"Splub gnog furb SQUAZ," the aud input circuit rattled away, into his pa.s.sive ears. Relentlessly.
My counter-weapon, Gloch thought. They"ve blocked my counter-weapon with a counter-weapon, their own. Who- "Yes sir, gnog furb," the aud input circuit declared in a hearty but garbled voice, "this is good ol" Charley Falks" little boy Martha signing off for now, but I"ll be back with you soon and with me a few more chuckles to lighten the day and make things SQUAZ! cheery and bright. Toodeloo!" The voice, then, ceased. There was only distant background static, not even a carrier wave.
I don"t know any little boy named Martha, Gloch thought. And, he realized, there"s more wrong; the a-ending is out of the first Latin declension, so "Martha" can"t can"t be a boy"s name. Logically, it would have to be Marthus. Or maybe they didn"t know that; Charley Falks didn"t know that. Probably not well-read. As I recall, from what I saw of Charley he was one of those self-educated simps ignorant as h.e.l.l on the inside but lathered over on the outside with a thin layer of bits of cultural, scientific, odd, dubious half-facts which he always liked to drone out for hours on end to whoever was listening or if not listening then anyhow in the vicinity and so at least potentially within earshot. And then when he got older you could practically walk off and he"d still be talking, to no one. But then of course I didn"t have my chamber in those days, so my own time-sense was so faulty that what actually lasted only minutes seemed like years; at least that"s what they told me, those "wash psychiatrists, back in the early days, when they were testing me and setting me up so I could function, getting this chamber designed and built. be a boy"s name. Logically, it would have to be Marthus. Or maybe they didn"t know that; Charley Falks didn"t know that. Probably not well-read. As I recall, from what I saw of Charley he was one of those self-educated simps ignorant as h.e.l.l on the inside but lathered over on the outside with a thin layer of bits of cultural, scientific, odd, dubious half-facts which he always liked to drone out for hours on end to whoever was listening or if not listening then anyhow in the vicinity and so at least potentially within earshot. And then when he got older you could practically walk off and he"d still be talking, to no one. But then of course I didn"t have my chamber in those days, so my own time-sense was so faulty that what actually lasted only minutes seemed like years; at least that"s what they told me, those "wash psychiatrists, back in the early days, when they were testing me and setting me up so I could function, getting this chamber designed and built.
I wish for chrissake"s, he thought mournfully, I could remember the concept for the counter-weapon I had in mind or almost had in mind or anyhow think I almost had in mind, before that garbage started coming in over the conduit.
It would have been one h.e.l.l of a counter-weapon to use against Horst Bertold and the UN. He was sure of that. that.
Maybe it"ll come back to me later, he reflected. Anyhow strictly speaking it was merely the nucleus of the counter-tactic idea; hardly had begun to grow. Takes time. If I"m not interrupted any further . . . if that dratted rubbish doesn"t start up again promptly the second I begin to really fatten up the original notion into something Herr von Einem can put to use functionally, right out into the field to see action in the overall struggle we"re bogged so darn down in at Whale"s Mouth and wherever else they"re all tangling . . . probably all over the universe by now; I"m probably six weeks behind, with data stored up ready to be fed to me from for instance last Thursday if not last year.
Martha, he thought. Let"s see: "The Last Rose of Summer" is from that. Who wrote it? Flotow? Lehar? One of those light opera composers.
"Hummel," the aud input circuit suddenly stated, startling him; it was a familiar, dry, aged male voice. "Johann Nepomuk Hummel."
"You"re a goldmine of misinformation," Gloch said irritably, in response, automatically, to one more of garrulous ol" Charley Falks" typical tidbits of wrong knowledge. He was so used to it, so darn, wearily resigned out of long experience. All the way back to his childhood, back throughout the dreary procession of years.
It"s enough to make you wish you were a carpenter, Gloch mused grimly. And didn"t have to think, just measure boards, saw and pound, all that purely physical activity. Then it wouldn"t matter what ol" Charley Falks blabbled out, or what his pest of a kid Martha chimed in with in addition, for that matter; it didn"t matter who said anything, or what.
d.a.m.n nice, he thought, if you could go back and live your life over again from the start. Only this time making it different; getting on the right track for once. A second chance, and with what I know now- But exactly what did he know now?
For the life of him he couldn"t remember.
"Pun, there," the voice from the aud circuit commented. "Life of you, life lived over . . . see?" It chuckled.
TWELVE.
Within its bow-shaped mouth the half-chewed eyes lay, rolling on the surface of its greedy, licking tongue. Those not completely eaten, those which still shone with l.u.s.ter, regarded him as they rolled slightly; they continued to function, although no longer fixed to the bulbed, oozing exterior surface of the head. New eyes, like tiny pale eggs, had already begun to form, he perceived. They clung in cl.u.s.ters.
He was seeing it. Not a deformed, half-hallucinated, pseudo-image, but the actual presence of the underlying substrate-ent.i.ty which inhabited or somehow managed to lodge itself in this paraworld for long periods of time-possibly forever, he realized with a shudder. Possibly for the total, absolute duration of its existence.
That might be a time-span of such magnitude as to smother any rational insight; he intuited that. The thing was old. And it had learned to feed on itself. He wondered how many centuries had pa.s.sed before it had encountered that method of survival. He wondered what else it had tried first-and what it still resorted to, when necessary.
There were undoubtedly a number of techniques which it could make use of, when pressed. This act of consuming its own sensory-apparatus . . . it appeared to be a reflex act, not even consciously done. By now a mere habit; the creature chewed monotonously, and the l.u.s.ter within the still-watching half-consumed eyes was extinguished. But already the new ones expanding in cl.u.s.ters against the outer surface of the head had begun to acquire animation; several, more advanced in development than the others, had in a dim way discovered him and were with each pa.s.sing second becoming more alert. Their initial interchange with reality involved him, and the realization of this made him sick with disgust. To be the first object sighted by such semi-autonomous ent.i.ties- Hoa.r.s.ely, its voice thickened by the mouthful which it still continued to chew, the creature said, "Good morning. I have your book for you. Sign here." One of its pseudopodia convulsed and its tip lathered in a spasm which, after an interval, fumbled forth a bulky old-style bound-in-boards volume which it placed on a small plastic table before Rachmael.
"What-book is this?" he demanded, presently. His mind, numbed, refused to interfere as his fingers poked haphazardly at the handsome gold-stamped book which the creature had presented him.
"The fundamental reference source in this survey instruction," the cephalopodic organism answered as it laboriously filled out a long printed form; it made use of two pseudopodia and two writing instruments simultaneously, enormously speeding up the intricate task. "Dr. Bloode"s great primary work, in the seventeenth edition." It swiveled the book, to show him the ornate spine. "The True and "The True and Complete Economic and Political History of Newcolonizedland," Complete Economic and Political History of Newcolonizedland," it informed him, in a severe, dignified tone of voice, as if reproving him for his unfamiliarity with the volume. Or rather, he realized suddenly, as if it a.s.sumed that the t.i.tle would have overpowering influences alone, without additional aid. it informed him, in a severe, dignified tone of voice, as if reproving him for his unfamiliarity with the volume. Or rather, he realized suddenly, as if it a.s.sumed that the t.i.tle would have overpowering influences alone, without additional aid.
"Hmm," he said, then, still nonplussed-to say the least. And he thought, It can"t be, but it is. Paraworld-which? Not precisely as it had manifested itself before; this was not Blue, because his glimpse of that, ratified by the other weevils, had contained a cyclopsic organism. And this, for all its similarity to the Aquatic Horror-shape, had by reason of its compound multi-eye system a fundamentally different aspect. Not precisely as it had manifested itself before; this was not Blue, because his glimpse of that, ratified by the other weevils, had contained a cyclopsic organism. And this, for all its similarity to the Aquatic Horror-shape, had by reason of its compound multi-eye system a fundamentally different aspect.
Could this actually be the authentic underlying reality? he wondered. This macro-abomination that resembled nothing ever witnessed by him before? A grotesque monstrosity which seemed, as he watched it devour and consume-to its evident satisfaction-the remainder of its eyes, almost a parody of the Aquatic Horror-shape?
"This book," the creature intoned, "demonstrates beyond any doubt whatsoever that the plan to colonize the ninth planet of the Fomalhaut system is foolish. No such colony as the projected Newcolonizedland can possibly be established. We owe a great debt to Dr. Bloode for his complete elucidation of this complex topic." It giggled, then. A wet, slurred, wobbly giggle of delighted mirth.
"But the t.i.tle," he said. "It says-"
"Irony," the creature t.i.ttered. "Of course. After all, no such colony exists." It paused, then, contemplatively. "Or does it?"
He was silent. For some ill-disclosed reason he felt a deep, abiding ominousness in the query.
"I wonder," the creature said speculatively, "why you don"t speak. Is it so difficult a question? There is, of course, that small group of insane fanatics who allege that such a colony in some weird manner or other actually-" It halted as an ominous shape began-to both its surprise and Rachmael"s-to materialize above its head. "A thing," the creature said, with resigned weariness. "And the worst style of thing in the known universe. I detest them. Do you not also, Mr. ben Applebaum?"
"Yes," Rachmael admitted. Because the detested object forming was equally familiar-and loathsome-to him also.
A creditor balloon.
"Oh, there you are!" the balloon piped at the amorphous ma.s.s of living tissue confronting Rachmael; it descended, tropic to the eye-eating creature. Obviously, it had located its target.
"Ugh," the eye-eater mumbled in disgust; with its pseudopodia it batted irritably at the invader.
"You must keep your credit-standing up and in good repute!" the balloon squealed as it bobbed and descended. "Your entire-"
"Get out of here," the eye-eater muttered angrily.
"Mr. Trent," the balloon shrilled, "your debts are odious! A great variety of small businessmen will go into bankruptcy immediately unless you honor your obligations! Don"t you have the decency to do so? Everyone took you for a person who honored his obligations, an honorable man who could be trusted. Your a.s.sets will be attached through the courts, Mr. Trent; prepare for legal action to be instigated starting immediately! If you don"t make at least a token attempt to pay, the entire net worth of Lies, Incorporated-"
"I don"t own Lies, Incorporated any more," the eye-eater broke in gloomily. "It belongs to Mrs. Trent, now. Mrs. Silvia Trent. I suggest you go and bother her."
"There is no such person as "Mrs. Silvia Trent," " the creditor balloon said, with wrathful condemnation. "And you know it. Her real name is Freya Holm, and she"s your mistress."
"A lie," the eye-eater rumbled ominously; again its pseudopodia whipped viciously, seeking out the agile creditor balloon, which dipped and bobbed barely beyond the flailing reach of the several sucker-impregnated arms. "As a matter of fact, this gentleman here-" It indicated Rachmael. "My understanding is that the lady and this individual are emotionally involved. Miss Holm is-was, whatever-a friend of mine, a very close friend. But hardly my mistress." The eye-eater looked embarra.s.sed.
Rachmael said to it, "You"re Matson Glazer-Holliday."
"Yes," the eye-eater admitted.
"He took this evil manifestation," the creditor balloon shouted, "to evade us. But as you can see, Mr.-" It regarded Rachmael as it bobbed and drifted. "I believe you are familiar to us, too," it declared then. "Are you one of those who has shirked his moral and legal duty, who has failed to honor his financial obligations? As a matter of fact . . ." It drifted very slowly toward Rachmael. "I think I personally personally hounded you not too long ago, sir. You are-" It considered as, within, electronic circuits linked it to its agency"s central computer banks. "ben Applebaum!" it shrilled in triumph. "Zounds! I"ve caught two deadbeats AT THE SAME TIME!" hounded you not too long ago, sir. You are-" It considered as, within, electronic circuits linked it to its agency"s central computer banks. "ben Applebaum!" it shrilled in triumph. "Zounds! I"ve caught two deadbeats AT THE SAME TIME!"
"I"m getting out of here," the eye-eater who was-or once had been-Matson Glazer-Holliday declared; it began to flow off, uniped-wise, getting free of the situation as quickly as possible . . . and at Rachmael"s expense.
"Hey," he protested weakly. "Don"t you go scuttling off, Matson. This is all too d.a.m.n much; wait, for G.o.d"s sake!"
"Your late father," the creditor balloon boomed at him, its voice now amplified by the background data supplied it by the central computer upon which it depended, "as of Friday, November tenth, 2014, owed four and one-third million poscreds to the n.o.ble firm Trails of Hoffman Limited, and as his heir, you, sir, must appear before the Superior Court of Marin County, California, and show just cause as to why you have failed (or if you by a miracle have not not failed but possess the due sum in toto) and if by your failure you hope to-" failed but possess the due sum in toto) and if by your failure you hope to-"
Its resonant voice ceased. Because, in approaching Rachmael the better to hara.s.s him, it had forgotten about the finely probing pseudopodia of the eye-eater.
One of the pseudopodia had whipped about the body of the creditor balloon. And squeezed.
"Gleeb!" the creditor balloon squeaked. "Gak!" it whooshed as its frail structure crumbled. "Glarg!" it sighed, and then wheezed into final silence as the pseudopodium crushed it. Fragments rained down, then. A gentle pat-pat of terminal sound.
And after that-silence.
"Thanks," Rachmael said, gratefully.
"Don"t thank me," the eye-eater said in a gloomy voice. "After all, you"ve got a lot more troubles than that pitiful object. For instance, Rachmael, you"ve got the illness. Telpor Syndrome. Right?"
"Right," he admitted.
"So it"s S.A.T. for you. Good old therapy by Lupov"s psychiatrists, probably some second-string hick we never ought to have voted money to pay for. Some fnigging quab; right?" The eye-eater chuckled, in a philosophic fashion. "Well, so it goes. Anyhow- what"s with you, Rachmael? Lately you"ve been, um, a weevil; part of that cla.s.s and seeing Paraworld Blue . . . is that correct? Yes, correct." The eye-eater nodded sagely. "And it"s just ever so much fun . . . right? With that Sheila Quam as the control, these days. And form 47-B hanging around, ready to be utilized as soon as two of you experience the same delusional world. Heh-heh." It chuckled; or rather, Matson Glazer-Holliday chuckled. Rachmael still found it difficult, if not impossible, to recall that the pulpy, ma.s.sive heap of organic tissue confronting him was Matson.
And-why this shape? Had the creditor balloon been right? Merely to evade the balloon . . . it seemed an overly extreme ruse to escape. Frankly Rachmael was not convinced; he sensed that more, much more, lay below the surface of apparent meaning.
Below the surface. Did nothing actual lie at hand? Did everything have to turn out, eventually, to consist of something else entirely? He felt weary-and resigned. Evidently this remained so. Whether he liked it or not. Delusional as this might be, obviously it was not acting in conformity to Did nothing actual lie at hand? Did everything have to turn out, eventually, to consist of something else entirely? He felt weary-and resigned. Evidently this remained so. Whether he liked it or not. Delusional as this might be, obviously it was not acting in conformity to his his wishes. Not in the slightest. wishes. Not in the slightest.
"What can you tell me," he said, "about Freya?" He set himself, braced against the possibility of horrible final news; he waited with cold stoic antic.i.p.ation.
"Chrissake, she"s fine," the eye-eater answered. "n.o.body got her; it was me they got. Blew me to bits, they did."
"But," Rachmael pointed out, "you"re alive."
"Somewhat." The eye-eater sounded disenchanted. "You call this being alive? Well, I guess technically it"s being alive; I can move around, eat food, breathe; maybe, for all I know, I can reproduce myself. Okay, I admit it; I"m alive. Are you satisfied?"
Rachmael said hoa.r.s.ely, "You"re a Mazdast."
"h.e.l.l I am."
"But my paraworld," Rachmael said bluntly, "is Paraworld Blue. I"ve seen the Aquatic Horror-shape, Matson; I know from firsthand experience what it looks like." He plunged on, then, ruthlessly. "And you"re it."
"Almost." The eye-eater sounded placid; he had not disturbed its potent calm. "But you yourself noticed crucial differences, son. For example, I possess a mult.i.tude of compound eyes; high in protein, they often provide me-in time of dire want-an ample diet. As I recently demonstrated. Shall I display this neat faculty once more?" It reached, then, two pseudopodia toward its recently regrown optic organs. "Very tasty," it intoned, now apparently engrossed in furthering its meal.
"Wait a moment," Rachmael said thickly. "I find your appet.i.te offensive; for G.o.d"s sake, wait!"
"Anything," the eye-eater said obligingly, "to please a fellow human being. We both are, you realize. I am, certainly. After all, I"m the quondam owner of Lies, Incorporated; correct? No, I am not a Mazdast; not one of the primordial Ur Ur-inhabitants of Fomalhaut IX. They const.i.tute a low order of organism; I spit on them." It spat, decisively. In its mind there was no doubt; it detested the Mazdasts. "What I am," it continued, "is the living embodiment of humanity and not some alien creep-thing that nature was inclined to sp.a.w.n on this far-flung, rather degenerate crypto-colony planet. Well, when Computer Day arrives, all that will be taken care of. You included, you odd life-form, you. Heh-heh." It giggled once more. "Now, that book I loaned you. Dr. Bloode"s book. It seems to me that if you want to catch up on the very vital facts pertaining to Newcolonizedland, you really ought to con it thoroughly. What you want to learn undoubtedly lies within. Read it! Go on! Heh-heh." Its voice trailed off stickily into an indistinct torrent of mumbled amus.e.m.e.nt, and Rachmael felt a surge of doubt, overwhelming doubt, that this was-at least now-the man he had known as Matson Glazer-Holliday. He sensed its innate alienness. It was, beyond doubt, nonhuman. To say the least.
With dignity, he answered, "I"ll read it when I have time."
"But you"ll enjoy it, Mr. ben Applebaum. Not only is the volume educational, but also highly amusing. Let me quote one of Dr. Bloode"s quite singular Thingisms."
" "Thingisms"?" Rachmael felt baffled-and wary. He had a deep intuition that the Thingism, whatever it was, would not not be amusing. Not to him, anyhow, or to any human. be amusing. Not to him, anyhow, or to any human.
"I always enjoyed this one," the eye-eater intoned, its saliva spilling from its mouth as it writhed with glee. "Consider: since you are about to read the book, here is Thingism Number Twenty, dealing with books.
"Ahem. "The book business is hidebound." "
After a pause, Rachmael said, "That"s it?"
"Perhaps you failed to understand. I"ll give you another gem, one more particular favorite of mine. And if that that fails to move you . . . Oooohhh! That"s a Thingism! Listen! "The representative of the drayage firm failed to move me." Oooohhh! How was that?" It waited hopefully. fails to move you . . . Oooohhh! That"s a Thingism! Listen! "The representative of the drayage firm failed to move me." Oooohhh! How was that?" It waited hopefully.
Baffled, Rachmael said, "I don"t get it."
"All right." The eye-eater"s tone was now harsh. "Read the book purely for educational purposes, then. So be it. You want to know the origin of this form which I have taken. Well, everyone will take it, sooner or later. We all do; this is how we become after we die."
He stared at it.
"While you ponder," the eye-eater continued, "I"ll delight you with a few more Thingisms of Dr. Bloode"s. This one I always enjoy. "The vidphone company let me off the hook." How was that? Or this one: "The highway construction truck tore up the street at forty miles an hour." Or this: "I am not in a position to enjoy s.e.xual relations." Or-"
Shutting his ears, ignoring the prolix eye-eater, Rachmael examined the book, finding a page at dead-random. The text swam, then set into clear focus for him.
A zygote formed between the indigenous inhabitants of Fomalhaut IX and h.o.m.o sapiens gives us evidence of the dominant aspect of the so-called "Mazdast" genetic inheritance. From the twin radically opposing strains arises what nominally appears to be a pure "Mazdast," with the exceptional reorganization of the organs of sight, the cephalopodic ent.i.ty otherwise manifesting itself intact and in its customary fashion.
"You mean," Rachmael said, glancing up from the book, stunned, "that when you say you"re Matson Glazer-Holliday you mean you"re an offspring of his and a-"
"And of a female Mazdast," the eye-eater said calmly. "Read on, Mr. ben Applebaum. There"s much more there to interest you. You"ll find that each of the paraworlds is explained; the structure of each is displayed so that the logic const.i.tuting each is clearly revealed. Look in the index. Select the paraworld which most interests you."
He turned at once to Paraworld Blue. Paraworld Blue.
"And Freya Holm," the eye-eater said, as Rachmael leafed shakily through the volume for the cited page. "You wish to find her; this is your primary motive for coming here to Fomalhaut IX. Possibly there"s an entry regarding Miss Holm; had you thought of that, sir?"
Huskily, with disbelief, Rachmael said, "You"re kidding." It was impossible.
"Merely test out what I say. Look under Holm comma Freya."
He did so.
The index informed him that there existed two entries regarding Freya. One on page fifty. The second further in, deep into the book: on page two-hundred-and-ten.
He chose the earlier one first.
Freya saw, then, into the grave and screamed; she ran and as she ran, struggled to get away, she knew it for what it was: a refined form of nerve gas that-and then her coherent thoughts ceased and she simply ran.
"It details," the eye-eater informed him, "Miss Holm"s actions on this side of the Telpor gate. Up to the present. If you want to know what became of her, simply read on. And," it added sourly, "what became of me."
His hands shaking, Rachmael read on. He had now swiftly turned to the later citation on page two-hundred-and-ten; before his eyes danced the black bug-like words, details of Freya"s fate here at Newcolonizedland. He held, read, understood what he had come for; this, as the eye-eater said, contained what he wanted.
Facing the deformed ent.i.ty which she had once known as the human "wash psychiatrist Dr. Lupov, Freya whispered ashenly, "So the transformation is arranged by means of your techniques and all of those d.a.m.ned gadgets you use to keep people thinking along the exact lines you want. And I thought it was a biological sport; I was so completely convinced." She shut her eyes in deep, overpowering fatigue. And realized that this was the end; she would go the way of Mat, of Rachmael ben Applebaum, of "What way?" Rachmael demanded, lifting his eyes from the page and confronting the creature before him. "You mean become like you?" His body cringed; he retreated physically from even the notion of it, let alone its presence here before him.
"All flesh must die," the eye-eater said, and giggled.
Almost unable to hold onto Dr. Bloode"s volume, Rachmael once more turned to the index. This time he selected the entry: ben Applebaum, Rachmael And again read on. Grimly.
To the sharp-featured, intent young man beside him, Lupov said, "I think we can consider Reconstruct Method Three to be successful. At least in its initial phase."
Jaime Weiss nodded. "I agree. And you have the alternate versions of the text available? As the other persons are brought in?" He did not take his eyes from the vid screen; he missed nothing of the activity that at slowed-velocity pa.s.sed before the magnetic scanning-heads of the replay deck for his and Dr. Lupov"s scrutiny.
"Several are ready." It did not seem urgent to Lupov to have all alternates of the text which Rachmael ben Applebaum now read available at the same time; after all . . . certain changes in the other versions might be indicated, depending on which way ben Applebaum jumped. His reaction to this text-in particular the part dealing with his own "death"-would come in any moment, now.
On the small screen Rachmael ben Applebaum slowly closed the book, stood uncertainly, and then said to the creature facing him, "So that"s how I"m going to get knocked off. Like that. Just like that."
"More or less," the eye-eater answered, carelessly.
"It"s a good job," Jaime Weiss commented with approval.