Prologue[ This is still wrong. This isn"t what I wanted. I can no longer play the role of the perfect me.
No more. I"ve reached my limits. Impossible. I can"t do it.
Was I a liar?
No.
I didn"t lie. I really, really didn"t lie. I absolutely did not lie.
Yet, my ideals and reality are drifting further apart.
——The reason why I liked him was maybe because I thought my liking him was the expression of my ideal form——
I can"t do it anymore.
I can no longer be the perfect me.
...Nor can I be even the normal me. ]