"Sometimes I think," said Laurence sombrely--he was standing in front of the fire and staring into the crackling logs with a deep frown right across his brow--"sometimes I think that the worst tortures which those devils could inflict on us would be more endurable than this life of constant misery and humiliation."
The mother made no reply. Her wan cheeks had become the colour of ashes, her thin hands which were resting in her lap were seized with a nervous tremour. From below came still the sound of loud laughter intermixed now with a bibulous song. A smothered cry of rage escaped Laurence"s lips: it seemed as if he could not stay still, as if he must run and stop this insult in his mother"s house, silence those brawling soldiers, force their own obscene songs down their throats, regardless of the terrible reprisals which might ensue. Only his mother"s thin, trembling hand upon his arm forced him to remain, and to swallow his resentment as best he could.
"It is no use, Laurence," she murmured, "and I would be the first to suffer."
This argument had the effect of forcing Laurence van Rycke to control his raging temper. Common sense came momentarily to the rescue and told him that his mother was right. He started pacing up and down the narrow room with a view to calming his nerves.
II
"Have you seen Mark this morning?" asked Clemence van Rycke suddenly.
"No," he replied, "have you?"
"Only for a moment."
"What had he to say?"
"Oh! you know Mark"s way," she replied evasively. "It seems that he caught sight of donna Lenora de Vargas when she pa.s.sed through the Waalpoort yesterday. He made a flippant joke or two about your good luck and the girl"s beauty."
Laurence suppressed an angry oath.
"Don"t blame Mark," interposed Clemence van Rycke gently, "he is as G.o.d made him--shallow, careless..."
"Not careless where his own pleasures are concerned," said Laurence, with a laugh of bitter contempt. "Last night at the "Three Weavers" a lot of Spanish officers held carouse. Mark was with them till far into the night. There was heavy drinking and high play, and Mark..."
"I know, I know," broke in the mother fretfully, "do not let us speak of Mark. He is his father"s son ... and you are mine," she added, as with a wistful little gesture she stretched out her arms to the son whom she loved. Once more he was at her feet kissing her hands.
"Do not fret, mother dear," he said, "I"ll think things out quietly, and then do what I think is right."
"You"ll do nothing rash, Laurence," she pleaded, "nothing without consulting me?"
"I must consult my conscience first, dear," he said firmly, "and then I must speak with the Prince.... Yes! yes! I know," he added somewhat impatiently, as once again he felt that warning pressure on his arm.
"Next to G.o.d my every thought is for him; nor did he think of himself when he refused to acknowledge the autocracy of Alva. Our time is at hand, mother dear, I feel it in my bones. The last response has been splendid: we have promises of close on two thousand ducats already, and two hundred men are ready to take up arms in the city at any moment.
Yes! yes! I know! and I am careful--I am as wary as the fox! But how can I at such a moment think of matrimony? How can I think of bending the knee to such abominable tyranny? I bend the knee only to the Prince of Orange, and by him I swear that I will not wed the daughter of Juan de Vargas! I will not bring to this hearth and to my home one of that gang of execrable tyrants who have ravaged our country and crushed the spirit of our people. I have work to do for Orange and for my country.
I will not be hindered by bonds which are abhorrent to me."
He gave his mother a final kiss and then hurried out of the room. She would have detained him if she could, for she was terrified of what he might do; but she called after him in vain, and when presently she went to his room to look for him, he was not there. But on his desk there was a letter addressed to his father; Clemence van Rycke took it up: it was not sealed, only rolled, and tied with ribbon: this she undid and read the letter. There were only a few words, and when the unfortunate woman had grasped their full meaning she uttered a moan of pain and sank half-fainting on her knees. Here Jeanne found her half an hour later, sobbing and praying. The faithful creature comforted her mistress as best she could, then she half carried, half led her back to her room.
The letter written to his father by Laurence van Rycke contained the following brief communication:
"Find fomeone elfe, My Father, to help you lick our Spanifh tyrants"
boots. I cannot do it. I refufe to wed the Daughter of that Bloodhound de Vargas, but as I cannot live under Your roof and difobey You, I will not return until You bid Me come."
III
This had occurred early this morning; it was now late in the afternoon, and Laurence had not returned. The levie at the Town Hall was timed for eight o"clock, and the High-Bailiff had just come home in order to don his robes for the solemn occasion.
Clemence van Rycke had made an excuse not to see him yet: like all weak, indecisive natures she was hoping against hope that something would occur even now to break Laurence"s obstinacy and induce him to bow to that will against which it was so useless to rebel.
But the minutes sped on, and Laurence did not return, and from a room close by came the sound of Messire van Rycke"s heavy footstep and his gruff voice giving orders to the serving man who was helping him with his clothes. Another hour, or perhaps two at most, and she would have to tell her husband what had happened--and the awful catastrophe would have to be faced. As she sat in the high-backed chair, Clemence van Rycke felt as if an icy chill had crept into her bones.
"Put another log on the fire, Jeanne," she said, "this autumn weather hath chilled me to the marrow."
Jeanne, capable, buxom and busy, did as she was bid. She did more. She ran nimbly out of the room and in a trice had returned with Madame"s chaufferette--well filled with glowing charcoal--and had put it to her mistress" feet: then she lit the candles in the tall candelabra which stood on a heavy sideboard at the further end of the room, and drew the heavy curtains across the window. The room certainly looked more cosy now: Madame only gave one slight, final shiver, and drew her shawl closer round her shoulders.
"Is Messire Mark dressed yet, Jeanne?" she asked wistfully.
"Messire came in about ten minutes ago," replied the woman.
"Let him know that I wish to speak with him as soon as he can come to me."
"Yes, Madame."
"You have seen to the soldiers" supper?"
"They have had one supper, Madame. They are on duty at the Town Hall till eleven o"clock; then they are coming home for a second supper."
"Then will don Ramon de Linea sup with us, think you?"
"He didn"t say."
"In any case lay his place ready in case he wants to sup. He"ll be on duty quite late too, and it will anger him if his supper is not to his taste."
"Whatever I do will never be to the commandant"s taste: he didn"t like his room and he didn"t like the dinner I had cooked for him. When he heard in whose house he was he swore and blasphemed, as I never heard any one blaspheme before. I worked my fingers to the bone last night and this morning to mend his linen and starch his ruff, but even then he was not satisfied."
There was a tone of bitter wrath in Jeanne"s voice as she spoke. Madame drew a fretful little sigh, but she made no comment. What was the use?
The Spanish soldiers and officers quartered in the houses of Flemish burghers had an unpleasant way of enforcing their wishes with regard to food and drink which it was not wise to combat these days. So Clemence van Rycke dismissed Jeanne, and remained brooding alone, staring into the fire, repeating in her mind all that Laurence had said, looking into the future with that same shiver of horror which was habitual to her, and into all the awful possibilities which must inevitably follow Laurence"s hot-headed act of rebellion.
IV
And as she sat there huddled up in the high-backed chair it would be difficult to realise that Clemence van Rycke was still on the right side of fifty.
She had married when she had only just emerged out of childhood, and had been in her day one of the brightest, prettiest, gayest of all the maidens in the city of Ghent. But now her eyes had lost their sparkle, and her mouth its smile. Her shoulders were bent as if under a perpetual load of care and anxiety, and in her once so comely face there was a settled look of anxiety and of fear. Even now, when a firm footstep resounded along the tiled corridor, she lost nothing of that att.i.tude of dejection which seemed to have become habitual to her.
In answer to a timid knock at the door, she called a fretful "Enter!"
but she did not turn her head, as Mark--her younger son--came close up to her chair. He stooped to kiss the smooth white forehead which was not even lifted for his caress.
"Any news?" were the first words which Clemence van Rycke uttered, and this time she looked up more eagerly and a swift glimmer of hope shot through her tear-dimmed eyes.
"Nothing definite," replied Mark van Rycke. "He had food and drink at the hostelry of St. John just before midday, and at the tavern of "The Silver Bell" later in the afternoon. Apparently he has not left the city as no one saw him pa.s.s through any of the gates--but if Laurence does not mean to be found, mother dear," he added with a light shrug of the shoulders, "I might as well look for a needle in a haystack as to seek him in the streets of Ghent."