"I promise you I will, Dorrie; and now au revoir!"
He touched the bell to call the nurse, then waved her a last good- by and quietly left the room.
Phillip Stanley did not, indeed, "know his Bible very well," and had spent very little time conning its pages since starting out in life for himself. Like many another who has been rigidly reared under the vague doctrines of "old theology," he had, at an early age, become both restive and skeptical. This state of mind had grown more p.r.o.nounced as he had advanced in his profession and been brought in such close touch with suffering and dying humanity. Thus he had long since ceased to attend church, and, having found no comfort in the Scriptures--which seemed to him to portray a stern dictator and relentless judge rather than a merciful and loving Father--he had resolved to live his life as nearly in accord with his own highest conception of honor and rect.i.tude as possible, become an ornament to and an authority in his profession, do what good he could along, the way, and not puzzle his brain trying to solve the perplexing problems of this life and of an unknowable future.
But to-day, on his way back to the city, he found himself thinking more seriously of these things than for many years, and, upon reaching his office and finding no one awaiting him, his first act was to take from an upper shelf his long neglected Bible and read the pa.s.sages which Dorothy had named to him.
They appealed to him as never before. Every word bristled with a new meaning, and, becoming deeply interested after reading the last two verses of Matthew, he began the book of Mark and did not leave it until he reached the end.
"H-m! I begin to see what Mrs. Minturn founded some of her arguments upon," he said, as the striking of the clock warned him of his dinner hour. "Well, I wonder, were those cases "miracles"-- just supernatural wonders, performed merely to prove Jesus"
authority to preach a new gospel? or were they "governed by a demonstrable Principle," as she affirms, brought to earth for suffering humanity to learn and practice, and so be redeemed from its sin-cursed bondage?
"There certainly ought to have been a panacea provided for all disease," he resumed, after a moment of deep thought. "But there is none to-day--at least materia medica has never found one, and that is a mortifying fact to be obliged to admit after over four thousand years of investigation and experiment. Poor Dorrie! I"d really like to make a test of her case!"
He put down his book with a sigh and then went out to his evening meal, a troubled expression on his handsome face.
CHAPTER VII.
KATHERINE AND THE JUNIOR LEAGUE.
Soon after entering Hilton Seminary, Katherine was invited, as was customary, to become a member of the "Junior League," a secret club or society organized and sustained by the junior cla.s.s. Its object was twofold. First: improvement, to keep themselves informed of and in touch with current events and literature; and, second: sociability.
But it was hinted, now and then, by some of the more serious- minded members, that "a rollicking good time" had more attractions for the majority of its const.i.tuents than anything else.
Their meetings were held once a fortnight, when some member was expected to read a paper on a subject previously selected by a committee appointed for that purpose, after which a short time was spent in a general discussion of the theme, then the remainder of the evening was given over to social enjoyment; or, occasionally, to "a spread," which is so dear to every boarding school girl"s heart.
Twice during the year the league formally entertained the faculty and the "Senior League," a similar organization, which as often returned these courtesies.
Katherine accepted the invitation with thanks, and at once threw herself heartily into the methods employed to entertain the club, particularly into the literary work, always carefully preparing herself upon the subject to be discussed. But she soon found that the main object of the organization was being perverted, the topics being superficially written up and argued, except by a very few. Less and less attention was being devoted to improvement and more to a good time, together with much school gossip, until the meetings were fast becoming a farce.
She deeply regretted this, and talked it over with some others as earnest as herself, but without achieving any satisfactory results. Upon one or two occasions she gave a thoughtfully prepared synopsis of the subject, but these efforts were received with shrugs, nudges and significant smiles and glances; and, while no one was openly discourteous to her, it was evident that, with a few exceptions, she was still regarded as a person to be shunned even by her own club.
One evening, on making her appearance, she observed that there was an unusual flutter among the wilder members of the league, and that she at once became the object of their curious regard.
The exercises progressed as usual until the discussion was over, when, as was the custom, the president called upon the chairman of the literary committee to announce the topic and the name of the member to treat it for the next meeting.
The chairman arose and said, while an ominous silence fell upon the room:
"Miss Minturn has been appointed to give us a paper for our next gathering, and the subject chosen is, "Christian Science and Its Transcendental Tendency.""
An audible t.i.tter ran around the room as this announcement was made, and every eye was fastened upon Katherine, who instantly suspected the situation had been planned for the sole purpose of making her uncomfortably conspicuous and bringing her beloved Science before the club simply to be ridiculed.
She was naturally quick-tempered, though years of discipline had taught her how to hold herself well in hand upon most occasions.
But now, for the moment, her whole soul arose in arms and was ready to flash. forth in fiery indignation.
She flushed crimson and a dangerous gleam leaped into her usually gentle eyes, while she trembled from head to foot.
"See! it has. .h.i.t her in a tender spot!" whispered Ollie Grant to Sadie Minot. "Look out, now, for a tempest from Miss Propriety!
Won"t it be fun?"
But the unaccustomed emotion pa.s.sed almost as quickly as it had come. It was like the flash of summer heat that is followed by no thunder. Her momentary resentment was bravely quelled, and, after a brief denial of error, she arose to her feet, the flush still hot on her cheeks, but a sunny smile parting her red lips and chasing the temper from her eyes.
"Lady President and comrades," she began, bowing first to the presiding officer, then to her companions, and there was not the slightest evidence of anger in her sweetly modulated tones, "there is nothing that I love more than Christian Science, and if I thought you also were really interested in it, and I could, consistently, give you some information regarding it, it would give me great pleasure to do so. But you are not interested in it- -you do not believe in it; many of you think it absurdly transcendental, as your topic indicates. Thus you have nothing but ridicule for it. So you can understand that what is very sacred to me I could not discuss in such an antagonistic atmosphere.
Besides--"
"Oh, but we really do want to learn something about it," here interposed Ollie Grant, as she gave Sadie a nudge with her elbow, "and--and"--with mock demureness--"if we have wrong ideas about it, why, you can perhaps set us right."
"I am sure it would be very interesting," Clara Follet observed, with a sly wink at her nearest neighbor; "it is so--mysterious and--creepy; like spiritualism, you know."
Katherine had seen both nudge and wink; but neither now had power to move her to any feeling save that of compa.s.sion for the thoughtless offenders.
"You are entirely mistaken, Miss Follet," she gently returned.
"Christian Science and spiritualism are as far removed from each other as the Poles. But I repeat, I cannot give you a paper on the subject you have a.s.signed me."
"Do I understand, Miss Minturn, that you absolutely refuse to respond to the appointment?" gravely inquired the president, while whispered comments and an excited rustle were heard from various parts of the room.
"Miss Walton, I must," said Katherine, firmly.
"Do you know the penalty of such a refusal?" the presiding officer queried, while Katherine started and colored crimson as she continued: "Any member of the league refusing to comply with an appointment made by its committee is subject to expulsion."
"Provided there is no good reason for such a refusal, I believe the by-law reads," here interposed a young lady who was beginning to feel sorry for Katherine, for she knew that she was simply being "made game of" by those who held her religious belief in derision.
"Yes, certainly. If you can give a good and sufficient reason for the stand you have taken, Miss Minturn, you will, of course, be excused," the president supplemented, realizing there was something in the atmosphere which she did not understand, as she had no knowledge of the plot that had been concocted by the mischief-loving element of the league.
"I think I have already given a good reason," Katherine observed, with quiet dignity; "Christian Science is my religion, and I have been asked to treat it as transcendentalism, and--I am inclined to think--in a perverted sense of that term. Can I be expected to hold my religion up for ridicule? I do not refuse the appointment to write a paper; it is the subject that I decline."
"I claim that Miss Minturn"s reason is "good and sufficient," and I move that she be excused," said Miss Clark, the young lady who had previously spoken in Katherine"s behalf.
The excitement was increasing, and the president was obliged to rap vigorously for order before she could make herself heard.
"Does anyone second Miss Clark"s motion?" she inquired.
It was somewhat timidly seconded by a weak voice from one corner of the room; but when put to vote the hands were three to one against it.
Could it be possible, Katherine asked herself in sudden dismay, that certain members of the league were taking this way to get rid of her? Why, then, had they invited her to join it in the first place?
"It seems, Miss Minturn, that you cannot be excused," Miss Walton observed, with a deprecatory smile.
Katherine did not mean to be driven out of the club in such an underhanded manner if she could avoid it; neither would she violate her conscience.
"I shall be obliged to maintain my position, nevertheless," she responded, after a moment of thought. Then she resumed, in a tone of regret: "And since the league does not see fit to release me because of my conscientious scruples, which, it seems to me, should be an unquestionable motive, I will state that Prof.
Seabrook, who also does not favor my views, has enjoined me to silence upon the subject while I am a student at Hilton."
"Comrades, that settles the matter without further action or discussion," said the president, bringing her gavel down with an imperative stroke; for this last announcement had created a breezy flutter among the mischief-brewers, who had planned to have "great sport" a fortnight hence.