She thoughta what? She thought too d.a.m.n much, that was the problem. He could almost hear the worry going on behind the words. The woman didn"t know how to relax and have fun, she had to shoulder the responsibility for everythinga"
"s.h.i.t," he growled, puffing out his cheeks. He should have guessed she would wake up kicking herself for what she would consider wildly irresponsible behavior. He"d been so careful not to spook her before he could get her into bed, she had no idea he was planning anything more than a one-night stand. Leaving her alone in bed while he showered had been a major tactical error, one he would remember.
The s.e.xual chemistry between them was so hot it took his breath, and it was even more bewitching because he had known immediately she wasn"t very experienced. Not ignorant, not virgin, but nota accustomed to making love. He suspected she controlled her s.e.xuality as fiercely as she controlled her emotions. But last night, she had relaxed her control and turned into the sweetest, hottest woman he"d ever had in his bed. He hadn"t known he could get a hard-on that often, but h.e.l.l, he hadn"t had any choice. She had been in dire need of loving, and he had risen to the occasion.
He was experienced, and their lovemaking had been more intense than anything he"d known before. The night must have seemed like nothing less than debauchery to her.
He reached for the phone to call her, then stopped. His temper had cooled, but he was still angry, and his own control was a little shaky after dealing with that little boy"s murder. He needed to talk to her as soon as possible, so she wouldn"t have time to b.u.t.tress her resistance to him, but that need was balanced by caution. He wanted to yell at her, and yelling wasn"t a good idea right now. She would withdraw even further and maybe refuse to talk to him again.
He forced himself to continue reading the notices from other police forces, flipping through the computer printouts. He paused when he saw the Mississippi state police had reported a body found just across the state line from Louisiana. The victim, a white male age fifty-seven, name of Rick Medina, had been shot twice with a .22; his money and credit cards had been stolen.
People were shot with .22s all the time; it was the most common of handguns. It was instinct alone that made him pull the report out of the stack. Maybe it was nothing, but this victim was approximately the same age as Karen"s father, and Mississippi wasn"t that far away.
He had his hands full with the little boy"s case right now; he didn"t have time to chase down such a tenuous, and probably nonexistent, connection. Still, he couldn"t ignore it.
He found Shannon standing by the cold drink machine, flirting with one of the clerks. "Hey, Antonio."
Shannon straightened, his dark eyes alert. "See you later," he said to the woman, touching her arm as he left her. "What"s up?" he asked, ranging himself beside Marc and tilting his head to read the sheet.
Marc handed it to him. "I"ve got to stay with the Gable casea""
"Oh, yeah, the little boy. His sonofab.i.t.c.h father killed the kid, didn"t he?"
"Yeah, but I"ve got to do everything by the book, or he"ll walk. Do you have time to do some checking for me?"
"Sure." Shannon read the report. "You got something on this Rick Medina?"
"No, it"s just a hunch. See if you can find any connection between Dexter Whitlaw and Rick Medina. They"re about the same age; maybe they were in the military together. If they knew each other, it"s coincidental as h.e.l.l that they would both be killed with a .22 at about the same time."
"It"s a long shot," Shannon said.
"Sure is," Marc agreed. "Just check to see if Medina was in the military, maybe served somewhere the same time Whitlaw did. Who knows what will turn up?"
Chapter 12.
The patient in 11-A had survived an auto accident and extensive surgery to repair the damage, losing a kidney and his spleen in the process. His surgeon had deemed him well enough to be transferred out of SICU to the regular surgical floor, the patient being alert and stable, eating light but solid foods, his remaining kidney producing urine at a normal rate. His temperature was climbing, however, and he had declined to eat his evening meal.
The surgeon on duty had managed to hide himself where no one could find him, and he wasn"t answering his page. Karen put in a call to Mr. Gibbons"s surgeon and kept a close watch on the patient. If he had picked up a post-op infection, the sooner they caught it, the better. Concern over Mr. Gibbons kept her from brooding. It felt good to be back on the floor, in the familiar world of tile floors, medicinal smells, and beeping monitors. Her name tag was pinned to her short-sleeved tunic, the pockets of which were jammed with various bits of paraphernalia that might or might not come in handy. Her stethoscope was slung around her neck, and her rubber-soled shoes squeaked on the tile as she walked. Familiar. Good.
Despite her expectations, she had managed to grab several hours" sleep before coming to work. She didn"t know whether to be glad of the sleep or sorry Marc hadn"t called and disturbed her. Evidently, he had decided just to drop the matter, which, when she thought about it, was the most sensible thing to do. They had slept together, she had made a fool of herself, but it was over. He was in Louisiana. She was back home in Ohio, where she belonged. Maybe one day she would be in a reminiscent mood and tell Piper about the hot night she had spent with a New Orleans detective. Piper would be vastly relieved; in her opinion, Karen"s love life was a contradiction in terms, because where there was life, there had to be activity.
Mr. Gibbons"s surgeon finally called right before Karen went on break. As expected, he was grumpy. In the general opinion of nurses, all surgeons were a.s.sholes, but Dr. Pierini was a logical a.s.shole. "Mr. Gibbons"s temp is a hundred point eight," she said. "At midnight, it was ninety-nine point seven."
"s.h.i.t." He yawned. "Okay. I want a culture so we can see what"s going on here. Tell the lab I want the results when I do morning rounds." He rattled off more instructions, then said, "Where the h.e.l.l is Dailey?"
"Dr. Dailey isn"t answering his page."
"Well, find him, G.o.d d.a.m.n it, instead of calling me."
He slammed the phone down, but Karen shrugged as she hung up. She had gotten what she wanted, and whenever she woke someone up at three o"clock in the morning, she was inclined to cut him a little slack. She would be more than happy to find Dr. Dailey, if it were possible. No nurse on the surgical floor had ever performed that miracle, however.
She would be even happier if someone shoved a wire up Dr. Dailey"s patootie, so she could hit a buzzer whenever she needed him and light up his life. He could then be found by following the yelps.
The nurses" break room was habitually strewn with newspapers and magazines, and the refrigerator harbored new life forms that no one wanted to investigate too closely. Four folding chairs sat around a small round table, and a lumpy sofa, covered in noxious orange vinyl, completed the furniture. A nineteen-inch television hung on the wall, but the video portion had been lost for several months, and the nurses had a lot of fun trying to figure out what was happening by listening to the dialogue and special effects.
Karen took a diet soda from the refrigerator and plopped down on Big Val, short for Valencia, as the orange sofa was not so affectionately known. Sighing with relief, she arched her feet and stretched her tired Achilles tendons and wished she had a basin of cold water in which to soak them. She would have liked to pull off her shoes but knew better; the feet would swell immediately, then she would have trouble getting her shoes back on, and they would be too tight for the rest of the shift.
Several days" worth of newspapers were scattered on the floor. Leaning over, Karen grabbed up several sections to see if anything exciting had happened while she had been gone. She doubted it, but maybe "Dilbert" hadn"t been clipped out of the comic page. The cartoons had a way of winding up on bulletin boards in the hospital, with hospital employees" names penciled in. Administration didn"t think it was funny.
She leafed through the papers, scanning headlines and photo captions. One photograph grabbed her attention because something about the burned sh.e.l.l of a house looked familiar. "A fire yesterday morning destroyed the residence of Nathan and Lindsey h.o.e.rskea"" Why, that was her house! Shocked, she stared at the blackened ruins in the photograph. It had been her house, rather. She had lived in that house for fifteen years. Oh, the poor h.o.e.rskes, just married and so happy to have their own house. They had lost everything they owned, from the look of it. The newspaper said the fire started in the kitchen.
Almost as rattled as if she had lost an old friend, Karen laid the newspaper aside. House fires were never just about lost property, they were about memories and dreams. The fabrics of lives were woven together within the protective walls that provided sanctuary from the rest of the world. She had liked Nathan and Lindsey; though she had made up her mind to sell the house anyway, she was glad they were the ones who bought it. They had seemed so much in love, but settled, as if they had found their groove in life and nothing could jar them out of it. Karen had imagined them having a couple of kids, the rooms cluttered with toys and resounding with the happy, high-pitched shrieks of children at play. Now they would have to start over, find another place to think of as home.
Piper breezed onto the floor at six-thirty. She put her hands on her ample hips when she saw Karen. "Why didn"t you call me?" she demanded, scowling.
"I didn"t have time." Impulsively, Karen put down the chart she was notating and hugged Piper in apology. "The airline could only get me on a flight that was leaving in an hour. I just grabbed my clothes, called Judy, and ran."
"Well, I guess I"ll excuse you," Piper grumbled, returning the hug. "I"m sorry, honey. It had to be rough, even though I know you weren"t close to your father. What happened?"
"He was murdered. Shot."
Piper gasped, shocked, and the two other nurses at the station turned around with arrested expressions on their faces. Karen swallowed the lump in her throat. "It was a street shooting. There weren"t any witnesses."
Piper blew out a breath. "Jeez, that"s tough. Maybe you should have taken off another couple of days."
"No, working is easier." It always had been. If she could keep herself occupied, she could handle anything.
"Why don"t you come stay with me for a few daysa""
Karen rolled her eyes, then laughed. "You work days; I work nights. What would be the point?"
"Yeah, guess you"re right." Piper pondered the situation. She was big-boned with a mop of short black curls and the most friendly face in creation. Just looking at her could make a patient feel better, not because she was a great beauty but because her good humor literally shone out of her. Her love life, unlike Karen"s, was more active than Mauna Loa volcano. "Until you transfer back to days, you"re on your own."
"Gee, thanks." Karen chuckled at the blithe callousness and hummed a familiar tune.
"I"ll be there for youuuu," the two nurses behind her sang in unison.
Piper picked up a stapler and brandished it at them.
"You can be attached to those chairs for another shift, you know."
Judy Camliffe walked up, her stride brisk. "Hi, guys. Karen, you all right?"
Only a few days before, such concern, even from Piper, would have made Karen uncomfortable. Now, however, there didn"t seem to be much point in trying to wall herself off; her defenses already had been breached. Despite all her caution and efforts, Marc had slipped through them like a hot knife through b.u.t.ter. And despite all the years she had spent building a wall of anger against her father, she had learned that she wouldn"t have been so angry if she hadn"t loved him.
She smiled at her friends. "I don"t know if I"m all right, exactly, but working is better than not working." She paused. "Thanks for asking."
Judy nodded her dark head, then turned to the pile of charts. "Okay, what"s cooking?"
Karen filled her in on Mr. Gibbons"s worrisome fever, which was now up to a hundred one point three. Lab hadn"t called with results of the blood tests, and Dr. Pierini was due to start his rounds in half an hour.
"I"ll goose them a little," Judy said, reaching for the phone. "Oh, I found out what was wrong with Ashley."
"Diarrhea, you said."
"Yeah, but what caused it." She turned her attention to the phone. "Oh, hi, this is Judy on the surgical floor. Do you have anything yet on the Gibbons culture? Sure." On hold, she turned her attention back to them. "She thought it was food poisoning the first time it happened, and she raised h.e.l.l in the cafeteria, but no one else had been sick, so they ignored her. This time, she narrowed it down. Jelly beans."
"Jelly beans?" Piper looked aghast. She loved popcorn Jelly Bellies.
"She"s on a diet, so she bought some sugar-free jelly beans for a snack when she went to a movie. Four hours later, the runs started." Judy snuggled the phone more comfortably between her neck and shoulder. "She went shopping yesterday, bought some more jelly beans, the same thing happened. This time, the jelly beans were all she had eaten. She said she bloated with gas and the cramps were awful."
"On the other hand," Piper said practically, "she probably did lose weight."
They all laughed. "Yeah," Judy said, "but she said it wasn"t worth it." She turned her attention back to the phone. "Look, is there anything you can do to rush this along? The patient"s temp is climbing. This may be staph. Okay. Thanks. I"ll call back." She hung up and said to Karen, "They promised to have the results in another fifteen minutes."
"It usually takes them double the time they promise. They might have the results before Dr. Pierini starts his rounds, if he"s running late." Karen glanced up the hallway as a doctor appeared, frowning as he studied a chart. It was the elusive Dr. Dailey, appearing for all the world as if he had been working hard all night. "What brand were those jelly beans?"
"Karen, honey, you don"t want to go there," Judy warned.
"Oh, they"re not for me. I was thinking of giving some to Dr. Daileya"for therapeutic reasons, of course."
"Of course," they all chorused, smiling, because the unanimous diagnosis among the nursing staff was that Dr. Dailey was full of s.h.i.t.
Karen looked at her answering machine as soon as she entered the apartment. The little red light wasn"t blinking. Well, it wouldn"t be, she scolded herself. Marc knew she worked nights. If he hadn"t called earlier, he certainly wouldn"t have called in the middle of the night.
Sighing, she locked the door and headed for the shower. He had no reason to call, anyway, unless he wanted to swear at her some more. It was over. It had never even really started. There hadn"t been any comments about seeing her again, only that relentless seduction. He had achieved his purpose, and now she had to let go of it, stop worrying the situation in her mind. It was over, she told herself emphatically.
But it didn"t feel over. Marc had changed her view of herself. Standing in the shower, she was acutely aware of her body, in a way she hadn"t been before. She felta sensual. Female. Her nipples beaded under the pelting water, and she thought of Marc"s mouth on them. She remembered the way his hard, callused hands had curved around her waist, her bottom, effortlessly lifting and turning her, positioning her for his pleasure, and hers. Her insides clenched on the swell of s.e.xual arousal, and she could almost feel him there, thrusting into her.
Wow. She blew out a breath. Every woman should have a lover like him, just once in her life.
But she didn"t want it to be just once. She wanted him again, every night for the rest of her life.
The question was, what should she do about it? It was h.e.l.l, not knowing where she stood. She had doubts about his motives, about his feelings, about everything concerning that night except her own emotions, and in her experience emotions weren"t a stable foundation on which to base important decisions.
Her experiencea"hah! Her experience in this man/woman stuff was nil. She had never loved a man before Marc.
The water had been getting progressively less warm, but all of a sudden there was nothing but cold water pouring from the showerhead. Stifling a shriek, Karen jumped out of the spray. She didn"t know how long she had been standing there mooning over Marc, but it was long enough to exhaust the hot water supply. Hastily, she turned off the water, then wrapped a towel around her. She shivered as she dried off and hurried into a robe.
The inadvertent cold shower had dispelled her sleepiness, which was good; she handled night shift better if she waited several hours after getting home before she went to bed. She could watch the morning news, catch up on her mail, pay bills, do all the normal stuff. And just for fun, she might paint her toenails a daring scarlet, instead of the discreet pink she normally used.
Carl Clancy wasn"t in any hurry. He had checked further than the phone book this time. h.e.l.l, how was he to have known the Whitlaw woman had sold the house but the new phone book wouldn"t be issued until December with her corrected address in it? But he had found where she was living now, even discovered that she was a nurse at one of the local hospitals.
The question was, was she at home or not? Hospitals were twenty-four-hour operations, but he hadn"t been able to find out what shift she worked, not without bringing a lot of attention to himself. People tended to remember someone asking specific questions about a particular person.
He looked at his watch. Eight-thirty. If she worked first shift, she was now at the hospital. If she worked second, she should be getting up; third, going to bed.
He called the hospital, asked for her. He didn"t have enough information about her, didn"t know what floor she worked, but it didn"t matter. The b.i.t.c.h who answered the phone replied in a frosty voice that nurses weren"t allowed personal phone calls while on duty, except in case of an emergency. That was bulls.h.i.t. Every floor had its own number, and the nurses made and received personal phone calls all the time. But rather than make a stink, he apologized and hung up. Dead end.
Next, he called her. After the screw-up in burning the wrong house, he had checked with the phone company and found that the number in the book was still the correct number; her new digs were within the same exchange area, so the number had simply been transferred with her. She might have the phone turned off so it wouldn"t disturb her if she was trying to sleep, but that was a chance he had to take.
The rings sounded in his ear.
Karen"s head came up when the phone rang. Her heart leaped, and she started to grab the phone, but then she remembered Marc knew she worked nights. He wouldn"t be calling now, would he? Or maybe he would, thinking this was a good time to catch her at home, and it was still early enough that she might not have gone to bed yet.
She hesitated long enough that the answering machine picked up. Almost immediately, the caller hung up, and the message stopped. Not Marc, then. He would have left a message. Disappointment made her sick, but she shrugged it away. She wasn"t going to spend her life waiting for him to call. If he hadn"t called by tomorrow, she would call him. By running out the way she had, she had put herself in this quandary of not knowing if they"d had a simple one-night stand or if there could be something more between them. It was her fault, so she shouldn"t balk at taking the first step.
Modern courtship was the pits, she decided, a.s.suming this even was a courtship. Things had been much simpler when men declared their intentions, and the women then stepped out with them or not, signaling their own acceptance or rejection of the suit. She liked the orderliness of that, the emotional safety. Women"s liberation had been great in terms of opening up jobs and beginning to equal out pay, but darned if the old social rituals didn"t seem a lot better than the confused mess they had now.
Karen regarded her toes. Scarlet polish just did something for a woman"s feet, she decided. A woman with red toenails wouldn"t hesitate to call a man if they had an important, unresolved situation. Tonight, she decided. She didn"t want to call him now and get all upset or excited, then not be able to sleep. If he didn"t call today, she would call him tonight. And if he told her to take a long walk off a short piera"well, at least she would know and would be able to move on with her life.
Carl Clancy sighed. Okay, she hadn"t answered the phone. She was either gone or asleep. If he had another day, he would be able to find out everything he needed to know, but Hayes was pushing him to get the apartment searched now.
He hoped she was at work. If she was at home, he would have to kill her.
Chapter 13.
"You Antonio Shannon?"
Shannon looked up from his desk at the big, homely man who stood in front of him. "Yeah, I"m Shannon. What can I do for you?"
"My name"s McPherson." He reached into his jacket and produced a leather ID folder, snapping it open with the practiced flip of the wrist that said Fed. Shannon took his time studying the ID. It looked official, but why would an FBI agent want to talk to him?
"First off," McPherson said quietly, "I"m not here in any official capacity. This is purely personal. A friend of mine got killed in Mississippi, and you put in a request for information about him. Rick Medina. Do you have any leads on who might have killed him?"
Shannon rubbed his jaw. Whatever response he might have expected to his request about information on the Mississippi murder victim, he sure hadn"t expected an in-the-flesh visit from a Fed. That meant his little request had set off alarms somewhere. McPherson might or might not be acting in an official capacity, regardless of what he said. The victim in Mississippi might or might not have been this man"s friend. It didn"t matter. Rick Medina, whoever he had been, had some hot-s.h.i.t connections.
"We don"t know anything about that murder," he said slowly. "We were actually looking for something that would help us with one of our murder cases." He stood. "I think you need to talk to Detective Chastain."
Marc was on the phone with the ME. The child"s autopsy was scheduled in an hour. His stomach tightened with anger at the thought of it, at the memory of the child"s frail little body and matchstick bones. This was one of the times he wished he didn"t have to adhere to the law; he would like nothing better than to kill the child"s father with his bare hands, slowly, bone by bone and burn by burn, as he had tortured that child.
He had just hung up when Shannon entered with a tall, lanky, middle-aged man who nevertheless looked in remarkably good shape for his age. "This is Mr. McPherson with the FBI," Shannon said.
Marc shook hands, feeling the strength in the older man"s grip. "I doubt it," he said mildly.
Shannon looked startled. McPherson gave a faint smile. "I have an ID that says so."