"I gained a few pounds, certainly, but I got to hate the very sight of it."
He turned restlessly, seeking a more comfortable position, and a grim smile flickered over his sallow face.
"I did my utmost to dodge it, but it was no good. First it was my sister who kept forcing the stuff on me, then my wife took a hand.
Between the two of them I hadn"t a chance. Now, to cap the climax, I have nothing but milk. I don"t know why I should be so punished."
She laughed gaily and with a deft hand put the covers right for him.
"Never mind, I"ll fix it for you so you"ll find it quite different.
You"ll see, it won"t be bad."
Her words and the laugh were alike purely mechanical. Inside her brain she was listening to other words in the doctor"s hall, ten days ago: "_I suppose he"s had his milk regularly, a pint and a half a day?..._"
She had a.s.sumed that Sartorius had meant that the old man was fortified by the extra nourishment, but the conclusion she had come to in regard to Lady Clifford upset her former ideas. She heartily wished she had not thought of it, that she had never overheard the conversation between Lady Clifford and Holliday....
"I"d far better attend to my own affairs," she told herself decidedly.
"If I don"t, I shall be in imminent danger of becoming known as Esther the Eavesdropper."
At this thought she laughed again, spontaneously, then was disconcerted to find a pair of sunken old eyes regarding her keenly.
"What"s amusing you?" demanded her patient.
"This time I"m afraid I can"t tell you," she confessed in confusion, annoyed to feel a tide of red sweep over her face.
"Well, you might think of it again when you want a little extra colour," commented the old man dryly, but with an approving glance.
As her eyes met his shyly, noting how the quizzical smile softened his rather grim features, she realised his resemblance to his son.
Simultaneously Sir Charles became for her a human being. Up till now he had been merely a "case." Something about him roused her sympathy, a wave of pity swept over her, she felt that she would put her whole heart into the task of taking care of him and making him well. Odd!
Was this the result of flattered vanity? Or was it because the old man happened to resemble a certain young one? There was no denying that the pleasant glow had persisted ever since that trivial conversation in the hall.
She was late for _dejeuner_, and on entering the dining-room found Lady Clifford just leaving, and Miss Clifford and her nephew lingering over their coffee.
"You"ve had a lot to do, haven"t you, Miss Rowe?" Miss Clifford greeted her kindly. "It doesn"t matter, everything has been kept hot."
As Esther sat down the old lady continued what she was saying to the young man:
"Yes, it is very nice of Therese," she remarked, "really most thoughtful."
"What is?" inquired Roger absently, his eyes on Esther.
"Why, to give the doctor a lift back to his house. It is quite out of her way, but she knows that he hates driving his own car."
"Oh!" he exclaimed briefly, as though the matter did not interest him.
"I wonder if there"s a car I can have this afternoon?"
"Certainly, the little Citroen; it"s in good order."
"Good, I"ll tell Thompson to get it out. I"ve got a few things to attend to. As a matter of fact I want to call in at the cable office and inquire about that message that never reached me."
"Do you think it is any use?"
"I don"t know. I"m going to see what happened, anyhow. You"re quite sure it was sent?"
"Of course! Therese saw to it herself. I recall it perfectly."
Roger dropped his cigarette end into his coffee cup and rose with a stretch of his long arms; then, with a smile that included Esther, he left the room.
On her way upstairs Esther met the doctor, hat in hand. He stopped her, laying a heavy finger on her arm, and spoke in a low voice.
"As far as possible," he said slowly, keeping his little lightish eyes upon her, "try to keep Lady Clifford out of the room. Make excuses.
She is a highly emotional uncontrolled type, and she is likely to have a bad effect on the patient. Excitement," he added with careful emphasis, "is the thing we must do everything to guard against. To a man in his condition it might have disastrous results. You must see that he is not agitated in any way whatsoever."
"I understand," she replied quickly. "I"ll do my very best. Perhaps it would be as well if you spoke to Lady Clifford yourself."
"I have done so, but I cannot promise that it will be sufficient," he answered. "She is a difficult woman to manage."
Looking after the ponderous figure as it creaked down the stairs, Esther wondered if by chance the doctor shared her suspicion as to Lady Clifford"s secret feelings. Did he fear that in some way her adverse desires might communicate themselves to the invalid with unfortunate effects? She half thought this was the case. In his cold-blooded way the doctor was conscientious. He was being highly paid to save the old man"s life, and save him he meant to do, no matter whose wishes stood in the way.
Late that afternoon, while Miss Clifford was changing her dress for dinner, there was a knock at her door, and her nephew entered. With a look of moody thought on his face, he stood for some moments beside the dressing-table drumming with his fingers on the edge of the mirror in a way that betokened indecision.
"Is anything the matter?" his aunt asked when she had glanced at him the second time and still he had not spoken.
"Just this," he replied, frowning slightly. "Would you believe me if I told you that that cable you spoke of was never sent?"
CHAPTER XII
"Not sent!"
Miss Clifford laid down the comb she was using and turned upon her nephew a face of bewilderment.
"No, it wasn"t sent."
"But that"s impossible; it must have been."
"It wasn"t. There"s no record of it."
"Oh, there is some mistake. Why, Therese herself ..."
Her voice trailed off; she stared before her in a puzzled fashion.
Then reluctantly her eyes met the young man"s.
"Then you think," she said hesitatingly, "that she didn"t send it after all?"
"There"s no question about it; I know she didn"t."