"Willie, my lad," he said, "I canna gi"e ye a share o" the farm. It is owre sma" for the mony mouths it has to feed. I ha"e laid by a hantel o"
siller for a rainy day, an" this I maun gi"e ye to win a farm for yoursel" in the woods of Canada. There is plenty o" room there, an"
industry brings its ain reward. If Jeanie Burns lo"es you as weel as your dear mither did me, she will be fain to follow you there."
Willie grasped his father"s hand, for he was too much elated to speak, and he ran away to tell his tale of love to the girl of his heart.
Jeanie had long loved Robertson in secret, and they were not long in settling the matter. They forgot, in their first moments of joy, that old Saunders had to be consulted, for they had determined to take the old man with them. But here an obstacle occurred, of which they had not dreamed. Old age is selfish, and Saunders obstinately refused to comply with their wishes. The grave that held the remains of his wife and son, was dearer to him than all the comforts promised to him by the impatient lovers in that far foreign land. Jeanie wept, but Saunders, deaf and blind, neither heard nor saw her grief, and like a dutiful child she breathed no complaint to him, but promised to remain with him until his head rested on the same pillow with the dead.
This was a sore and great trial to Willie Robertson, but he consoled himself for the disappointment with the reflection that Saunders, in the course of nature, could not live long; and that he would go and prepare a place for his Jean, and have everything ready for her reception against the old man died.
"I was a cousin of Willie"s," continued James, "by the mither"s side, an" her persuaded me to go wi" him to Canada. We set sail the first o"
May, an" were here in time to chop a sma" fallow for our fall crop.
Willie had more o" the warld"s gear than I, for his father had provided him wi" sufficient funds to purchase a good lot o" wild land, which he did in the township of M---, an" I was to wark wi" him on shares. We were amang the first settlers in that place, an" we found the wark before us rough an" hard to our heart"s content. Willie, however, had a strong motive for exertion, an" neever did man wark harder than he did that first year on his bush-farm, for the love o" Jeanie Burns. We built a comfortable log-house, in which we were a.s.sisted by the few nieighbours we had, who likewise lent a han" in clearing ten acres we had chopped for fall crop.
"All this time Willie kept up a correspondence wi" Jeanie; an" he used to talk to me o" her comin" out, an" his future plans, every night when our wark was dune. If I had na lovit and respected the girl mysel", I sud ha"e got unco tired o" the subject.
"We had jest put in our first crop o" wheat, when a letter cam" frae Jeanie bringin" us the news o" her grandfather"s death. Weel I ken the word that Willie spak" to me when he closed the letter,--"Jamie, the auld man"s gane at last; an" G.o.d forgi"e me, I feel too gladsome to greet. Jeanie is willin" to come whenever I ha"e the means to bring her out; an" hout, man, I"m jest thinkin" that she winna ha"e to wait lang."
"Guid workmen were gettin" very high wages jest then, an" Willie left the care o" the place to me, an" hired for three months wi" auld squire Jones, in the next township. Willie was an unco guid teamster, an" could put his han" to ony kind o" wark; an" when his term o" service expired, he sent Jeanie forty dollars to pay her pa.s.sage out, which he hoped she would not delay longer than the spring.
"He got an answer frae Jeanie full o" love an" grat.i.tude; but she thought that her voyage might be delayed until the fall. The guid woman with whom she had lodged sin" her parents died had jest lost her husband, an" was in a bad state o" health, an" she begged Jeanie to bide wi" her until her daughter could leave her service in Edinburgh, an" come to tak" charge o" the house. This person had been a kind an" steadfast frin" to Jeanie in a" her troubles, an" had helped her to nurse the auld man in his dyin" illness. I am sure it was jest like Jeanie to act as she did; she had all her life looked more to the comforts of others than to her ain. Robertson was an angry man when he got that letter, an" he said,--"If that was a" the lo"e that Jeanie Burns had for him, to prefer an auld wife"s comfort, wha was naething to her, to her betrothed husband, she might bide awa" as lang as she pleased; he would never fash himsel" to mak" screed o" a pen to her agen."
"I could na think that the man was in earnest, an" I remonstrated wi"
him on his folly an" injustice. This ended in a sharp quarrel atween us, and I left him to gang his ain gate, an" went to live with my uncle, who kept the smithy in the village.
"After a while, we heard that Willie Robertson was married to a Canadian woman, neither young nor good-looking, an" varra much his inferior every way; but she had a guid lot o" land in the rear o"
his farm. Of course I thought it was a" broken aff wi" puir Jean, an"
I wondered what she wud spier at the marriage.
"It was early in June, an" the Canadian woods were in their first flush o" green,--an" how green an" lightsome they be in their spring dress!--when Jeanie Burns landed in Canada. She travelled her lane up the country, wonderin" why Willie was not at Montreal to meet her, as he had promised in the last letter he sent her. It was late in the afternoon when the steamboat brought her to Cobourg, an" without waitin"
to ask any questions respectin" him, she hired a man an" cart to take her an" her luggage to M---. The road through the bush was varra heavy, an" it was night before they reached Robertson"s clearin". Wi" some difficulty the driver fund his way among the charred logs to the cabin door.
"Hearin" the sound o" wheels, the wife--a coa.r.s.e, ill-dressed slattern--cam" out to spier wha" could bring strangers to sic" an out-o"-the-way place at that late hour. Puir Jeanie! I can weel imagin"
the flutterin" o" her heart, when she spiered o" the coa.r.s.e wife "if her ain Willie Robertson was at hame?"
""Yes," answered the woman, gruffly; "but he is not in frae the fallow yet. You maun ken him up yonder, tending the blazing logs."
"Whiles Jeanie was strivin" to look in the direction which the woman pointed out, an" could na see through the tears that blinded her e"e, the driver jumped down frae the cart, an" asked the puir la.s.s whar he sud leave her trunks, as it was getting late, and he must be aff.
""You need na bring thae big kists in here," quoth Mistress Robertson; "I ha"e na room in my house for strangers an" their luggage."
""Your house!" gasped Jeanie, catchin" her arm. "Did ye na tell me that _he_ lived here?--an" wherever Willie Robertson bides, Jeanie Burns sud be a welcome guest. Tell him," she continued, tremblin" all owre,--for she telt me afterwards that there was somethin" in the woman"s look an"
tone that made the cold chills run to her heart, "that an auld frind frae Scotland has jest come aff a lang, wearisome journey, to see him."
""You may spier for yoursel"," said the woman, angrily. "My husband is noo comin" dune the clearin"."
"The word husband was scarcely out o" her mouth, than puir Jeanie fell as ane dead across the door-stair. The driver lifted up the unfortunat"
girl, carried her into the cabin, an" placed her in a chair, regardless o" the opposition of Mistress Robertson, whose jealousy was now fairly aroused, an" she declared that the bold hizzie sud not enter her doors.
"It was a long time afore the driver succeeded in bringin" Jeanie to hersel"; an" she had only jest unclosed her een, when Willie cam" in.
""Wife," he said, "whose cart is this standin" at the door? an" what do these people want here?"
""You ken best," cried the angry woman. "That creater is nae acquaintance o" mine; an" if she is suffered to remain here, I will quit the house."
""Forgi"e me, gude woman, for having unwittingly offended you," said Jeanie, rising; "but mercifu" Father! how sud I ken that Willie Robertson--my ain Willie--had a wife? Oh, Willie!" she cried, coverin"
her face in her hands, to hide a" the agony that was in her heart, "I ha"e come a lang way, an" a weary, to see ye, an" ye might ha"e spared me the grief, the burnin" shame o" this. Fareweel, Willie Robertson! I will never mair trouble ye nor her wi" my presence; but this cruel deed o" yours has broken my heart!"
"She went her lane weepin"; an" he had na the courage to detain her, or speak ae word o" comfort in her sair distress, or attempt to gi"e ony account o" his strange conduct. Yet, if I ken him right, that must ha"e been the most sorrowfu" moment in his life.
"Jeanie was a distant connexion o" my aunt"s; an" she found us out that night, on her return to the village, an" tould us a" her grief. My aunt was a kind, guid woman, an" was indignant at the treatment she had received, an" loved and cherished her as if she had been her ain bairn.
For two whole weeks she kept her bed, an" was sae ill that the doctor despaired o" her life; and when she did come amang us agen, the rose had faded aff her cheek, an" the light frae her sweet blue e"e, an" she spak" in a low, subdued voice; but she never accused him o" being the cause o" her grief. One day she called me aside and said--
""Jamie, you ken"d how I lo"ed an" trusted him, an" obeyed his ain wish in comin" out to this wearisome country to be his wife. But "tis a" owre now." An" she pa.s.sed her sma" hands tightly owre her breast, to keep doon the swellin" o" her heart. "Jamie, I ken that this is a" for the best; I lo"ed him too weel,--mair than ony creature sud lo"e a perishin"
thing o" earth. But I thought that he wud be sae glad an" sae proud to see his ain Jeanie sae sune. But, oh! ah, weel; I maun na think o" that.
What I wud jest say is this"--and she tuk a sma" packet frae her breast, while the saut tears streamed doon her pale cheeks--"he sent me forty dollars to bring me owre the sea to him. G.o.d bless him for that! I ken he worked hard to earn it, for he lo"ed me then. I was na idle during his absence; I had saved enough to bury my dear auld grandfather, an"
to pay my expenses out; an" I thought, like the guid servant in the parable, I wud return Willie his ain wi" interest, an" I hoped to see him smile at my diligence, an" ca" me his dear, bonnie la.s.sie. Jamie, I canna keep his siller; it lies like a weight o" lead on my heart.
Tak" it back to him, an" tell him frae me, that I forgi"e him a" his cruel deceit, an" pray G.o.d to grant him prosperity, an" restore to him that peace o" mind o" which he has robbed me for ever."
"I did as she bade me. Willie Robertson looked stupified when I delivered her message. The only remark he made when I gied him back the siller was, "I maun be gratefu" man, that she did na curse me."
The wife cam" in, an" he hid awa" the packet and slunk aff. The man looked degraded in his ain sight, an" sae wretched, that I pitied him frae my heart.
"When I cam" home, Jeanie met me at the yet. "Tell me," she said, in a dowie, anxious voice,--"tell me, cousin Jamie, what pa.s.sed atween ye.
Had Willie nae word for me?"
""Naething, Jeanie. The man is lost to himsel"--to a" who ance wished him weel. He is na worth a decent body"s thought."
"She sighed sairly; an" I saw that her heart craved after some word or token frae him. She said nae mair; but pale an" sorrowfu", the verra ghaist o" her former sel", went back into the house.
"Frae that hour she never breathed his name to ony o" us; but we all ken"d that it was her lo"e for him that was wearin" out her life. The grief that has nae voice, like the canker-worm, lies ne"est the heart.
Puir Jean, she held out durin" the simmer, but when the fa" cam", she jest withered awa", like a flower nipped by the early frost; an" this day we laid her in the earth.
"After the funeral was owre, an" the mourners a" gane, I stood beside her grave, thinking owre the days o" my boyhood, when she an" I were happy weans, an" used to pu" the gowans together, on the heathery hills o" dear auld Scotland. An" I tried in vain to understan" the mysterious providence o" G.o.d that had stricken her, who seemed sae guid an" pure, an spared the like o" me, who was mair deservin" o" his wrath, when I heard a deep groan, an" I saw Willie Robertson standin" near me, beside the grave.
""You may as weel spare your grief noo," said I, for I felt hard towards him, "an" rejoice that the weary is at rest."
""It was I killed her," said he; "an" the thought will haunt me to my last day. Did she remember me on her death-bed?"
""Her thoughts were only ken"d by Him, Willie, wha reads the secrets of a" hearts. Her end was peace; and her Saviour"s blessed name was the last sound on her lips. If ever woman died o" a broken heart, there she lies."
""Ah, Jeanie!" he cried, "my ain darlin" Jeanie! my blessed lammie! I was na worthy o" yer luve. My heart, too, is breakin". To bring ye back ance mair, I would gladly lay me doon an" dee."
"An" he flung himsel" upon the fresh piled sods, an" greeted like a child.
"When he grew more calm, we had a long conversation about the past; an"
truly I think that the man was na in his right senses, when he married yon wife. At ony rate, he is nae lang for this world; he has fretted the flesh aff his banes, an" afore mony months are owre, his heid wul lie as low as puir Jeanie Burns."
My Native Land.
"My native land, my native land!