"Oh, you were out in the rain!... I should have thought you could have done what you wanted without that." The bitterness of his tone was gall-like. And again the ironic laugh.
She winced and drew her head aside. He took away his arm instantly from behind the pillow and straightened himself, looking down on her, still with that dreadful light in his eyes. She could not bear it, and turned her head away from him.
"Don"t look at me.... I"m going to get up."
"No, I think you"ll stay where you are." His voice broke slightly but hardened again. "I won"t talk to you. I won"t let you speak a word yet... that will come afterwards."
"But I don"t understand."
"Better not now. I"ll tell you this. You"re through the fever. It won"t come back if you do as I tell you--You understand something about dengue. You"ll stop here till you"re stronger. You"ve got to take the brandy, eggs and milk till you feel sick of it. To-day you"ll have slops. I"ve told Maggie about preparing your food, if the fever comes back--it won"t if you keep quiet--but if it does--hot bottles--blankets--laudanum--I"ve mixed the doses--until you get into a sweat. Remember that. And you"ll have someone in your room to-night."
"In my room--YOU? What do you mean?"
"It won"t be me--I"m going away."
"Going away--what is it?"
She noticed that he turned and looked at the sky.
"Why is it so dark--and the heat so stifling?" she asked.
"These d.a.m.ned Unionists have fired the only good pasture left on Moongarr. It"s been burning since two o"clock this morning. I sent the men out. Now I"m going myself--to save what I can."
He left the room abruptly. In a minute or two she heard him outside calling "Cudgee... Harris"--and then giving the order to saddle up. She got out of bed and tottered to the window. She could see now the wide range of the disaster. The lurid haze was spreading. The horizon shrinking, and the air was hotter than ever. The fire seemed still a long way off, but there was nothing to stop the flames if once they reached the great plain. The course of the river, here at best a mere string of shallow waterholes, was quite dry. The rain of the other night had been too insignificant and local to do any good. The brown mud-strip round the lagoon below, was not perceptibly diminished. She knew that the narrow water channels flowing from their one working artesian bore, must soon be licked up by the flames. And the Bore in process of construction, was at a standstill for want of workmen.
Bridget gazed out despairingly towards the shrinking horizon and upon the parched plain with the rugged clumps of dun coloured gum trees scattered upon it--the near ones looking like trees of painted tin, sun-blistered. The swarms of flies, mosquitoes in the veranda offended her. She disliked the cattle dogs mooching round with hanging jaws and slavering tongues. The ferocious chuckle of a great grey king-fisher--the bird which white people called the laughing jacka.s.s--perched on the branch of a gum tree beside the fence, made her shudder, because the bird"s soulless cachinnation seemed an echo of Colin"s laugh.
Ah! that was the bush, undivested of romance--hard, brutal, vindictive, in spite of the mocking verdure of her honeymoon spring.... And Colin was a part of the Bush. He resembled it. He too could be strong and sweet and tender as the great blossoming white cedar down by the lagoon, as rills of running water making the plain green--when his desires were satisfied. And he could be brutal and vindictive likewise, when anyone dared to thwart his will and defy his prejudices.
She staggered about the room, feminine instinct prompting her to freshen her appearance, to change her soiled, crumpled nightdress, to throw a piece of lace over her dishevelled head, to pull up the linen sheets which had been rolled clumsily to the foot of the bed, so that the blankets could be wrapped round her. But she sank again presently, exhausted, on her pillows.
In a short time McKeith came back, booted and spurred, and stood as before looking at her with forbidding sternness.
"You"d better have stopped quiet. I"ve told Mrs Hensor to come down and look after you. She knows what to do."
Bridget cried out pa.s.sionately: "I won"t have that woman in my room.
How dare you tell her to come near me."
"Dare! That seems a queer way to put it. However, you can order her out if you don"t want her. There"s Maggie--and I"m sending Ninnis back to-night."
"When are you coming home?"
"I can"t say. I"ve got things to do--and to think about."
His words and his manner seemed to convey a sinister meaning.
"I see--you are angry about the black-boy. If you want to know I will tell you exactly what happened."
He laughed again and his laugh sounded to her insulting.
"Oh, I know what has happened. You needn"t tell me. I had some conversation with Harris this morning. I know EVERYTHING; and now I"ve got to settle in my own mind how things are to go on."
She went very white and repeated dully: "How--things--are to go on?"
"Between you and me. You don"t imagine, do you, that they can go on the same?"
"No," she retorted with spirit, "certainly they can"t go on the same."
Maggie had come along the veranda and was at the French window.
"Mr Harris says he"s ready, sir, and the horses...."
"All right." McKeith went out of the door, but turned and paused as if he were going to speak to his wife. But he thought better of it and walked rapidly away--perhaps because she avoided his look.
She supposed that he was infuriated with her because of her part in Wombo"s escape, and she thought his anger unjust. No doubt, too, he suspected Maule"s connivance, and she knew that he was furiously jealous of Maule. But surely he would understand that she must have sent Maule away. What more can a wife do in the case of an over-insistent lover? And how should a husband expect an explanation when he had literally thrown her into her lover"s arms, or at least had left her defenceless against his solicitations! Had he treated her differently after the Wombo episode in the beginning, she might have told him the truth about her former relations with Willoughby Maule.
As things had been, it was rather for Maule than for Colin that she found excuse.
She was bitterly hurt and offended against her husband. Oh, yes. He was right. They could never again be the same to each other. If he had come back penitent, pleading for forgiveness, overwhelmed with contrition at her dismissal of Maule, she might then perhaps have explained everything and they might have become reconciled. But now, his vile temper, his insupportable manner, his dominant egoism made any attempt of conciliation on her part impossible. She had a temper too--she told herself, and her anger was righteous. And she also had an egoism that wouldn"t allow itself to be trampled on. She had rights--of birth, of breeding, to say nothing of her rights of wifehood and womanhood for which she must insist upon respect. If he would not bend to her, even to show her ordinary consideration and courtesy, then she would not lower her pride one iota before him.
Thoughts of this kind went through her mind as she lay smarting under the burning sense of outrage, until the reappearance of Mrs Hensor.
Then, the new effort she made in sending away the woman exhausted brain and body and left her with scarcely the power to think--certainly not to reason.
CHAPTER 7
But Lady Bridget did not know what had followed upon her husband"s home-coming. She had not been in a condition to realize how all night through he had tended her, putting aside every other consideration, giving no heed to the affairs of the station, refusing to see the Police Inspector who had sent in an urgent message soon after his arrival.
Only when turning for a moment to the veranda and noticing the red glare in the sky, had he been startled out of his absorption in his wife"s illness. In ordinary circ.u.mstances, he would have been on his horse in a twinkling and riding as for life to fight the worst foe a squatter has to face in times of drought. He knew that if the fire spread, it might mean his ruin. As it was, he rushed up to the Quarters to rouse Ninnis and send him with Moongarr Bill and all available hands to do what he could in arresting the flames. But he himself dared not leave Bridget till the fever was down, and the crisis past. That could not be till she had awakened from the deep sleep into which she had fallen.
With the sight of her in that sleep, however, the pull on his forces slackened, though he was still too strung-up to think of s.n.a.t.c.hing even an hour"s sleep for himself. He watched, alternately, the Bush fire and Bridget"s face, thinking his own dour thoughts the while. Every now and then, he would creep on tip-toe to the veranda railings and gaze out upon the lurid smoke which it seemed to him was thickening over the horizon. When the sun was risen he washed and dressed and went up to the Bachelors" Quarters where Mrs Hensor was already about and gave him tea and food, which he badly needed. From her he learned a considerable amount of what had been going on at Moongarr. From the Police Inspector, a little later, he learned a good deal more.
Harris" manner was portentous; he asked for a private interview in the office, saying that he had stayed on purpose to see the Boss, because his tale was impossible to write. Then he told his own version of the capture and locking up of Wombo, taking blame on himself for having left the key of the hide-house in Maule"s possession.
"But you see, Boss, he twitted me a bit about not having a warrant, and there"s no doubt, wherever he"s learned it, that the chap has got the whole constabulary lay-out at his finger ends--besides having the ear of the Governor and the Executive down in Leichardt"s Town. He"s got money too, no end of it. They were saying in Tunumburra that his wife left him a quarter of a million."
"Go on--that"s nothing to do with us," put in McKeith gruffly.
"He"s an old friend of her Ladyship"s, I understand," sn.i.g.g.e.red Harris.
"What the devil has that got to do with Wombo?" said McKeith furiously.
Harris drew in his feelers.
"I wouldn"t swear that it had, Mr McKeith, and I wouldn"t swear that it hadn"t. All I know is, that Mr Maule had the key of the hide-house in his bedroom that night, and, being a close friend of her Ladyship"s, he was no doubt aware that she didn"t relish the notion of Wombo"s being had up for theft and murder--I"m not saying who it was let out Wombo.
It"s a mystery I don"t take upon myself to fathom--I"ll leave that to you."