This was the second disappointment. Arthur made no remark upon it, and repaired to his mother"s room, where Mr Casby and Flora had been taking tea, anchovy paste, and hot b.u.t.tered toast. The relics of those delicacies were not yet removed, either from the table or from the scorched countenance of Affery, who, with the kitchen toasting-fork still in her hand, looked like a sort of allegorical personage; except that she had a considerable advantage over the general run of such personages in point of significant emblematical purpose.
Flora had spread her bonnet and shawl upon the bed, with a care indicative of an intention to stay some time. Mr Casby, too, was beaming near the hob, with his benevolent k.n.o.bs shining as if the warm b.u.t.ter of the toast were exuding through the patriarchal skull, and with his face as ruddy as if the colouring matter of the anchovy paste were mantling in the patriarchal visage. Seeing this, as he exchanged the usual salutations, Clennam decided to speak to his mother without postponement.
It had long been customary, as she never changed her room, for those who had anything to say to her apart, to wheel her to her desk; where she sat, usually with the back of her chair turned towards the rest of the room, and the person who talked with her seated in a corner, on a stool which was always set in that place for that purpose. Except that it was long since the mother and son had spoken together without the intervention of a third person, it was an ordinary matter of course within the experience of visitors for Mrs Clennam to be asked, with a word of apology for the interruption, if she could be spoken with on a matter of business, and, on her replying in the affirmative, to be wheeled into the position described.
Therefore, when Arthur now made such an apology, and such a request, and moved her to her desk and seated himself on the stool, Mrs Finching merely began to talk louder and faster, as a delicate hint that she could overhear nothing, and Mr Casby stroked his long white locks with sleepy calmness.
"Mother, I have heard something to-day which I feel persuaded you don"t know, and which I think you should know, of the antecedents of that man I saw here."
"I know nothing of the antecedents of the man you saw here, Arthur."
She spoke aloud. He had lowered his own voice; but she rejected that advance towards confidence as she rejected every other, and spoke in her usual key and in her usual stern voice.
"I have received it on no circuitous information; it has come to me direct." She asked him, exactly as before, if he were there to tell her what it was?
"I thought it right that you should know it."
"And what is it?"
"He has been a prisoner in a French gaol."
She answered with composure, "I should think that very likely."
"But in a gaol for criminals, mother. On an accusation of murder."
She started at the word, and her looks expressed her natural horror. Yet she still spoke aloud, when she demanded:--
"Who told you so?"
"A man who was his fellow-prisoner."
"That man"s antecedents, I suppose, were not known to you, before he told you?"
"No."
"Though the man himself was?"
"Yes."
"My case and Flintwinch"s, in respect of this other man! I dare say the resemblance is not so exact, though, as that your informant became known to you through a letter from a correspondent with whom he had deposited money? How does that part of the parallel stand?"
Arthur had no choice but to say that his informant had not become known to him through the agency of any such credentials, or indeed of any credentials at all. Mrs Clennam"s attentive frown expanded by degrees into a severe look of triumph, and she retorted with emphasis, "Take care how you judge others, then. I say to you, Arthur, for your good, take care how you judge!" Her emphasis had been derived from her eyes quite as much as from the stress she laid upon her words. She continued to look at him; and if, when he entered the house, he had had any latent hope of prevailing in the least with her, she now looked it out of his heart.
"Mother, shall I do nothing to a.s.sist you?"
"Nothing."
"Will you entrust me with no confidence, no charge, no explanation?
Will you take no counsel with me? Will you not let me come near you?"
"How can you ask me? You separated yourself from my affairs. It was not my act; it was yours. How can you consistently ask me such a question?
You know that you left me to Flintwinch, and that he occupies your place."
Glancing at Jeremiah, Clennam saw in his very gaiters that his attention was closely directed to them, though he stood leaning against the wall sc.r.a.ping his jaw, and pretended to listen to Flora as she held forth in a most distracting manner on a chaos of subjects, in which mackerel, and Mr F."s Aunt in a swing, had become entangled with c.o.c.kchafers and the wine trade.
"A prisoner, in a French gaol, on an accusation of murder," repeated Mrs Clennam, steadily going over what her son had said. "That is all you know of him from the fellow-prisoner?"
"In substance, all."
"And was the fellow-prisoner his accomplice and a murderer, too? But, of course, he gives a better account of himself than of his friend; it is needless to ask. This will supply the rest of them here with something new to talk about. Casby, Arthur tells me--"
"Stay, mother! Stay, stay!" He interrupted her hastily, for it had not entered his imagination that she would openly proclaim what he had told her.
"What now?" she said with displeasure. "What more?"
"I beg you to excuse me, Mr Casby--and you, too, Mrs Finching--for one other moment with my mother--"
He had laid his hand upon her chair, or she would otherwise have wheeled it round with the touch of her foot upon the ground. They were still face to face. She looked at him, as he ran over the possibilities of some result he had not intended, and could not foresee, being influenced by Cavalletto"s disclosure becoming a matter of notoriety, and hurriedly arrived at the conclusion that it had best not be talked about; though perhaps he was guided by no more distinct reason than that he had taken it for granted that his mother would reserve it to herself and her partner.
"What now?" she said again, impatiently. "What is it?"
"I did not mean, mother, that you should repeat what I have communicated. I think you had better not repeat it."
"Do you make that a condition with me?"
"Well! Yes."
"Observe, then! It is you who make this a secret," said she, holding up her hand, "and not I. It is you, Arthur, who bring here doubts and suspicions and entreaties for explanations, and it is you, Arthur, who bring secrets here. What is it to me, do you think, where the man has been, or what he has been? What can it be to me? The whole world may know it, if they care to know it; it is nothing to me. Now, let me go."
He yielded to her imperious but elated look, and turned her chair back to the place from which he had wheeled it. In doing so he saw elation in the face of Mr Flintwinch, which most a.s.suredly was not inspired by Flora. This turning of his intelligence and of his whole attempt and design against himself, did even more than his mother"s fixedness and firmness to convince him that his efforts with her were idle. Nothing remained but the appeal to his old friend Affery.
But even to get the very doubtful and preliminary stage of making the appeal, seemed one of the least promising of human undertakings. She was so completely under the thrall of the two clever ones, was so systematically kept in sight by one or other of them, and was so afraid to go about the house besides, that every opportunity of speaking to her alone appeared to be forestalled. Over and above that, Mistress Affery, by some means (it was not very difficult to guess, through the sharp arguments of her liege lord), had acquired such a lively conviction of the hazard of saying anything under any circ.u.mstances, that she had remained all this time in a corner guarding herself from approach with that symbolical instrument of hers; so that, when a word or two had been addressed to her by Flora, or even by the bottle-green patriarch himself, she had warded off conversation with the toasting-fork like a dumb woman.
After several abortive attempts to get Affery to look at him while she cleared the table and washed the tea-service, Arthur thought of an expedient which Flora might originate. To whom he therefore whispered, "Could you say you would like to go through the house?"
Now, poor Flora, being always in fluctuating expectation of the time when Clennam would renew his boyhood and be madly in love with her again, received the whisper with the utmost delight; not only as rendered precious by its mysterious character, but as preparing the way for a tender interview in which he would declare the state of his affections. She immediately began to work out the hint.
"Ah dear me the poor old room," said Flora, glancing round, "looks just as ever Mrs Clennam I am touched to see except for being smokier which was to be expected with time and which we must all expect and reconcile ourselves to being whether we like it or not as I am sure I have had to do myself if not exactly smokier dreadfully stouter which is the same or worse, to think of the days when papa used to bring me here the least of girls a perfect ma.s.s of chilblains to be stuck upon a chair with my feet on the rails and stare at Arthur--pray excuse me--Mr Clennam--the least of boys in the frightfullest of frills and jackets ere yet Mr F. appeared a misty shadow on the horizon paying attentions like the well-known spectre of some place in Germany beginning with a B is a moral lesson inculcating that all the paths in life are similar to the paths down in the North of England where they get the coals and make the iron and things gravelled with ashes!"
Having paid the tribute of a sigh to the instability of human existence, Flora hurried on with her purpose.
"Not that at any time," she proceeded, "its worst enemy could have said it was a cheerful house for that it was never made to be but always highly impressive, fond memory recalls an occasion in youth ere yet the judgment was mature when Arthur--confirmed habit--Mr Clennam--took me down into an unused kitchen eminent for mouldiness and proposed to secrete me there for life and feed me on what he could hide from his meals when he was not at home for the holidays and on dry bread in disgrace which at that halcyon period too frequently occurred, would it be inconvenient or asking too much to beg to be permitted to revive those scenes and walk through the house?"
Mrs Clennam, who responded with a constrained grace to Mrs Finching"s good nature in being there at all, though her visit (before Arthur"s unexpected arrival) was undoubtedly an act of pure good nature and no self-gratification, intimated that all the house was open to her. Flora rose and looked to Arthur for his escort. "Certainly," said he, aloud; "and Affery will light us, I dare say."
Affery was excusing herself with "Don"t ask nothing of me, Arthur!" when Mr Flintwinch stopped her with "Why not? Affery, what"s the matter with you, woman? Why not, jade!" Thus expostulated with, she came unwillingly out of her corner, resigned the toasting-fork into one of her husband"s hands, and took the candlestick he offered from the other.