"No; I know that. Excuse me. I have already had experience that my name does not predispose you to an interview; and I ventured to mention the name of one I am in search of."
"Pray," she returned, motioning him to a chair so coldly that he remained standing, "what name was it that you gave?"
"I mentioned the name of Blandois."
"Blandois?"
"A name you are acquainted with."
"It is strange," she said, frowning, "that you should still press an undesired interest in me and my acquaintances, in me and my affairs, Mr Clennam. I don"t know what you mean."
"Pardon me. You know the name?"
"What can you have to do with the name? What can I have to do with the name? What can you have to do with my knowing or not knowing any name?
I know many names and I have forgotten many more. This may be in the one cla.s.s, or it may be in the other, or I may never have heard it. I am acquainted with no reason for examining myself, or for being examined, about it."
"If you will allow me," said Clennam, "I will tell you my reason for pressing the subject. I admit that I do press it, and I must beg you to forgive me if I do so, very earnestly. The reason is all mine, I do not insinuate that it is in any way yours."
"Well, sir," she returned, repeating a little less haughtily than before her former invitation to him to be seated: to which he now deferred, as she seated herself. "I am at least glad to know that this is not another bondswoman of some friend of yours, who is bereft of free choice, and whom I have spirited away. I will hear your reason, if you please."
"First, to identify the person of whom we speak," said Clennam, "let me observe that it is the person you met in London some time back. You will remember meeting him near the river--in the Adelphi!"
"You mix yourself most unaccountably with my business," she replied, looking full at him with stern displeasure. "How do you know that?"
"I entreat you not to take it ill. By mere accident." "What accident?"
"Solely the accident of coming upon you in the street and seeing the meeting."
"Do you speak of yourself, or of some one else?"
"Of myself. I saw it."
"To be sure it was in the open street," she observed, after a few moments of less and less angry reflection. "Fifty people might have seen it. It would have signified nothing if they had."
"Nor do I make my having seen it of any moment, nor (otherwise than as an explanation of my coming here) do I connect my visit with it or the favour that I have to ask."
"Oh! You have to ask a favour! It occurred to me," and the handsome face looked bitterly at him, "that your manner was softened, Mr Clennam."
He was content to protest against this by a slight action without contesting it in words. He then referred to Blandois" disappearance, of which it was probable she had heard? However probable it was to him, she had heard of no such thing. Let him look round him (she said) and judge for himself what general intelligence was likely to reach the ears of a woman who had been shut up there while it was rife, devouring her own heart. When she had uttered this denial, which he believed to be true, she asked him what he meant by disappearance? That led to his narrating the circ.u.mstances in detail, and expressing something of his anxiety to discover what had really become of the man, and to repel the dark suspicions that clouded about his mother"s house. She heard him with evident surprise, and with more marks of suppressed interest than he had seen in her; still they did not overcome her distant, proud, and self-secluded manner. When he had finished, she said nothing but these words:
"You have not yet told me, sir, what I have to do with it, or what the favour is? Will you be so good as come to that?"
"I a.s.sume," said Arthur, persevering, in his endeavour to soften her scornful demeanour, "that being in communication--may I say, confidential communication?--with this person--"
"You may say, of course, whatever you like," she remarked; "but I do not subscribe to your a.s.sumptions, Mr Clennam, or to any one"s."
"--that being, at least in personal communication with him," said Clennam, changing the form of his position in the hope of making it un.o.bjectionable, "you can tell me something of his antecedents, pursuits, habits, usual place of residence. Can give me some little clue by which to seek him out in the likeliest manner, and either produce him, or establish what has become of him. This is the favour I ask, and I ask it in a distress of mind for which I hope you will feel some consideration. If you should have any reason for imposing conditions upon me, I will respect it without asking what it is."
"You chanced to see me in the street with the man," she observed, after being, to his mortification, evidently more occupied with her own reflections on the matter than with his appeal. "Then you knew the man before?"
"Not before; afterwards. I never saw him before, but I saw him again on this very night of his disappearance. In my mother"s room, in fact. I left him there. You will read in this paper all that is known of him."
He handed her one of the printed bills, which she read with a steady and attentive face.
"This is more than I knew of him," she said, giving it back.
Clennam"s looks expressed his heavy disappointment, perhaps his incredulity; for she added in the same unsympathetic tone: "You don"t believe it. Still, it is so. As to personal communication: it seems that there was personal communication between him and your mother. And yet you say you believe her declaration that she knows no more of him!"
A sufficiently expressive hint of suspicion was conveyed in these words, and in the smile by which they were accompanied, to bring the blood into Clennam"s cheeks.
"Come, sir," she said, with a cruel pleasure in repeating the stab, "I will be as open with you as you can desire. I will confess that if I cared for my credit (which I do not), or had a good name to preserve (which I have not, for I am utterly indifferent to its being considered good or bad), I should regard myself as heavily compromised by having had anything to do with this fellow. Yet he never pa.s.sed in at MY door--never sat in colloquy with ME until midnight."
She took her revenge for her old grudge in thus turning his subject against him. Hers was not the nature to spare him, and she had no compunction.
"That he is a low, mercenary wretch; that I first saw him prowling about Italy (where I was, not long ago), and that I hired him there, as the suitable instrument of a purpose I happened to have; I have no objection to tell you. In short, it was worth my while, for my own pleasure--the gratification of a strong feeling--to pay a spy who would fetch and carry for money. I paid this creature. And I dare say that if I had wanted to make such a bargain, and if I could have paid him enough, and if he could have done it in the dark, free from all risk, he would have taken any life with as little scruple as he took my money. That, at least, is my opinion of him; and I see it is not very far removed from yours. Your mother"s opinion of him, I am to a.s.sume (following your example of a.s.suming this and that), was vastly different."
"My mother, let me remind you," said Clennam, "was first brought into communication with him in the unlucky course of business."
"It appears to have been an unlucky course of business that last brought her into communication with him," returned Miss Wade; "and business hours on that occasion were late."
"You imply," said Arthur, smarting under these cool-handed thrusts, of which he had deeply felt the force already, "that there was something--"
"Mr Clennam," she composedly interrupted, "recollect that I do not speak by implication about the man. He is, I say again without disguise, a low mercenary wretch. I suppose such a creature goes where there is occasion for him. If I had not had occasion for him, you would not have seen him and me together."
Wrung by her persistence in keeping that dark side of the case before him, of which there was a half-hidden shadow in his own breast, Clennam was silent.
"I have spoken of him as still living," she added, "but he may have been put out of the way for anything I know. For anything I care, also. I have no further occasion for him."
With a heavy sigh and a despondent air, Arthur Clennam slowly rose.
She did not rise also, but said, having looked at him in the meanwhile with a fixed look of suspicion, and lips angrily compressed:
"He was the chosen a.s.sociate of your dear friend, Mr Gowan, was he not?
Why don"t you ask your dear friend to help you?"
The denial that he was a dear friend rose to Arthur"s lips; but he repressed it, remembering his old struggles and resolutions, and said:
"Further than that he has never seen Blandois since Blandois set out for England, Mr Gowan knows nothing additional about him. He was a chance acquaintance, made abroad."
"A chance acquaintance made abroad!" she repeated. "Yes. Your dear friend has need to divert himself with all the acquaintances he can make, seeing what a wife he has. I hate his wife, sir."
The anger with which she said it, the more remarkable for being so much under her restraint, fixed Clennam"s attention, and kept him on the spot. It flashed out of her dark eyes as they regarded him, quivered in her nostrils, and fired the very breath she exhaled; but her face was otherwise composed into a disdainful serenity; and her att.i.tude was as calmly and haughtily graceful as if she had been in a mood of complete indifference.
"All I will say is, Miss Wade," he remarked, "that you can have received no provocation to a feeling in which I believe you have no sharer."
"You may ask your dear friend, if you choose," she returned, "for his opinion upon that subject."
"I am scarcely on those intimate terms with my dear friend," said Arthur, in spite of his resolutions, "that would render my approaching the subject very probable, Miss Wade."