He says:--"The Bishop and Mr. Pritt both looked pale and worn. There were, however, signs in the island of a great advance in the state of things of the previous year. An admirable schoolroom had been built; and in the open s.p.a.ce cleared in front of it, every evening some hundred people would gather, the older ones chatting, the younger ones being initiated in the mysteries of leap-frog, wrestling, and other English games, until prayer time, when all stood in a circle, singing a Mota hymn, and the Bishop prayed with and for them.
"That voyage was not a long one. We did not go to the Solomon Islands and the groups to the north, but we worked back through the New Hebrides, carefully visiting them."
Mr. Dudley had brought letters that filled the Bishop"s heart to overflowing, and still it was to his father that he wrote: "It seems as if you had lived to see us all, as it were, fixed in our several positions, and could now "depart in peace, according to His word.""
The agony and bitterness seem to have been met and struggled through, as it were, in those first days on board the "Cordelia." In this second letter there is infinite peace and thankfulness; and so there still was, when, at Norfolk Island, the tidings of the good old man"s death met him, as described in the ensuing letter:--
""Sea Breeze," one hundred miles south-east of Norfolk Island: 8 A.M.
"My dearest Sisters,--Joy and grief were strangely mingled together while I was on sh.o.r.e in Norfolk Island, from 6 P.M. Sat.u.r.day to 8 P.M.
Sunday (yesterday).
"I was sitting with Mr. n.o.bbs (Benjamin Dudley the only other person present) when he said, "We have seen in our papers from Sydney the news of the death of your revered Father." He concluded that I must have known of it.
"How wonderful it seems to me that it did not come as a great shock. I showed by my face (naturally) that I had not known before that G.o.d had taken him unto Himself, but I could answer quite calmly, "I thank G.o.d.
Do not be distressed at telling me suddenly, as you see you have done inadvertently. I knew he could not live long. We all knew that he was only waiting for Christ."
"And, dear dear John and Fan, how merciful G.o.d has been! The last part of his letter to me, of date June 25, only three days before his call came, so that I know (and praise G.o.d for it) that he was spared protracted suffering. Shall I desire or wish to be more sorry than I am?
Shall I try to make myself grieve, and feel unhappy? Oh, no; it is of G.o.d"s great mercy that I still feel happy and thankful, for I cannot doubt the depth of my love to him who has indeed been, and that more than ever of late, the one to whom I clung in the world.
"I could be quiet at night, sleeping in Mr. n.o.bbs"s house, and yet I could not at once compose myself to think it all over, as I desired to do. And then I had much to do, and here was the joy mingling with the sorrow.
"For the Norfolk Island people have come to see how wise was the Primate"s original plan, and now they much desire to connect themselves more closely with the Mission.
"Mr. and Mrs. n.o.bbs desire their son Edwin, who was two years at the Governor"s at Sydney, and is now eighteen and a half years old, to be given wholly to us.... So said Simon Young of his boy Fisher, and so did three others. All spoke simply, and without excitement, but with deep feeling. I thought it right to say that they should remain at Norfolk Island at present, that we all might prove them whether they were indeed bent upon this work, that we might be able to trust that G.o.d had indeed called them. To the lads I said, "This is a disappointment, I know, but it is good for you to have to bear trials. You must take time to count the cost. It is no light thing to be called to the work of a teacher among the heathen. In giving up your present wish to go immediately, you are obeying your parents and others older than yourselves, and your cheerful obedience to them is the best evidence that you wish to act upon a sense of duty, and not only from impulse; but don"t think I wish to discourage you. I thank Him who has put the good desire into your hearts. Prove yourselves now by special prayer and meditation."
"Then came the happy, blessed service, the whole population present, every confirmed person communicating, my voice trembling at the Fifth Commandment and the end of the Prayer for the Church Militant, my heart very full and thankful. I preached to them extempore, as one can preach to no other congregation, from the lesson, "JESUS gone to be the guest of a man that is a sinner," the consequences that would result in us from His vouchsafing to tabernacle among us, and, as displayed in the Parable of the Pounds, the use of G.o.d"s gifts of health, influence, means; then, specifying the use of G.o.d"s highest gifts of children to be trained to His glory, quoting 1 Samuel i. 27, 28, "lent to the Lord," I spoke with an earnestness that felt strange to me at the time.
"Simon Young said afterwards: "My wife could not consent months ago to Fisher"s going away, but she has told me now that she consents. She can"t withhold him with the thought of holy Hannah in her mind." And I felt as if I might apply (though not in the first sense) the prophecy "Instead of thy fathers, thou shalt have children."
"To add to all, Mr. n.o.bbs said: "I have quite altered my mind about the Melanesian school, I quite see that I was mistaken;" and the people are considering how to connect themselves closely with us.
"You may imagine, dear Joan, that joy and grief made a strange, yet not unhappy tumult in my mind. I came away at 3 P.M. (the wind being very fair) hoping to revisit them, and, by the Bishop of Tasmania"s desire, hold a confirmation in six months" time. How I am longing to hear the last record of the three days intervening between June 25 and 28, you may well imagine.... Already, thank G.o.d, four months have pa.s.sed, and you are recovering from the great shock. Yours is a far harder trial than mine. May G.o.d comfort and bless us all, and bring us to dwell with our dear parents in heaven, for our blessed Lord"s sake.
"Your very loving Brother,
"J. C. PATTESON."
And this most touching account from within is supplemented by the following, by Mr. Dudley, from without:--
"He took it [the tidings of his father"s death] quite calmly. Evidently it had been long expected and prepared for. He was even cheerful in his quiet grave way. In the evening there was singing got up for him by some of the Norfolk Islanders, in one of the large rooms of the old barracks.
He enjoyed it; and after it had gone on some time, he thanked them in a few touching words that went home, I am sure, to the hearts of many of them, and then we all knelt down, and he prayed extempore. I wish I had kept the words of that prayer! Everyone was affected, knowing what was then occupying his mind, but we were still more so next morning, at the service in church. His voice had that peculiarly low and sweet tone which always came into it when he was in great anxiety or sorrow, but his appeal to the congregation was inspiring to the last degree. It was the Twenty-third Sunday after Trinity, and the subject he took was from the second lesson, the Parable of the Pounds, in St. Luke xix., and so pointed out the difficulties between the reception of a talent and the use of it. He showed that the fact of people"s children growing up as wild and careless as heathen was no proof that no grace had been bestowed upon them; on the contrary, in the baptized it was there, but it had never been developed; and then came the emphatic a.s.sertion, "The best way of employing our gifts of whatever kind--children, means, position--is by lending them to the Lord for His service, and then a double blessing will be returned for that we give. Hannah giving her child to the Lord, did she repent of it afterwards, think you, when she saw him serving the Lord, the one upright man of the house of Israel?""
No doubt these words were founded on those heartfelt a.s.surances which stirred his very soul within him that his own father had never for a moment regretted or mourned over the gift unto the Lord, which had indeed been costly, but had been returned, "good measure, pressed together, and flowing over," in blessing! can I grieve and sorrow about my dear dear Father"s blessed end?" are the words in a letter to myself written on the 19th. It further contained thanks for a photograph of Hursley Church spire and Vicarage, which had been taken one summer afternoon, at the desire of Dr. Moberly (the present Bishop of Salisbury), and of which I had begged a copy for him. "I shall like the photograph of Hursley Vicarage and Church, the lawn and group upon it. But most shall I like to think that Mr. Keble, and I dare say Dr.
Moberly too, pray for me and this Mission. I need the prayers of all good people indeed." I quote this sentence because it led to a correspondence with both Mr. Keble and Dr. Moberly, which was equally prized by the holy and humble men of heart who wrote and received the letters:--
"St. Andrew"s, Kohimarama: November 20, 1861.
"Thank you, my dearest Sophy, for your loving letters, and all your love and devotion to him.
"I fear I do not write to those two dear sisters of mine as they and you all expect and wish. I long to pour it all out; I get great relief in talking, as at Taurarua I can talk to the dear Judge and Lady Martin.
She met me with a warm loving kiss that was intended to be as home-like as possible, and for a minute I could not speak, and then said falteringly, "It has been all one great mercy to the end. I have heard at Norfolk Island." But I feel it still pent up to a great extent, and yet I have a great sense of relief. I fancy I almost hear sometimes the laboured breathing, the sudden stop--the "thanks be to G.o.d, he has entered into his rest."
"What his letters are, I cannot even fully say to another, perhaps never fully realise myself.
"As I write, the tears come, for it needs but a little to bring them now, though I suppose the world without thinks that I "bear up," and go on bravely.
"But when any little word or thought touches the feelings, the sensitive rather than the intellectual part of me, then I break down.
"And yet it seems to bring thoughts and hopes into more definite shape.
How I read that magnificent last chapter of Isaiah last Sunday. I seemed to feel my whole heart glowing with wonder, and exultation, and praise.
The world invisible may well be a reality to us, whose dear ones there outnumber now those still in the flesh. Jem"s most beautiful, most intensely affecting letter, with all his thoughtfulness about the grave, &c., fairly upset me. I let the Judge and Lady Martin read some parts of it, and they returned it, saying it had quite overcome them. Now all day I feel really as much as at those moments, only the special circ.u.mstances give more expression at one time than at another to the inward state of mind.
"How I treasure up many many of his words and actions!
"What a history in these words: "All times of the day are alike to me now; getting near, I trust, the time when it will be all day."
"Those are the things that break me down. I see his dear face, and hear him slowly and calmly saying such words of patient trust and faith, and it is too much. Oh! that I might live as the son of such parents ought to live!
"And then I turn to the practical duties again, and get lost in the unceasing languages and all the rest of it.
"Now enough--but I write what comes uppermost.
"Your loving Cousin,
"J. C. PATTESON."
Very soon after the return, on the 6th December, 1861, an Ordination was held at St. Paul"s, Auckland, when the Primate ordained two Maori deacons, and Bishop Patteson, the Rev. Benjamin Dudley.
Sir William and Lady Martin spent part of this summer in the little cottage at Kohimarama where the sailing master of the late "Southern Cross" had lived: and again we have to thank her for a picture of life at St. Andrew"s. She says:--
"The new settlement was then thought to be healthy, and he and his boys alike rejoiced in the warmth of the sheltered bay, after the keenness of the air at St. John"s on higher ground. The place looked very pretty.
The green fields and hawthorn hedges and the sleek cattle reminded one of England. As a strong contrast, there was the white sh.e.l.ly beach and yellow sands. Here the boys sunned themselves in play hours, or fished on the rocks, or cooked their fish at drift-wood fires. On calm days one or two would skim across the blue water in their tiny canoes. One great charm of the place was the freedom and naturalness of the whole party.
There was no attempt to force an overstrained piety on these wild fellows, who showed their sincerity by coming with the Bishop. By five in the morning all were astir, and jokes and laughter and shrill unaccountable cries would rouse us up, and go on all day, save when school and chapel came to sober them.
"The Bishop had not lost his Eton tastes, and only liked to see them play games, and the little fat merry-faced lads were always on the look-out for a bit of fun with him. One evening a tea-drinking was given in the hall in honour of us. The Mota boys sung in twilight the story of the first arrival of the Mission vessel and of their wonder at it. The air, with a monotonous, not unpleasing refrain, reminded us of some old French Canadian ditties. I remember well the excitement when the Bishop sent up a fire balloon. It sailed slowly towards the sea, and down rushed the whole Melanesian party, shrieking with delight after it. Our dear friend"s own quarters were very tiny, and a great contrast to his large airy room at St. John"s. He occupied a corner house in the quadrangle, to be close to the boys. Neither bedroom nor sitting-room was more than ten feet square. Everything was orderly, as was his wont.
Photographs of the faces and places he loved best hung on the walls.
Just by the door was his standing desk, with folios and lexicons. A table, covered with books and papers in divers languages, and a chair or two, completed his stock of furniture. The door stood open all day long in fine weather, and the Bishop was seldom alone. One or other of the boys would steal quietly in and sit down. They did not need to be amused, nor did they interrupt his work. They were quite content to be near him, and to get now and then a kind word or a pleasant smile. It was the habitual gentle sympathy and friendliness on his part that won the confidence of the wild timid people who had been brought up in an element of mistrust, and which enabled them after a while to come and open their hearts to him.
"How vividly the whole scene comes back to me as I write! The Bishop"s calm thoughtful face, the dusky lads, the white-sh.e.l.led square in front, relieved by a ma.s.s of bright geraniums or gay creepers, the little bed-room with its camp bed, and medicine bottles and good books, and, too often, in spite of our loving remonstrances, an invalid shivering with ague, or influenza, in possession. We knew that this involved broken nights for him, and a soft board and a rug for a couch. He was overtasking his powers during those years. He was at work generally from five A.M. to eleven P.M., and this in a close atmosphere; for both the schoolroom and his own house were ill-ventilated. He would not spare time enough either for regular exercise. He had a horse and enjoyed riding, but he grudged the time except when he had to come up to town on business or to take Sunday services for the English in the country. It was very natural, as he had all a student"s taste for quiet study, yet could only indulge it by cutting off his own hours for relaxation. He was constantly called off during the day to attend to practical work, teaching in school, prescribing for and waiting on the sick, weighing out medicines, keeping the farm accounts, besides the night cla.s.ses in several languages.
"He was really never so happy as among his boys or his books. He had no liking for general society, though his natural courteousness made him shrink from seeming ungracious. He did thoroughly enjoy a real talk with one or two friends at a time, but even this he denied himself."
f.a.n.n.y Patteson had spent several days at Hursley in the course of the winter, and the Vicar and Mrs. Keble had greatly delighted in hearing her brother"s letters. The following letter from Mr. Keble was written, as will be perceived, immediately after hearing the account of the baptism of the dying child at Mota:--