"Oh, Doctor, no, I never ate a mouthful of the cake. I only made it,"
was poor Milly"s disclaimer.
"That sounds serious," said the doctor. But when he had felt her pulse he looked graver.
"You"ve done a good deal too much of something, that is evident," he said. "I shall have to keep you in bed awhile to pay you for it."
Milly was forced to submit. She stayed in bed for a whole week and the greater part of another, missing thereby two candy-pulls on which her heart was set, and the best sleighing frolic of the season. Everybody was kind about coming to see her, and sending her flowers and nice things, and Janet, in particular, spent whole hours with her every day.
"The whole thing seems such a dreadful pity," Milly said one day. She was really better now, able to sit up, and equal to a calm discussion of her woes. "I had looked forward so much to my party, and I wanted to have it as nice as could be, and I worked so hard; and then, when the time came, I didn"t enjoy it a bit. If I could only have it over again now when I am all rested and fresh, I should have as good a time as anybody. Doesn"t it seem a pity, Janet?"
"Yes, it does," replied Janet, after which she fell into a little musing-fit.
"One can"t have company without taking some trouble," she said at last.
"But I wonder if one need take so much?"
"I don"t see what else I could have done," said Milly. "You must give people nice things when they come to see you, and somebody has got to make them. And besides that, there is so much to see to about the house,--dusting, and washing china, and making the rooms nice."
"I know," went on Janet reflectively. "Mrs. Beers half killed herself, I remember, when she had that quilting two years ago, in giving the whole house a thorough house-cleaning beforehand. She said as like as not somebody would want to run up into the garret-chamber after something, and she should have a fit if it wasn"t in order. And after all, not a soul went anywhere except to the parlor and dining-room, and into Mrs.
Beers"s bedroom to take off their things; so the fuss was all thrown away, and Mrs. Beers had inflammation of the lungs afterward, and almost died."
"I recollect. But then they might have gone to the attic--she couldn"t tell. It was natural that Mrs. Beers should think of it."
"Well, and suppose they had, and that there had been a trifle of dust on the top of some old trunk, what difference would it have made? People who are busy enjoying themselves don"t stop to notice every little thing. I am going to think the thing over, Milly. It"s all wrong somehow."
Janet herself was meditating a party. Her father had given permission, and Aunt Esther, who managed the housekeeping, was only too glad to fall in with any plan which pleased Janet. Judge Norcross was the richest man on the Hill. There was no reason why Janet"s entertainment should not out-shine Milly"s. In fact, she had felt a little ambitious to have it do so, and had made certain plans in her private mind all of which involved labor and trouble; but now she hesitated.
"If I"m going to be as tired out as Milly was, and not enjoy it, what"s the use of having a party at all?" she said to herself. "I"d _like_ to have it as nice as hers; but whatever I have, I have got to do it all myself. I"m not as strong as Milly, I know, and it has half killed _her_; perhaps it would quite kill me. A party isn"t worth that!"
She discussed the matter within herself, reasonably. She _could_ wind herself up and make eight kinds of cake if she liked. There were the recipes and the materials and she knew how; moreover, Aunt Esther would help her. She could have as much jelly and syllabub and blanc-mange as Milly, she could turn the house upside down if she desired, and trim and beautify and adorn. It was a temptation. No girl likes to be outdone, least of all by her intimate friend. "But is it worth while?" Janet queried. And I think she proved herself possessed of a very "level head"
when, at last, she decided that it was not.
"I"ll be sensible for once," she told herself. "A party is not a duty, it is a pleasure. If I get so tired that I spoil my own pleasure, I spoil my company"s too, for they will be sure to find it out just as they did at Milly"s. I couldn"t half enjoy anything that night, because she looked so miserable; and I won"t run the risk of having the same thing happen at our house. I"ll just do what is necessary, and leave off the extras."
The "necessary," when Janet came to a.n.a.lyze it, proved to be quite as much as she was able to undertake; for, as she had admitted to herself, she was not nearly so strong as Milly Grace. It meant an ample supply of two sorts of cake, freshly made and delicate, with plenty of ice-cream, salad, scalloped oysters, and rolls. There was extra china to wash, the table to set, and the rooms to dust and arrange, and Janet was quite tired enough before it was done. She sent to Boston for some preserved ginger to take the place of the jelly which she didn"t make, she made no attempt at evergreen wreaths, and she wisely concluded that rooms in their usual state of cleanliness would pa.s.s muster with young people intent on dancing and amus.e.m.e.nt, that no one would find time to peep into holes and corners, and that the house could wait to have its "thorough cleaning" administered gradually after the occasion was over.
There was really a great deal of steady good sense in holding to this view of the matter, and Janet found her reward in the end. The preparations, even thus simplified, taxed her strength; the extra touches which she had omitted would have been just the "straw too much."
She gave herself a good margin for rest on the afternoon preceding the party, and when she came downstairs in her pretty dress of pale blue cashmere and swan"s-down, ready to meet her guests, her cheeks and eyes were as bright as usual, and her spirits were ready for the exhilaration of excitement.
The tone of any gathering depends in great measure on its hostess. If she is depressed or under the weather, her visitors are pretty sure to catch her mood and be affected by it. Janet"s sunny looks and gay laughs set the key-note of her party. n.o.body missed the wine jelly or the six absent sorts of cake, no one wasted a thought on the evergreen wreaths.
All was fun and merriment, and nothing seemed wanting to the occasion.
"What a good time we _have_ had!" said Helen Jones to Alice Ware as they stood at the door of the dressing-room waiting for their escorts. "It"s been ever so much jollier than it was at Milly"s, and I can"t think why. That was a beautiful party, but somehow people seemed to feel dull." Helen had no idea of being overheard, but as it happened Milly was nearer to her than she thought.
"I"ll tell you why it was, Helen," she said, coming forward frankly.
"Don"t look so shocked. I know you didn"t mean me to hear, but indeed I don"t mind a bit. And it"s quite true besides. Janet"s party has been a great deal nicer, and it"s because I was such a goose about mine. I did a great deal too much and got dreadfully tired, so tired that I couldn"t enjoy it, and you all found it out of course, so you couldn"t enjoy it either. I"m sure I don"t wonder, but it was all my own fault. Janet took warning by my experience and made her party easier, and you see how nice it has been. We have all had a beautiful time, and so has she.
Well--I"ve learned a lesson by it. Next time I give a party I shall just do what I can to make it pleasant for you all, and not what I can"t, and I hope it will turn out better for everybody concerned."
THE PINK SWEETMEAT.
Only three pairs of stockings were left in the shop. It was a very little shop indeed, scarcely larger than a stall. Job Tuke, to whom it belonged, was not rich enough to indulge in the buying of any superfluous wares. Every spring he laid in a dozen dozen of thin stockings, a bale of cheap handkerchiefs, a gross of black b.u.t.tons, a gross of white, a little stationery, and a few other small commodities.
In the autumn he added a dozen dozen of thick stockings, and a box full of mittens and knitted comforters. Besides these he sold penny papers, and home-made yeast made by Mrs. Tuke. If the stock of wearables grew scant toward midwinter, Job rejoiced in his heart, but by no means made haste to replenish it. He just laid aside the money needed for the spring outfit, and lived on what remained. Thus it went year after year.
Trade was sometimes a little better, sometimes a little worse, but whichever way it was, Job grew no richer. He and his old wife lived along somehow without coming on the parish for support, and with this very moderate amount of prosperity they were content.
This year of which I write, the supply of winter stockings had given out earlier than usual. The weather had been uncommonly cold since October, which may have been the reason. Certain it is, that here at Michaelmas, with December not yet come in, only three pairs of stockings were left in the little shop. Job Tuke had told his wife only the week before that he almost thought he should be forced to lay in a few dozen more, folks seemed so eager to get "em. But since he said that, no one had asked for stockings, as it happened, and Job, thinking that trade was, after all, pretty well over for the season, had given up the idea of replenishing his stock.
One of the three pairs of stockings was a big pair of dark mixed gray.
One pair, a little smaller, was white, and the third, smaller still and dark blue in color, was about the size for a child of seven or eight years old.
Job Tuke had put up the shutters for the night and had gone to bed. The stockings were talking together in the quiet darkness, as stockings will when left alone. One pair had been hung in the window. It had got down from its nail, and was now straddling carelessly with one leg on either side of the edge of the box in which the others lay, as a boy might on the top of a stile. This was the big gray pair.
"Our chances seem to be getting slim," he said gloomily.
"That is more than you seem," replied the White Stockings, in a tart voice. "Your ankles are as thick as ever, and your mesh looks to me coa.r.s.er than usual to-night."
"There are worse things in the world than thickness," retorted the Gray Stockings angrily. "I"m useful, at any rate, I am, while you have no wear in you. I should say that you would come to darning about the second wash, if not sooner."
"Is that my fault?" said the White Pair, beginning to cry.
"No; it"s your misfortune. But people as unfortunate as you are should mind their P"s and Q"s, and not say disagreeable things to those who are better off."
"Pray don"t quarrel," put in the Little Blues, who were always peacemakers. "Think of our situation, the last survivors of twelve dozen! we ought to be friends. But, as you say, matters _are_ getting serious with us. Of course we are all thinking about the same thing."
"Yes; about the Christmas, and the chimney corner," sighed the White Pair. "What a dreadful thing it would be if we went to the rag-bag never having held a Christmas gift. I could not get over such a disgrace. My father, my grandfather--all my relations had their chance--some of them were even hung a second time!"
"Yes; Christmas is woven into our very substance," said the Gray Stockings. "The old skeins and the ravellings tell the story to the new wool,--the story of the Christmas time. The very sheep in the fields know it. For my part," he added proudly, "I should blush to lie in the same ash-heap even with an odd stocking who had died under the disgrace of never being hung up for Christmas, and I will never believe that my life-long dream is to be disappointed!"
"Why will you use such inflated language?" snapped the White Pair. "You were only woven last July. As late as May you were running round the meadow on a sheep"s back."
"Very well; I don"t dispute it. I may not be as old as Methuselah, but long or short, my life is my life, and my dream is my dream, and you have no call to criticise my expressions, Miss!" thundered the Big Pair.
"There you are again," said the Little Blues. "I _do_ wish you wouldn"t dispute. Now let us talk about our chances. What day of the month is it?"
"The twenty-seventh of November," said the Gray Stockings, who, because they hung over the penny papers in the window, always knew the exact date.
"Little more than four weeks to the holidays," said the White Pair dolorously. "How I wish some one would come along and put us out of suspense."
"Being bought mightn"t do that," suggested the Little Blues. "You might be taken by a person who had two pairs of stockings, and the others might be chosen to be hung up. Such things do happen."
"Oh, they wouldn"t happen to me, I think," said the White Pair vaingloriously.
As it happened, the three pairs of stockings were all sold the very day after this conversation, and all to one and the same person. This was Mrs. Wendte, an Englishwoman married to a Dutch shipwright. She had lived in Holland for some years after her marriage, but now she and her husband lived in London. They had three children.
The stockings were very much pleased to be bought. When Job Tuke rolled them up in paper and tied a stout packthread round them, they nestled close, and squeezed each other with satisfaction. Besides, the joy of being sold was the joy of keeping together and knowing about each other"s adventures.