Silk did as he was told. He had talked through gla.s.ses before (there had been one in the Prelate"s chambers at the schola), though not often. Now he discovered that his mouth was dry. He licked his lips.
"Blood is not available, sir," the monitor told him im-perturbably. "Would someone else do?"
"Musk, perhaps," Silk said, recalling the name Auk had mentioned.
"It will be a few minutes, I fear, sir."
"I"ll wait for him," Silk said. The gla.s.s faded to an opalescent gray.
"You want to sit, Patera?" Auk was pushing a chair against the backs of his calves.
Silk sat down, murmuring his thanks.
"I don"t think that was too smart, asking for Musk. Maybe you know what you"re doing."
Still watching the gla.s.s, Silk shook his head. "You had said he worked for Blood, that"s all."
"Don"t tell him you"re with me. All right?"
"I won"t."
Auk did not speak again, and the silence wrapped itself about them. Like the silence of the Windows, Silk thought, the silence of the G.o.ds: pendant, waiting. This gla.s.s of Auk"s was rather like a Window, all gla.s.ses were, although they were so much smaller. Like the Windows, gla.s.ses were miraculous creations of the Short-Sun days, after all. What was it Maytera Marble had said about them?
Maytera herself, the countless quiescent soldiers that the Outsider had revealed, and in fact all similar persons-all chems of whatever kind-were directly or otherwise marvels of the inconceivably inspired Short-Sun Whorl, and
in time (soon, perhaps) would be gone. Their women rarely conceived children, and in Maytera"s case it was quite . . .
Silk shook his shoulders, reminding himself severely that in all likelihood Maytera Marble would long outlive him- that he might be dead before shadeup, unless he chose to ignore the Outsider"s instructions.
The monitor reappeared. "Would you like me to provide a few suggestions while you"re waiting, sir?"
"No, thank you."
"I might straighten your nose just a trifle, sir, and do something regarding a coiffeur. You would find that of interest, I believe."
"No," Silk said again; and added, as much to himself as to the monitor, "I must think."
Swiftly the monitor"s gray face darkened. The entire gla.s.s seemed to fall away. Black, oily-looking hair curled above flashing eyes from which Silk tore his own in horror.
As a swimmer bursts from a wave and discovers himself staring at an object he has not chosen-at the summer sun, perhaps, or a cloud or the top of a tree-Silk found that he was looking at Musk"s mouth, lips as feverishly red and fully as delicate as any girl"s.
To damp his fear, he told himself that he was waiting for Musk to speak; and when Musk did not, he forced himself to speak instead. "My name is Patera Silk, my son." His chin was trembling; before he spoke again, he clenched his teeth. "Mine is the Sun Street manteion. Or I should say it isn"t, which is what I must see Blood about."
The handsome boy in the gla.s.s said nothing and gave no sign of having heard. In order that he might not be snared by that bright and savage stare again, Silk inventoried the room in which Musk stood. He could glimpse a tapestry and a painting, a table covered with bottles, and two elabo-
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"Blood has purchased our manteion," he found himself explaining to one of the chairs. "By that I mean he"s paid the taxes, I suppose, and they have turned the deed over to him. It will be very hard on the children. On all of us, to be sure, but particularly on the children, unless some other arrangement can be made. I have several suggestions to offer, and I"d like-"
A trooper in silvered conflict armor had appeared at the edge of the gla.s.s. As he spoke to Musk, Silk realized with a slight shock that Musk hardly reached the trooper"s shoulder. "A new bunch at the gate," the trooper said.
Hurriedly, Silk began, "I"m certain for your sake-or for Blood"s, I mean-that an accommodation of some sort is still possible. A G.o.d, you see-"
The handsome boy in the gla.s.s laughed and snapped his fingers, and die gla.s.s went dark.
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NlGHTSIDE
It had been late already when they had left the city. Beyond die black streak of the shade, the skylands had been as clear and as bright as Silk (who normally retired early and rose at shadeup) had ever seen them; he stared at them as he rode, his thoughts drowned in wonder. Here were nameless mountains filling inviolate valleys to the rim with their vast, black shadows. Here were savannah and steppe, and a coastal plain ringing a lake that he judged must certainly be larger than Lake Limna-all these doming the gloomy sky of night while they themselves were bathed in sunlight.
As they had walked the dirty and dangerous streets of the Orilla, Auk had remarked, "There"s strange things happen nlghtside, Patera. I don"t suppose you know it, but that"s the lily word anyhow."
"I do know," Silk had a.s.sured him. "I shrive, don"t forget, so I hear about them. Or at least I"ve heard a few very strange stories that I can"t relate. You must have seen the things as they occurred, and that must be stranger still."
"What I was going to say," Auk had continued, "was that I never heard about any that was any stranger than this, what you"re going to do, or try to do. Or seen anything stranger, either."
Silk had sighed. "May I speak as an augur, Auk? I realize
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that a great many people are offended by that, and Our Gracious Phaea knows I don"t want to offend you. But this once may I speak?"
"If you"re going to say something you wouldn"t want anybody to hear, why, I wouldn"t."
"Quite the contrary," Silk had declared, perhaps a bit too fervently. "It"s something that I wish I could tell the whole city."
"Keep your voice down, Patera, or you will."
"I told you a G.o.d had spoken to me. Do you remember that?"
Auk had nodded.
"I"ve been thinking about it as we walked along. To tell the truth, it"s not easy to think about anything else. Before I spoke to-to that unfortunate Musk. Well, before I spoke to him, for example, I ought to have been thinking over everything that I wanted to say to him. But I wasn"t, or not very much. Mostly I was thinking about the Outsider; not so much what he had said to me as what it had been like to have him speaking to me at all, and how it had felt,"
"You did fine, Patera." Auk had, to Silk"s surprise, laid a hand on his shoulder. "You did all right."
"I don"t agree, though I won"t argue with you now. What I wanted to say was that there is really nothing strange at all about what I"m doing, or about your helping me to do it. Does the sun ever go out, Auk? Does it ever wink out as you or I might snuff out a lamp?"