15. Can a Church be Christ"s which has not one faith?
16. Which is contradictory to itself in its doc.u.ments?
17. And in different centuries?
18. And in its doc.u.ments contrasted with its divines?
19. And in its divines and members one with another?
20. What is _the_ faith of the English Church?
21. How many Councils does the English Church admit?
22. Does the English Church consider the present Nestorian and Jacobite Churches under an anathema, or part of the visible Church?
23. Is it necessary, or possible, to believe any one but a professed messenger from G.o.d?
24. Is the English Church, does she claim to be, a messenger from G.o.d?
25. Does she impart the truth, or bid us seek it?
26. If she leaves us to seek it, do members of the English Church seek it with that earnestness which Scripture enjoins?
27. Is a person safe who lives without faith, even though he seems to have hope and charity?"
Charles got very sleepy before he reached the "twenty-seventhly." "It won"t do," he said; "I am only losing my time. They seem well put; but they must stand over." He put the paper from him, said his prayers, and was soon fast asleep.
Next morning, on waking, the subject of the letter came into his mind, and he lay for some time thinking over it. "Certainly," he said, "I do wish very much to be settled either in the English Church or somewhere else. I wish I knew _what_ Christianity was; I am ready to be at pains to seek it, and would accept it eagerly and thankfully, if found. But it"s a work of time; all the paper-arguments in the world are unequal to giving one a view in a moment. There must be a process; they may shorten it, as medicine shortens physical processes, but they can"t supersede its necessity. I recollect how all my religious doubts and theories went to flight on my dear father"s death. They weren"t part of me, and could not sustain rough weather. Conviction is the eyesight of the mind, not a conclusion from premises; G.o.d works it, and His works are slow. At least so it is with me. I can"t believe on a sudden; if I attempt it, I shall be using words for things, and be sure to repent it. Or if not, I shall go right merely by hazard. I must move in what seems G.o.d"s way; I can but put myself on the road; a higher power must overtake me, and carry me forward. At present I have a direct duty upon me, which my dear father left me, to take a good cla.s.s. This is the path of duty. I won"t put off the inquiry, but I"ll let it proceed in that path. G.o.d can bless my reading to my spiritual illumination, as well as anything else. Saul sought his father"s a.s.ses, and found a kingdom. All in good time. When I have taken my degree the subject will properly come on me." He sighed.
"My degree! those odious Articles! rather, when I have pa.s.sed my examination. Well, it"s no good lying here;" and he jumped up, and signed himself with the Cross. His eye caught the letter. "It"s well written--better than Willis could write; it"s not Willis"s. There"s something about that Willis I don"t understand. I wonder how he and his mother get on together. I don"t think he _has_ any sisters."
CHAPTER XVIII.
Campbell had been much pleased with Reding, and his interest in him was not lessened by a hint from Bateman that his allegiance to the English Church was in danger. He called on him in no long time, asked him to dinner, and, when Charles had returned his invitation, and Campbell had accepted it, the beginning of an acquaintance was formed between the rectory at Sutton and the family at Boughton which grew into an intimacy as time went on. Campbell was a gentleman, a travelled man, of clear head and ardent mind, candid, well-read in English divinity, a devoted Anglican, and the inc.u.mbent of a living so well endowed as almost to be a dignity. Mary was pleased at the introduction, as bringing her brother under the influence of an intellect which he could not make light of; and, as Campbell had a carriage, it was natural that he should wish to save Charles the loss of a day"s reading and the trouble of a muddy walk to the rectory and back by coming over himself to Boughton. Accordingly it so happened that he saw Charles twice at his mother"s for once that he saw him at Sutton. But whatever came of these visits, nothing occurred which particularly bears upon the line of our narrative; so let them pa.s.s.
One day Charles called upon Bateman, and, on entering the room, was surprised to see him and Campbell at luncheon, and in conversation with a third person. There was a moment"s surprise and hesitation on seeing him before they rose and welcomed him as usual. When he looked at the stranger he felt a slight awkwardness himself, which he could not control. It was Willis; and apparently submitted to the process of reconversion. Charles was evidently _de trop_, but there was no help for it; so he shook hands with Willis, and accepted the pressing call of Bateman to seat himself at table, and to share their bread and cheese.
Charles sat down opposite Willis, and for a while could not keep his eyes from him. At first he had some difficulty in believing he had before him the impetuous youth he had known two years and a half before.
He had always been silent in general company; but in that he was changed, as in everything else. Not that he talked more than was natural, but he talked freely and easily. The great change, however, was in his appearance and manner. He had lost his bloom and youthfulness; his expression was sweeter indeed than before, and very placid, but there was a thin line down his face on each side of his mouth; his cheeks were wanting in fulness, and he had the air of a man of thirty.
When he entered into conversation, and became animated, his former self returned.
"I suppose we may all admire this cream at this season," said Charles, as he helped himself, "for we are none of us Devonshire men."
"It"s not peculiar to Devonshire," answered Campbell; "that is, they have it abroad. At Rome there is a sort of cream or cheese very like it, and very common."
"Will b.u.t.ter and cream keep in so warm a climate?" asked Charles; "I fancied oil was the subst.i.tute."
"Rome is not so warm as you fancy," said Willis, "except during the summer."
"Oil? so it is," said Campbell; "thus we read in Scripture of the multiplication of the oil and meal, which seems to answer to bread and b.u.t.ter. The oil in Rome is excellent, so clear and pale; you can eat it as milk."
"The taste, I suppose, is peculiar," observed Charles.
"Just at first," answered Campbell; "but one soon gets used to it. All such substances, milk, b.u.t.ter, cheese, oil, have a particular taste at first, which use alone gets over. The rich Guernsey b.u.t.ter is too much for strangers, while Russians relish whale-oil. Most of our tastes are in a measure artificial."
"It is certainly so with vegetables," said Willis; "when I was a boy I could not eat beans, spinach, asparagus, parsnips, and I think some others."
"Therefore your hermit"s fare is not only the most natural, but the only naturally palatable, I suppose,--a crust of bread and a draught from the stream," replied Campbell.
"Or the Clerk of Copmanhurst"s dry peas," said Charles.
"The macaroni and grapes of the Neapolitans are as natural and more palatable," said Willis.
"Rather they are a luxury," said Bateman.
"No," answered Campbell, "not a luxury; a luxury is in its very idea a something _recherche_. Thus Horace speaks of the "_peregrina lagois_."
What nature yields _sponte sua_ around you, however delicious, is no luxury. Wild ducks are no luxury in your old neighbourhood, amid your Oxford fens, Bateman; nor grapes at Naples."
"Then the old women here are luxurious over their sixpenn"rth of tea,"
said Bateman; "for it comes from China."
Campbell was posed for an instant. Somehow neither he nor Bateman were quite at their ease, whether with themselves or with each other; it might be Charles"s sudden intrusion, or something which had happened before it. Campbell answered at length that steamers and railroads were making strange changes; that time and place were vanishing, and price would soon be the only measure of luxury.
"This seems the measure also of _gra.s.so_ and _magro_ food in Italy,"
said Willis; "for I think there are dispensations for butcher"s meat in Lent, in consequence of the dearness of bread and oil."
"This seems to show that the age for abstinences and fastings is past,"
observed Campbell; "for it"s absurd to keep Lent on beef and mutton."
"Oh, Campbell, what are you saying?" cried Bateman; "past! are we bound by their lax ways in Italy?"
"I do certainly think," answered Campbell, "that fasting is unsuitable to this age, in England as well as in Rome."
"Take care, my fine fellows," thought Charles; "keep your ranks, or you won"t secure your prisoner."
"What, not fast on Friday!" cried Bateman; "we always did so most rigidly at Oxford."
"It does you credit," answered Campbell; "but I am of Cambridge."
"But what do you say to Rubrics and the Calendar?" insisted Bateman.
"They are not binding," answered Campbell.
"They _are_, binding," said Bateman.
A pause, as between the rounds of a boxing-match. Reding interposed: "Bateman, cut me, please, a bit of your capital bread--home-made, I suppose?"