BEETHOVEN.
6.
BEETHOVEN TO WEGELER.
Vienna, May 2nd, 1810.
My good old Friend,
I can almost fancy these lines creating a surprise in your mind; and yet, although left without epistolary witnesses, you live most vividly in my recollection; indeed, there is amongst my MSS. one long destined for you, and which you will certainly receive during this summer.[166]
My retired life has ceased these last few years, and I have been forcibly drawn into the world. I have not yet decided for or against this change, but who has not felt the storm which is raging around us?
I, however, should be happy, perhaps the happiest of men, had not that demon taken possession of my ears. I have read somewhere that man should not wilfully part from this life whilst he could do but one good deed; and, but for this, I should ere now have ceased to exist, and by my own hand too. Oh, life is so charming; but to me it is poisoned!
You will not refuse my request to procure me a copy of my baptismal register. The expenses, whatever they be, could be remitted to you by Stephen Breuning, with whom I know you have a running account, and I will settle with him. Should you think it worth your while to investigate the matter, and should you like to go from Coblentz to Bonn for that purpose, I beg you will put your costs down to me. There is one thing to be considered in the matter--that I had a brother born before me, likewise named Ludwig, with the second name of Maria, but who died young. The birth of this brother should be ascertained previous to my age being fixed.[167] I know I have been put down as older than I am, by a mistake arising from this circ.u.mstance. Alas! I have lived some time without knowing my own age. I had a family-book; but that has been lost, the Lord knows how! Do not be angry, therefore, if I recommend this to you most warmly, and try to find out the birth of the Ludwig Maria, as well as that of the Ludwig who came after him. The sooner you send me the register, the greater my obligation. They tell me you sing a song of mine at your Freemasons" lodge; probably one in E major, which I have not got myself; pray send it to me, and I promise to make you ample amends for it.[168] Think of me with kindly feelings, little as I apparently deserve it. Embrace your dear wife, kiss your children, and all that are dear to you, in the name of your friend,
BEETHOVEN.
7.
BEETHOVEN TO WEGELER.
Vienna, Sept. 29, 1816.
I take the opportunity which offers through J. Simrock,[169] to recall myself to your memory. I hope you have received my engraving,[170] and the Bohemian gla.s.s. As soon as I shall again wander through Bohemia, you shall have something similar. Farewell, you are husband and father--so am I, but without a wife.[171] Love to all yours--to all _mine_.
Your friend,
BEETHOVEN.
8.
BEETHOVEN TO WEGELER.
Vienna, Oct. 7, 1826.
My old and dearest Friend,
I cannot give you an adequate idea of the delight I felt in your and Laura"s letter. It is true, my answers should have followed with the swiftness of an arrow; but I am careless in replying to my friends, because I believe those whom I really love know me without my writing to them. I often get an answer ready in my thoughts, but when I want to put it on paper I mostly throw away my pen, because I cannot write as I feel. I do remember every kindness you have shown me: for instance, when you had my room whitewashed, and thus made me a most agreeable surprise.[172] I feel the same grat.i.tude towards the Breunings: our separation was the necessary result of the instability of men"s lives--each pursuing his own ends and trying to fulfil destiny--the principle of all that is unalterably good still firmly uniting us. I regret I cannot to-day write you at full length as I should wish, being in bed. I will answer but a few points of your letter. You say that I am mentioned somewhere as a natural son of the deceased King of Prussia. I had heard this long ago, but from principle I have never written on myself, or answered anything that others have said of me; thus I leave you most willingly to vindicate my parents" honour, and especially that of my mother, in the eyes of the world. You speak of your son. I hope it is understood that when he comes here, he will find a father and a friend in me, and that I shall serve him with the greatest pleasure wherever I can. I have yet your Laura"s _silhouette_, a proof positive how I still value all that was dear and near to me in my youth. On the subject of my diplomas, I will mention to you, but shortly, that I am an honorary member of the Royal Society of Arts in Sweden, the same in Amsterdam, and an honorary citizen of Vienna. Some time ago a Dr.
Spieker took away with him to Berlin my last great Symphony with chorusses; it is dedicated to the King, and he made me write the dedication in my own hand. I had previously asked and received permission at the emba.s.sy to dedicate the work to the King. On Dr.
Spieker"s suggestion I had to send my MS., with my own corrections and improvements, to His Majesty, to be deposited in the royal library.
Something has been whispered to me about the order of the Red Eagle of the Second Cla.s.s. I don"t know how it will end, for I never sought a distinction _like_ this; in our times, however, it would not be unwelcome to me for many reasons.
My motto is always--_Nulla dies sine linea_, and if I give my muse any rest it is but that she should arise with new vigour. I hope to achieve a few more great works, and then to close my earthly career like an old child amongst some good people. You will receive some music through the brothers Schott, of Mayence. The portrait which I send herewith is a master-piece of art, but not the last likeness which has been taken of me. I have to name another mark of distinction conferred upon me, as I know it gives you pleasure. A medal has been sent me by the late King of France, with the inscription "Donne par le roi a M. Beethoven," and accompanied by a most obliging letter of the Duc de Chartres, premier gentilhomme du roi.[173] Thus much to-day. My dearest friend, I am over-powered by the recollections of the past, and this letter reaches you bedewed with my tears. Now that a beginning is made, you shall soon hear from me again, and the more you write, the greater will be my happiness. There can be no question as to our friendship on either side, and so farewell. I beg you will embrace your dear Laura and your children in my name, and think of me. G.o.d be with you. With true esteem, ever your faithful friend,
BEETHOVEN.
9.
BEETHOVEN TO WEGELER.
Vienna, Feb. 17, 1827.[174]
My old and worthy Friend,
I received most fortunately your second letter through Breuning. I am still too weak to answer it, but you may think that its contents are truly welcome to me.[175] My convalescence, if such I may call it, goes on slowly. It is to be expected that a fourth operation must take place, although the medical men have not yet p.r.o.nounced upon this. I take patience, and think: Evil sometimes leads to good. But how surprised I felt to find from your last letter that you had not received anything.
From the letter which you here receive, you will see that I wrote on the 10th of December of last year. It is the same with the portrait, as the date will show when it reaches you.[176] Stephen insisted upon sending you the things by private hand, but they were left until now, and it was difficult to get them back even at this moment. You will now receive the portrait by post through Messrs. Schott, who also send you the music. I should like to say much to you to-day, but I am too weak, so I can only embrace you and Laura. With true friendship and devotedness to you and yours, believe me,
Your old and faithful friend,
BEETHOVEN.
[This letter, too, was written in a strange hand, and signed by Beethoven.]
No. II.
[BEETHOVEN"S Correspondence with Mr. C. Neate, of London, and F.
Ries, (Beethoven"s former pupil,) concerning the publication of several of his Works--their performance at the Philharmonic Concerts--Beethoven"s intended Visit to England.[177]]
1.
BEETHOVEN TO MR. NEATE, AT VIENNA.
Vienna, December, 1815.
My dear Mr. Neate,
I have received a letter from Mr. Ries, as amanuensis to Salomon (who has had the misfortune to break his right shoulder in a fall from his horse), and he tells me, on the 29th of September, that the three Overtures which you took of me for the Philharmonic Society[178] four months ago, had not then reached London. This being the second remembrancer which Mr. Salomon sends me on the subject, I thought I had better let you know. Should you not have sent them off, I should like to revise the Overture in _C major_, as it may be somewhat incorrect.
With regard to any written agreement you may like to have about these things for England, that is very much at your service at a moment"s notice. I would not have them suppose that I could ever act otherwise than as a _man of honour_. There are dispositions so fickle that they think _one way_ to-day and _another way_ to-morrow, and fancy others as ready to change their mind; and with such tempers one cannot be positive and mistrustful enough. So fare you well, my dear Mr. Neate.
Yours truly,
LUDWIG VON BEETHOVEN.
2.
BEETHOVEN TO F. RIES.
Wednesday, November 22nd, Vienna, 1815.
Dear Ries,
I hasten to inform you that I have to-day sent off the piano-forte score of the Symphony in A by post to the house of Thomas Coutts and Co. The court not being here, there are very few, if any, couriers, and this is, moreover, the safest way. The Symphony is to be brought out about March.