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Silk raised it, and the bee stung again.
"Stops pain and fights infection." The fussy little man squatted, pushed up Silk"s trousers leg, and put the muzzle of his odd-looking gun against Silk"s calf.
"It didn"t operate that time," Silk told him.
"Yes, it did. You didn"t feel it, that"s all. Now we can take that shoe off."
"My own name is Patera Silk."
The fussy little man glanced up at him. "Doctor Crane, Silk. Have a good laugh. You"re really an augur? Musk said you were."
Silk nodded.
"And you jumped out of that second-floor window? Don"t do that again." Doctor Crane untied the laces and removed the shoe. "My mother hoped I"d be tall, you see. She was tall herself, and she liked tall men. My father was short."
Silk said, "I understand."
"I doubt it." Doctor Crane bent over Silk"s foot, his pinkish scalp visible through his gray hair. "I"m going to cut away this stocking. If I pull it off, it might do more damage." He produced shiny scissors exactly like those Silk had found in Hyacinth"s balneum. "She"s dead now, and so"s he, so I guess it doesn"t matter." The ruined stocking fell away. "Want to see what he looked like?"
The absence of pain was intoxicating; Silk felt giddy with happiness. "I"d love to." He managed to add, "If you care to show me."
"I can"t help it. You"re seeing him now, since I look exactly like him. It"s our genes, not our names, that make us whatever we are."
"It"s the will of the G.o.ds." Silk"s eyes told him that the little physician was probing his swollen right ankle with his fingers, but he could feel nothing. "Your mother was tall;
and if you were tall as well, you would say that it was because she had been."
"I"m not hurting you?"
Silk shook his head. "I don"t resemble my own mother in the least; she was small and dark. I have no idea what my father looked like, but I know that I am the man that a certain G.o.d wished me to be before I was born."
"She"s dead?"
Silk nodded. "She left us for Mainframe a month before I was designated."
"You"ve got blue eyes. You"re only the second-no, the third person I"ve ever seen with them. It"s a shame you don"t know who your father was. I"d like to have a look at him. See if you can stand up."
Silk could and did.
"Fine. Let me take your arm. I want you up there on that table. It"s a nice clean break, or anyway that"s what it looks like, and I"m going to pin it and put a cast on it."
They were not planning to kill him. Silk savored the thought They were not planning to kill him, and so there might still be a chance to save the manteion.
Blood was slightly drunk. Silk envied him that almost as much as his possession of the manteion. As though Blood had read his thoughts, he said, "Hasn"t anybody brought you anything, Patera? Musk, get somebody to bring him a dWnk."
The handsome young man nodded and slipped out of the room, at which Silk felt somewhat better.
"We"ve got other stuff, Patera. I don"t suppose you use them?"
Silk said, "Your physician"s already given me a drug to ease the pain. I doubt that it would be wise to mix it with something else." He was very conscious of that pain, which
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was returning; but he had no intention of letting Blood see that.
"Right you are." Blood leaned forward in his big red leather chair, and for a moment Silk thought that he might actually fall out of it. "The light touch with everything- that"s my motto. Always has been. Even with that enlightenment of yours, a light touch"s best."
Silk shook his head. "In spite of what has happened to me, I cannot agree."
"What"s this!" Grinning broadly, Blood pretended to be outraged. "Did enlightenment tell you to come out here and break into my house? No, no, Patera. Don"t try to tell me that. That was greed, the same as you"d slang me for. Your tin sibyl told you I"d bought your place-which I have, and everything completely legal-so you figured I"d have things worth taking. Don"t tell me. I"m an old hand myself."
"I came here to steal our manteion back from you," Silk said. "That"s worth taking, certainly. You took it legally, and I intended to take it from you, if I could, in any way I could."
Blood spat, looked around for his drink, and finding the tumbler empty dropped it on the carpet. "What did you think you could do, nick the s.h.a.ggy deed out of my papers? It wouldn"t mean a s.h.a.ggy thing. Musk"s the buyer of record, and all he"d have to do is pay a couple of cards for a new copy."
"I was going to make you sign it over to me," Silk told him. "I intended to hide in your bedroom until you came, and threaten to kill you unless you did exacdy as I ordered."
The door opened. Musk entered, followed by a liveried footman with a tray. The footman set the tray on an inlaid table at Silk"s eibow. "Will that be all, sir?"
Silk took the squat, water-white drink from the tray and sipped. "Yes, thank you. Thank you very much, Musk."
The servant departed; Musk smiled bitterly.
"This"s getting interesting." Blood leaned forward, his wide, red face redder than ever. "Would you really have killed me, Patera?"
Silk, who would not have, felt certain he would not be believed. "I hoped that it wouldn"t be necessary."
"I see. I see. And it never crossed your mind that I"d yell for some friends in the City Guard the minute you left? That I wouldn"t even have had to use my own people on you, because the Guard would do their work instead?" Blood laughed, and Musk concealed his smile behind his hand.
Silk sipped again, wondering briefly whether the drink was drugged. If they wanted to drug him, he reflected, they would have no need of subterfuge. Whatever it was, the drink was very strong, certainly. Drugged or undrugged, it might dull the pain in his ankle. He ventured a cautious swallow. He had drunk brandy already tonight, the brandy Gib had given him; it seemed a very long time ago. Surely Blood would make no charge for this drink, whatever else be might do. (Not once in a month did Silk drink anything stronger than water.)
"Well, didn"t you?" Blood snorted in disgust. "You know, I"ve got a few people working for me that don"t think any better than you do, Patera."
Silk returned his drink to the tray. "I was going to make you sign a confession. It was the only thing I could think of, so it was what I planned."
"Me? Confess to what?"
"It didn"t matter." Fatigue had enfolded Silk like a cloak. He had never known that a chair could be as comfortable as this one, a chair in which he could sleep for days. "A conspiracy to overthrow the Ayuntamiento, perhaps.
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