"And our horses can go almost any distance;" Leonore was always anxious to impress this point. "We have lovely drives round by the Dee; you would almost think you were in the real country there."
"Quite so, my dear," her father would respond urbanely.
In his heart he spurned the idea. Country? Up went his chin, G.o.d bless his soul, the whole locality stank of docks and offices. The array of dogcarts daily drawn up outside the little station, in punctual awaiting of the five o"clock train, betrayed the business atmosphere. As Leonore did not see it, well, well. Nay, all the better----
"Don"t, for Heaven"s sake, any of you unsettle her," ordered he, aside.
"She"s in precious snug quarters, and has the wit to know it."
But now a strange and hitherto stifled sensation was stealing dimly into Leo"s breast. How blue the mists were, how n.o.ble that range of forest in the distance--how broad and lonely and inviting that straight road with only a solitary cart upon it! There was the old red-roofed homestead she remembered so well at this point. There were the huge ricks and ample outbuildings. There were the smoking teams being unharnessed from the plough.
It seemed to her that she had seen them there often and often before, doing the same--and as the thought arose, another followed; of course they were; it was at this hour, by the self-same train, that she and G.o.dfrey had always pa.s.sed that way.
And she had always selected the same corner seat in the train, and gazed from the window--G.o.dfrey being immersed in his paper, and indifferent to the view. At the thought of G.o.dfrey she caught her breath and sighed,--but after a while the past drifted again into the present.
Who would come to meet her? She had half expected an escort all the way, and been relieved when none was proposed, for to talk would have been an effort,--but of course one or perhaps two sisters would be on the platform when she stepped out? Or perhaps her father--she shrank with a sudden qualm.
Not that she was precisely afraid of the general; he was too uniformly urbane and approving towards herself for that,--but was it possible that he was never quite natural? Had she not invariably the feeling of being treated by him as _company_? As some one towards whom he was bound to be agreeable and jocular? The quick, terse reply, and the occasional frowning undertone--the family undertone--were not for her, any more than for G.o.dfrey; and whereas every one else in the house was liable to be snapped up and made to understand that an opinion was of no account, she, Leo, the youngest and presumably most insignificant of General Boldero"s offspring, might say what she chose, unchecked.
It had all been pleasant enough, only--only now--now she would as soon not see a certain grey wide-awake upon the platform; she would hardly know what to say; and--and there it was!
There it was, but luckily not alone, indeed surrounded by quite a crowd of familiar faces, and the awkward moment--for the moment was awkward, far, far more so than Leonore suspected--was tided over by its publicity.
Every one had been told beforehand what took the general to the station on the occasion.
In the interval which had elapsed between the present moment and his reluctant tender of the shelter of his hearth towards his unfortunate daughter, he had had time to think. Since he must have her and there was no help for it, he would brave out the situation. His neighbours were not in the least likely to have heard anything of G.o.dfrey Stubbs"
affairs, which had never got into the papers and which he himself only knew of by personal communication. They could still be made to believe in the wealth of his late son-in-law; and by his continued deference towards G.o.dfrey"s memory and G.o.dfrey"s widow, he would still be envied and applauded for the match whose advantages he had so a.s.siduously vaunted. It would be intolerable to have the truth known, wherefore the truth should not be known.
"She must understand to hold her tongue, and do you all of you hold yours," he ordered. "No whining, and whispering; no being wheedled out of confidences by impertinent people who make a show of sympathy, while in reality there isn"t one among "em who wouldn"t lick his lips over our discomfiture if it were known. What? _That"s_ easy enough. She comes to live with us because she can"t live alone; too young and--and helpless. It wouldn"t be a bad tip--that"s to say, if people choose to think that Leonore hasn"t the head to manage her money-matters, and that big investments require a lot of looking after, let "em. _We_ needn"t enlighten them. Let the poor child have any prestige she can get that way. After all, what she has or what she hasn"t is n.o.body"s business but her own--and ours; so mind you what I say, I"ll have no talk set agoing, and if I find any of you----" and it was all about to begin again when Sue interposed:--
"Of course we shall say nothing to vex you, father".
"_You_ won"t, I daresay, but," and he threw a glance at the other two, "those feather-brained creatures----"
"Oh, we"re all right." Sybil nodded gaily. "We don"t want to give the show away any more than you do. And it will be rather fun to mystify the neighbourhood, and have the men coming fortune-hunting after a bit----"
"What?" thundered the general, aghast.
"They will, oh, yes, they will. Leo will look uncommonly pretty and pathetic as the rich young widow, and I don"t suppose she will be inconsolable----"
"And you mean--G.o.d bless my soul!" But though General Boldero rolled his eyes, and kept up his high tone of indignant amazement, the speaker did not feel snubbed as she might have done.
"We shall have all the impecunious youths----"
"That we shan"t." A relapse to fierceness.
Sybil laughed. ""Trying it on," was all I was going to say, sir. Any one who knows _you_ wouldn"t back them for a bra.s.s farthing." There was a touch of bitterness in the last words which called forth a "Pshaw!" from the general"s lips. He knew, as they all did, to what the sneer referred, and Sue, as usual, made haste to avert an explosion.
"I don"t think we need fear that Leo will be in any hurry to marry again; she was very fond of poor G.o.dfrey----"
"Then she must keep up appearances for his sake," struck in her father eagerly. "Tell her it"s for _his_ sake, mind; and see that she does it.
As for that nonsense of Sybil"s----" and he enlarged till he had worn out the subject.
When he left the room, the girls looked at each other. "He doesn"t know Leo," said Maud at last. She was always the last to speak, it was the easiest way; Syb could rattle, and sometimes rattle did well enough with a parent who as has been said could be managed when not openly contradicted, but she preferred silence and apparent submission. She could, however, emit a sentiment when alone with her sisters. "He won"t find it as easy as he thinks to get Leo to pretend. She was always a truthful little thing."
"At the same time, it is her duty to obey our father"s wishes," quoth Miss Boldero gently. "And one cannot wonder that he should dislike to have her unfortunate circ.u.mstances known."
"Meaning that she is as poor as a rat, Madam Grandiloquence. Ah, well, _I_ don"t mind. Didn"t I say it would be fun to take in everybody?--and as _I_ am not particularly truthful," laughed Sybil, "I"ll play any part the old gentleman chooses, with all the pleasure in life. Maud, if I catch you tripping, I"ll tread on your toes till you squeak. It is understood that our poor dear bereaved one--eh, Sue? that"s the style, isn"t it?--that she only comes to us because she needs the paternal advice for her oceans of money, and the paternal arm to prevent its being grabbed by needy adventurers. Again I say, what fun!"
But she had not grasped, nor had any of them, what was in General Boldero"s mind.
He rather overdid his part presently on the station platform. He had elected to go alone, and have out the big carriage. He had given orders loudly for it and the luggage cart,--and so entirely was he engrossed in his own view of the subject, that the sight of a pale little face, with heavy eyes, and quivering lips, irritated him. "They"ll see through her like a shot," he muttered to himself. "Why on earth need she--by George!
I had forgotten though----" for he had actually forgotten that only a bare three weeks had elapsed since G.o.dfrey"s death.
Instantly his countenance changed. A mournful air was _de rigueur_, he must be tenderly and sympathetically sad, while yet respectful. He was aware of having been a little too talkative before, and of having given brisk and cheerful greetings to acquaintances whom he had informed of his errand. Hang it all, he wished he had thought of that sooner; and he now bent over the little black-gloved hand with his best air, hoping that he was watched. If he had been accused of any lack of feeling--he patted the hand, and tucked it within his arm.
And he noted with satisfaction the splendid furs, and handsome travelling bag, and all the paraphernalia which still clung to poor Leo and gave her the appearance of a princess.
Mr. Jonas had smiled grimly when asked about this,--but he had given such a decided opinion, and that in so kind a tone, for he was pleased and touched--that the little girl had thankfully received his word as law, and her personal possessions were intact.
In consequence, she had to apologise for the amount of her luggage.
"The more the better, my dear," said the general, graciously,--and everyone within hearing distance was edified by his directions freely delivered anent portmanteaux and dress-baskets. If there were too many for the cart, some of the smaller things could be put on the carriage box. William could walk. They could take a few light articles inside.
Leo felt again the old feeling of being treated as _company_, but it took off the edge of a trying moment, and she was glad of anything that did that.
"Ahem, my dear!" The carriage door was shut, and the general opened his lips.
"Yes, father?"
"There were several kind friends looking on just now, whom I daresay you did not see. You did very well; there was no occasion for you to notice them. And in your place, I may add, I should not bother about seeing people--quite so, quite so--you were not thinking of such a thing, of course not,--you will just keep quiet, and let us say what has to be said. What I mean is," as he caught a bewildered look, "money matters are not in your line, and at such a time as this less than ever. Don"t mention them. Don"t know anything about them. _I_ will tell people all they need to know----"
"But--but do they need to know at all?"
"Certainly not," said General Boldero, promptly. No answer could have pleased him better. "They see you return, very properly, to the home of your childhood, where in future I shall provide for you," he gulped in his throat, and drew the rug further over his knees, but continued; "so that it is n.o.body"s business how you are left by--by your husband."
"G.o.dfrey never knew," murmured she.
"Ahem!" escaped the general.
"Mr. Jonas is afraid he had some anxiety," continued Leonore, bravely; "but he had told some one only the day before--before he died, that he hoped things were going to pull round all right."
"They all think that. But," proceeded her father, curbing the momentary snap, "we need not distress ourselves by entering into details about which I am as ignorant as you. I never thought a business man _could_--however, leave it. What we have to do is to bolster up his memory, to prevent nasty things being said of him--in short, to keep our neighbours in the dark as to the real state of affairs, for if they knew, they would certainly think it disgraceful."
The word was out and he felt the better for it.
Leonore started, and held her breath.
"Aye, disgraceful," resumed her father with increasing emphasis. "I fear I must say it, and there"s not a person who if he knew all that I know, would not join me in saying it. But G.o.dfrey Stubbs was your husband, and----"
"And they shan"t dare to speak a word against him--oh, they shan"t--they shall not,"--with a face of fire she turned towards him, "and, father, you can"t and you mustn"t, either; G.o.dfrey----" but she could speak no more for sobbing.