"Of course I can. Cap"n Hammond, what are you--"
"I know. That"s all right. But I ain"t a young one to be petted and lied to. I"m a man. I"ve sailed ships. I"ve been on blue water. I"m goin" to make port pretty soon, and I know it, but I want to get my decks clear fust, if I can. Gracie, stand still. Nat, run alongside where I can see you plainer. Keziah, you and the doctor stay where you be. I want you to witness this."
"Cap"n," protested Dr. Parker, "if I were you I wouldn"t--"
"Belay! Silence there, for"ard! Nat, you"re my boy, ain"t you? You set some store by the old man, hey?"
"I--I guess I do, dad."
"Yes, I guess you do, too. You"ve been a pretty good boy; stubborn and pig-headed sometimes, but, take you by and large, pretty good. And Gracie, you"ve been a mighty good girl. Never done nothin" I wouldn"t like, nothin" mean nor underhand nor--"
"Hush, uncle! Hush! Please hush!"
"Well, you ain"t; so why should I hush? In this--this dream I had, seems "sif you--seems as if a man come to me and said that you was--It WAS a dream, wa"n"t it?"
He tried to rise. Nat and the doctor started forward. Grace shrank back.
"Of course it was, cap"n," said the doctor briskly. "Now you mustn"t fret yourself in this way. Just lie still and--"
"Belay, I tell you. Yes, I guess "twas a dream. It had to be, but "twas so sort of real that I--How long have I been this way?"
"Oh, a little while! Now just--"
"Hush! Don"t pull your hand away, Gracie. Nat, give me yours. That"s it.
Now I put them two hands together. See, doctor? See, Keziah?"
"He"s wandering. We must stop this," muttered Parker. Mrs. Coffin, who began to comprehend what was coming, looked fearfully at Nat and the girl.
"No, I ain"t wanderin", neither," declared the old Come-Outer fretfully.
"I"m sane as ever I was and if you try to stop me I"ll--Gracie, your Uncle Eben"s v"yage is "most over. He"s almost to his moorin"s and they"re waitin" for him on the pier. I--I won"t be long now. Just a little while, Lord! Give me just a little while to get my house in order. Gracie, I don"t want to go till I know you"ll be looked out for.
I"ve spoke to Nat about this, but I ain"t said much to you. Seems if I hadn"t, anyhow; I ain"t real sartin; my head"s all full of bells ringin"
and--and things."
"Don"t, uncle, don"t!" pleaded Grace. "Don"t worry about me. Think of yourself, please."
"S-sh-sh! Don"t put me off. Just listen. I want you to marry my boy, after I"m gone. I want you to say you will--say it now, so"s I can hear it. Will you, Gracie?"
Grace would have withdrawn her hand, but he would not let her. He clung to it and to that of his son with all his failing strength.
"Will you, Gracie?" he begged. "It"s the last thing I"m goin" to ask of you. I"ve tried to be sort of good to you, in my way, and--"
"Don"t, don"t!" she sobbed. "Let me think a minute, uncle, dear. Oh, do let me think!"
"I ain"t got time, Gracie. You"ll have to say it now, or else--All right, then, think; but think quick."
Grace was thinking. "If she really cares for him, she won"t let him ruin his life." That was what Captain Elkanah had said. And here was a way to save him from ruin.
"Won"t you say it for me, Gracie?" pleaded Captain Eben. She hesitated no longer.
"Yes, uncle," she answered through tears, "if Nat wants me he can have me."
Keziah clasped her hands. Captain Eben"s face lit up with a great joy.
"Thank the Almighty!" he exclaimed. "Lord, I do thank you. Nat, boy, you"re consider"ble older than she is and you"ll have to plan for her.
You be a good husband to her all her days, won"t ye? Why, what are you waitin" for? Why don"t you answer me?"
Nat groaned aloud.
"A minute, dad," he stammered. "Just give me a minute, for Heaven sakes!
Keziah--"
"Keziah!" repeated Eben. "Keziah? What are you talkin" to HER for? She knows there couldn"t be no better match in the world. You do know it, don"t ye, Keziah?"
"Yes," said Keziah slowly. "I guess--I guess you"re right, Eben."
"Keziah Coffin," cried Nat Hammond, "do you tell me to marry Grace?"
"Yes, Nat, I--I think your father"s right."
"Then--then--what difference does--All right, dad. Just as Grace says."
"Thank G.o.d!" cried Captain Eben. "Doctor, you and Mrs. Coffin are witnesses to this. There! now my decks are clear and I"d better get ready to land. Gracie, girl, the Good Book"s over there on the bureau.
Read me a chapter, won"t you?"
An hour later Keziah sat alone in the dining room. She had stolen away when the reading began. Dr. Parker, walking very softly, came to her and laid his hand on her shoulder.
"He"s gone," he said simply.
CHAPTER XIII
IN WHICH KEZIAH BREAKS THE NEWS
It was nearly five o"clock, gray dawn of what was to be a clear, beautiful summer morning, when Keziah softly lifted the latch and entered the parsonage. All night she had been busy at the Hammond tavern. Busy with the doctor and the undertaker, who had been called from his bed by young Higgins; busy with Grace, soothing her, comforting her as best she could, and petting her as a mother might pet a stricken child. The poor girl was on the verge of prostration, and from hysterical spasms of sobs and weeping pa.s.sed to stretches of silent, dry-eyed agony which were harder to witness and much more to be feared.
"It is all my fault," she repeated over and over again. "All my fault! I killed him! I killed him, Aunt Keziah! What shall I do? Oh, why couldn"t I have died instead? It would have been so much better, better for everybody."
"Ss-sh! ss-sh! deary," murmured the older woman. "Don"t talk so; you mustn"t talk so. Your uncle was ready to go. He"s been ready for ever so long, and those of us who knew how feeble he was expected it any time.
"Twa"n"t your fault at all and he"d say so if he was here now."
"No, he wouldn"t. He"d say just as I do, that I was to blame. You don"t know, Aunt Keziah. n.o.body knows but me."
"Maybe I do, Gracie, dear; maybe I do. Maybe I understand better"n you think I do. And it"s all been for the best. You"ll think so, too, one of these days. It seems hard now; it is awful hard, you poor thing, but it"s all for the best, I"m sure. Best for everyone. It"s a mercy he went sudden and rational, same as he did. The doctor says that, if he hadn"t, he"d have been helpless and bedridden and, maybe, out of his head for another year. He couldn"t have lived longer"n that, at the most."
"But you DON"T know, Aunt Keziah! You don"t know what I--I AM to blame.
I"ll never forgive myself. And I"ll never be happy again."