She slowly withdrew them when he had ceased, and dropped her forehead on her hand. Her other hand pressed hard upon the table, and again the curious stir was observable in her, as if she were going to rise.
"This box can never bring, elsewhere, the price it will bring here.
This knowledge can never be of the same profit to you, sold to any other person, as sold to me. But I have not the present means of raising the sum you have demanded. I have not prospered. What will you take now, and what at another time, and how am I to be a.s.sured of your silence?"
"My angel," said Rigaud, "I have said what I will take, and time presses. Before coming here, I placed copies of the most important of these papers in another hand. Put off the time till the Marshalsea gate shall be shut for the night, and it will be too late to treat. The prisoner will have read them."
She put her two hands to her head again, uttered a loud exclamation, and started to her feet. She staggered for a moment, as if she would have fallen; then stood firm.
"Say what you mean. Say what you mean, man!"
Before her ghostly figure, so long unused to its erect att.i.tude, and so stiffened in it, Rigaud fell back and dropped his voice. It was, to all the three, almost as if a dead woman had risen.
"Miss Dorrit," answered Rigaud, "the little niece of Monsieur Frederick, whom I have known across the water, is attached to the prisoner. Miss Dorrit, little niece of Monsieur Frederick, watches at this moment over the prisoner, who is ill. For her I with my own hands left a packet at the prison, on my way here, with a letter of instructions, "FOR HIS SAKE"--she will do anything for his sake--to keep it without breaking the seal, in case of its being reclaimed before the hour of shutting up to-night--if it should not be reclaimed before the ringing of the prison bell, to give it to him; and it encloses a second copy for herself, which he must give to her. What! I don"t trust myself among you, now we have got so far, without giving my secret a second life. And as to its not bringing me, elsewhere, the price it will bring here, say then, madame, have you limited and settled the price the little niece will give--for his sake--to hush it up? Once more I say, time presses. The packet not reclaimed before the ringing of the bell to-night, you cannot buy. I sell, then, to the little girl!"
Once more the stir and struggle in her, and she ran to a closet, tore the door open, took down a hood or shawl, and wrapped it over her head.
Affery, who had watched her in terror, darted to her in the middle of the room, caught hold of her dress, and went on her knees to her.
"Don"t, don"t, don"t! What are you doing? Where are you going? You"re a fearful woman, but I don"t bear you no ill-will. I can do poor Arthur no good now, that I see; and you needn"t be afraid of me. I"ll keep your secret. Don"t go out, you"ll fall dead in the street. Only promise me, that, if it"s the poor thing that"s kept here secretly, you"ll let me take charge of her and be her nurse. Only promise me that, and never be afraid of me."
Mrs Clennam stood still for an instant, at the height of her rapid haste, saying in stern amazement:
"Kept here? She has been dead a score of years or more. Ask Flintwinch--ask HIM. They can both tell you that she died when Arthur went abroad."
"So much the worse," said Affery, with a shiver, "for she haunts the house, then. Who else rustles about it, making signals by dropping dust so softly? Who else comes and goes, and marks the walls with long crooked touches when we are all a-bed? Who else holds the door sometimes? But don"t go out--don"t go out! Mistress, you"ll die in the street!"
Her mistress only disengaged her dress from the beseeching hands, said to Rigaud, "Wait here till I come back!" and ran out of the room. They saw her, from the window, run wildly through the court-yard and out at the gateway.
For a few moments they stood motionless. Affery was the first to move, and she, wringing her hands, pursued her mistress. Next, Jeremiah Flintwinch, slowly backing to the door, with one hand in a pocket, and the other rubbing his chin, twisted himself out in his reticent way, speechlessly. Rigaud, left alone, composed himself upon the window-seat of the open window, in the old Ma.r.s.eilles-jail att.i.tude. He laid his cigarettes and fire-box ready to his hand, and fell to smoking.
"Whoof! Almost as dull as the infernal old jail. Warmer, but almost as dismal. Wait till she comes back? Yes, certainly; but where is she gone, and how long will she be gone? No matter! Rigaud Lagnier Blandois, my amiable subject, you will get your money. You will enrich yourself. You have lived a gentleman; you will die a gentleman. You triumph, my little boy; but it is your character to triumph. Whoof!" In the hour of his triumph, his moustache went up and his nose came down, as he ogled a great beam over his head with particular satisfaction.
CHAPTER 31. Closed
The sun had set, and the streets were dim in the dusty twilight, when the figure so long unused to them hurried on its way. In the immediate neighbourhood of the old house it attracted little attention, for there were only a few straggling people to notice it; but, ascending from the river by the crooked ways that led to London Bridge, and pa.s.sing into the great main road, it became surrounded by astonishment.
Resolute and wild of look, rapid of foot and yet weak and uncertain, conspicuously dressed in its black garments and with its hurried head-covering, gaunt and of an unearthly paleness, it pressed forward, taking no more heed of the throng than a sleep-walker. More remarkable by being so removed from the crowd it was among than if it had been lifted on a pedestal to be seen, the figure attracted all eyes.
Saunterers p.r.i.c.ked up their attention to observe it; busy people, crossing it, slackened their pace and turned their heads; companions pausing and standing aside, whispered one another to look at this spectral woman who was coming by; and the sweep of the figure as it pa.s.sed seemed to create a vortex, drawing the most idle and most curious after it.
Made giddy by the turbulent irruption of this mult.i.tude of staring faces into her cell of years, by the confusing sensation of being in the air, and the yet more confusing sensation of being afoot, by the unexpected changes in half-remembered objects, and the want of likeness between the controllable pictures her imagination had often drawn of the life from which she was secluded and the overwhelming rush of the reality, she held her way as if she were environed by distracting thoughts, rather than by external humanity and observation. But, having crossed the bridge and gone some distance straight onward, she remembered that she must ask for a direction; and it was only then, when she stopped and turned to look about her for a promising place of inquiry, that she found herself surrounded by an eager glare of faces.
"Why are you encircling me?" she asked, trembling.
None of those who were nearest answered; but from the outer ring there arose a shrill cry of "Cause you"re mad!"
"I am sure as sane as any one here. I want to find the Marshalsea prison."
The shrill outer circle again retorted, "Then that "ud show you was mad if nothing else did, "cause it"s right opposite!"
A short, mild, quiet-looking young man made his way through to her, as a whooping ensued on this reply, and said: "Was it the Marshalsea you wanted? I"m going on duty there. Come across with me."
She laid her hand upon his arm, and he took her over the way; the crowd, rather injured by the near prospect of losing her, pressing before and behind and on either side, and recommending an adjournment to Bedlam.
After a momentary whirl in the outer court-yard, the prison-door opened, and shut upon them. In the Lodge, which seemed by contrast with the outer noise a place of refuge and peace, a yellow lamp was already striving with the prison shadows.
"Why, John!" said the turnkey who admitted them. "What is it?"
"Nothing, father; only this lady not knowing her way, and being badgered by the boys. Who did you want, ma"am?"
"Miss Dorrit. Is she here?"
The young man became more interested. "Yes, she is here. What might your name be?"
"Mrs Clennam."
"Mr Clennam"s mother?" asked the young man.
She pressed her lips together, and hesitated. "Yes. She had better be told it is his mother."
"You see," said the young man,"the Marshal"s family living in the country at present, the Marshal has given Miss Dorrit one of the rooms in his house to use when she likes. Don"t you think you had better come up there, and let me bring Miss Dorrit?"
She signified her a.s.sent, and he unlocked a door and conducted her up a side staircase into a dwelling-house above. He showed her into a darkening room, and left her. The room looked down into the darkening prison-yard, with its inmates strolling here and there, leaning out of windows communing as much apart as they could with friends who were going away, and generally wearing out their imprisonment as they best might that summer evening. The air was heavy and hot; the closeness of the place, oppressive; and from without there arose a rush of free sounds, like the jarring memory of such things in a headache and heartache. She stood at the window, bewildered, looking down into this prison as it were out of her own different prison, when a soft word or two of surprise made her start, and Little Dorrit stood before her.
"Is it possible, Mrs Clennam, that you are so happily recovered as--"
Little Dorrit stopped, for there was neither happiness nor health in the face that turned to her. "This is not recovery; it is not strength; I don"t know what it is." With an agitated wave of her hand, she put all that aside. "You have a packet left with you which you were to give to Arthur, if it was not reclaimed before this place closed to-night."
"Yes."
"I reclaim it."
Little Dorrit took it from her bosom, and gave it into her hand, which remained stretched out after receiving it.
"Have you any idea of its contents?"
Frightened by her being there with that new power Of Movement in her, which, as she said herself, was not strength, and which was unreal to look upon, as though a picture or statue had been animated, Little Dorrit answered "No."
"Read them."
Little Dorrit took the packet from the still outstretched hand, and broke the seal. Mrs Clennam then gave her the inner packet that was addressed to herself, and held the other. The shadow of the wall and of the prison buildings, which made the room sombre at noon, made it too dark to read there, with the dusk deepening apace, save in the window.
In the window, where a little of the bright summer evening sky could shine upon her, Little Dorrit stood, and read. After a broken exclamation or so of wonder and of terror, she read in silence. When she had finished, she looked round, and her old mistress bowed herself before her.
"You know, now, what I have done."
"I think so. I am afraid so; though my mind is so hurried, and so sorry, and has so much to pity that it has not been able to follow all I have read," said Little Dorrit tremulously.