"Let me keep my senses and decline to be one of the few."
Kenelm moved away from his cousin"s side, and entering one of the less crowded rooms, saw Cecilia Travers seated there in a recess with Lady Glenalvon. He joined them, and after a brief interchange of a few commonplaces, Lady Glenalvon quitted her post to accost a foreign amba.s.sadress, and Kenelm sank into the chair she vacated.
It was a relief to his eye to contemplate Cecilia"s candid brow; to his ear to hearken to the soft voice that had no artificial tones, and uttered no cynical witticisms.
"Don"t you think it strange," said Kenelm, "that we English should so mould all our habits as to make even what we call pleasure as little pleasurable as possible? We are now in the beginning of June, the fresh outburst of summer, when every day in the country is a delight to eye and ear, and we say, "The season for hot rooms is beginning." We alone of civilized races spend our summer in a capital, and cling to the country when the trees are leafless and the brooks frozen."
"Certainly that is a mistake; but I love the country in all seasons, even in winter."
"Provided the country house is full of London people?"
"No; that is rather a drawback. I never want companions in the country."
"True; I should have remembered that you differ from young ladies in general, and make companions of books. They are always more conversable in the country than they are in town; or rather, we listen there to them with less distracted attention. Ha! do I not recognize yonder the fair whiskers of George Belvoir? Who is the lady leaning on his arm?"
"Don"t you know?--Lady Emily Belvoir, his wife."
"Ah! I was told that he had married. The lady is handsome. She will become the family diamonds. Does she read Blue-books?"
"I will ask her if you wish."
"Nay, it is scarcely worth while. During my rambles abroad I saw but few English newspapers. I did, however, learn that George had won his election. Has he yet spoken in Parliament?"
"Yes; he moved the answer to the Address this session, and was much complimented on the excellent tone and taste of his speech. He spoke again a few weeks afterwards, I fear not so successfully."
"Coughed down?"
"Something like it."
"Do him good; he will recover the cough, and fulfil my prophecy of his success."
"Have you done with poor George for the present? If so, allow me to ask whether you have quite forgotten Will Somers and Jessie Wiles?"
"Forgotten them! no."
"But you have never asked after them?"
"I took it for granted that they were as happy as could be expected.
Pray a.s.sure me that they are."
"I trust so now; but they have had trouble, and have left Graveleigh."
"Trouble! left Graveleigh! You make me uneasy. Pray explain."
"They had not been three months married and installed in the home they owed to you, when poor Will was seized with a rheumatic fever. He was confined to his bed for many weeks; and, when at last he could move from it, was so weak as to be still unable to do any work. During his illness Jessie had no heart and little leisure to attend to the shop. Of course I--that is, my dear father--gave them all necessary a.s.sistance; but--"
"I understand; they were reduced to objects of charity. Brute that I am, never to have thought of the duties I owed to the couple I had brought together. But pray go on."
"You are aware that just before you left us my father received a proposal to exchange his property at Graveleigh for some lands more desirable to him?"
"I remember. He closed with that offer."
"Yes; Captain Stavers, the new landlord of Graveleigh, seems to be a very bad man; and though he could not turn the Somerses out of the cottage so long as they paid rent, which we took care they did pay,--yet out of a very wicked spite he set up a rival shop in one of his other cottages in the village, and it became impossible for these poor young people to get a livelihood at Graveleigh."
"What excuse for spite against so harmless a young couple could Captain Stavers find or invent?"
Cecilia looked down and coloured. "It was a revengeful feeling against Jessie."
"Ah, I comprehend."
"But they have now left the village, and are happily settled elsewhere.
Will has recovered his health, and they are prospering much more than they could ever have done at Graveleigh."
"In that change you were their benefactress, Miss Travers?" said Kenelm, in a more tender voice and with a softer eye than he had ever before evinced towards the heiress.
"No, it is not I whom they have to thank and bless."
"Who, then, is it? Your father?"
"No. Do not question me. I am bound not to say. They do not themselves know; they rather believe that their grat.i.tude is due to you."
"To me! Am I to be forever a sham in spite of myself? My dear Miss Travers, it is essential to my honour that I should undeceive this credulous pair; where can I find them?"
"I must not say; but I will ask permission of their concealed benefactor, and send you their address."
A touch was laid on Kenelm"s arm, and a voice whispered, "May I ask you to present me to Miss Travers?"
"Miss Travers," said Kenelm, "I entreat you to add to the list of your acquaintances a cousin of mine,--Mr. Chillingly Gordon."
While Gordon addressed to Cecilia the well-bred conventionalisms with which acquaintance in London drawing-rooms usually commences, Kenelm, obedient to a sign from Lady Glenalvon, who had just re-entered the room, quitted his seat, and joined the marchioness.
"Is not that young man whom you left talking with Miss Travers your clever cousin Gordon?"
"The same."
"She is listening to him with great attention. How his face brightens up as he talks! He is positively handsome, thus animated."
"Yes, I could fancy him a dangerous wooer. He has wit and liveliness and audacity; he could be very much in love with a great fortune, and talk to the owner of it with a fervour rarely exhibited by a Chillingly.
Well, it is no affair of mine."
"It ought to be."
Alas and alas! that "ought to be;" what depths of sorrowful meaning lie within that simple phrase! How happy would be our lives, how grand our actions, how pure our souls, if all could be with us as it ought to be!
CHAPTER VIII.