Xing sat in a stool they bright for her as she thought about the various things that happened in the past three years. Three years before this day was the day Chenglei forgot her by foolishly making a deal with a G.o.d."May be we are like the sun and the moon. Maybe both of us cannot exist together", she thought at that time. "Maybe That"s why we cannot get together! "
Xing went back to the capital city to meet her father but to her dismay everyone she knew forgot her... Except Haru of course!
She still has sleepless nights remembering how she was thrown out of her Manor by the steward after he told her that his master is grieving for his daughter.
But his daughter is still alive. What made him think that I am dead?
Even Lin Mubai had forgotten her when she met him later in the city.
Xing realised it may be because the deal Chenglei made was just so that the memories of her will be lost by everyone she knew. But it still didn"t explain why everyone thought that she was dead.
How cruel of the G.o.d and how stupid of Chenglei to make such a deal!
Xing was totally broken after losing every person she gained after she entered the city after her mother"s death.
Thankfully Haru was with her and he had to literally scoop her who was reduced to pieces curled up to a ball in a puddle of her tears by the troubles she faced and he brought her back to the Manor he built in the Faling port city.
Xing didn"t know what happened to her for two months as she was in deep grievance on a daze shutting herself in but then she found her bearing back as she realised that this was not the end.
Sure everyone forgot her but everyone was fine. She heard that Chenglei took the name of Li ChengNuo and became a prominent person in the capital city. Her father was still the prime minister loved by everyone and her brother became the Minister of External Affairs and he had a daughter with Takano.
Every news she heard from the capital was all good and she decided to sober up and rethink about her life and the choices she made.
She didn"t have much regrets in her life except somethings like cutting her hair out of rage and sorrow. But all in all she stood by every decision she made. But she realised one thing. She was selfish and only cared about Chenglei in her life and never stopped and looked much about anything else and that"s why when Chenglei forgot her she had such bad reactions.
Apparently when she was out of it the first couple of months she did some weird stuff that scared Haru so much and he still is skeptical about leaving her alone.
She doesn"t remember much of those days she lost herself to depression!
Also, she did the biggest mistake of basing her happiness on another person and not on herself which turned out to be bad idea. Like she didn"t even think twice before cutting her hair and the hair that grew up afterwards was black and so she had to cut the tips which were still golden to not look weird and now she missed her golden hair.
Also till now she had never made a decision for herself by herself. She was always forced in one way or another to think about various repercussion for her actions. But now with nothing to hold her back, she decided to make her decisions for herself.
So she decided to start loving herself a bit more and so she involved herself in her accounts of her businesses and she even started to love numbers. She also started travelling with Haru and helped him with his business. It was for the same reason that she decided to help these people in need in the Sky Kingdom. To clear her mind and start her life anew.
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Now she felt light and relieved and even in the furnace like desert, she feels like she could breath freely.
Does that mean that she gave up on Chenglei? Never!
Once she has decided to live making her own decisions, she also realised the fact that Chenglei forgot her and it is just that... He just forgot her and that"s it! Nothing more serious!
He is fine and still unmarried, she is also fine and so there is a possibility... Possibility that he would fall for her once again. She is not some woman who could be bested by a G.o.d by some twisted planning.
She knew Chenglei like the back of her hand and she knew if she tried, she could make Chenglei fall for her once again. And even if it take many trials, she decided to face it without giving up or getting her heart broken in the process.
Of course! He fell for her the first time so it won"t be hard for him to fall for her the second time, right?
In fact she tried to get hold of him in the past three years and wished she would meet Chenglei in her travels but she couldn"t meet him till now.
Well, this should be part of the trials but that is not going to break her...
Xing"s eyes shone with the resolve she had and her thoughts were interrupted by the loud cheering of the people around her.
"Lady Hur! We found water... And it is sweet!"
Good! As usual... Plan succeeded!
Xing stood up. Another village has the potential to improve. She has already arranged for doctors for this village and the nearby villages.
Now it is time to move on to another village!
She was surrounded by the grateful villagers and the sun was already nearing the horizon as it set and it was time for dinner and the women asked her to join them.
Just then she felt the wind blowing hard on her face. Whenever she felt like the wind acting on its own, she knew it was Fei Lian. Xing in her anger that everyone forgot her, asked Fei Lian to stay away from her if he wants her alive and so he always watched her from a distance and would sometimes express himself through the wind around her.
So what is he trying to say now?
The wind carried the sand from the desert and to avoid the sand falling in her eyes, she turned to her side with her hands covering her eyes.
That"s when she saw that beautiful scenery at the distance.
The sun setting in the sands that made the entire sky look like it was painted purple and red and there it was, the moon by the side rising...
How rare is that!
That"s right! There are times when the sun and the moon exists together too!
A smile crept up in her lips behind the veil she was wearing...
Sure, me and Chenglei might be the sun and moon but we can exist together too! Some day... If we held on!
She felt an overwhelming joy in her heart. This is why she liked going to different places. She learnt new things everyday. Till now she didn"t know the sun and theoon can be together.
Her eyes followed down to see the figure approaching from the distance on a white horse...
Flowers bloomed in her heart and she heard a soothing flute music in her ears from the distance.. Whether she imagined the music, she didn"t know.
But the figure approaching her... She knew he was not imagining him as he was asking for directions and there were people pointing at her...
Now, how rare is that?
She searched for him for three years and there he is coming towards her by himself....
She chuckled startling Xiao Mei near her.
Xing thought she"d cry the moment she sees Chenglei again but guess she had lost all her tears for him and she only felt happiness seeing him...
Amidst the sound of her heart thumping she laughed to her hearts content...
Come to me, my Prince! I"m not going to let you go anymore!