Hating necessity, he tapped in a new sequence and turned to issue instructions to the tower.
SHIPYEAR 65.
TRIPDAY 171.
FOURTH SHIFT.
16.00 HOURS.
"Priscilla?" Gordy interrupted apologetically. "Morning, Rusty. Priscilla, I was thinking. Could you teach me to be a dragon?"
Rusty glowered; she caught the flicker of his irritation and let it pa.s.s.
"Dragons are possible," she admitted, considering the radiance of the boy"s antic.i.p.ation, "but very difficult. Some people work for years and never achieve the Dragon. It requires study and discipline."
And the soul of a saint? Lina had been at pains these last busy weeks to demonstrate how empaths conducted themselves in the wide universe. Melant"i figured prominently in these lessons. Souls did not.
At her elbow, Gordy sighed. "But you know how, don"t you?"
Did she? The Dragon was a spell of the Inmost Circle-but Moonhawk"s soul was an old one. She had known the way...
Before her mind"s eye the pattern rolled forth; the Inner Ear caught the first rasp of leather wings against the air. She took a breath and reversed the pattern.
"Yes," she said, around her own wonder, "I know how. If you truly want to learn, I can begin to teachyou. But there"s a lot of study between the Tree and the Dragon, Gordy, and no guarantee that you"ll be able to master it."
"Could Rusty be a dragon?" Gordy asked, trying perhaps to establish a range.
"I don"t want to be a dragon," that person announced with spirit. "I like being a radio tech just fine. Don"t you have someplace you need to be, kid?"
"Not right now. I"ve gotta help Ken Rik in twenty minutes. Priscilla, how come not everybody can learn this dragon thing? The Tree"s easy."
"So it is." The Tree, the Room Serenity-anyone might learn these. The larger magics? Lina claimed no soul but her own. "The Tree is a very simple spell, Gordy. Only a good thing. The Dragon is both-a weapon and a shield. It"s not to be used lightly. You could live a whole life without knowing need great enough to call the Dragon."
He frowned. "You mean the dragon is a good thing and a bad thing? That"s as goofy as Pallin"s river."
"Paradox is powerful magic. The River of Strength is a basic paradox. The Dragon is immensely complex, Gordy. You must learn to balance the good against the evil, the strength that preserves against the fire that consumes. You must be careful that the fire does not consume your will, or sheer strength override your... heart. You must not-soar-too close to the sun."
Rusty"s uneasiness pierced the wordnet. She pushed away from the table and smiled at them both. "Or be late for your piloting lesson with the captain. Talk with me more later, Gordy. If you"re still interested.
Rusty, thank you, my friend. I won"t see you at prime, I"m afraid. My schedule"s blocked out for the next two shifts."
He whistled. "That"s some piloting lesson."
"No time with Kayzin Ne"Zame today." She grinned. "A vacation."
Rusty"s laughter escorted her to the door.
She reached the shuttlebay before him. Just.
"Good morning, Priscilla! On time, as usual."
"Good morning, Captain."
He stopped in his tracks, swept a bow that the carryall slung over his shoulder should have made impossible. "Second Mate. Good things find you this day. I perceive that I am in disgrace."
"As if it would matter to you if you were!" she retorted, receiving the first rays of his pattern with something akin to thirst. Two weeks ago she would have wondered at such temerity. It was incredible how quickly she had come to depend on a sense that could not be hers.
"It would matter a great deal," he said, waving her into the bay before him. "Nice day for a shuttle trip, don"t you think?"
It was at least reasonable. The Pa.s.sage was currently in normal s.p.a.ce, ponderously approaching Day an in the Irrobi System.
"If, in the judgment of the master pilot, one requires more board-time in shuttle" she said."High in the boughs today, aren"t you? Practice makes perfect, as Uncle d.i.c.k is wont to say. Roll in, Priscilla. Won"t do to be late."
He dropped the carryall by the copilot"s chair and slid in, his eyes on the board as he adjusted the webbing. Priscilla strapped herself into the pilot"s seat, feeling his excitement as if it were her own: sheer schoolboy glee at finagling a day without tutors or overseers, the thrill of some further antic.i.p.ation riding above his usual pervasive delight. And a glimmer of something else, which she had first taken for his well-leashed nervous energy but now perceived as an edge, almost like worry.
"Board to me, please," he murmured, hands busy over the keys.
Obedient, she shunted control of the ship to the copilot"s board and leaned back, watching.
Lights glowed and darkened; chimes, beeps, and buzzes sounded as he ran the checks with a rapidity that would have dizzied any but another pilot. Air was evacuated from the bay; the hatch in the Pa.s.sage"s outer hull slid down, and they were tumbling away. Shan laughed softly, executed a swift series of maneuvers, cleared screens and instruments with the same flourish, and rea.s.signed the board to her.
"Screen, please."
She provided it, wary now that it was too late.
The Dutiful Pa.s.sage was ridiculously far away, big as a moon in the bottom left grid. Irrobi"s four little worlds hung placidly beneath her.
Shan pointed at the second planet. "I want to be there, please. In-" He paused for a swift silver glance at the boardclock. "-eight hours, I wish to be docking at Swunaket Port. See to it." He spun the chair, snapped the webbing back, and reached for the carryall. At his touch it became a portable screen and desk. Radiating unconcern, he began to work.
Priscilla clamped her jaw on a caustic remark and began the dreary task of determining where exactly they were in relation to where the captain wished them to be.
DATAN.
FIRST SUNRISE.
"Swunaket Port, Captain. The pilot regrets that we have landed five Standard Minutes beforetime."
He looked up, blinking absently. Since his pattern for the past two hours had been the steady buzz of concentration-as perhaps when one played chess-this ploy failed to deceive her.
"Still steamed, Priscilla?" The absent look faded into a grin.
She willed her lips into a straight line. "It was a rotten trick."
"I remember thinking so when my father pulled it on me," he said sympathetically. "Other things, too.
Most of them sadly unfilial. You did quite well, by the way, especially when we hit that bit of turbulence-all the lovely hailstones! Really, the local weather has cooperated beautifully!"
The laughter caught her unaware, filling her belly and chest, heart and head, and, finally, the cabin. "You are a dreadful person!"
Shan sighed and began to rea.s.semble the portable desk. "My brother"s aunt, my eldest sister-now you.
I bow to acc.u.mulated wisdom, Priscilla.""I should think so!" The webbing snapped back into its roller as she stood. The pilot awaits the captain"s further orders."
He set the box aside and stood, stretching with evident enjoyment. "The captain does not require the pilot"s services at present, thank you. He does, however, desire the second mate to accompany him to a certain place in the town where business is to be conducted."
She regarded him suspiciously. "What sort of business?"
"Come, come, Priscilla, I"m a Trader. I have to trade sometime, don"t I? To preserve the illusion, if nothing else."
He bowed slightly, ironically. "And I have need of your-countenance-here. I will be walking a proper distance behind you. The address we go to is in Tralutha Siamn. The name of the firm is Fasholt and Daughters." He waved a big hand, ring glinting. "Lead on!"
She stopped in the shadow of the gate, Shan close behind her, and stared into the street.
Bathed in the b.u.t.ter-yellow light of the smaller sun, women hurried or strolled, singly or in pairs. Behind each, at a respectful three-pace distance, came a man or boy, sometimes two. One elderly woman strolled by on the arm of a younger one, both expensively jeweled and dressed, followed by a train of six boys, each heart-breakingly lovely in sober tunic and slacks.
Priscilla frowned after them. The boys radiated a uniform contentment. Playthings, she thought. Well cared for-perhaps even beloved-pets.
"Well, Priscilla?" His voice was very quiet, with mischief and something more sober spilling from him.
She turned her head to glare. "Am I supposed to own you?"
He nodded. "But don"t repine." He felt the fabric of his wide sleeve between two judgmental fingers, tapped the master"s ring and the intricate silver belt buckle, and stroked light fingers down a soft-clad thigh. "You obviously pamper me."
She flushed. "I can"t think why."
"Unkind, Priscilla. I"m counted not unskilled. Also, I"m a pilot, a mechanic, a good judge of wines, fabrics, spices-"
"And an incurable gabster!" she finished with half-amused vehemence. "If you were mine, I"d have you beaten!"
The slanted brows lifted. "Violence? You might damage the goods, exalted lady. Best to attempt to baiter for one less noisy if this one"s voice displeases you."
"Don"t," she begged him, "tempt me." Back stiff, she turned and marched off.
Head down to hide his grin, Shan followed.
Lomar Fasholt was round-faced and rumpled; her tunic was a particularly pleasing shade of pink. She smiled widely and dismissed her daughter with a nod as Priscilla entered her office.
"A good day to you, Sister Mendoza," Lomar said heartily, coming around the gleaming thurlwood desk and extending a fragrant hand. Priscilla took it and grinned with relief."A good day to you, also, sister."
Lomar laughed gently, her eyes going over Priscilla"s shoulder. "Shannie! What a sight for old eyes you are! Have you decided to marry me, after all? Your room stands ready."
He laughed and came forward to bow: the bow of honored esteem, Priscilla saw. "It"s good to see you, Lomar," he said gently. "How many husbands do you have now?"
"Eight-can you believe it? But it"s no use, Shannie, I can"t not make money! And the more I make, the more husbands they insist I take." She shook her head. "The newest is only a cub, the same age as my youngest daughter! What do they-" Her hands fluttered. "Oh, well, I"ve set him to be schooled, poor lamb. Though it"s hard to find tutors who don"t feel it below their dignity to teach a boy. But here I"m rambling on, and you both standing! Come, sit down."
"I don"t think I"d do well, do you," Shan pursued, "as the ninth? There are certain freedoms I"m accustomed to." He grinned and slouched into a chair, legs thrust out before him. "Besides, I have a minor skill at making money, too. How many husbands can you support?"
"Oh, a few more, certainly. Though not as many as they"ll insist upon. If I were twenty years younger, I"d leave this silly planet and set up somewhere else. I don"t know why my daughters stay-true speech!"
She sat, embracing them with her smile. "Well, I thought you"d say no, my dear, but one can hope. You"d certainly keep me laughing. Why are you here, Shannie?"
Priscilla caught the flicker of his puzzlement before he replied.
"I"m here because I have items to trade. Korval has traded with Fasholt these last two generations."
"And will do so no more. I"d hoped my message was clear." The round face turned sad. "It"s true, isn"t it, Shannie, that your family-your Clan-is headed by a man?"
He frowned and straightened a little in the chair. "Val Con is Heir Lineal, surely-Delm-to-be. But the yos"Pheliums aren"t traders, Lomar; the yos"Galans are. Two different lines."
She considered that for a moment, then: "Who is the mother of your-Line-then, Shannie? No, that"s wrong, isn"t it? I don"t know the right word."
"Thodelm," he supplied, his puzzlement increasing. "I am. Lomar, what is this? Have we slighted you in some way? Have you complaint of our policy, our price? Surely it can be mended. We"ve dealt together so long."
"Do you think I don"t know it? Long, mutually profitable, and always such pleasant visits! Your father, always willing to sit, take a gla.s.s or two, and tell me about goings-ons in the wide galaxy. You the same as he..." She smiled wistfully. "Things would have been better, Shannie, if you had been a girl."
Shan was sitting very tall, intent on the woman"s face. "Lomar, I"m at a loss. I"ve been male all my life, and my father before me! The trade has always gone well."
"Didn"t I say so?" She sighed, radiating grief and affection. "It"s a new law, Shannie. From the temple.
The thrice-blessed have instructed us to have no trade with any families but those who are properly headed by a female. To trade with no ship, except when captain and Trader are women." She fidgeted with an oddment of stone on her desk, then looked up sharply. "It"s Law, Shannie."
"Lomar." Shan was speaking very carefully. "The contract between Clan Korval and the Fasholt familydates back to our grandmothers. It reads-if memory will serve me today-yes: "Between Petrella yos"Galan, or a.s.signees, and Tuleth Fasholt, or a.s.signees."" He moved his shoulders-not quite a shrug-and smiled. "a.s.signees, both."
"I know," she said, shaking her head. "It seems to hold some hope, doesn"t it? I put the case forth, adding that it is the custom among outworlders to consider women and men equal." She grimaced. The thrice-blessed were quite clear: trade is permitted only with those families or ships which are now headed by women. Because outworlders follow unnatural custom is no reason for us to do the same."
"After all," Shan said softly, "the G.o.ddess made us all in Her image."
"Don"t blaspheme, Shannie."
Priscilla stirred. "That is what we are taught-on Sintia."
The older woman smiled sadly. "This is not Sintia, sister. Here we follow the temple"s instructions. Or find ourselves broken into bits and scattered, mother from daughter, and sister from sister, across the world."
Priscilla raised her hand and traced the Sign to Fore-fend in the air between them. Lomar nodded.
"So, I hope, as well. But it seems that my wishes are not to be fulfilled in this lifetime. Perhaps the next turn of the Wheel will find me in a happier time."
"So might it be," Priscilla murmured and Lomar bowed her head.
Shan cleared his throat. "Is it permitted by the-thrice-blessed?-that I speak to you of an item which belongs to a member of my crew? Lady Faaldom, who is Head of her Line-and female! Priscilla will attest my word. Or shall we go away?"
She considered him. "Is this item truly the possession of Lady Faaldom, Shannie? Why didn"t she come to me herself?"
He looked, Priscilla thought, a little hurt. "Of course it"s Lina"s cargo. I said so, didn"t I? As to why she didn"t come herself, why should she? I"m Master Trader, she"s librarian. It"s reasonable that I speak for her in the matter."
Lomar shook her head. "If she"s sworn to you, Head of her Family or not-I"m sorry, Shannie. The Law is the Law. I don"t dare."
With a flash of vivid concern, Shan leaned forward abruptly, extending a hand across the desk. "Lomar, come away!"