Live Wire.
by Harlan Coben.
For Anne, because the best is yet to come
1.
The ugliest truth, a friend once told Myron, is still better than the prettiest of lies.
Myron thought about that now as he looked down at his father in the hospital bed. He flashed back sixteen years, to the last time he had lied to his father, the lie that caused so much heartbreak and devastation, a lie that started a tragic ripple that, finally, disastrously, would end here.
His father"s eyes remained closed, his breathing raspy and uneven. Tubes seemed to snake out from everywhere. Myron stared down at his father"s forearm. He remembered as a child visiting his dad in that Newark warehouse, the way his father sat at his oversized desk, his sleeves rolled up. The forearm had been powerful enough back then to strain the fabric, making the cuff work tourniquet-like against the muscle. Now the muscle looked spongy, deflated by age. The barrel chest that had made Myron feel so safe was still there, but it had grown brittle, as though a hand pressing down could snap the rib cage like dried twigs. His father"s unshaven face had gray splotches instead of his customary five o"clock shadow, the skin around his chin loose, sagging down like a cloak one size too big.
Myron"s mother-Al Bolitar"s wife for the past forty-three years-sat next to the bed. Her hand, shaking with Parkinson"s, held his. She too looked shockingly frail. In her youth, his mother had been an early feminist, burning her bra with Gloria Steinem, wearing T-shirts that read stuff like "A Woman"s Place Is in the House . . . and Senate." Now, here they both were, Ellen and Al Bolitar ("We"re El-Al," Mom always joked, "like the Israeli airline") ravaged by age, hanging on, luckier by far than the vast majority of aging lovers-and yet this was what luck looked like in the end.
G.o.d has some sense of humor.
"So," Mom said to Myron in a low voice. "We agree?"
Myron did not reply. The prettiest of lies versus the ugliest truth. Myron should have learned his lesson back then, sixteen years ago, with that last lie to this great man he loved like no other. But, no, it wasn"t so simple. The ugliest truth could be devastating. It could rock a world.
Or even kill.
So as his father"s eyes fluttered open, as this man Myron treasured like no other looked up at his oldest son with pleading, almost childlike confusion, Myron looked at his mother and slowly nodded. Then he bit back the tears and prepared to tell his father one final lie.
2.
SIX DAYS EARLIER.
Please, Myron, I need your help."
This was, for Myron, a bit of a fantasy: a shapely, gorgeous damsel in distress sauntering into his office like something out of an old Bogey film-except, well, the saunter was more of a waddle and the shapeliness was coming from the fact that the gorgeous damsel was eight months pregnant, and really, sorry, that kind of killed the whole fantasy effect.
Her name was Suzze T, short for Trevantino, a retired tennis star. She had been the s.e.xy bad girl of the tour, better known for her provocative outfits, piercings, and tattoos than for her actual game. Still Suzze won a major and made a ton in endors.e.m.e.nts, most notably as the spokeswoman (Myron loved that euphemism) for La-La-Latte, a chain of topless coffee bars, where college boys loved to snicker for "extra milk." Good times.
Myron spread his arms. "I"m here for you, Suzze, twenty-four/ seven-you know that."
They were in his Park Avenue office, home of MB Reps, the M M standing for Myron, the standing for Myron, the B B for Bolitar, and the Reps because they represented athletes, actors, and writers. Literal-Monikers-R-Us. for Bolitar, and the Reps because they represented athletes, actors, and writers. Literal-Monikers-R-Us.
"Just tell me what I can do."
Suzze began to pace. "I"m not sure where to begin." Myron was about to speak when she held up her hand. "And if you dare say, "Start at the beginning," I will rip off one of your t.e.s.t.i.c.l.es."
"Just one?"
"You"re engaged now. I"m thinking of your poor fiancee."
The pace turned more into a stomp, picking up speed and intensity so that a small part of Myron feared that she might go into labor right here in his recently refurbished office.
"Uh, the carpet," Myron said. "It"s new."
She frowned, paced some more, started biting her exuberantly polished fingernails.
"Suzze?"
She stopped. Their eyes met.
"Tell me," he said.
"You remember when we first met?"
Myron nodded. He was just a few months out of law school and starting up his fledgling firm. Back then, at the inception, MB Reps had been known as MB SportsReps. That was because initially Myron represented only athletes. When he started representing actors and writers and others in the field of the arts and celebrity, he dropped the Sports from the name, ergo, MB Reps.
Again with the literal.
"Of course," he said.
"I was a mess, wasn"t I?"
"You were a great tennis talent."
"And a mess. Don"t sugarcoat it."
Myron put his palms toward the ceiling. "You were eighteen."
"Seventeen."
"Seventeen, whatever." Quick memory flash of Suzze in the sun: blond hair in a ponytail, a wicked grin on her face, her forehand whipping the ball as though it had offended her. "You"d just turned pro. Adolescent boys hung your poster in their bedrooms. You were supposed to beat legends right away. Your parents redefined pushy. It"s a miracle you stayed upright."
"Good point."
"So what"s wrong?"
Suzze glanced down at her belly as though it had just appeared. "I"m pregnant."
"Uh, yeah, I can see that."
"Life is good, you know?" Her voice was soft now, wistful. "After all the years, when I was a mess . . . I found Lex. His music has never been better. The tennis academy is doing great. And, well, it"s just all so good now."
Myron waited. Her eyes stayed on her belly, cradling it as though it were its contents, which, Myron surmised, it kind of was. To keep the conversation going, Myron asked, "Do you like being pregnant?"
"The actual physical act of carrying a child?"
"Yes."
She shrugged. "It"s not like I"m glowing or any of that. I mean, I"m so ready to deliver. It"s interesting though. Some women love being pregnant."
"And you don"t?"
"It feels like someone parked a bulldozer on my bladder. I think the reason women like being pregnant is because it makes them feel special. Like they"re minor celebrities. Most women go through life without the attention, but when they"re pregnant, people make a fuss. This may sound uncharitable, but pregnant women like the applause. Do you know what I mean?"
"I think so."
"I"ve already had my share of applause, I guess." She moved toward the window and looked out for a moment. Then she turned back toward him. "By the way, did you notice how huge my b.o.o.bs are?"
Myron said, "Um," and decided to say no more.
"Come to think of it, I wonder whether you should contact La-La-Latte for a new photo shoot."
"Strategically angled shots?"
"Exactly. Might be a great new campaign in these puppies." She cupped them in case Myron wasn"t sure what puppies she was referencing. "What do you think?"
"I think," Myron said, "that you"re stalling."
Her eyes were wet now. "I"m so d.a.m.ned happy."
"Yeah, well, I can see where that would be a problem."
She smiled at that. "I put the demons to rest. I"ve even reconciled with my mother. Lex and I couldn"t be more ready to have the baby. I want those demons to stay away."
Myron sat up. "You"re not using again?"
"G.o.d, no. Not that kind of demon. Lex and I are done with that."
Lex Ryder, Suzze"s husband, was one half of the legendary band/ duo known as HorsePower-the much lesser half, to be frank, to the supernaturally charismatic front man, Gabriel Wire. Lex was a fine if troubled musician, but he would always be John Oates to Gabriel"s Daryl Hall, Andrew Ridgeley to Gabriel"s George Michael, the rest of the p.u.s.s.ycat Dolls next to Nicole Scherz-i-something.
"What kind of demons then?"
Suzze reached into her purse. She plucked out something that from across the desk looked as though it might be a photograph. She stared at it for a moment and then pa.s.sed it to Myron. He took a quick glance and again tried to wait her out.
Finally, just to say something, he went with the obvious: "This is your baby"s sonogram."
"Yep. Twenty-eight weeks old."
More silence. Again Myron broke it. "Is there something wrong with the baby?"
"Nothing. He"s perfect."
"He?"
Suzze T smiled now. "Going to have my own little man."
"That"s pretty cool."
"Yeah. Oh, one of the reasons I"m here: Lex and I have been talking about it. We both want you to be the G.o.dfather."
"Me?"
"Yep."
Myron said nothing.
"Well?"
Now it was Myron who had wet eyes. "I"d be honored."
"Are you crying?"
Myron said nothing.
"You"re such a girl," she said.
"What"s wrong, Suzze?"
"Maybe nothing." Then: "I think someone is out to destroy me."
Myron kept his eyes on the sonogram. "How?"
And then she showed him. She showed him two words that would echo dully in his heart for a very long time.
3.
An hour later, Windsor Horne Lockwood III-known to those who fear him (and that was pretty much everyone) as Win-swaggered into Myron"s office. Win had a great swagger, like he should be wearing a black top hat and tails and twirling a walking stick. Instead he sported a pink-and-green Lilly Pulitzer tie, a blue blazer with some kind of crest on it, and khakis with a crease sharp enough to draw blood. He had loafers, no socks, and basically looked as though he"d just gone yachting on the SS Old Money Old Money.
"Suzze T just stopped by," Myron said.