"I believe you have got it under your cloak."
"Don"t tell any one, dear; don"t--don"t," and the apple-woman burst into tears.
"What"s the matter with you?" said I, staring at her.
"You want to take my book from me?"
"Not I; I care nothing about it; keep it, if you like, only tell me what"s the matter?"
"Why, all about that book."
"The book?"
"Yes, they wanted to take it from me."
"Who did?"
"Why, some wicked boys. I"ll tell you all about it. Eight or ten days ago, I sat behind my stall, reading my book; all of a sudden I felt it s.n.a.t.c.hed from my hand; up I started, and see three rascals of boys grinning at me; one of them held the book in his hand. "What book is this?" said he, grinning at it. "What do you want with my book?" said I, clutching at it over my stall; "give me my book." "What do you want a book for?" said he, holding it back; "I have a good mind to fling it into the Thames." "Give me my book," I shrieked; and, s.n.a.t.c.hing at it, I fell over my stall, and all my fruit was scattered about. Off ran the boys--off ran the rascal with my book. Oh dear, I thought I should have died; up I got, however, and ran after them as well as I could; I thought of my fruit, but I thought more of my book. I left my fruit and ran after my book. "My book! my book!" I shrieked. "Murder! theft!
robbery!" I was near being crushed under the wheels of a cart; but I didn"t care--I followed the rascals. "Stop them! stop them!" I ran nearly as fast as they--they couldn"t run very fast on account of the crowd. At last some one stopped the rascal, whereupon he turned round, and flinging the book at me, it fell into the mud; well, I picked it up and kissed it, all muddy as it was. "Has he robbed you?" said the man.
"Robbed me, indeed; why, he had got my book." "Oh, your book," said the man, and laughed, and let the rascal go. Ah, he might laugh, but--"
"Well, go on."
"My heart beats so. Well, I went back to my booth and picked up my stall and my fruits, what I could find of them. I couldn"t keep my stall for two days, I got such a fright; and when I got round I couldn"t bide the booth where the thing had happened, so I came over to the other side. Oh, the rascals, if I could but see them hanged."
"For what?"
"Why, for stealing my book."
"I thought you didn"t dislike stealing--that you were ready to buy things--there was your son, you know--"
"Yes, to be sure."
"He took things."
"To be sure he did."
"But you don"t like a thing of yours to be taken."
"No, that"s quite a different thing; what"s stealing handkerchiefs, and that kind of thing, to do with taking my book! there"s a wide difference--don"t you see?"
"Yes, I see."
"Do you, dear? well, bless your heart, I"m glad you do. Would you like to look at the book?"
"Well, I think I should."
"Honour bright?" said the apple-woman, looking me in the eyes.
"Honour bright," said I, looking the apple-woman in the eyes.
"Well then, dear, here it is," said she, taking it from under her cloak; "read it as long as you like, only get a little farther into the booth . . . Don"t sit so near the edge . . . you might . . ."
I went deep into the booth, and the apple-woman, bringing her chair round, almost confronted me. I commenced reading the book, and was soon engrossed by it; hours pa.s.sed away; once or twice I lifted up my eyes, the apple-woman was still confronting me: at last my eyes began to ache, whereupon I returned the book to the apple-woman, and, giving her another tanner, walked away.
CHAPTER XLI
Decease of the Review--Homer Himself--Bread and Cheese--Finger and Thumb--Impossible to Find--Something Grand--Universal Mixture--Some Other Publisher.
Time pa.s.sed away, and with it the Review, which, contrary to the publisher"s expectation, did not prove a successful speculation. About four months after the period of its birth it expired, as all Reviews must for which there is no demand. Authors had ceased to send their publications to it, and, consequently, to purchase it; for I have already hinted that it was almost entirely supported by authors of a particular cla.s.s, who expected to see their publications foredoomed to immortality in its pages. The behaviour of these authors towards this unfortunate publication I can attribute to no other cause than to a report which was industriously circulated, namely, that the Review was low, and that to be reviewed in it was an infallible sign that one was a low person, who could be reviewed nowhere else. So authors took fright; and no wonder, for it will never do for an author to be considered low. Homer himself has never yet entirely recovered from the injury he received by Lord Chesterfield"s remark, that the speeches of his heroes were frequently exceedingly low.
So the Review ceased, and the reviewing corps no longer existed as such; they forthwith returned to their proper avocations--the editor to compose tunes on his piano, and to the task of disposing of the remaining copies of his Quintilian--the inferior members to working for the publisher, being to a man dependants of his; one, to composing fairy tales; another, to collecting miracles of Popish saints; and a third, "Newgate Lives and Trials." Owing to the bad success of the Review, the publisher became more furious than ever. My money was growing short, and I one day asked him to pay me for my labours in the deceased publication.
"Sir," said the publisher, "what do you want the money for?"
"Merely to live on," I replied; "it is very difficult to live in this town without money."
"How much money did you bring with you to town?" demanded the publisher.
"Some twenty or thirty pounds," I replied.
"And you have spent it already?"
"No," said I, "not entirely; but it is fast disappearing."
"Sir," said the publisher, "I believe you to be extravagant; yes, sir, extravagant!"
"On what grounds do you suppose me to be so?"
"Sir," said the publisher, "you eat meat."
"Yes," said I, "I eat meat sometimes; what should I eat?"
"Bread, sir," said the publisher; "bread and cheese."
"So I do, sir, when I am disposed to indulge; but I cannot often afford it--it is very expensive to dine on bread and cheese, especially when one is fond of cheese, as I am. My last bread and cheese dinner cost me fourteenpence. There is drink, sir; with bread and cheese one must drink porter, sir."
"Then, sir, eat bread--bread alone. As good men as yourself have eaten bread alone; they have been glad to get it, sir. If with bread and cheese you must drink porter, sir, with bread alone you can, perhaps, drink water, sir."
However, I got paid at last for my writings in the Review, not, it is true, in the current coin of the realm, but in certain bills; there were two of them, one payable at twelve, and the other at eighteen months after date. It was a long time before I could turn these bills to any account; at last I found a person who, at a discount of only thirty per cent., consented to cash them; not, however, without sundry grimaces, and, what was still more galling, holding, more than once, the unfortunate papers high in air between his forefinger and thumb. So ill, indeed, did I like this last action, that I felt much inclined to s.n.a.t.c.h them away. I restrained myself, however, for I remembered that it was very difficult to live without money, and that, if the present person did not discount the bills, I should probably find no one else that would.
But if the treatment which I had experienced from the publisher, previous to making this demand upon him, was difficult to bear, that which I subsequently underwent was far more so; his great delight seemed to consist in causing me misery and mortification; if, on former occasions, he was continually sending me in quest of lives and trials difficult to find, he now was continually demanding lives and trials which it was impossible to find; the personages whom he mentioned never having lived, nor consequently been tried. Moreover, some of my best Lives and Trials which I had corrected and edited with particular care, and on which I prided myself no little, he caused to be cancelled after they had pa.s.sed through the press. Amongst these was the life of "Gentleman Harry."
"They are drugs, sir," said the publisher, "drugs; that life of Harry Simms has long been the greatest drug in the calendar--has it not, Taggart?"
Taggart made no answer save by taking a pinch of snuff. The reader has, I hope, not forgotten Taggart, whom I mentioned whilst giving an account of my first morning"s visit to the publisher. I beg Taggart"s pardon for having been so long silent about him; but he was a very silent man--yet there was much in Taggart--and Taggart had always been civil and kind to me in his peculiar way.