Kalona"s Fall.
P. C. Cast, Kristin Cast.
For all of you who asked, "What really happened to Kalona?"
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS.
Thank you to my publishing family. I appreciate you very much! A big hug to my ill.u.s.trator, Aura Dalian. YOU ARE AWESOME! Christine-you are the best brainstormer, EVER. As always, thank you to my agent and friend Meredith Bernstein.
INTRIGUE BEGAT CURIOSITY, AND CURIOSITY BEGAT EXPLORATION ...
Once upon a time, long, long ago, there was only the Divine Energy of the universe. Energy was neither good nor bad, light nor dark, male nor female-it simply existed, a maelstrom of possibilities, clashing, joining, and growing. As Energy grew, it evolved. As it evolved, it created.
First came the creation of the realms of the Otherworld-endless vistas filled with the dreams of Divinity. These realms were so beautiful that they inspired Energy to continue creating, and from the womb of each of the Otherworld realms great solar systems were born, tangible reflections of the Otherworld Old Magick.
The Divine Energy of the universe was so pleased by its creations that it began to shift and change as vortexes of power within itself, mothlike, were drawn to the different universes. Some Energy was content and rested, eternally existing in a swirling orbit of stars and moons and beautiful, but empty, planets.
Some Energy destroyed its creations, more content with itself than with possibilities.
And some Energy continued to change, evolve, and create.
In one Otherworld realm the Divine Energy was particularly questing and precocious, restless and joyful, because more than anything it desired companionship. So, from within the verdant groves and sapphire lakes of the Otherworld, the Divine fashioned fabulous beings and breathed life into them. The breath of the Divine carried with it immortality and consciousness. The Divine named these beings G.o.ds, G.o.ddesses, and Fey. He granted the G.o.ds and G.o.ddesses dominion over all the Otherworld realms, and tasked the Fey with being their servants.
Many of the immortal beings scattered throughout the endless Otherworld realms, but those who remained pleased the Divine greatly. To them the Divine gifted an additional dominion over all other immortals, that of the stewardship of one particular planet in their system-a planet that intrigued the Divine Energy because it reflected the green-and-blue beauty of the Otherworld.
Intrigue begat curiosity, and curiosity begat exploration, until finally the Divine could not resist stroking the surface of the green-and-sapphire planet. The planet awoke, naming itself Earth. Earth beckoned to the Divine, inviting it within her lush lands and her sweet, soothing waters.
Filled with wonder, the G.o.ds and G.o.ddesses watched.
Enchanted by his own creation, Divine Energy joined with Earth. She pleased him greatly, but Energy cannot be long contained. Earth understood and accepted his nature, never loving him less for that which could not be changed. Before he left her to rove the universe, seeking more companionship, Divine Energy gave the Earth his most precious gift-the magick that was the power of creation.
Young Earth, fertile and sultry, began to create.
Earth sowed the lands and the oceans with her gift of creation, and from them evolved such a magnitude of creatures that the G.o.ds and G.o.ddesses from the watching Otherworld began to visit her often, reveling in the diversity of the living Earth.
Earth welcomed the immortals, children of her beloved Divine. She loved them so fondly that she was inspired to design a very special creation. From her bosom, she formed and then breathed life into beings that she fashioned in the very image of the G.o.ds and G.o.ddesses, naming them humans. Though Mother Earth was not able to gift her children with immortality-that was a gift only Divine Energy could bestow-she placed within each of them a spark of the Divinity that had been shared with her, ensuring that even though their bodies must always return to the earth from which they had been made, their consciousness would continue eternally in the form of spirit, so that they could be reborn again and again to Mother Earth.
Created in their image, Earth"s children enchanted the G.o.ds and G.o.ddesses. The G.o.ds and G.o.ddesses vowed to watch over them and to share the Otherworld with the Divine spirits within them when the inevitable happened, and their mortal bodies died.
At first all was well; humans prospered and multiplied. They were grateful to Mother Earth, each culture holding her sacred. The G.o.ds and G.o.ddesses visited Earth"s children often, and humans revered them as Divine.
Mother Earth watched, noticing which of the Divine"s children were benevolent, and which were impetuous. Which of them were forgiving, and which were vengeful. Which of them were kind and which were cruel.
When the immortals were benevolent and forgiving and kind, Mother Earth was pleased, and showed her pleasure in fertile lands, quenching rains, and crops aplenty.
When the immortals were impetuous and vengeful and cruel, Mother Earth turned her face from them and there was drought and famine and plague.
The impetuous, vengeful, cruel deities became bored with drought and famine and plague and stopped visiting the living Earth.
Mother Earth was satisfied, and she retreated within herself, resting from the strain of creation, sleeping for eons uncountable. When next she awoke, she looked for the children of the Divine, and was hardly aware of their presence at all.
Calling Air to her, Mother Earth sent a message to the Otherworld, beseeching the children of her beloved to remember their vow, and inviting them to return to her.
Only one immortal answered her plea.
The G.o.ddess manifested during a clear night when the moon was almost full, on a rugged isle yet to be named. As Mother Earth became conscious of the G.o.ddess, she saw the immortal sitting before a grove, her delicate hand outstretched toward a curious wildcat.
"Where are the other children of the Divine?" Mother Earth"s voice was the sloughing of hawthorn leaves in the grove.
The G.o.ddess lifted her shoulder in a gesture that Mother Earth found surprisingly childlike. "They have gone."
The ground trembled in response to Mother Earth"s surprise. "All? How could they all have gone?"
"They said they were bored and became restless." The G.o.ddess shook her head and her long, fair hair glistened in the moonlight, changing from blond to silver.
The leaves of the grove trees shivered. "So like their father," Mother Earth whispered sadly. "Why must they all leave me?"
The G.o.ddess sighed. "I do not know. I do not understand how they could ever be bored here." She stroked the wildcat that had curled lovingly around her feet. "There is something new every day. Imagine, just yesterday I did not know this wonderful creature existed."
Pleased, Mother Earth warmed the breeze that carried her voice from the grove. "You must have been formed from one of his more tangible dreams."
"Yes," the G.o.ddess said wistfully. "I just wish more of his dreams had been like me. It is..." She hesitated, as if unable to decide whether to continue.
"It is what?" Mother Earth prompted.
"Lonely," she admitted softly. "Especially when there are no other beings like me."
Mother Earth felt the G.o.ddess"s sadness and, taking pity on her, she called awake the grove, where from the moss and dirt, leaves and flowers, Mother Earth took tangible form.
The G.o.ddess smiled at her. As beautiful as the gossamer wings of a b.u.t.terfly, Mother Earth smiled back, asking, "What is your name, G.o.ddess?"
"Humans are calling me many names." The G.o.ddess gave the wildcat a final caress and then straightened, spreading wide her arms. "Some call me Sarasvati." Her body shifted in form, changing skin from light to dark, hair from fair as moonlight to the black of a raven"s wing as another pair of slender arms suddenly appeared. Still smiling, the G.o.ddess continued, "Nidaba is the name some of your children whisper in their prayers." Again, the G.o.ddess shifted form, growing wings and replacing her feet with talons. "And not far from this very island, they have begun to know me as Breo-saighead, bringer of fire and justice." With that p.r.o.nouncement, the G.o.ddess took the form of a beautiful woman with hair the color of flame, her white skin decorated by brilliant sapphire tribal tattoos.
Delighted, Mother Earth clapped her hands, and sleeping b.u.t.terflies awoke to cavort around her. "But I know you! I have watched these G.o.ddesses for countless ages. You are kind and benevolent and just."
"I am. I am also alone." The fire faded from her hair, and once again the G.o.ddess looked like a fair-haired maiden, innocent and sweetly sad.
"Which name would you have me call you?" Mother Earth asked, wanting to distract her from her melancholy.
The G.o.ddess considered, and then answered, rather shyly, "There is one name I like more than the others-Nyx. It reminds me of night, and I do so love the peacefulness of night and the beauty of moonlight."
As she spoke, Mother Earth saw that her form changed only slightly. She still looked young, but she had lifted her chin, smiling up at the moon, delicate, filigreed tattooing glowed silver and sapphire over her skin making her look mysterious and incredibly beautiful. With hardly a thought, Mother Earth called magick from the night sky and scattered it on the G.o.ddess, so that it settled upon her as a headdress of glistening moonlight and stars.
"Oh! That is lovely! May I keep it?" the G.o.ddess said, twirling around girlishly.
"You are lovely Nyx. And you may keep it on one condition-that instead of following the others, you do not desert my children and me."
Nyx went very still. Her girlishness fell away from her until Mother Earth was looking into the eyes of a mature G.o.ddess who wore wisdom and power as surely as she did the mantle of moonlight. When Nyx spoke, Mother Earth heard within her voice the power of Divinity. "You need not tether me here with bribery. Such tricks are not worthy of you. When you created humans I vowed that I would watch over them and make a place for that within them that remains eternal and Divine. I never break a vow."
Slowly, Mother Earth bowed her head to Nyx. "Forgive me."
"With all my heart," Nyx said.
Mother Earth stood, and with the rustle of wind sweeping through a meadow of tall gra.s.s, she moved to Nyx and cupped the G.o.ddess"s face between her verdurous palms. "And now I freely give to you a gift-one that is worthy of us both. Henceforth from this night, I grant you command over my five elements: Air, Fire, Water, Earth, and Spirit. Call on any, and they shall answer, doing your bidding eternally." Mother Earth bent and kissed Nyx on her forehead.
From the center of Nyx"s forehead a perfect crescent moon appeared, and on either side of her face, spreading down the G.o.ddess"s beautiful body, a filigree pattern appeared, bearing signs and symbols that represented all five elements.
Nyx lifted her slender arm, studying her new Marks in appreciation. "That is as special as are each of the elements. I will treasure your gift eternally." Nyx"s girlish smile returned. "For that I also thank you with all my heart. After tonight I do not feel so alone, nor so frightened."
"Frightened? But whatever could frighten an immortal created by the Divine?"
Nyx brushed a strand of silver hair from her face, and Mother Earth noticed her hand trembled.
"Darkness." The G.o.ddess whispered the word.
Mother Earth smiled as she sat beneath the hawthorn tree nearest Nyx. "But you just spoke about the peace and beauty of night. How, then, could darkness frighten you?"
"The night could never frighten me; it is not literal darkness of which I speak, but an intangible in which I sense a seeking, growing power that knows nothing of peace and joy and beauty-that knows nothing of love." Nyx spoke softly but earnestly. "It has not fully entered the Otherworld yet, but I have sensed it often here, on the mortal realm. I think it grows stronger the longer I am alone."
Mother Earth considered her words carefully before she responded. "I sense the truth in your fear. That this Darkness has worsened with your loneliness tells me that what has happened to you is affecting my realm-and quite possibly it will spread to your Otherworld. G.o.ddess, I am afraid our realms have become unbalanced."
"How shall we restore what has been lost?"
Mother Earth smiled. "I believe our first step has already been taken. Let us agree to be friends. As long as I exist you shall never truly be alone again."
Nyx flung her arms around Mother Earth. "Thank you!"
Mother Earth returned her embrace. "Dearest child, you have brought me much joy this night. Will you meet me again? Here, in this grove, three nights hence when the moon is full?"
"It would be my pleasure." Nyx stood and inclined her head regally to Mother Earth before, grinning, she bent and scooped the wildcat into her arms. In an explosion of glittering silver stars, she and the beast disappeared.
While she watched the trail of stars fade, Mother Earth rested against the skin of a hawthorn tree, thinking ... thinking ... thinking ...
For three days and three nights Mother Earth did not move.
On the third day the grove was so infused with the magick of her presence it drew such bountiful sunlight that the brush covering the little island began to bloom purple with joy.
Mother Earth smiled upon the sun, and the sun quickened in response.
As night fell on the third day, the moon, drawn to the grove by the magick of her presence, beamed so fully on the little island that the rugged clumps of rock that dotted the landscape changed color permanently, reflecting the white of moonlight, infused with the magick of night.
Mother Earth smiled upon the moon, and the moon quickened in response.
With a small sound of satisfaction, Mother Earth knew what she must do for this last, this only, this most special G.o.ddess, Nyx.
IT IS BECAUSE YOU DO NOT ASK THAT I WISH TO REWARD YOU, GREAT G.o.dDESS ...
Nyx dressed carefully for her visit with Mother Earth, directing the little Fey skeeaed, the most G.o.dlike of the creatures created from the wisps of Divine Energy that circled restlessly in the atmosphere of the Otherworld, to take special care with the draping of her silver gown.
"Thank you for choosing such a perfect color, L"ota!" she told the skeeaed as its sinuous body circled the G.o.ddess, whispering "Beautiful moon color" in its liquid voice.
When a dryad began to weave ivy through her long, dark hair, Nyx exclaimed in pleasure, "Oh! That is a lovely touch! Mother Earth will so appreciate it."
Only the skeeaeds had the ability to speak, but the little dryad turned deep lavender and trilled in pleasure at the G.o.ddess"s praise.
Then the G.o.ddess turned her head this way and that, examining her reflection in her onyx-framed mirror.
"But the ivy is hidden in the darkness of my hair. I want Mother Earth to see it-to know that I have adorned myself in respect for her!" With a wave of her hand, Nyx changed her visage, taking on blond hair so silver that the green of the ivy seemed luminous.
"Perfect!" Nyx smiled in delight.
Another Fey, a coblyn who mined jewels from the Otherworld caves, appeared. Bowing respectfully, he held forth a necklace fashioned from a waterfall of glittering quartz crystals.
"Your gift touches my heart," Nyx said, holding up the thick length of her hair so that the Fey could place the necklace on her. "I hope it touches Mother Earth"s heart as well." Nyx caressed the crystals, thinking how desperately she wished for companionship. She adored the Fey, but they were more spirit and element than flesh. Nyx did long for true companionship ... the touch of another immortal.
Nyx felt the sadness that radiated from the Fey in response to her lonely thoughts and was instantly sorry she"d given in to melancholy. She was the last of the immortals and she knew the Fey doted on her from more than just the affection shared between them. Like Mother Earth, they feared she would follow the others-would forsake her vow and leave this realm.
"Never." Nyx"s voice was soft, but she spoke with finality, caressing a concerned skeeaed much as she stroked the wildcat, who now followed her everywhere. "You have nothing to fear," she rea.s.sured L"ota and the gathering Fey. "I will never break that vow or any vow I ever make-not throughout all of eternity. Now, please help settle in place the headdress of moonlight and stars that was my gift from Mother Earth, and worry no more!"
The Fey danced around her, coloring the air with happiness as they rejoiced in their G.o.ddess"s fidelity.
In the corner of the G.o.ddess"s chamber, within the deepest of the shadows, something dark quivered. As if it cringed away from the contagious happiness of the Fey, it slid, unseen, from the room.
Mother Earth was waiting for Nyx. She had already taken form and was standing before the grove, breathing deeply of the fragrant evening primrose from which she had fashioned her hair. She stroked the smooth, curvaceous skin she had fashioned for her body from the purest of clays. She called Air to her, directing it to lift the diaphanous gown adoring silkworms had created for her. She knew she looked especially alluring. The sun had beamed down on her grove from dawn to dusk, and now, enrapt, the moon watched.
Mother Earth was pleased.
The G.o.ddess manifested when the moon, full and attentive, was high in the clear night"s sky.
"Nyx! You delight me! You"ve chosen my ivy for your hair. It complements the headdress as flowers complement a meadow."
The G.o.ddess had chosen to wear the visage of a young girl with silver-blond hair and fair skin, and the familiar delicate tattoos decorating her smooth shoulders. Mother Earth smiled as Nyx flushed in pleasure.
"Thank you! The Fey helped adorn me. They are clever and considerate, though they rarely speak." Nyx touched the crystal necklace. "A coblyn made this for me."