me."
"Needs you, for what? All these years you"ve been telling me how she doesn"t need anyone to clean her home. h.e.l.l, you"ve been joking about how she probably cleans up after you leave."
"That"s none of your business, Joshua!"
"But it is my business, Mama. You"re tired; you"ve been tired for a while now, traipsing out there every day just so we could live, so you could take care of me. Now it"s my turn to take care of you."
She approached him and ran her hand through his hair. "I"m proud of you, Joshua, prouder than I ever believed I"d be. But you should be thinking of yourself. You should be finding a woman, a proper woman, and having a family of your own. You don"t need to be worrying about me; I"ll take care of myself just fine."
He knew there was no use arguing; there never was. She hugged him, kissed him on the cheek, and left. He stood, stunned and helpless, wondering why none of the women in his life ever listened to a word he said.
Connie stampeded into his office, wearing a look that spelled trouble. "How could you?" she exclaimed.
"How could I what?" He pretended ignorance.
"You turned down the Pilgrim case, without even consulting me!"
"Who told you that?"
"Thompson, that"s who! Who did you think?"
"He doesn"t waste any time, does he?"
"What"s that supposed to mean?"
"It means he"s dividing us to manipulate us into taking the case."
"Oh," she said, "he"s being manipulative. Thank you for clarifying that."
"Look, I"m sorry I didn"t tell you. I was planning to."
"Planning to tell me!"
He was wordless.
"Listen, Joshua, and listen clearly! If we"re partners, then you don"t tell me about such things after you"ve decided. You consult me and we decide together."
"I"m sorry. You"re right. It"s just that they needed a decision this morning and..." He stopped himself, realizing he was about to dig a deeper hole.
"And what?"
"And I was going to say that there wasn"t time to contact you, but that wasn"t true. I just wasn"t thinking. I did some pretty dumb things in the last twenty-four hours, and not consulting you was definitely one of them."
"What the h.e.l.l are you talking about?"
He proceeded to relate his escapades of the previous evening.
"You mean," she said, "you actually pretended you were there to see the rabbi? That"s a new low, one for the books!"
"Thanks."
"Only kidding."
"Not quite. You"re still p.i.s.sed."
"I"ll get over it. I"m more worried about you than anything else."
"Me?"
"You don"t sound like you"re playing with a full deck lately."
"That"s putting it mildly."
"She really gets to you."
He hesitated, then said, "She does."
"It"ll work out; these things always do."
"Not for me they don"t."
"Isn"t that a double negative or something? Unbecoming for a lawyer of your stature."
"Life"s a double negative."
"You"ll survive." She started to leave, but stopped at the door. "About the case, you really think you made the right call?"
"The guy"s guilty, Connie. Thompson wants to use us to make it into a racial thing."
"Can"t see as I completely blame him; you used the situation for your racial thing."
"Touche, counselor."
She smiled, and left.
He tried to get busy with work, but the events of the past twenty-four hours kept intruding on his mind. Between Connie, Rachel, and his mother, it had been a memorable day. And then there was the biggest shocker, Jerome Williams, right there in his office, after all these years. He wondered about Celeste, where she might be, and was sort of relieved at not knowing. He also wondered if Thompson would actually use that dark chapter of his life against him. Either way, he knew Connie was right: he would recover. He always seemed to, though the costs were building.
He didn"t hear much about the Pilgrim case in the following months. Either Thompson hadn"t managed to find another sucker, or the media just wasn"t biting. He also didn"t hear anything about his history with the now Reverend Jerome Williams. That whole thing had merely been a bluff, though he didn"t discount the possibility that it might still, one day, come back to haunt him.
Nine months after the murder of Israel Turner, on July 29, 1976, a small paragraph in the back pages of The New York Times reported that Larry Pilgrim had been sentenced the previous day to 25 years to life. Pilgrim was 24 years old at the time, and Turner would have been 55. A waste all around, Joshua thought, as he read the article over his morning coffee.
Suddenly, he realized that time was pa.s.sing much more quickly these days. Nine months in a flash. It was frightening. Things had been moving along nicely, however. Business was booming. He had even had a brief fling with a nice looking paralegal who had been working for an opposing counsel on some civil suit. He"d waited for the case to conclude before calling her, naturally. Her name was Cheryl, and it had been quite pleasant for the two months it had lasted. It was his fault that it had ended; his heart was elsewhere.
He"d managed to keep the affair from Rachel, but hadn"t had as much luck with Connie. Connie always knew everything, and had a crafty way of making him aware of it. Loretta also knew; it was hard to keep anything from her.
Things went along much the same with Rachel. He tried to find satisfaction in what was, rather than misery in what wasn"t. On balance, he figured he was ahead of the game, considering where he"d started. His blessings would always be mixed.
In all, things had pretty much settled in. The cases in the office were fairly routine; the rest of his life was status quo. He was learning to appreciate the serenity and, oddly enough, was even getting used to it. Though he knew it wouldn"t last.
BOOK V.
CHAPTER 50.
Mrs. Sawyer was absorbed in her work as Joshua came through the front door. She glanced up at him, then turned her eyes to the waiting area. He was late, and the office was packed with people, sitting restlessly, some with appointments, some walk-ins.
"Court ran over," Joshua said, apologetically, hoping the patrons overheard.
"Yes, I"ve been telling them you would be arriving momentarily."
"Where"s Connie?"
"In her office, on the phone. She"s been on the phone for hours, not to be disturbed, she says."
"Who"s she talking to?"
Mrs. Sawyer shrugged. "Lots of different people, one call after another. I have no idea who they are."
He detected her annoyance, and wasn"t pleased to hear of his partner"s obliviousness to an office full of people. He marched to the back, knocked hard on Connie"s door, and stuck his head in before she could respond.
Connie was on the phone, but didn"t seem to mind the intrusion. "Hold on, just a few seconds," she said to the person at the other end, before covering the mouthpiece with her hand. To Joshua: "Come in, come in, sit! You"re not going to believe what just happened."
"Connie, we have an office full of..."
"Arthur Miller just died. No, correct that, he was killed by the cops."
"What?"
"I"ve been on the phone all afternoon, trying to find out exactly what happened. Friends, relatives in the area, anyone who knows anything. I"ve got Eunice Scott on the phone now."
"Eunice who?"
"Eunice Scott, she"s a clerk over at the ME"s office. I met her when I was with the DA. The body"s being examined by the ME as we speak."
He planted himself in a seat in front of her desk. He definitely needed to sit. She went back to the call. "Listen, Eunice, I"ve got to go now, but promise me you"ll call as soon as you know anything." She paused. "Thanks, talk soon."
She hung up the phone and looked at him. He said nothing, but his mind was thinking all kinds of things, dreadful things. It had been four years since the Willie Johnson case, four years of progressively declining relations between the black community and the police, and now this. A storm was brewing.
Arthur Miller wasn"t a close friend of his, but no black person lived or worked around Crown Heights without having crossed Miller"s path. Throughout Joshua"s involvement with the Nostrand Avenue Commerce a.s.sociation, he"d met Miller on more than one occasion, and had even had the pleasure of a brief conversation at a recent luncheon that Miller had organized to raise money for the a.s.sociation"s youth program. It was a cause that was close to Joshua"s heart and, as usual, Arthur Miller was at the helm.
To Joshua"s mind, Miller was a man who had it all: four children, a burgeoning construction company, and a grocery store on the side. He was also champion of several local philanthropic causes, and had a robust handshake and hearty manner to boot. Miller"s friends affectionately called him "Sampson," referring to his short, muscular stature, and everyone regarded him as an amba.s.sador of the black community in Crown Heights. And now, at 35 years of age, he was dead, allegedly killed by police.
"What the h.e.l.l happened?" Joshua asked.
"From what I have so far, it started as a thing between his brother and two white cops over a pile of debris in the street in front of a construction site that the Millers were working on. I think they were converting a tenement into a catering hall or something."
"I"ve met his brother. I think his name is Samuel."
"Yeah, Samuel, that"s it. Young guy, about 21, worked with Arthur."
"What building were they converting?"
She consulted her notes. "Here it is, 748 Nostrand. You know it?"
"I"ve pa.s.sed it. Seen the debris."
"Anyway, word is the cops were rousting Samuel about the debris, and also because he was loading it onto a truck which he"d been driving with a suspended license."
"What precinct?"
"77th."
"Why am I not surprised?"
"Wait, it gets better."
He waited.
"So Samuel claims the license isn"t suspended anymore, asks the cops to escort him home, where he has the paperwork to prove it. They don"t buy. At this point, Arthur comes walking down the street toward them, shouting something like, "It"s me. Cool it. Cool it. You"re wrong.""
"How do you know all this?"
"No one was whispering. It was broad daylight. There are lots of witnesses."
"But the cops all know Arthur. They should have given Samuel the benefit..."
"That"s just it, they didn"t!"
"Sounds like this was about more than just trash or a suspended license."
"Tell me about it. Anyway, the cops apparently didn"t recognize Arthur, but they saw he was wearing a gun."
Joshua remembered having seen the gun himself the first time he met Miller. It was hard to forget something like that, but it was an understandable reality in a neighborhood such a this. Many businessmen carried, some of Joshua"s own clients, and it was often his job to help obtain their permits.
Connie continued, "So even though Arthur has his hands up, one of the cops gets on the radio and calls for help. An argument ensues, Samuel loses it and topples a fruit stand on one of the officers."
"Good G.o.d."
"Within minutes, a sergeant and another officer arrive to supervise the arrest. At this point, the argument supposedly intensifies. Arthur loses it and pushes the sergeant, who then orders that Arthur also be arrested. A brawl breaks out, Arthur hurls one of the officers over his shoulder and drops him to the ground. The officers call a "10-13," officer in need of a.s.sistance, on the radio, and less than five minutes later, twelve more cops swarm onto the scene."