Johnny Rosenfeld was dead. All of K."s skill had not sufficed to save him. The operation had been a marvel, but the boy"s long-sapped strength failed at the last.
K., set of face, stayed with him to the end. The boy did not know he was going. He roused from the coma and smiled up at Le Moyne.
"I"ve got a hunch that I can move my right foot," he said. "Look and see."
K. lifted the light covering.
"You"re right, old man. It"s moving."
"Brake foot, clutch foot," said Johnny, and closed his eyes again.
K. had forbidden the white screens, that outward symbol of death. Time enough for them later. So the ward had no suspicion, nor had the boy.
The ward pa.s.sed in review. It was Sunday, and from the chapel far below came the faint singing of a hymn. When Johnny spoke again he did not open his eyes.
"You"re some operator, Mr. Le Moyne. I"ll put in a word for you whenever I get a chance."
"Yes, put in a word for me," said K. huskily.
He felt that Johnny would be a good mediator--that whatever he, K., had done of omission or commission, Johnny"s voice before the Tribunal would count.
The lame young violin-player came into the ward. She had cherished a secret and romantic affection for Max Wilson, and now he was in the hospital and ill. So she wore the sacrificial air of a young nun and played "The Holy City."
Johnny was close on the edge of his long sleep by that time, and very comfortable.
"Tell her nix on the sob stuff," he complained. "Ask her to play "I"m twenty-one and she"s eighteen.""
She was rather outraged, but on K."s quick explanation she changed to the staccato air.
"Ask her if she"ll come a little nearer; I can"t hear her."
So she moved to the foot of the bed, and to the gay little tune Johnny began his long sleep. But first he asked K. a question: "Are you sure I"m going to walk, Mr. Le Moyne?"
"I give you my solemn word," said K. huskily, "that you are going to be better than you have ever been in your life."
It was K. who, seeing he would no longer notice, ordered the screens to be set around the bed, K. who drew the coverings smooth and folded the boy"s hands over his breast.
The violin-player stood by uncertainly.
"How very young he is! Was it an accident?"
"It was the result of a man"s d.a.m.nable folly," said K. grimly. "Somebody always pays."
And so Johnny Rosenfeld paid.
The immediate result of his death was that K., who had gained some of his faith in himself on seeing Wilson on the way to recovery, was beset by his old doubts. What right had he to arrogate to himself again powers of life and death? Over and over he told himself that there had been no carelessness here, that the boy would have died ultimately, that he had taken the only chance, that the boy himself had known the risk and begged for it.
The old doubts came back.
And now came a question that demanded immediate answer. Wilson would be out of commission for several months, probably. He was gaining, but slowly. And he wanted K. to take over his work.
"Why not?" he demanded, half irritably. "The secret is out. Everybody knows who you are. You"re not thinking about going back to that ridiculous gas office, are you?"
"I had some thought of going to Cuba."
"I"m d.a.m.ned if I understand you. You"ve done a marvelous thing; I lie here and listen to the staff singing your praises until I"m sick of your name! And now, because a boy who wouldn"t have lived anyhow--"
"That"s not it," K. put in hastily. "I know all that. I guess I could do it and get away with it as well as the average. All that deters me--I"ve never told you, have I, why I gave up before?"
Wilson was propped up in his bed. K. was walking restlessly about the room, as was his habit when troubled.
"I"ve heard the gossip; that"s all."
"When you recognized me that night on the balcony, I told you I"d lost my faith in myself, and you said the whole affair had been gone over at the State Society. As a matter of fact, the Society knew of only two cases. There had been three."
"Even at that--"
"You know what I always felt about the profession, Max. We went into that more than once in Berlin. Either one"s best or nothing. I had done pretty well. When I left Lorch and built my own hospital, I hadn"t a doubt of myself. And because I was getting results I got a lot of advertising. Men began coming to the clinics. I found I was making enough out of the patients who could pay to add a few free wards. I want to tell you now, Wilson, that the opening of those free wards was the greatest self-indulgence I ever permitted myself. I"d seen so much careless attention given the poor--well, never mind that. It was almost three years ago that things began to go wrong. I lost a big case."
"I know. All this doesn"t influence me, Edwardes."
"Wait a moment. We had a system in the operating-room as perfect as I could devise it. I never finished an operation without having my first a.s.sistant verify the clip and sponge count. But that first case died because a sponge had been left in the operating field. You know how those things go; you can"t always see them, and one goes by the count, after reasonable caution. Then I lost another case in the same way--a free case.
"As well as I could tell, the precautions had not been relaxed. I was doing from four to six cases a day. After the second one I almost went crazy. I made up my mind, if there was ever another, I"d give up and go away."
"There was another?"
"Not for several months. When the last case died, a free case again, I performed my own autopsy. I allowed only my first a.s.sistant in the room.
He was almost as frenzied as I was. It was the same thing again. When I told him I was going away, he offered to take the blame himself, to say he had closed the incision. He tried to make me think he was responsible. I knew--better."
"It"s incredible."
"Exactly; but it"s true. The last patient was a laborer. He left a family. I"ve sent them money from time to time. I used to sit and think about the children he left, and what would become of them. The ironic part of it was that, for all that had happened, I was busier all the time. Men were sending me cases from all over the country. It was either stay and keep on working, with that chance, or--quit. I quit." "But if you had stayed, and taken extra precautions--"
"We"d taken every precaution we knew."
Neither of the men spoke for a time. K. stood, his tall figure outlined against the window. Far off, in the children"s ward, children were laughing; from near by a very young baby wailed a thin cry of protest against life; a bell rang constantly. K."s mind was busy with the past--with the day he decided to give up and go away, with the months of wandering and homelessness, with the night he had come upon the Street and had seen Sidney on the doorstep of the little house.
"That"s the worst, is it?" Max Wilson demanded at last.
"That"s enough."
"It"s extremely significant. You had an enemy somewhere--on your staff, probably. This profession of ours is a big one, but you know its jealousies. Let a man get his shoulders above the crowd, and the pack is after him." He laughed a little. "Mixed figure, but you know what I mean."
K. shook his head. He had had that gift of the big man everywhere, in every profession, of securing the loyalty of his followers. He would have trusted every one of them with his life.
"You"re going to do it, of course."
"Take up your work?"