"So you are going to lose Upton?" said Barry to Reding; "a capital tutor; you can ill spare him. Who comes into his place?"
"We don"t know," answered Charles; "the Princ.i.p.al will call up one of the Junior Fellows from the country, I believe."
"Oh, but you won"t get a man like Upton," said Carlton; "he knew his subject so thoroughly. His lecture in the Agricola, I"ve heard your men say, might have been published. It was a masterly, minute running comment on the text, quite exhausting it."
"Yes, it was his forte," said Charles; "yet he never loaded his lectures; everything he said had a meaning, and was wanted."
"He has got a capital living," said Barry; "a substantial modern house, and by the rail only an hour from London."
"And _500l._ a year," said White; "Mr. Bolton went over the living, and told me so. It"s in my future neighbourhood; a very beautiful country, and a number of good families round about."
"They say he"s going to marry the Dean of Selsey"s daughter," said Barry; "do you know the family? Miss Juliet, the thirteenth, a very pretty girl."
"Yes," said White, "I know them all; a most delightful family; Mrs.
Bland is a charming woman, so very ladylike. It"s my good luck to be under the Dean"s jurisdiction; I think I shall pull with him capitally."
"He"s a clever man," said Barry; "his charges are always well written; he had a high name in his day at Cambridge."
"Hasn"t he been lately writing against your friends here, White?" said Sheffield.
"_My_ friends!" said White; "whom can you mean? He has written against parties and party leaders; and with reason, I think. Oh, yes; he alluded to poor Willis and some others."
"It was more that that," insisted Sheffield; "he charged against certain sayings and doings at St. Mary"s."
"Well, I for one cannot approve of all that is uttered from the pulpit there," said White; "I know for a fact that Willis refers with great satisfaction to what he heard there as inclining him to Romanism."
"I wish preachers and hearers would all go over together at once, and then we should have some quiet time for proper University studies," said Barry.
"Take care what you are saying, Barry," said Sheffield; "you mean present company excepted. You, White, I think, come under the denomination of hearers?"
"I!" said White; "no such thing. I have been to hear him before now, as most men have; but I think him often very injudicious, or worse. The tendency of his preaching is to make one dissatisfied with one"s own Church."
"Well," said Sheffield, "one"s memory plays one tricks, or I should say that a friend of mine had said ten times as strong things against our Church as any preacher in Oxford ever did."
"You mean me," said White, with earnestness; "you have misunderstood me grievously. I have ever been most faithful to the Church of England. You never heard me say anything inconsistent with the warmest attachment to it. I have never, indeed, denied the claims of the Romish Church to be a branch of the Catholic Church, nor will I,--that"s another thing quite; there are many things which we might borrow with great advantage from the Romanists. But I have ever loved, and hope I shall ever venerate, my own Mother, the Church of my baptism."
Sheffield made an odd face, and no one spoke. White continued, attempting to preserve an unconcerned manner: "It is remarkable," he said, "that Mr. Bolton--who, though a layman, and no divine, is a sensible, practical, shrewd man--never liked that pulpit; he always prophesied no good would come of it."
The silence continuing, White presently fell upon Sheffield. "I defy you," he said, with an attempt to be jocular, "to prove what you have been hinting; it is a great shame. It"s so easy to speak against men, to call them injudicious, extravagant, and so on. You are the only person--"
"Well, well, I know it, I know it," said Sheffield; "we"re only canonizing you, and I am the devil"s advocate."
Charles wanted to hear something about Willis; so he turned the current of White"s thoughts by coming up and asking him whether there was any truth in the report he had heard from Vincent several weeks before; had White heard from him lately? White knew very little about him definitely, and was not able to say whether the report was true or not.
So far was certain, that he had returned from abroad and was living at home. Thus he had not committed himself to the Church of Rome, whether as a theological student or as a novice; but he could not say more. Yes, he had heard one thing more; and the subject of a letter which he had received from him corroborated it--that he was very strong on the point that Romanism and Anglicanism were two religions; that you could not amalgamate them; that you must be Roman or Anglican, but could not be Anglo-Roman or Anglo-Catholic. "This is what a friend told me. In his letter to myself," White continued, "I don"t know quite what he meant, but he spoke a good deal of the necessity of faith in order to be a Catholic. He said no one should go over merely because he thought he should like it better; that he had found out by experience that no one could live on sentiment; that the whole system of worship in the Romish Church was different from what it is in our own; nay, the very idea of worship, the idea of prayers; that the doctrine of intention itself, viewed in all its parts, const.i.tuted a new religion. He did not speak of himself definitely, but he said generally that all this might be a great discouragement to a convert, and throw him back. On the whole, the tone of his letter was like a person disappointed, and who might be reclaimed; at least, so I thought."
"He is a wiser, even if he is a sadder man," said Charles: "I did not know he had so much in him. There is more reflection in all this than so excitable a person, as he seemed to me, is capable of exercising. At the same time there is nothing in all this to prove that he is sorry for what he has done."
"I have granted this," said White; "still the effect of the letter was to keep people back from following him, by putting obstacles in their way; and then we must couple this with the fact of his going home."
Charles thought awhile. "Vincent"s testimony," he said, "is either a confirmation or a mere exaggeration of what you have told me, according as it is independent or not." Then he said to himself, "White, too, has more in him than I thought; he really has spoken about Willis very sensibly: what has come to him?"
The paths soon divided; and while the Chalton pair took the right hand, Carlton and his pupils turned to the left. Soon Carlton parted from the two friends, and they reached their cottage just in time to see the setting sun.
CHAPTER IV.
A few days later, Carlton, Sheffield, and Reding were talking together after dinner out of doors about White.
"How he is altered," said Charles, "since I first knew him!"
"Altered!" cried Sheffield; "he was a playful kitten once, and now he is one of the dullest old tabbies I ever came across."
"Altered for the better," said Charles; "he has now a steady sensible way of talking; but he was not a very wise person two years ago; he is reading, too, really hard."
"He has some reason," said Sheffield, "for he is sadly behindhand; but there is another cause of his steadiness which perhaps you know."
"I! no indeed," answered Charles.
"I thought of course you knew it," said Sheffield; "you don"t mean to say you have not heard that he is engaged to some Oxford girl?"
"Engaged!" cried Charles, "how absurd!"
"I don"t see that at all, my dear Reding," said Carlton. "It"s not as if he could not afford it; he has a good living waiting for him; and, moreover, he is thus losing no time, which is a great thing in life.
Much time is often lost. White will soon find himself settled in every sense of the word, in mind, in life, in occupation."
Charles said that there was one thing which could not help surprising him, namely, that when White first came up he was so strong in his advocacy of clerical celibacy. Carlton and Sheffield laughed. "And do you think," said the former, "that a youth of eighteen can have an opinion on such a subject, or knows himself well enough to make a resolution in his own case? Do you really think it fair to hold a man committed to all the random opinions and extravagant sayings into which he was betrayed when he first left school?"
"He had read some ultra-book or other," said Sheffield; "or had seen some beautiful nun sculptured on a chancel-screen, and was carried away by romance--as others have been and are."
"Don"t you suppose," said Carlton, "that those good fellows who now are so full of "sacerdotal purity," "angelical blessedness," and so on, will one and all be married by this time ten years?"
"I"ll take a bet of it," said Sheffield: "one will give in early, one late, but there is a time destined for all. Pa.s.s some ten or twelve years, as Carlton says, and we shall find A.B. on a curacy, the happy father of ten children; C.D. wearing on a long courtship till a living falls; E.F. in his honeymoon; G.H. lately presented by Mrs. H. with twins; I.K. full of joy, just accepted; L.M. may remain what Gibbon calls "a column in the midst of ruins," and a very tottering column too."
"Do you really think," said Charles, "that people mean so little what they say?"
"You take matters too seriously, Reding," answered Carlton; "who does not change his opinions between twenty and thirty? A young man enters life with his father"s or tutor"s views; he changes them for his own.
The more modest and diffident he is, the more faith he has, so much the longer does he speak the words of others; but the force of circ.u.mstances, or the vigour of his mind, infallibly obliges him at last to have a mind of his own; that is, if he is good for anything."
"But I suspect," said Reding, "that the last generation, whether of fathers or tutors, had no very exalted ideas of clerical celibacy."
"Accidents often clothe us with opinions which we wear for a time," said Carlton.
"Well, I honour people who wear their family suit; I don"t honour those at all who begin with foreign fashions and then abandon them."
"A few years more of life," said Carlton, smiling, "will make your judgment kinder."