He dropped the rope and reached for the ammunition. At the same time, the female caught the scent of the dead deer and exploded into a run. Her sons were right behind her.
As long as Kate lived, she would never forget watching those bears tear down that hill in their direction, looming larger and larger against the snow. She unshouldered her .22.
"No," Stephan said. "Run, Kate. Run!"
She ran a few steps and stopped, out of his eyesight, and watched, the .22 held in both hands across her chest. Her world narrowed down to her father and the bears, and suddenly everyone seemed to be moving in slow motion, slow enough for her to notice things and think about them, slow enough for her to feel the smooth metal of the .22"s barrel and the slick wood of its stock against the palms of her hands, slow enough for her to feel the bite of below-freezing air on the skin of her cheek, to smell the scent of pine, to taste fear bitter on her tongue, slow enough to notice the sun traveling the sky just above the horizon, two sun dogs guarding it like scimitars to the right and to the left.
The three bears came at a gallop that covered the earth, claws tearing at the crust of snow and kicking it up in little puffs. One of the males caught his paw on a bush and tumbled forward into a somersault, his velocity carrying him as fast as his brother was running.
Her father"s hand was shaking so badly he dropped the first round. It seemed to take forever to hit the ground, bra.s.s casing glinting in the slanting rays of the sunset. She had time to notice that her father didn"t even swear. By sheer effort of will he steadied his hands and fed the remaining three bullets into the magazine and slid the bolt home.
The bears were less than fifty yards away when he brought the rifle up to his shoulder and sighted down the barrel. The first shot echoed in her ears, bang, bang, bang, bang, the rhythm sounding like a fading heartbeat. Slowly, ever so slowly, Kate"s eyes followed the line of the barrel. The female was still coming, so were the males, and she thought Stephan had missed.
Then the female stumbled and went down, sliding forward another ten feet on her belly, her immense frame so agile in action, so incongruously awkward in death. The two males barely checked. Again, her father fired, again the echo, bang, bang, bang, bang, and the male on the right squealed and stumbled. He got back up, still squealing, and made for the edge of the trees, limping badly on his right foreleg. His brother skidded to a halt and howled a protest. The other bear answered him in kind, and he wheeled about to hurl defiance at Stephan. Stephan kept his eye to the sight but held his fire. The third bear gave off the grizzly"s signature sound, a cross between a donkey"s bray and a pig"s squeal, and retreated to the top of the hill.
Kate, meanwhile, returned to real time. First she heard the sound of her own heart, beating rapidly high up in her throat, then her breath, then her father"s voice. She looked up to find him staring down at her, slanted hazel eyes so like her own, thoughtful and considering.
"You didn"t run," Stephan said.
Kate swallowed hard. "No," she admitted.
"I told you to run."
"I couldn"t, Dad," Kate said. "I couldn"t leave you."
She"d been six years old and armed with a single-shot .22, and she had refused to back down or run away. Her father"s slight smile betrayed his pride, and she straightened her shoulders. "All right," he said. "Let"s get back to the boat."
"What about him?" Her chin indicated the sounds of the wounded male.
Stephan glanced at the sky. "It"s almost four o"clock. It"ll be dark in an hour. I"m not chasing around after any wounded grizzlies in the dark." He stooped to pick up the rope handle tied to the deer.
"We"re taking the deer with us?"
"We worked too hard for her," he said. "I"ll be d.a.m.ned if I leave her for them." He looked at her. "You can shoulder your rifle now, honey," he said, his voice gentle.
She looked down in surprise. Sure enough, she had the rifle up, the b.u.t.t pulled firmly into her shoulder. Her cheek hurt, she realized, from where it had pressed against the stock. Her muscles stiff and sore, she reset the safety. She didn"t reshoulder it; she carried it in both hands across her body, ready.
Stephan gave it a long, thoughtful glance, her face another, and said nothing.
When they got back to the beach, the others were there before them, Zoya and Eli with a stringy old buck and Luba and Ed with a couple of fat two-year-olds. They had been going to butcher out on the beach, but when they heard Stephan and Kate"s story they loaded the four carca.s.ses in the dory and headed for the Marisol.
Stephan strung their doe up by her hind legs from the boom. She was so fat, and her brown pelt so smooth and soft. Her eyes were open, big and brown, staring at the deck. Kate couldn"t look away from them. Stephan noticed, and came around to see what she was looking at. He reached over Kate"s shoulder and put a hand over the doe"s face.
Almost thirty years later, Kate could still remember the gentleness of her father"s hand that day. It had worked; with the doe"s eyes closed Kate could help with the butchering out and even take an academic interest in the contents of the stomachseaweed and an incautious hermit crab that hadn"t let go of the seaweed when the deer nibbled it up. The crab was still alive, and Kate tossed it in the water and hoped it made it back to its own tidal pool.
The next morning, Kate had been left on the boat while the grown-ups (including Ed, who was only five years older than Kate, a fact she pointed out to her father) went ash.o.r.e and tracked down the wounded bear. He"d died overnight, and they returned to the Marisol that evening with two bearskins and three more deer. Stephan had grinned at her as he swung a leg over the gunnel, and her determined pout had dissolved like mist beneath a rising sun.
It had all been a very long time ago, but it was a memory Kate treasured, a memory inextricably entwined with the sorry shadow warped into the slip before her. Once the Marisol had been catered to, fussed over, no copper paint too good for her hull, no deckhand too young or too small to help scrub down her decks after a fall hunt. She leaned forward to rest her forehead against the flaking bow. "That"s okay," she whispered. "You were high boat for a long time, and back when it counted, too."
The blistered wood felt warm to the touch.
"d.a.m.n shame, isn"t it," a voice said behind her, and Kate jumped a foot in the air. Mutt c.o.c.ked a quizzical eye, and Kate felt her cheeks getting hot.
"Hold still a minute, you got some paint on your face," he said, and raised a hand to swipe at her cheek.
She suffered the attention because her back was to the Marisol, but as soon as she could she stepped out of reach. He inspected his fingers and raised his hand. There were flecks of black paint on them.
"Thanks, Gull," she said gruffly. "How are you?"
"Fine, Kate, just fine," he said. He waved a proprietary hand at the boat harbor, rather in the manner of a medieval baron presenting his domain while retaining all rights and authority thereto, including scutage and droit du seigneur.
Kate understood. She could look, but she couldn"t touch.
s.h.i.tting Seagull had been born Ernest Lee Weustenfeld in Nooseneck, Rhode Island, fifty years before. So far as she knew, she was the only person in Alaska who knew this. But was it her fault that while she was paying Old Sam"s slip rent one morning s.h.i.tting Seagull had seen a forty-foot pleasure cruiser trying to sneak into transient parking and had hotfooted it down the ramp to chase them off, leaving her alone in his office with nothing to read but the detritus on his desk, which just happened to include a letter from his sister in East Matunuck? A sister who called him Ernie LEE (the emphasis seemed natural to Kate) and, signing herself "Your sis, Sissy LU," wanted to know when he was abandoning the Alaskan wilderness and returning to the bosom of his family, and oh, by the way, that useless b.a.s.t.a.r.d Kenny JOE had left her again, this time for that bleached b.i.t.c.h Leona ANN (it seemed that everyone in rural Rhode Island had two first names, a custom Kate thought had been rightfully restricted to south of the Mason-Dixon Line) and she was short for the rent, could Ernie LEE oblige? Just while she got on her feet, of course, and little Ernie LEE and little Martha RAYE sent oodles of love and wanted to know when their Uncle Ernie LEE was coming to visit? And not to forget the Eskimo yo-yos he"d promised them.
Ernie LEE didn"t go by his given name in Cordova, however. Upon further investigation, Kate concluded that it was probably all Hawkeye"s fault. On a shelf in the harbormaster"s office sat the collected works of James Fenimore Cooper, as well as everything ever written by M. Scott Momaday, Dee Brown, James Welch, Louise Erdrich, David Seals, Thomas King, Tony Hillerman and Barbara Kingsolver. There was a two-foot-high stack of back issues of Indian Country Today piled in one corner. A folder of photocopied microfiche articles on the Alaska Native Claims Settlement Act spilled off the filing cabinet.
Kate, a trained detective as well as a natural snoop, feared the worst, and time proved her right. Ernie LEE was a wannabe Indian. He had migrated first west and then north, rejecting White America and all that it stood for (in his mind, broken treaties, Custer and Wounded Knee) and wholeheartedly embracing the Native American ethic and everything it represented (in his mind, sovereignty, Black Elk and Wounded Knee). He was a card-carrying member of AIM, t.i.thed regularly to the Free Leonard Peltier Committee and was eager to explain the legal differences between being a Native American and an Alaska Nativeeven to Alaska Natives, who suffered in silence, because after all, s.h.i.tting Seagull did control access to the small boat harbor.
He got the harbormaster job because he was seven feet two inches tall, weighed 350 pounds and had hands like the shovel on a front-end loader. The mayor took one look at Ernie LEE and saw an immediate end to any unnecessary roughhousing or drunken boat driving down on the docks, which until then had contributed heavily to the repairs and maintenance of slips and pilings.
On his side, Ernie LEE took one look at Cordova and knew his odyssey was over. He settled in, not bothering to look for a place to live other than the room behind the harbormaster"s office, where he slept on a cot beneath army blankets, cooked on a hot plate and read sitting on a Blazo box, his back to the wall and his feet on the windowsill. He had one pinup: Wilma Mankiller.
As far as the name went, after some tactful inquiry Kate gathered that Ernie LEE had read something somewhere about Native Americans naming their children after the first thing they saw after the child"s birth. Since his mother (probably Carolina MOON or Georgia PEACH) had not had the foresight to do so, after much thought he had decided to rectify his lack. He fasted three days and three nights in a lotus position (it didn"t matter that yoga wasn"t a necessarily Native American practice, it was indigenous to somewhere and it was spiritual in nature and that was enough). On the fourth morning, just before sunrise, eyes firmly closed, he uncranked himselfpainfullyinto an upright position, hobbled to the door and felt his way outside. He"d been unable to keep from speculating what he would first see, and was guiltily aware of choosing names in advance of the culmination of the ceremony. Morning Star? Rising Sun? Tall Tree? White Cloud? Flying Eagle?
Breathless with antic.i.p.ation, he opened his eyes. At that moment, a twenty-three-inch immature female specimen of Larus glaucescens, startled awake from her roost on the harbormaster"s roof by the vibration of the opening door, launched herself from the ridgepole and unloaded right in Ernie LEE"s face.
In other words, a seagull s.h.i.t on him.
Now another, lesser man might have rejected Native American traditions at this point and moved on to a less stressful spiritual discipline, such as the Jesuit priesthood, but it must be said that Ernie LEE had the courage of his convictions. If a seagull s.h.i.tting on him was the first thing he saw on the morning of his spiritual birth, then s.h.i.tting Seagull was the name by which he would be known from that time forward. It was a decision that gave the fishing community no little enjoyment, and the city clerk heartburn every month when she had to print out his paycheck. A prim throwback to a more Victorian era, she wouldn"t say "s.h.i.t" if she had a mouthful.
"So, Gull," Kate said. "How"s business?"
Gull considered. "Busy," he p.r.o.nounced. "Lots of in-and-out, like usual this time of year."
They were walking down the slip, back toward the ramp, when movement caught the corner of Kate"s eye. Gull walked on a few paces before he realized he was alone, and stopped to look around. "Kate?"
She held a ringer to her lips, and he, surprisingly light-footed for one of his bulk, came back to stand next to her. "What?"
She pointed with her chin. He looked, and his face darkened. "Ah."
It was Cal Meany, boarding his drifter, and he wasn"t alone. She had a ma.s.s of dark hair that rioted around her face in artificial curls and a figure lush enough to give the Pope whiplash. Her plaid shirt was unb.u.t.toned and her jeans were falling down and her back was against the bulkhead of the cabin on Meany"s boat. As they watched, one of his hands fumbled with his zipper. A second later the woman let out a shriek that echoed around the boat harbor. Meany clapped a hand over her mouth, wrenched the door of his cabin open and stumbled inside, her legs wrapped around his waist. The door slammed shut behind them.
Gull had turned a delicate shade of red, and he looked everywhere but at Kate. Kate herself was unmoved. The encounter had had all the tenderness and respect of a couple of Doberman pinschers in heat. She looked around the harbor, wondering how many other witnesses there had been. Meany had conducted his amour on the side of the boat facing away from town, but that didn"t mean much between periods in the middle of the fishing season.
"b.a.s.t.a.r.d," Gull mumbled, still red.
"You know Meany, Gull?" Kate said, starting to walk again.
"d.a.m.n straight I do, that p.r.i.c.k is the biggest poacher in town. I mean to tell you, Kate, it"s hot and cold running babes the year round. And he"s married," he added, outraged, like no one in Alaska had ever committed adultery before. He added accusingly, "And so is she."
"Who is she?"
"Myra," he said. "Myra Sarakovikoff."
"Not Tim"s wife?" she exclaimed. She hadn"t made the wedding, and so had not yet met the bride.
Gull gave a gloomy nod. "Meany likes his married, because he is, too," he said. "Makes it easier to avoid scenes when they"ll both be in trouble if they get caught." They came abreast of the last slip before the ramp, the timbers lining the edges painted yellow, and black letters spelling out "Transient Parking Only." The big man"s face darkened. "And Meany"s always sneaking into transient parking when I"ve got my back turned. Last time I ran him off with a shotgun. I"ll use it, by G.o.d, the next time he tries to pull that c.r.a.p."
Kate regarded the empty s.p.a.ces, enough for a dozen bow-pickers or two dozen pleasure craft or four or five crabbers, her tongue firmly between her teeth. "Umm."
"d.a.m.n fishermen, anyway," Gull grumbled. "They"re always whining and complaining about how long it takes to get a permanent slip, like that"s some excuse to take the transient s.p.a.ces instead. I mean, if you think it takes forever to get a permanent slip in this harbor, you ought to hear what the parking situation is like around Enif Prime, especially since those pushy Nekkarians insisted on a whole friggin" degree of arc for their amba.s.sadorial entourage."
"Crowded, is it?" Kate said sympathetically.
The harbormaster gave an indignant, emphatic nod. "Like salmon up a creek on a morning in July!"
"That is crowded," Kate agreed. She regarded him from one corner of her eye. He had a broad, smooth face (he plucked his whiskers out by the roots) dominated by high, wide cheekbones, widely s.p.a.ced brown eyes, eyebrows that looked as if they could use a good raking and a mop of thick, naturally curly hair the color of wet sand that would not stay in braids, but Gull didn"t let that stop him.
In his authority as harbormaster, s.h.i.tting Seagull retained the right to reserve transient parking for ships belonging to such extraterrestrial visitors as wandered out this far on the galactic rim. He had been doing so for twenty years, ever since he first took on the job. The mayor would have fired him for this partiality except that each month, rent for transient parking acc.u.mulated in the city account at the National Bank of Alaska, twenty cents per foot per day, for nine hundred feet of dock. It was deposited directly into the account, in the exact amount required per foot of slip s.p.a.ce. When rents had gone up two years before, the amount had obligingly adjusted itself accordingly.
The mayor decided what he didn"t know wouldn"t hurt him, although it made sport fishermen in for the day a little irritable, because no one could see the visiting s.p.a.ceships except Gull. The same size and ma.s.s that allowed Gull to keep the peace in the harbor had kept anyone, thus far, from arguing the point. It was infinitely easier to raft their boats together two and three at a time.
Besides, Alaskan fishermen, a race who embraced eccentricity as a way of life, were rather proud to call Gull one of their own, especially when they got a couple of beers down him and he began to hold forth on the price per pound of bantha tongue on Tatooine.
So Kate walked the floats with s.h.i.tting Seagull, Mutt padding patiently behind, listening as Gull rebroadcast the latest headlines from abroad, a tale involving the secretary-general of the Council of Planets, centrally located on Deneb Prime; the son and heir of the warlord of Dubhe; the nubile daughter of the prime minister of the United System of Sidus Ludovicia-num; a rare element called merakium found only on, you guessed it, Merak; the Free Traders; and pirates from Spica Four.
Kate was enthralled (this was better than a Heinlein novelh.e.l.l, it was better than Star Wars on Bobby"s VCR, with or without popcorn), and was just about to request a definition of "nubile" on Sidus Prime when a shout came from the head of the gangway at the end of the dock.
She looked up and saw a tall man with dark hair and blue eyes in an almost ugly face, a boy who was obviously his son, waving madly, and Old Sam with his nasty grin dwarfed between them.
Gull, thrown off his rhythm, frowned up at the end of the dock. After a moment his brow cleared. "Hey, isn"t that Jack Morgan? Who"s that kid with him? Kate?"
But when he looked around she was already running for the gangway.
5.
They left that evening at ten o"clock, and dropped anchor in Alaganik Bay a little after eleven. With the sudden facility of prep.u.b.escence, Johnny crashed in the spare stateroom across from Old Sam"s, who was already bunked down and out if the snores rattling the door in its frame were any indication. Kate and Jack rendezvoused in the bow, beneath a clear sky with a rim of light around the horizon, no clouds and no stars, either, because it was too light to see them. It would be too light until September.
"G.o.ddam, woman, I have missed the h.e.l.l out of you," Jack said, and without bothering to wait for a reciprocal declaration grabbed her up into a comprehensive embrace that escalated rapidly.
"Hold it," Kate managed to say after a moment.
"Funny," he said, "I was just about to ask you the same thing."
She smothered a laugh. "Jack, no"
"Not the "n" word, not now." He lifted her to sit on the gunnel and moved purposefully between her legs.
"Jack!"
"What!" he bellowed.
"Knock it off." somebody yelled from another boat, and somebody else cursed and added, "Can"t a person get some G.o.ddam sleep around here?" The comment was followed by a long, loud wolf whistle, and at least three heads popped out of cabin doors.
Kate stiff-armed the extremely aroused and extremely frustrated male away from her. "That"s what."
She was not unaffected by having her legs wrapped around Jack Morgan for the first time in three months. Johnny had spent spring break with his grandmother in Arizona, and Jack had spent his in the loft of Kate"s cabin. It had been an extremely active ten days, followed by a long and very fallow three months interrupted only by Kate"s too brief spring shopping trip to Anchorage. Considering Jack lived in Anchorage and Kate lived on her homestead in the Park, they took what they could get when they could get it. But not here, and not now, with half the boats in the bay moored side by next to the Freyas gunnels.
She cleared her throat and pulled herself together. Her voice, already husky from the scar tissue that would never fade from her throat, rasped with an unconscious frustration it did Jack"s heart good to hear. "In case you hadn"t noticed, we"ve got boats sitting at anchor all around us, not to mention we"ve got four rafted to starboard and three to port." She was reminding herself as much as she was explaining to him.
His teeth, which had returned to nuzzling her neck, let go of her earlobe reluctantly, and she shivered. He raised his head and looked around, for the first time registering the seven boats rafted to the gunnels and the others anch.o.r.ed a dozen deep on both sides. "s.h.i.t," he said, with feeling. "Where"s your bunk?"
"No, Jack," she said.
The bellow was back. "What do you mean, no!"
There was another comment from one of the boats rafted to port. Kate said, "I am not going to make love with you in the chart room bunk."
"Why not!"
"For one thing, Johnny and Old Sam are sleeping in the staterooms below, for another the bunk is too narrow, and for a third sound carries over water." She couldn"t help grinning at his woebegone countenance, and raised a hand to his cheek. "Be patient, we"ll find a time and a place."
"Patient," he grumbled, and caught one of her fingers between his teeth. She gave some thought to the less than comfortable but undeniably private possibilities of the focsle. Reminding herself to be strong, she tried to pull free, thinking only to move Jack out of the reach of temptation.
He wasn"t having any; he sat down on the gunnel and hauled her into his lap. "Just so you know what you"re missing," he said, and his grin flashed in the half-light.
They sat there for an hour, talking in low voices of Jack"s custody battle over Johnny with ex-wife Jane, now apparently over and the enemy routed, of the murder case pending against Myra Randall Wisdon Hunt Banner King, of E. P. Dischner"s uncanny ability to thus far escape indictment, of Jack"s caseload. In turn Kate told him of the size of Dinah"s belly ("Bernie says odds are even it"s twins"), of Dandy Mike"s latest menage a quatre, of his father"s behind-the-scenes maneuvering of the Niniltna Native a.s.sociation board, of Harvey Meganack"s attempts to open up new areas of Iqaluk to clear-cutting, of the Bingleys" slow and shaky attempts toward recovery. He listened in silence, and when she was through said briefly, "You miss her more than you thought you would."
"Emaa?" Kate thought about that for a moment. "I don"t," she said at last. "They do."
"Who is they?"
She waved a hand. "All of them, everyone in the Park, the tribe, Park rats, Park rangersDan O"Brian came to see me this spring, did I tell you? He wanted me to talk to the elders about the Taiga caribou herd, he says it"s so big that the fish hawks are thinking about going for a same-day fly-and-shoot hunt in January."
"In January? I thought caribou season started in September."
"It does, but they figure the trophy hunters will all be gone by January, so it"ll be locals taking game for meat. But to get back to my point, Dan came to me to talk over something he could just as easily have bounced off Billy Mike or even Auntie Vi."
"You"re standing in for her."
"For Emaa?" The image of her grandmother rose up before her, solemn, stern, commanding. "They think I am."