"Yes, he knows now that I CAN ride."
"And he"s at Government House nearly every day--I can"t think what Lady Tallant is about to ask him so often to dinner."
"She likes him because he takes Luke off her hands. You know we"ve nick-named him the Unconst.i.tutional Adviser."
"That"s rubbish. You sing to him."
"What harm is there in my singing to Colin McKeith?"
"As if you didn"t know well enough that you"re perfectly irresistible when you look at a man while you"re singing those Neapolitan things.
Biddy, it won"t do. Give it up."
"I can"t do that, Joan." She spoke with a strange earnestness. "Don"t you see that it"s giving me a chance."
"Of forgetting Mr Willoughby Maule!"
"Yes.... But it"s more than that."
"More than that.... Do you mean ... can you mean that you could love Colin McKeith--for himself?"
"Love is a big word, Joan. I"ve never said to any man--"I love you.""
She spoke the words now as if she were uttering a sacred formula. Her voice reminded Mrs Gildea of something--the same note in the voice of Colin McKeith when he, too, had spoken of love. Yet what she had said was true. Bridget had talked often enough of falling "in love"--which she had always been at pains to define as a mere transitory condition--not by any means the "real thing," and she had freely confessed to violent attractions and even adorations. But, as she had sometimes solemnly stated, she had never "loved."
"I can"t explain," she went on. "I know you think me a heartless, emotional flirt. Yes, I am. I admit it. But there"s a locked door in the inner chamber--a shrine that no one has desecrated. The G.o.ddess is there, waiting--waiting to reveal herself."
"And so--all the rest have been--experiments?"
"No, The Quest of the Ideal through the Forest of Illusion. I"ve often thought, Joan, there was a lot in the motive of that novel of Thomas Hardy"s THE WELL BELOVED. But I seem to be mixing up my metaphor, and it"s time I went back to Government House." She got up and began putting on her gloves.
Mrs Gildea laughed hysterically. Somehow, she could not imagine Colin McKeith producing the golden key and masterfully taking possession of Lady Bridget"s locked shrine. She could only think of him as tricked, deceived and suffering hideously at the end. She stammered out her fear, beseeching Biddy to be merciful, but Biddy"s mood had changed, and she only smiled her Sphinx smile.
"I think he"s quite able to look after himself," she said. "And if he isn"t, sure, he must take the consequences."
CHAPTER 15
Mrs Gildea could get nothing more out of Lady Bridget. She attacked McKeith in a more tentative manner, but Colin was doggedly reticent. He was taking the thing hardly. His way of facing a serious situation was by setting his teeth and saying nothing. After these unsuccessful attempts, Joan made opportunity, before leaving, for a private word on the subject with Lady Tallant. But Rosamond Tallant treated the matter, at first, very lightly.
"Dear Mrs Gildea, you needn"t worry, it"s only Biddy"s way. She must have some excitement to keep her going. If it isn"t one thing, it"s another. In London, I tried to interest her in Society, or Politics, and the Opera--and now Luke is trying to interest her in Colonial questions--but she always drifts back to--Men. She can"t help it. And the funny thing is, I don"t believe that in her heart she is capable of a serious attachment."
"I"m not so sure of that," answered Mrs Gildea.
"If so, she has had plenty of opportunities of proving it. But I wasn"t ever afraid even of Willoughby Maule. I was certain that would fizzle out before real harm could come of it. And mercifully it did. He"s married a woman with a quarter of a million and the right to dispose of it absolutely as she pleases. I heard that she signed a will on her wedding day, leaving it all to him in the event of her death. Too great a temptation, wasn"t it? Though I do think if Biddy had chosen she might have kept him in spite of Miss Bagalay and her money. As it is, Colin McKeith, or else the novelty of it all out here--has driven him out of her head. I felt sure of that when I asked her to come. You needn"t worry about her."
"It"s not so much about Biddy that I"m worrying as about my old friend, Colin McKeith," said Mrs Gildea. "It isn"t fair that he should be made a victim."
"Oh, well, it isn"t altogether Biddy"s fault that she attracts all types of men." And then Lady Tallant made exactly the same remark as Lady Bridget. "I think Mr McKeith is quite able to look after himself.
I don"t pity him in the least. Didn"t somebody say of Lady Something or Other that to love her was a liberal education?"
"Steele said it of Lady Elizabeth Hastings."
"I call it a liberal education for Colin McKeith to love Lady Bridget O"Hara," laughed Lady Tallant.
Mrs Gildea changed her tactics and voiced her other fear--a more insistent fear.
"Has it ever occurred to you that Lady Bridget O"Hara might fall in love with Colin McKeith?"
"Why, my dear, she"s wildly in love with him already," rejoined Lady Tallant, to Joan Gildea"s surprise.
"You"ve seen it?"
"I"m not blind, and I know Biddy. But I"ve seen that she"s taking this affair differently from the others, and that"s what makes me think it has gone deeper. A very good thing for Biddy."
"You can"t mean that it would be a good thing for Biddy to marry Colin McKeith?"
Lady Tallant"s social manner was rather full of affectations.
Underneath it, however, lay commonsense and sympathy. She became suddenly simple and direct.
"Well, now, Mrs Gildea, let us look at the matter without prejudice.
You are fond of Biddy and so am I, but we know her drawbacks.
Naturally, it wouldn"t be a good thing under ordinary conditions, but is she likely to do much better?"
"She has had plenty of chances."
"And thrown them all away. And though she looks so young, she is close on thirty. Of course, with her looks and her fascination she ought to have married well. I"m sure her friends have tried hard enough for her.
But what can you do with a girl who throws herself at the heads of ineligibles, and when one trots out an unexceptionable PARTI and does one"s best to bring them together, goes off at a tangent and lets the whole thing drop through. You know how it was with...." Lady Tallant enumerted names.
Mrs Gildea acquiesced mournfully. Lady Tallant continued:
"The truth is, Biddy has tired out the patience of her relatives and friends. Molly and Chris Gaverick got the hump over Willoughby Maule--who would have done well enough if he had only had more money.
Old Eliza"--so Lady Tallant irreverently styled the Dowager Countess of Gaverick--"told me herself that she was going to wash her hands of Biddy. I shouldn"t wonder if she didn"t leave her a penny. And, after all, it was her own fortune, and she has a horde of needy relatives.
She will consider that she has done her duty to the Gavericks if she lets Chris have the Castle. When all"s said and done, I don"t see that it would be such a bad thing for Biddy to marry a rich Australian squatter."
"Colin McKeith is not rich."
"Oh, he will be. Sir Luke has been hearing all about him."
"He"s not her equal. His father was just a land bailiff, and his grandfather a crofter."
"Oh, what DOES that matter! In these days any of us would marry the roughest of rough diamonds, provided he was decently well off. Biddy has always been mad after adventure and an open-air life. She"s an original, and everything would be in keeping." Lady Tallant went on briskly. "She would enjoy living among the blacks, provided they did not murder her, and I suppose one could trust Mr McKeith for that."
"Oh, there"s no danger from the blacks now," put in Mrs Gildea.
"And then she needn"t be buried for ever in the Bush. Luke tells me that Colin McKeith is certain to come to the fore in politics--I daresay he will be Premier of Leichardt"s Land before long. Biddy would like bossing the show and airing her philanthropic crazes."
Mrs Gildea shook her head doubtfully.