"The better part of life"--she wrote--"is it not made up of such loving concealments?"
And as he read the words in his tent he smilingly thought, "That looks true even if it isn"t!"
Her letters were much more frequent than Anna"s and always told of Anna fondly, often with sweet praises--not so sweet to him--of her impartial graciousness to her semicircle of bra.s.s-b.u.t.toned worshippers. Lately Flora had mentioned Greenleaf in a modified way especially disturbing.
If Anna could have made any one a full confidante such might have been Flora, but to do so was not in her nature. She could trust without stint. Distrust, as we know, was intolerable to her. She could not doubt her friends, but neither could she unveil her soul. Nevertheless, more than once, as the two exchanged--in a purely academical way--their criticisms of life, some query raised by Anna showed just what had been pa.s.sing between her and Hilary and enabled Flora to keep them steered apart.
No hard task, the times being so highly calculated to make the course of true love a "hard road to travel," as the singing soldier boys called "Jordan." Letters, at any time, are sufficiently promotive of misunderstandings, but in the Confederacy they drifted from camp to camp, from pocket to pocket, like letters in bottles committed to the sea. The times being such, I say, and Hilary and Anna as they were: he a winner of men, yes! but by nature, not art; to men and women equally, a grown up, barely grown up, boy. That is why women could afford to like him so frankly. The art of courtship--of men or women--was not in him. Otherwise the battery--every gun of which, they say, counted for two as long as he was by--must have lost him through promotion before that first year was half out. The moment he became a conscious suitor, to man or woman, even by proxy, his power went from him; from pen, from tongue, from countenance. And Anna--I may have shown the fact awkwardly, but certainly you see--Anna was incurably difficult.
Too much else awaits our telling to allow here a recital of their hearts" war while love--and love"s foes--hid in winter quarters, as it were. That is to say, from the season of that mad kiss which she had never forgiven herself (much less repented), to the day of Beauregard"s appeal, early in "62, to all the plantations and churches in Dixie"s Land to give him their bells, bells, bells--every bit of bronze or bra.s.s they could rake up or break off--to be cast into cannon; and to his own Louisiana in particular to send him, hot speed, five thousand more men to help him and Albert Sidney Johnston drive Buel and Grant out of Tennessee.
Before the battery had got half way to Virginia Hilary had written back to Anna his inevitable rhapsody over that amazing performance of hers, taking it as patent and seal of her final, utter, absolute self-bestowal. And indeed this it might have turned out to be had he but approached it by a discreet circuit through the simplest feminine essentials of negative make-believe. But to spring out upon it in that straightforward manner--! From May to February her answer to this was the only prompt reply he ever received from her. It crowds our story backward for a moment, for it came on one of those early Peninsula days previous to Mana.s.sas, happening, oddly, to reach him--by the hand of Villeneuve--as he stood, mounted, behind the battery, under a smart skirmish fire. With a heart leaping in joyous a.s.surance he opened the small missive and bent his eyes upon its first lines.
As he did so a hostile sh.e.l.l, first that had ever come so near, burst just in front of his guns. A big lump of metal struck one of them on the chase, glanced, clipped off half the low top of his forage-cap and struck in the trunk of an oak behind him, and as his good horse flinched and quivered he looked unwillingly from the page toward a puff of white smoke on a distant hill, and with a broad smile said--a mere nonsense word; but the humor of such things has an absurd valuation and persistency in camps, and for months afterward, "Ah-r?--indeed!" was the battery"s gay response to every startling sound. He had luck in catchwords, this Hilary. He fought the scrimmage through with those unread pages folded slim between a thumb and forefinger, often using them to point out things, and when after it he had reopened them and read them through--and through again--to their dizzying close, the battery surgeon came murmuring privately--
"Cap, what"s wrong; bad news?"
"Oh!" said Hilary, looking up from a third reading, "what, this? No-o! nothing wrong in this. I was wrong. I"m all right now."
"No, you"re not, Captain. You come along now and lie down. The windage of that chunk of iron has--"
"Why, Doc, I shouldn"t wonder! If you"ll just keep everybody away from me awhile, yourself included, I will lie down," said the unnerved commander, and presently, alone and supine, softly asked himself with grim humor, "Which chunk of iron?"
The actual text of Anna"s chunk was never divulged, even to Flora. We do not need it. Neither did Flora. One of its later effects was to give the slender correspondence which crawled after it much more historical value to the battery and the battery"s beloved home city than otherwise it might have had. From Virginia it told spiritedly of men, policies, and movements; sketched cabinet officers, the president, and the great leaders and subleaders in the field--Stuart, Gordon, Fitzhugh Lee. It gave droll, picturesque accounts of the artillerist"s daily life; of the hard, scant fare and the lucky feast now and then on a rabbit or a squirrel, turtles" eggs, or wild strawberries. It depicted moonlight rides to dance with Shenandoah girls; the playing of camp charades; and the singing of war, home, and love songs around the late camp fire, timed to the antic banjo or the sentimental guitar. Drolly, yet with tenderness for others, it portrayed mountain storm, valley freshet, and heart-breaking night marches beside tottering guns in the straining, sucking, leaden-heavy, red clay, and then, raptly, the glories of sunrise and sunset over the contours of the Blue Ridge. And it explained the countless things which happily enable a commander to keep himself as busy as a mud-dauber, however idle the camp or however torn his own heart.
From Anna"s side came such stories as that of a flag presentation to the Sumter, wherein she had taken some minor part; of seeing that slim terror glide down by Callender House for a safe escape through the blockading fleet to the high seas and a world-wide fame; of Flora"s towboat privateer sending in one large but empty prize whose sale did not pay expenses, and then being itself captured by the blockaders; of "Hamlet" given by amateurs at the St. Charles Theatre; of great distress among the poor, all sorts of gayeties for their benefit, bad money, bad management, a grand concert for the army in Arkansas, women in mourning as numerous as men in uniform, and both men and women breaking down in body and mind under the universal strain.
Historically valuable, you see. Yet through all this impersonal interchange love shone out to love like lamplight through the blinds of two opposite closed windows, and every heart-hiding letter bore enough interlinear revealment of mind and character to keep mutual admiration glowing and growing. We might very justly fancy either correspondent saying at any time in those ten months to impatient or compa.s.sionate Cupid what Hilary is reported to have said on one of the greatest days between Mana.s.sas and Shiloh, in the midst of a two-sided carnage: "Yes, General, hard hit, but please don"t put us out of action."
x.x.xIV
A FREE-GIFT BAZAAR
Again it was February. The flag of Louisiana whose lone star and red and yellow stripes still hovered benignly over the Ionic marble porch of the city hall, was a year old. A new general, young and active, was in command of all the city"s forces, which again on the great Twenty-second paraded. Feebly, however; see letters to Irby and Mandeville under Brodnax in Tennessee, or to Kincaid"s Battery and its commander in Virginia. For a third time the regimental standards were of a new sort. They were the battle-flag now. Its need had been learned at Mana.s.sas; eleven stars on St. Andrew"s Cross, a field blood red, and the cross spanning all the field!
Again marched Continentals, Cha.s.seurs, and so on. Yet not as before; all their ranks were of new men; the too old, the too frail, the too young, they of helpless families, and the "British subjects." Natives of France made a whole separate "French Legion," in red kepis, blue frocks, and trousers shaped like inverted tenpins, as though New Orleans were Paris itself. The whole aspect of things was alert, anxious, spent.
But it was only now this spent look had come. Until lately you might have seen entire brigades of stout-hearted men in camps near by: Camps Benjamin, Walker, Pulaski and, up in the low pine hills of Tangipahoa, Camp Moore. From Camp Lewis alone, in November, on that plain where Kincaid"s Battery had drilled before it was Kincaid"s, the Bienville, Crescent City and many similar "Guards," Miles" Artillery, the Orleans Light Horse, the Orleans Howitzers, the Orleans Guards, the Tirailleurs d"Orleans, etc., had pa.s.sed in front of Governor Moore and half a dozen generals, twenty-four thousand strong.
Now these were mostly gone--to Bragg--to Price--to Lee and Joe Johnston, or to Albert Sidney Johnston and Beauregard. For the foe swarmed there, refusing to stay "hurled back." True he was here also, and not merely by scores as battle captives, but alarmingly near, in arms and by thousands. Terrible Ship Island, occupied by the boys in gray and fortified, anathematized for its horrid isolation and torrid sands, had at length been evacuated, and on New Year"s Day twenty-four of the enemy"s ships were there disembarking bluecoats on its gleaming white dunes. Fair Carrollton was fortified (on those lines laid out by Hilary), and down at Camp Callender the siege-guns were manned by new cannoneers; persistently and indolently new and without field-pieces or bra.s.s music or carriage company.
The spent look was still gallant, but under it was a feeling of having awfully miscalculated: flour twelve dollars a barrel and soon to be twenty. With news in abundance the papers had ceased their evening issues, so scarce was paper, and morning editions told of Atlantic seaports lost, of Johnston"s retreat from Kentucky, the fall of Fort Donelson with its fifteen thousand men, the evacuation of Columbus (one of the Mississippi River"s "Gibraltars") and of Nashville, which had come so near being Dixie"s capital. And yet the newspapers--
""We see no cause for despondency,"" read Constance at the late breakfast table--"oh, Miranda, don"t you see that with that spirit we can never be subjugated?" She flourished the brave pages, for which Anna vainly reached.
"Yes!" said Anna, "but find the report of the Bazaar!"--while Constance read on: ""Reverses, instead of disheartening, have aroused our people to the highest pitch of animation, and their resolution to conquer is invincible.""
"Oh, how true! and ah, dearie!"--she pressed her sister"s hand amid the silver and porcelain on the old mahogany--"that news (some item read earlier, about the battery), why, Miranda, just that is a sign of impending victory! Straws tell! and Kincaid"s Battery is the--"
"Biggest straw in Dixie!" jeered Anna, grasping the paper, which Constance half yielded with her eye still skimming its columns.
"Here it is!" cried both, and rose together.
""Final Figures of the St. Louis Hotel Free-Gift Lottery and Bazaar"!" called Constance, while Anna"s eyes flew over the lines.
"What are they?" exclaimed Miranda.
"Oh, come and see! Just think, Nan: last May, in Odd-Fellows" Hall, how proud we were of barely thirteen thousand, and here are sixty-eight thousand dollars!"
Anna pointed Miranda to a line, and Miranda, with their cheeks together, read out: ""Is there no end to the liberality of the Crescent City?""
"No-o!" cried gesturing Constance, "not while one house stands on another! Why, "Randa, though every hall and hotel from here to Carrollton--"
Anna beamingly laid her fingers on the lips of the enthusiast: "Con!--Miranda!--we can have a bazaar right in this house! Every friend we"ve got, and every friend of the bat"--Oh, come in, Flora Valcour! you"re just in the nick o" time--a second Kirby Smith at Mana.s.sas!"
Thus came the free-gift lottery and bazaar of Callender House. For her own worth as well as to enlist certain valuable folk from Mobile, Flora was, there and then--in caucus, as it were--nominated chairman of everything. "Oh, no, no, no!"--"Oh, yes, yes, yes!"--she "yielded at last to overpowering numbers."
But between this first rapturous inception and an all-forenoon argumentation on its when, who, how, what, and for what, other matters claimed notice. "Further news from Charlie! How was his wound? What! a letter from his own hand--with full account of--what was this one? not a pitched battle, but--?"
"Anyhow a victory!" cried Constance.
"You know, Flora, don"t you," asked Miranda, "that the battery"s ordered away across to Tennessee?"
Flora was genuinely surprised.
"Yes," put in Constance, "to rejoin Beauregard--and Brodnax!"
Flora turned to Anna: "You have that by letter?"
"No!" was the too eager reply, "It"s here in the morning paper." They read the item. The visitor flashed as she dropped the sheet.
"Now I see!" she sorely cried, and tapped Charlie"s folded letter. "My G.o.d! Anna, wounded like that, Hilary Kincaid is letting my brother go with them!"
"Oh-h-h!" exclaimed the other two, "but--my dear! if he"s so much better that he can be allowed--"
"Allowed!--and in those box-car"!--and with that snow--rain--gangrene--lockjaw--my G.o.d! And when "twas already arrange" to bring him home!"
Slow Callenders! not to notice the word "bring" in place of "send": "Ah, good, Flora! ah, fine! You"ll see! The dear boy"s coming that far with the battery only on his way home to us!"
"H-m-m!" Flora nodded in sore irony, but then smiled with recovered poise: "From Tennessee who will bring him--before they have firs" fight another battle?--and he--my brother?"--her smile grew droll.
"Your brother sure to be in it!" gasped Anna. The Callenders looked heart-wrung, but Flora smiled on as she thought what comfort it would be to give each of them some life-long disfigurement.
Suddenly Constance cheered up: "Flora, I"ve guessed something! Yes, I"ve guessed who was intending--and, maybe, still intends--to bring him!"
Flora turned prettily to Anna: "Have you?"
Quite as prettily Anna laughed. "Connie does the guessing for the family," she said.
Flora sparkled: "But don"t you know--perchanze?"