Boon smacked his leg, and then drove ahead merrily.
For this had happened to his knowledge: the gentleman accompanying the lady had refused to make anything of a halt at the Red Lion, and had said he was sure there would be a small public-house at the outskirts of the town, for there always was one; and he proved right, and the lady and he had descended at the sign of the Jolly Cricketers, and Boon had driven on for half an hour by order.
This, too, had happened, external to Boon"s knowledge: the lady and the gentleman had witnessed, through the small diamond window-panes of the Jolly Cricketers" parlour, the pa.s.sing-by of the two hors.e.m.e.n in pursuit of them; and the gentleman had stopped the chariot coming on some fifteen minutes later, but he did not do it at the instigation of the lady.
CHAPTER XX. AT THE SIGN OF THE JOLLY CRICKETERS
The pa.s.sing by of the pair of hors.e.m.e.n, who so little suspected the treasure existing behind the small inn"s narrow window did homage in Aminta"s mind to her protector"s adroitness. Their eyes met without a smile, though they perceived the grisly comic of the incident. Their thoughts were on the chariot to follow.
Aminta had barely uttered a syllable since the start of the flight from Ashead. She had rocked in a swing between sensation and imagination, exultant, rich with the broad valley of the plain and the high green waves of the downs at their giant"s bound in the flow of curves and sunny creases to the final fling-off of the dip on sky. Here was a twisted hawthorn carved clean to the way of the wind; a sheltered clump of chestnuts holding their blossoms up, as with a thousand cresset-clasping hands; here were gra.s.ses that nodded swept from green to grey; flowers yellow, white, and blue, significant of a marvellous unknown through the gates of colour; and gorse-covers giving out the bird, squares of young wheat, a single fallow threaded by a hare, and cottage gardens, shadowy garths, wayside flint-heap, woods of the mounds and the dells, fluttering leaves, clouds: all were swallowed, all were the one unworried significance. Scenery flew, shifted, returned; again the line of the downs raced and the hollows reposed simultaneously. They were the same in change to an eye grown older; they promised, as at the first, happiness for recklessness. The whole woman was urged to delirious recklessness in happiness, and she drank the flying scenery as an indication, a likeness, an encouragement.
When her wild music of the blood had fallen to stillness with the stopped wheels, she was in the musky, small, low room of the diamond window-panes, at her companion"s disposal for what he might deem the best: he was her fate. But the more she leaned on a man of self-control, the more she admired; and an admiration that may not speak itself to the object present drops inward, stirs the founts; and if these are repressed, the tenderness which is not allowed to weep will drown self-pity, hardening the woman to summon scruples in relation to her unworthiness. He might choose to forget, but the more she admired, the less could her feminine conscience permit of an utter or of any forgetfulness that she was not the girl Browny, whom he once loved--perhaps loved now, under some illusion of his old pa.s.sion for her--does love now, ill-omened as he is in that! She read him by her startled reading of her own heart, and she constrained her will to keep from doing, saying, looking aught that would burden without gracing his fortunes. For, as she felt, a look, a word, a touch would do the mischief; she had no resistance behind her cold face, only the physical scruple, which would become the moral unworthiness if in any way she induced him to break his guard and blow hers to shreds. An honourable conscience before the world has not the same certificate in love"s pure realm. They are different kingdoms. A girl may be of both; a married woman, peering outside the narrow circle of her wedding-ring, should let her eyelids fall and the unseen fires consume her.
Their common thought was now, Will the chariot follow?
What will he do if it comes? was an unformed question with Aminta.
He had formed and not answered it, holding himself, sincerely at the moment, bound to her wishes. Near the end of Ashead main street she had turned to him in her seat beside the driver, and conveyed silently, with the dental play of her tongue and pouted lips, "No t.i.tle."
Upon that sign, waxen to those lips, he had said to the driver, "You took your orders from Lady Charlotte?
And the reply, "Her ladyship directed me sir, exonerated Lord Ormont so far.
Weyburn remembered then a pa.s.sage of one of her steady looks, wherein an oracle was mute. He tried several of the diviner"s shots to interpret it: she was beyond his reach. She was in her blissful delirium of the flight, and reproached him with giving her the little bit less to resent--she who had no sense of resentment, except the claim on it to excuse.
Their landlady entered the room to lay the cloth for tea and eggs. She made offer of bacon as well, homecured. She was a Hampshire woman, and understood the rearing of pigs. Her husband had been a cricketer, and played for his county. He didn"t often beat Hampshire! They had a good garden of vegetables, and gra.s.s-land enough for two cows. They made their own bread, their own b.u.t.ter, but did not brew.
Weyburn p.r.o.nounced for a plate of her home-cured. She had children, the woman told him--two boys and a girl. Her husband wished for a girl. Her eldest boy wished to be a sailor, and would walk miles to a pond to sail bits of wood on it, though there had never been a sea-faring man in her husband"s family or her own. She agreed with the lady and gentleman that it might be unwise to go contrary to the boy"s bent. Going to school or coming home, a trickle of water would stop him.
Aminta said to her companion in French, "Have you money?"
She chased his blood. "Some: sufficient. I think." It stamped their partnership.
"I have but a small amount. Aunt was our paymaster. We will buy the little boy a boat to sail. You are pale."
"I "ve no notion of it."
"Something happened it Ashead."
"It would not have damaged my complexion."
He counted his money. Aminta covertly handed him her purse. Their fingers touched. The very minor circ.u.mstance of their landlady being in the room dammed a flood.
Her money and his amounted to seventeen pounds. The sum-total was a symbol of days that were a fiery wheel.
Honour and blest adventure might travel together two days or three, he thought. If the chariot did not pa.s.s:--Lord Ormont had willed it. A man could not be said to swerve in his duty when acting to fulfil the master"s orders, and Mrs. Pagnell was proved a hoodwinked duenna, and Morsfield was in the air. The breathing Aminta had now a common purse with her first lover. For three days or more they were, it would seem, to journey together, alone together: the prosecution of his duty imposed it on him. Sooth to say, Weyburn knew that a spice of pa.s.sion added to a bowl of reason makes a sophist"s mess; but he fancied an absolute reliance on Aminta"s dignity, and his respect for her was another barrier. He begged the landlady"s acceptance of two shillings for her boy"s purchase of a boat, advising her to have him taught early to swim.
Both he and Aminta had a feeling that they could be helpful in some little things on the road if the chariot did not pa.s.s.
Justification began to speak loudly against the stopping of the chariot if it did pa.s.s. The fact that sweet wishes come second, and not so loudly, a.s.sured him they were quite secondary; for the lover sunk to sophist may be self-beguiled by the arts which render him the potent beguiler.
"We are safe here," he said, and thrilled her with the "we" behind the curtaining leaded window-panes.
"What is it you propose?" Her voice was lower than she intended. To that she ascribed his vivid flush. It kindled the deeper of her dark hue.
He mentioned her want of luggage, and the purchase of a kit.
She said, "Have we the means?"
"We can adjust the means to the ends."
"We must be sparing of expenses."
"Will you walk part of the way?"
"I should like it."
"We shall be longer on the journey."
"We shall not find it tiresome, I hope."
"We can say so, if we do."
"We are not strangers."
The recurrence of the "we" had an effect of wedding: it was fatalistic, it would come; but, in truth, there was pleasure in it, and the pleasure was close to consciousness of some guilt when vowing itself innocent.
And, no, they were not strangers; hardly a word could they utter without cutting memory to the quick; their present breath was out of the far past.
Love told them both that they were trembling into one another"s arms, not voluntarily, against the will with each of them; they knew it would be for life; and Aminta"s shamed reserves were matched to make an obstacle by his consideration for her good name and her station, for his own claim to honest citizenship also.
Weyburn acted on his instinct at sight of the postillion and the chariot; he flung the window wide and shouted. Then he said, "It is decided," and he felt the rightness of the decision, like a man who has given a condemned limb to the surgeon.
Aminta was pa.s.sive as a water-weed in the sway of the tide. Hearing it to be decided, she was relieved. What her secret heart desired, she kept secret, almost a secret from herself. He was not to leave her; so she had her permitted wish, she had her companion plus her exclamatory aunt, who was a protection, and she had learnt her need of the smallest protection.
"I can scarcely believe I see you, my dear, dear child!" Mrs. Pagnell cried, upon entering the small inn parlour; and so genuine was her satisfaction that for a time she paid no heed to the stuffiness of the room, the meanness of the place, the unfitness of such a hostelry to entertain ladies--the Countess of Ormont!
"Eat here?" Mrs. Pagnell asked, observing the preparations for the meal.
Her pride quailed, her stomach abjured appet.i.te. But she forbore from asking how it was that the Countess of Ormont had come to the place.
At a symptom of her intention to indulge in disgust; Aminta brought up Mr. Morsfield by name; whereupon Mrs. Pagnell showed she had reflected on her conduct in relation to the gentleman, and with the fear of the earl if she were questioned.
Home-made bread and b.u.t.ter, fresh eggs and sparkling fat of bacon invited her to satisfy her hunger. Aminta let her sniff at the teapot unpunished; the tea had a rustic aroma of ground-ivy, reminding Weyburn of his mother"s curiosity to know the object of an old man"s plucking of hedgeside leaves in the environs of Bruges one day, and the simple reply to her French, "Tea for the English." A hint of an anecdote interested and enriched the stores of Mrs. Pagnell, so she capped it and partook of the infusion ruefully.
"But the bread is really good," she said, "and we are unlikely to be seen leaving the place by any person of importance."