Could words describe, could thought realize, the exquisite enjoyment of the dance? Enjoyment? It was more--it was an epoch in Charlotte"s life--it was the first time she had waltzed with a man. What a difference between the fervent clasp of Percy"s arm and the cold, formal contact of the mistress who had taught her! How brightly his eyes looked down into hers; admiring her with such a tender restraint, that there could surely be no harm in looking up at him now and then in return.
Round and round they glided, absorbed in the music and in themselves.
Occasionally her bosom just touched him, at those critical moments when she was most in need of support. At other intervals, she almost let her head sink on his shoulder in trying to hide from him the smile which acknowledged his admiration too boldly. "Once round," Percy had suggested; "once round," her mother had said. They had been ten, twenty, thirty times round; they had never stopped to rest like other dancers; they had centered the eyes of the whole room on them--including the eyes of Captain Bervie--without knowing it; her delicately pale complexion had changed to rosy-red; the neat arrangement of her hair had become disturbed; her bosom was rising and falling faster and faster in the effort to breathe--before fatigue and heat overpowered her at last, and forced her to say to him faintly, "I"m very sorry--I can"t dance any more!"
Percy led her into the cooler atmosphere of the refreshment-room, and revived her with a gla.s.s of lemonade. Her arm still rested on his--she was just about to thank him for the care he had taken of her--when Captain Bervie entered the room.
"Mrs. Bowmore wishes me to take you back to her," he said to Charlotte.
Then, turning to Percy, he added: "Will you kindly wait here while I take Miss Bowmore to the ballroom? I have a word to say to you--I will return directly."
The Captain spoke with perfect politeness--but his face betrayed him. It was pale with the sinister whiteness of suppressed rage.
Percy sat down to cool and rest himself. With his experience of the ways of men, he felt no surprise at the marked contrast between Captain Bervie"s face and Captain Bervie"s manner. "He has seen us waltzing, and he is coming back to pick a quarrel with me." Such was the interpretation which Mr. Linwood"s knowledge of the world placed on Captain Bervie"s politeness. In a minute or two more the Captain returned to the refreshment-room, and satisfied Percy that his antic.i.p.ations had not deceived him.
CHAPTER VI.
LOVE.
FOUR days had pa.s.sed since the night of the ball.
Although it was no later in the year than the month of February, the sun was shining brightly, and the air was as soft as the air of a day in spring. Percy and Charlotte were walking together in the little garden at the back of Mr. Bowmore"s cottage, near the town of Dartford, in Kent.
"Mr. Linwood," said the young lady, "you were to have paid us your first visit the day after the ball. Why have you kept us waiting? Have you been too busy to remember your new friends?"
"I have counted the hours since we parted, Miss Charlotte. If I had not been detained by business--"
"I understand! For three days business has controlled you. On the fourth day, you have controlled business--and here you are? I don"t believe one word of it, Mr. Linwood!"
There was no answering such a declaration as this. Guiltily conscious that Charlotte was right in refusing to accept his well-worn excuse, Percy made an awkward attempt to change the topic of conversation.
They happened, at the moment, to be standing near a small conservatory at the end of the garden. The gla.s.s door was closed, and the few plants and shrubs inside had a lonely, neglected look. "Does n.o.body ever visit this secluded place?" Percy asked, jocosely, "or does it hide discoveries in the rearing of plants which are forbidden mysteries to a stranger?"
"Satisfy your curiosity, Mr. Linwood, by all means," Charlotte answered in the same tone. "Open the door, and I will follow you."
Percy obeyed. In pa.s.sing through the doorway, he encountered the bare hanging branches of some creeping plant, long since dead, and detached from its fastenings on the woodwork of the roof. He pushed aside the branches so that Charlotte could easily follow him in, without being aware that his own forced pa.s.sage through them had a little deranged the folds of spotless white cambric which a well-dressed gentleman wore round his neck in those days. Charlotte seated herself, and directed Percy"s attention to the desolate conservatory with a saucy smile.
"The mystery which your lively imagination has a.s.sociated with this place," she said, "means, being interpreted, that we are too poor to keep a gardener. Make the best of your disappointment, Mr. Linwood, and sit here by me. We are out of hearing and out of sight of mamma"s other visitors. You have no excuse now for not telling me what has really kept you away from us."
She fixed her eyes on him as she said those words. Before Percy could think of another excuse, her quick observation detected the disordered condition of his cravat, and discovered the upper edge of a black plaster attached to one side of his neck.
"You have been hurt in the neck!" she said. "That is why you have kept away from us for the last three days!"
"A mere trifle," he answered, in great confusion; "please don"t notice it."
Her eyes, still resting on his face, a.s.sumed an expression of suspicious inquiry, which Percy was entirely at a loss to understand. Suddenly, she started to her feet, as if a new idea had occurred to her. "Wait here,"
she said, flushing with excitement, "till I come back: I insist on it!"
Before Percy could ask for an explanation she had left the conservatory.
In a minute or two, Miss Bowmore returned, with a newspaper in her hand.
"Read that," she said, pointing to a paragraph distinguished by a line drawn round it in ink.
The pa.s.sage that she indicated contained an account of a duel which had recently taken place in the neighborhood of London. The names of the duelists were not mentioned. One was described as an officer, and the other as a civilian. They had quarreled at cards, and had fought with pistols. The civilian had had a narrow escape of his life. His antagonist"s bullet had pa.s.sed near enough to the side of his neck to tear the flesh, and had missed the vital parts, literally, by a hair"s-breadth.
Charlotte"s eyes, riveted on Percy, detected a sudden change of color in his face the moment he looked at the newspaper. That was enough for her.
"You _are_ the man!" she cried. "Oh, for shame, for shame! To risk your life for a paltry dispute about cards!"
"I would risk it again," said Percy, "to hear you speak as if you set some value on it."
She looked away from him without a word of reply. Her mind seemed to be busy again with its own thoughts. Did she meditate returning to the subject of the duel? Was she not satisfied with the discovery which she had just made?
No such doubts as these troubled the mind of Percy Linwood. Intoxicated by the charm of her presence, emboldened by her innocent betrayal of the interest that she felt in him, he opened his whole heart to her as unreservedly as if they had known each other from the days of their childhood. There was but one excuse for him. Charlotte was his first love.
"You don"t know how completely you have become a part of my life, since we met at the ball," he went on. "That one delightful dance seemed, by some magic which I can"t explain, to draw us together in a few minutes as if we had known each other for years. Oh, dear! I could make such a confession of what I felt--only I am afraid of offending you by speaking too soon. Women are so dreadfully difficult to understand. How is a man to know at what time it is considerate toward them to conceal his true feelings; and at what time it is equally considerate to express his true feelings? One doesn"t know whether it is a matter of days or weeks or months--there ought to be a law to settle it. Dear Miss Charlotte, when a poor fellow loves you at first sight, as he has never loved any other woman, and when he is tormented by the fear that some other man may be preferred to him, can"t you forgive him if he lets out the truth a little too soon?" He ventured, as he put that very downright question, to take her hand. "It really isn"t my fault," he said, simply. "My heart is so full of you I can talk of nothing else."
To Percy"s delight, the first experimental pressure of his hand, far from being resented, was softly returned. Charlotte looked at him again, with a new resolution in her face.
"I"ll forgive you for talking nonsense, Mr. Linwood," she said; "and I will even permit you to come and see me again, on one condition--that you tell the whole truth about the duel. If you conceal the smallest circ.u.mstance, our acquaintance is at an end."
"Haven"t I owned everything already?" Percy inquired, in great perplexity. "Did I say No, when you told me I was the man?"
"Could you say No, with that plaster on your neck?" was the ready rejoinder. "I am determined to know more than the newspaper tells me.
Will you declare, on your word of honor, that Captain Bervie had nothing to do with the duel? Can you look me in the face, and say that the real cause of the quarrel was a disagreement at cards? When you were talking with me just before I left the ball, how did you answer a gentleman who asked you to make one at the whist-table? You said, "I don"t play at cards." Ah! You thought I had forgotten that? Don"t kiss my hand! Trust me with the whole truth, or say good-by forever."
"Only tell me what you wish to know, Miss Charlotte," said Percy humbly.
"If you will put the questions, I will give the answers--as well as I can."
On this understanding, Percy"s evidence was extracted from him as follows:
"Was it Captain Bervie who quarreled with you?"
"Yes."
"Was it about me?"
"Yes."
"What did he say?"
"He said I had committed an impropriety in waltzing with you."
"Why?"
"Because your parents disapproved of your waltzing in a public ballroom."
"That"s not true! What did he say next?"
"He said I had added tenfold to my offense, by waltzing with you in such a manner as to make you the subject of remark to the whole room."