As she said that her eyes filled with tears.
"Oh, but he"ll be all right now, won"t he?" asked Edith, with a feeling of sympathy for Miss Clay, and a desire to cheer the girl.
"Yes, I think he"ll be all right now," she said. "Do come up."
CHAPTER X
It was a curious thing about Madame Frabelle that, though she was perfectly at ease in any society, and really had seen a good deal of the world, all her notions of life were taken from the stage. She looked upon existence from the theatrical point of view. Everyone was to her a hero or a heroine, a villain or a victim. To her a death was a _denouement_; a marriage a happy ending. Had she known the exact circ.u.mstances in which Edith went to see the wounded hero, Madame Frabelle"s dramatic remarks, the obvious observations which she would have showered on her friend, would have been quite unendurable.
Therefore Edith chose to say merely that she was going to see an old friend, so as not to excite her friend"s irritable imagination by any hint of sentiment or romance on the subject.
During her absence in the afternoon, it happened that Mrs Mitch.e.l.l had called, with a lady whom she had known intimately since Tuesday, so she was quite an old friend. Madame Frabelle had received them together in Edith"s place. On her return Madame Frabelle was full of the stranger.
She had, it seemed been dressed in bright violet, and did nothing but laugh. Whether it was that everything amused her, or merely that laughter was the only mode she knew of expressing all her sentiments, impressions and feelings, Madame Frabelle was not quite sure. Her name was Miss Radford, and she was thirty-eight. She had very red cheeks, and curly black hair. She had screamed with laughter from disappointment at hearing Mrs Ottley was out; and shrieked at hearing that Madame Frabelle had been deputed to receive them in her place. Mrs Mitch.e.l.l had whispered that she was a most interesting person, and Madame Frabelle thought she certainly was. It appeared that Mrs Mitch.e.l.l had sent the motor somewhere during their visit, and by some mistake it was a long time coming back. This had caused peals of laughter from Miss Radford, and just as they had made up their minds to walk home the motor arrived, so she went away with Mrs Mitch.e.l.l, giggling so much she could hardly stand.
Miss Radford also had been highly amused by the charming way the boudoir was furnished, and had laughed most heartily at the curtains and the pictures. Edith was sorry to have missed her. She was evidently a valuable discovery, one of their new treasures, a rare _trouvaille_ of the Mitch.e.l.ls.
Madame Frabelle then told Edith and Bruce that she had promised to dine with the Mitch.e.l.ls one day next week. Edith was pleased to find that Eglantine, and also Bruce, who had by now returned home, were so full of Mrs Mitch.e.l.l"s visit and invitation, that neither of them asked her a single question about Aylmer, and appeared to have completely forgotten all about him.
As Madame Frabelle left them for a moment, Edith observed a cloud of gloom over Bruce"s expressive countenance. He said:
"Well, really! Upon my word! This is a bit too much! Mind you, I"m not at all surprised. In fact, I always expected it. But it is a bit of a shock, isn"t it, when you find old friends throwing you over like this?"
He walked up and down, much agitated, repeating the same thing in different words: that he had never been so surprised in his life; that it was what he had always known would happen; that it was a great shock, and he had always expected it.
At last Edith said: "I don"t see anything so strange about it, Bruce.
It"s natural enough they should have asked her."
"Oh, is it? How would they ever have known her but for us?"
"How could they ask her without knowing her? Besides we went there last.
We lunched with them only the other day."
"That"s not the point. You have missed the point entirely.
Unfortunately, you generally do. You have, in the most marked way, a woman"s weakness, Edith. You"re incapable of arguing logically. I consider it a downright slight; no, not so much a slight as an insult--perhaps injury is the _mot juste_--to take away our guest and not ask us. Not that I should have gone. I shouldn"t have dreamed of going, in any case. For one thing we were there last; we lunched there only the other day. Besides, we"re engaged to dine with my mother."
"Mrs Mitch.e.l.l knew that; that"s why she asked Madame Frabelle because she would be alone."
"Oh, how like you, Edith! Always miss the point--always stick up for everyone but me! You invariably take the other side. However, perhaps it is all for the best; it"s just as well. Nothing would have induced me to have gone--even if I hadn"t been engaged, I mean. I"m getting a bit tired of the Mitch.e.l.ls; sick of them. Their tone is frivolous. And if they"d pressed me ever so much, nothing in the world would have made me break my promise to my mother."
"Well, then, it"s all right. Why complain?"
Bruce continued, however, in deep depression till they received a message from the Mitch.e.l.ls, asking Edith if she and her husband couldn"t manage to come, all the same, if they were not afraid of offending the elder Mrs Ottley. They could go to Bruce"s mother at any time, and the Mitch.e.l.ls particularly wanted them to meet some people tomorrow night--a small party, unexpectedly got up.
"Of course you won"t go," said Edith to Bruce from the telephone. "You said you wouldn"t under any circ.u.mstances. I"ll refuse, shall I?"
"No--no, don"t! Certainly not! Of course I shall go. Accept immediately.
They"re quite right, it is perfectly true we can go to my mother any other day. Besides, I don"t think it"s quite fair to old friends like the Mitch.e.l.ls to throw them over when they particularly want us and ask us as a special favour to them, like this."
"You don"t think, perhaps, that somebody else has disappointed them, and they asked us at the last minute, to fill up?" suggested Edith, to whom this was perfectly obvious.
Bruce was furious at this suggestion.
"Certainly not!" he exclaimed. "The idea of such a thing. As if they would treat me like that! Decidedly we will go."
"All right," she said, "just as you wish. But your mother will be disappointed."
Bruce insisted. Of course the invitation was accepted, and once again he was happy!
And at last Edith was able to be alone, and to think over her meeting with Aylmer. A dramatic meeting under romantic circ.u.mstances between two people of the Anglo-Saxon race always appears to fall a little flat; words are difficult to find. When she went in, to find him looking thin and weak, pale under his sunburn, changed and worn, she was deeply thrilled and touched. It brought close to her the simple, heroic manner in which so many men are calmly risking their lives, taking it as a matter of course, and as she knew for a fact that he was forty-two and had gone into the New Army at the very beginning of the war, she was aware he must have strained a point in order to join. She admired him for it.
He greeted her with that bright expression in his eyes and with the smile that she had always liked so much, which lighted up like a ray of sunshine the lean, brown, somewhat hard, face.
She sat down by his side, and all she could think of to say was: "Well, Aylmer?"
He answered: "Well, Edith! Here you are."
He took her hand, and she left it in his. Then they sat in silence, occasionally broken by an obvious remark.
When he had left three years ago both had parted in love, and Aylmer in anger. He had meant never to see her again, never to forgive her for her refusal to use Bruce"s escapade as a means of freeing herself, to marry him. Yet now, when they met they spoke the merest commonplaces. And afterwards neither of them could ever remember what had pa.s.sed between them during the visit. She knew it was short, and that it had left an impression that calmed her. Somehow she had thought of him so much that when she actually saw him again her affection seemed cooler. Had she worn out the pa.s.sion by dint of constancy? That must be strange.
Unaccountably, touched as she was at his wishing to see her just after he had nearly died, the feeling now seemed to be more like a warm friendship, and less like love.
The little nurse had seen her out. Edith saw that she had been crying.
Evidently she was quite devoted to Aylmer, and, poor girl, she probably regarded Edith as a rival. But Edith would not be one, of that she was determined. She wondered whether their meeting had had the same effect on Aylmer. She thought he had shown more emotion than she had.
"He will be better now," Dulcie Clay had said to her at the door.
"Please come again, Mrs Ottley."
Edith thought that generous.
It seemed to her that Dulcie was as frank and open as a child. Edith, at any rate, could read her like a book. It made her feel sorry for the girl. As Edith a.n.a.lysed her own feelings she wondered why she had felt no jealousy of her--only grat.i.tude for her goodness to Aylmer.
All her sensations were confused. Only one resolution was firm in her mind. Whether he wished it or not, they should never be on the terms they were before. It could only lead to the same ending--to unhappiness.
No; after all these years of separation, Edith would be his friend, and only his friend. Of that she was resolved.
CHAPTER XI
"Lady Conroy," said Bruce thoughtfully, at breakfast next day, "is a very strict Roman Catholic."
Bruce was addicted to volunteering information, and making unanswerable remarks.