Delafield eagerly drank a cup of tea and put his hand into his pocket to pay for it. He found there three francs and his ticket. After paying for the tea he examined his purse. That contained an English half-crown.
So he had had with him just enough to get his own second-cla.s.s ticket, her first-cla.s.s, and a sleeping-car. That was good fortune, seeing that the bulk of his money, with his return ticket, was reposing in his dressing-case at the Hotel du Rhin.
"En voiture! En voiture, s"il vous plat!"
He settled himself once more in his corner, and the train rushed on.
This time it was the strange hour at the Gare du Nord which he lived through again, her white face opposite to him in the refreshment-room, the bewilderment and misery she had been so little able to conceal, her spasmodic attempts at conversation, a few vague words about Lord Lackington or the d.u.c.h.ess, and then pauses, when her great eyes, haggard and weary, stared into vacancy, and he knew well enough that her thoughts were with Warkworth, and that she was in fierce rebellion against his presence there, and this action into which he had forced her.
As for him, he perfectly understood the dilemma in which she stood.
Either she must accept the duty of returning to the death-bed of the old man, her mother"s father, or she must confess her appointment with Warkworth.
Yet--suppose he had been mistaken? Well, the telegram from the d.u.c.h.ess covered his whole action. Lord Lackington _was_ dying; and apart from all question of feeling, Julie Le Breton"s friends must naturally desire that he should see her, acknowledge her before his two sons, and, with their consent, provide for her before his death.
But, ah, he had not been mistaken! He remembered her hurried refusal when he had asked her if he should telegraph for her to her Paris "friends"--how, in a sudden shame, he had turned away that he might not see the beloved false face as she spoke, might not seem to watch or suspect her.
He had just had time to send off a messenger, first to his friend at the Cafe Gaillard, and then to the Hotel du Rhin, before escorting her to the sleeping-car.
Ah, how piteous had been that dull bewilderment with which she had turned to him!
"But--my ticket?"
"Here they are. Oh, never mind--we will settle in town. Try to sleep.
You must be very tired."
And then it seemed to him that her lips trembled, like those of a miserable child; and surely, surely, she must hear that mad beating of his pulse!
Boulogne was gone in a flash. Here was the Somme, stretched in a pale silver flood beneath the moon--a land of dunes and stunted pines, of wide sea-marshes, over which came the roar of the Channel. Then again the sea was left behind, and the rich Picard country rolled away to right and left. Lights here and there, in cottage or villa--the lights, perhaps, of birth or death--companions of hope or despair.
Calais!
The train moved slowly up to the boat-side. Delafield jumped out. The sleeping-car was yielding up its pa.s.sengers. He soon made out the small black hat and veil, the slender form in the dark travelling-dress.
Was she fainting? For she seemed to him to waver as he approached her, and the porter who had taken her rugs and bag was looking at her in astonishment. In an instant he had drawn her arm within his, and was supporting her as he best could,
"The car was very hot, and I am so tired. I only want some air."
They reached the deck.
"You will go down-stairs?"
"No, no--some air!" she murmured, and he saw that she could hardly keep her feet.
But in a few moments they had reached the shelter on the upper deck usually so well filled with chairs and pa.s.sengers on a day crossing. Now it was entirely deserted. The boat was not full, the night was cold and stormy, and the stream of pa.s.sengers had poured down into the shelter of the lower deck.
Julie sank into a chair. Delafield hurriedly loosened the shawl she carried with her from its attendant bag and umbrella, and wrapped it round her.
"It will be a rough crossing," he said, in her ear. "Can you stand it on deck?"
"I am a good sailor. Let me stay here."
Her eyes closed. He stooped over her in an anguish. One of the boat officials approached him.
"Madame ferait mieux de descendre, monsieur. La traversee ne sera pas bonne."
Delafield explained that the lady must have air, and was a good sailor.
Then he pressed into the man"s hand his three francs, and sent him for brandy and an extra covering of some kind. The man went unwillingly.
During the whole bustle of departure, Delafield saw nothing but Julie"s helpless and motionless form; he heard nothing but the faint words by which, once or twice, she tried to convey to him that she was not unconscious.
The brandy came. The man who brought it again objected to Julie"s presence on deck. Delafield took no heed. He was absorbed in making Julie swallow some of the brandy.
At last they were off. The vessel glided slowly out of the old harbor, and they were immediately in rough water.
Delafield was roused by a peremptory voice at his elbow.
"This lady ought not to stay here, sir. There is plenty of room in the ladies" cabin."
Delafield looked up and recognized the captain of the boat, the same man who, thirty-six hours before, had shown special civilities to the Duke of Chudleigh and his party.
"Ah, you are Captain Whittaker," he said.
The shrewd, stout man who had accosted him raised his eyebrows in astonishment.
Delafield drew him aside a moment. After a short conversation the captain lifted his cap and departed, with a few words to the subordinate officer who had drawn his attention to the matter. Henceforward they were unmolested, and presently the officer brought a pillow and striped blanket, saying they might be useful to the lady. Julie was soon comfortably placed, lying down on the seat under the wooden shelter.
Delicacy seemed to suggest that her companion should leave her to herself.
Jacob walked up and down briskly, trying to shake off the cold which benumbed him. Every now and then he paused to look at the lights on the receding French coast, at its gray phantom line sweeping southward under the stormy moon, or disappearing to the north in clouds of rain. There was a roar of waves and a dashing of spray. The boat, not a large one, was pitching heavily, and the few male pa.s.sengers who had at first haunted the deck soon disappeared.
Delafield hung over the surging water in a strange exaltation, half physical, half moral. The wild salt strength and savor of the sea breathed something akin to that pa.s.sionate force of will which had impelled him to the enterprise in which he stood. No mere man of the world could have dared it; most men of the world, as he was well aware, would have condemned or ridiculed it. But for one who saw life and conduct _sub specie aeternitatis_ it had seemed natural enough.
The wind blew fierce and cold. He made his way back to Julie"s side. To his surprise, she had raised herself and was sitting propped up against the corner of the seat, her veil thrown back.
"You are better?" he said, stooping to her, so as to be heard against the boom of the waves. "This rough weather does not affect you?"
She made a negative sign. He drew his camp-stool beside her. Suddenly she asked him what time it was. The haggard n.o.bleness of her pale face amid the folds of black veil, the absent pa.s.sion of the eye, thrilled to his heart. Where were her thoughts?
"Nearly four o"clock." He drew out his watch. "You see it is beginning to lighten,"
And he pointed to the sky, in which that indefinable lifting of the darkness which precedes the dawn was taking place, and to the far distances of sea, where a sort of livid clarity was beginning to absorb and vanquish that stormy play of alternate dark and moonlight which had prevailed when they left the French sh.o.r.e.
He had hardly spoken, when he felt that her eyes were fixed upon him.
To look at his watch, he had thrown open his long Newmarket coat, forgetting that in so doing he disclosed the evening-dress in which he had robed himself at the Hotel du Rhin for his friend"s dinner at the Cafe Gaillard.
He hastily reb.u.t.toned his coat, and turned his face seaward once more.
But he heard her voice, and was obliged to come close to her that he might catch the words.
"You have given me your wraps," she said, with difficulty. "You will suffer."