"What was she doing there I wonder!" said Mr Meagles. "Not going to it, I should think."
"She had written to me first," said Tattycoram.
"Oh, Tatty!" murmured her mistress, "take your hands away. I feel as if some one else was touching me!"
She said it in a quick involuntary way, but half playfully, and not more petulantly or disagreeably than a favourite child might have done, who laughed next moment. Tattycoram set her full red lips together, and crossed her arms upon her bosom. "Did you wish to know, sir," she said, looking at Mr Meagles, "what Miss Wade wrote to me about?"
"Well, Tattycoram," returned Mr Meagles, "since you ask the question, and we are all friends here, perhaps you may as well mention it, if you are so inclined."
"She knew, when we were travelling, where you lived," said Tattycoram, "and she had seen me not quite--not quite--"
"Not quite in a good temper, Tattycoram?" suggested Mr Meagles, shaking his head at the dark eyes with a quiet caution. "Take a little time--count five-and-twenty, Tattycoram."
She pressed her lips together again, and took a long deep breath.
"So she wrote to me to say that if I ever felt myself hurt," she looked down at her young mistress, "or found myself worried," she looked down at her again, "I might go to her, and be considerately treated. I was to think of it, and could speak to her by the church. So I went there to thank her."
"Tatty," said her young mistress, putting her hand up over her shoulder that the other might take it, "Miss Wade almost frightened me when we parted, and I scarcely like to think of her just now as having been so near me without my knowing it. Tatty dear!"
Tatty stood for a moment, immovable.
"Hey?" cried Mr Meagles. "Count another five-and-twenty, Tattycoram."
She might have counted a dozen, when she bent and put her lips to the caressing hand. It patted her cheek, as it touched the owner"s beautiful curls, and Tattycoram went away.
"Now there," said Mr Meagles softly, as he gave a turn to the dumb-waiter on his right hand to twirl the sugar towards himself.
"There"s a girl who might be lost and ruined, if she wasn"t among practical people. Mother and I know, solely from being practical, that there are times when that girl"s whole nature seems to roughen itself against seeing us so bound up in Pet. No father and mother were bound up in her, poor soul. I don"t like to think of the way in which that unfortunate child, with all that pa.s.sion and protest in her, feels when she hears the Fifth Commandment on a Sunday. I am always inclined to call out, Church, Count five-and-twenty, Tattycoram."
Besides his dumb-waiter, Mr Meagles had two other not dumb waiters in the persons of two parlour-maids with rosy faces and bright eyes, who were a highly ornamental part of the table decoration. "And why not, you see?" said Mr Meagles on this head. "As I always say to Mother, why not have something pretty to look at, if you have anything at all?" A certain Mrs Tickit, who was Cook and Housekeeper when the family were at home, and Housekeeper only when the family were away, completed the establishment. Mr Meagles regretted that the nature of the duties in which she was engaged, rendered Mrs Tickit unpresentable at present, but hoped to introduce her to the new visitor to-morrow. She was an important part of the Cottage, he said, and all his friends knew her.
That was her picture up in the corner. When they went away, she always put on the silk-gown and the jet-black row of curls represented in that portrait (her hair was reddish-grey in the kitchen), established herself in the breakfast-room, put her spectacles between two particular leaves of Doctor Buchan"s Domestic Medicine, and sat looking over the blind all day until they came back again. It was supposed that no persuasion could be invented which would induce Mrs Tickit to abandon her post at the blind, however long their absence, or to dispense with the attendance of Dr Buchan; the lucubrations of which learned pract.i.tioner, Mr Meagles implicitly believed she had never yet consulted to the extent of one word in her life.
In the evening they played an old-fashioned rubber; and Pet sat looking over her father"s hand, or singing to herself by fits and starts at the piano. She was a spoilt child; but how could she be otherwise? Who could be much with so pliable and beautiful a creature, and not yield to her endearing influence? Who could pa.s.s an evening in the house, and not love her for the grace and charm of her very presence in the room? This was Clennam"s reflection, notwithstanding the final conclusion at which he had arrived up-stairs.
In making it, he revoked. "Why, what are you thinking of, my good sir?"
asked the astonished Mr Meagles, who was his partner.
"I beg your pardon. Nothing," returned Clennam.
"Think of something, next time; that"s a dear fellow," said Mr Meagles.
Pet laughingly believed he had been thinking of Miss Wade.
"Why of Miss Wade, Pet?" asked her father.
"Why, indeed!" said Arthur Clennam.
Pet coloured a little, and went to the piano again.
As they broke up for the night, Arthur overheard Doyce ask his host if he could give him half an hour"s conversation before breakfast in the morning? The host replying willingly, Arthur lingered behind a moment, having his own word to add to that topic.
"Mr Meagles," he said, on their being left alone, "do you remember when you advised me to go straight to London?"
"Perfectly well." "And when you gave me some other good advice which I needed at that time?"
"I won"t say what it was worth," answered Mr Meagles: "but of course I remember our being very pleasant and confidential together."
"I have acted on your advice; and having disembarra.s.sed myself of an occupation that was painful to me for many reasons, wish to devote myself and what means I have, to another pursuit."
"Right! You can"t do it too soon," said Mr Meagles.
"Now, as I came down to-day, I found that your friend, Mr Doyce, is looking for a partner in his business--not a partner in his mechanical knowledge, but in the ways and means of turning the business arising from it to the best account."
"Just so," said Mr Meagles, with his hands in his pockets, and with the old business expression of face that had belonged to the scales and scoop.
"Mr Doyce mentioned incidentally, in the course of our conversation, that he was going to take your valuable advice on the subject of finding such a partner. If you should think our views and opportunities at all likely to coincide, perhaps you will let him know my available position.
I speak, of course, in ignorance of the details, and they may be unsuitable on both sides."
"No doubt, no doubt," said Mr Meagles, with the caution belonging to the scales and scoop.
"But they will be a question of figures and accounts--"
"Just so, just so," said Mr Meagles, with arithmetical solidity belonging to the scales and scoop.
"--And I shall be glad to enter into the subject, provided Mr Doyce responds, and you think well of it. If you will at present, therefore, allow me to place it in your hands, you will much oblige me."
"Clennam, I accept the trust with readiness," said Mr Meagles. "And without antic.i.p.ating any of the points which you, as a man of business, have of course reserved, I am free to say to you that I think something may come of this. Of one thing you may be perfectly certain. Daniel is an honest man."
"I am so sure of it that I have promptly made up my mind to speak to you." "You must guide him, you know; you must steer him; you must direct him; he is one of a crotchety sort," said Mr Meagles, evidently meaning nothing more than that he did new things and went new ways; "but he is as honest as the sun, and so good night!" Clennam went back to his room, sat down again before his fire, and made up his mind that he was glad he had resolved not to fall in love with Pet. She was so beautiful, so amiable, so apt to receive any true impression given to her gentle nature and her innocent heart, and make the man who should be so happy as to communicate it, the most fortunate and enviable of all men, that he was very glad indeed he had come to that conclusion.
But, as this might have been a reason for coming to the opposite conclusion, he followed out the theme again a little way in his mind; to justify himself, perhaps.
"Suppose that a man," so his thoughts ran, "who had been of age some twenty years or so; who was a diffident man, from the circ.u.mstances of his youth; who was rather a grave man, from the tenor of his life; who knew himself to be deficient in many little engaging qualities which he admired in others, from having been long in a distant region, with nothing softening near him; who had no kind sisters to present to her; who had no congenial home to make her known in; who was a stranger in the land; who had not a fortune to compensate, in any measure, for these defects; who had nothing in his favour but his honest love and his general wish to do right--suppose such a man were to come to this house, and were to yield to the captivation of this charming girl, and were to persuade himself that he could hope to win her; what a weakness it would be!"
He softly opened his window, and looked out upon the serene river. Year after year so much allowance for the drifting of the ferry-boat, so many miles an hour the flowing of the stream, here the rushes, there the lilies, nothing uncertain or unquiet.
Why should he be vexed or sore at heart? It was not his weakness that he had imagined. It was n.o.body"s, n.o.body"s within his knowledge; why should it trouble him? And yet it did trouble him. And he thought--who has not thought for a moment, sometimes?--that it might be better to flow away monotonously, like the river, and to compound for its insensibility to happiness with its insensibility to pain.
CHAPTER 17. n.o.body"s Rival
Before breakfast in the morning, Arthur walked out to look about him.
As the morning was fine and he had an hour on his hands, he crossed the river by the ferry, and strolled along a footpath through some meadows.
When he came back to the towing-path, he found the ferry-boat on the opposite side, and a gentleman hailing it and waiting to be taken over.
This gentleman looked barely thirty. He was well dressed, of a sprightly and gay appearance, a well-knit figure, and a rich dark complexion. As Arthur came over the stile and down to the water"s edge, the lounger glanced at him for a moment, and then resumed his occupation of idly tossing stones into the water with his foot. There was something in his way of spurning them out of their places with his heel, and getting them into the required position, that Clennam thought had an air of cruelty in it. Most of us have more or less frequently derived a similar impression from a man"s manner of doing some very little thing: plucking a flower, clearing away an obstacle, or even destroying an insentient object.