"Ah, I"m not wanted! Tiens! If you"re not very careful _one_ person will go with you, I can tell you. And that will be Madame Frabelle."
"No, she won"t. Indeed not! It"s the last day of Archie"s holidays."
"He"s coming with you?"
"On the front seat, with the chauffeur," said Edith.
There was a ring at the bell. He lifted the curtain and caressingly but firmly pushed her through into the other room.
Sir t.i.to had another appointment.
CHAPTER XXII
While this drama was taking place in the little house in Sloane Street, Madame Frabelle, who lived for romance, and was always imagining it where it didn"t exist, was, of course, sublimely unconscious of its presence. She had grown tired of her fancy about Edith and Mr Mitch.e.l.l, or she made herself believe that her influence had stopped it. But she was beginning to think, much as she enjoyed her visit and delighted in her surroundings, that it was almost time for her at least to _suggest_ going away.
She had made Edith"s friends her own. She was devoted to Edith, fonder of the children than anyone except their grandmother, and strangely, considering she was a visitor who gave trouble, she was adored by the servants and by everyone in the house, with the single exception of Archie.
She was carrying on a kind of half-religious flirtation with the Rev.
Byrne Fraser, who was gradually succeeding in making her very high church. Sometimes she rose early and left the house mysteriously. She went to Ma.s.s. There was a dreamy expression in her eyes when she came back. A slight perfume of incense, instead of the lavender water that she formerly affected, was now observable about her.
She went to see the "London Group" and the "New English" with young Coniston, who explained to her all he had learnt from Aylmer, a little wrong; while she a.s.sured him that she knew nothing about pictures, but she knew what she liked.
She bought book-bindings from Miss Coniston, and showed her how to cook macaroni and how to make cheap but unpalatable soup for her brother. And she went to all the war concerts and bazaars got up by Valdez, to meetings for the Serbians arranged by Mrs Mitch.e.l.l and to Lady Conroy"s Knitting Society for the Refugees. She was a very busy woman. But it was not these employments that were filling her mind as she sat in her own room, looking seriously at herself in the gla.s.s. Something made her a little preoccupied.
She was beginning to fear that Bruce was getting too fond of her.
The moment the idea occurred to her, it occurred to Bruce also. She had a hypnotic effect on him; as soon as she thought of anything he thought of it too. Something in her slight change of manner, her cautious way of answering, and of rustling self-consciously out of the room when they were left alone together, had this effect. Bruce was enchanted. Madame Frabelle thought he was getting too fond of her! Then, he must be!
Perhaps he was. He certainly didn"t like the idea at all of her going away and changed the subject directly she mentioned it. He had always thought her a very wonderful person. He was immensely impressed by her universal knowledge and agreeable manners and general charm. Still, Madame Frabelle was fifteen years older than Bruce, and Bruce himself was no chicken. Although he was under forty, his ideal of himself was that he liked only very young girls. This was not true. But as he thought it was, it became very much the same thing. As a matter of fact, only rather foolish girls were flattered at attentions from Bruce.
Married women preferred spirited bachelors, and attractive girls preferred attractive boys. In fact, Bruce was not wanted socially, and he felt a little bit out of it among the men through not being among the fighters. The fact that he told everyone that he was not in khaki because he was in consumption didn"t seem to make him more interesting to the general public. His neurotic heart bored his friends at the club.
In fact there was not a woman, even his mother, except Madame Frabelle, who cared to listen to his symptoms. That she did so, and with sympathy, was one of her attractions.
But as long as she had listened to them in a sisterly, friendly way, he regarded her only as a friend--a friend of whom he was very proud, and whom he respected immensely. As has been said, she impressed him so much that he did not know she bored him. When she began rustling out of the room when they were left alone, and looking away, avoiding his eye when he stared at her absently, things were different, and he began to feel rather flattered. Of course it would be an infernal shame, and not the act of a gentleman, to take advantage of one"s position as a host by making love to a fascinating guest. But there was so much sympathy between them! It is only fair to say that the idea would never have occurred to Bruce unless it had first occurred to Madame Frabelle. If a distinguished-looking woman in violet velvet leaves the room five minutes after she"s left alone with one--even though she has grey hair--it naturally shows that she thinks one is dangerous. The result of it all was that when Bruce heard Edith was taking Aylmer for a drive, he apologised very much indeed for not going with her. He said, frankly, much as he liked Aylmer, wounded heroes were rather a bore. He hoped Aylmer would forgive him. And Madame Frabelle had promised to take him to the Oratory. She disapproved of his fancy of becoming a Catholic; she was not one herself, though she was extremely high, and growing daily higher, but the music at the Oratory on that particular day was very wonderful, and they agreed to go there. And afterwards--well, afterwards they might stroll home, or--go and have tea in Bond Street.
It was the last day of Archie"s holidays, and though it was rather cold his mother insisted on taking him with her.
Aylmer tried to hide the shade that came over his face when he saw the boy, but remembering that he had undertaken to be a father to him, he cheered up as soon as Archie was settled.
It was a lovely autumn day, one of those warm Indian-summer days that resemble early spring. There is the same suggestion of warmer sunshine yet to come; the air has a scent as of growing things, the kind of m.u.f.fled hopes and suppressed excitement of April is in the deceptive air. This sort of day is dangerous to charming people not in their very first youth.
In high spirits and beyond the speed limit they started for Richmond.
CHAPTER XXIII
A week later Aylmer and his son were sitting looking at each other in the old brown library. Teddy had come over for ten days" leave from somewhere in France. Everyone, except his father, was astonished how little he had changed. He seemed exactly the same, although he had gone through strange experiences. But Aylmer saw a different look in his eyes. He looked well and brisk--perhaps a little more developed and more manly; his shoulders, always rather thick and broad, seemed even broader, although he was thinner. But it was the expression of the eyes that had altered. Those eyes had _seen things_. In colour pale blue, they had a slightly strained look. They seemed paler. His sunburn increased his resemblance to his father, always very striking. Both had large foreheads, clearly cut features and square chins. Aylmer was, strictly speaking, handsomer. His features more refined, more chiselled.
But Teddy had the additional charm of extreme youth--youth with the self-possession and ease that seemed, as it were, a copy--as his voice was an echo--of his father. The difference was in culture and experience. Teddy had gone out when he was just on the point of going to Balliol, yet seemed to have something of the Oxford manner, characteristic of his father--a manner suave, amiable, a little ironical. He had the unmistakable public-school look and his training had immensely improved his appearance.
Aylmer was disappointed that the very first thing his son insisted on doing was to put on evening clothes and go to the Empire. That was where the difference in age told. Aylmer would not have gone to the Empire fresh from the fighting line. He made no objection, and concealed the tiniest ache that he felt when Teddy went out at once with Major Willis, an elder friend of his. Quite as old, Aylmer thought to himself, as _he_ was. But not being a relative, he seemed of the same generation.
The next evening Teddy spent at home, and sat with his father, who declared himself to be completely recovered, but was still not allowed to put his foot to the ground, Miss Clay was asked to sing to them. Her voice, as has been said, was a very beautiful one, a clear, fine soprano, with a timbre rare in quality, and naturally thrilling. She had not been taught well enough to be a public success perhaps, but was much more accomplished than the average amateur.
Teddy delighted in it. She sang all the popular songs--she had a way that was almost humorous of putting refinement into the stupidest and vulgarest melody. And then she sang some of those technically poor but attaching melodies that, sung in a certain way, without sickening sentimentality or affectation, seem to search one"s soul and bring out all that there is in one of romance.
She looked very beautiful, that Aylmer admitted to himself, and she sang simply and charmingly; that he owned also. Why did it irritate him so intensely to see Teddy moved and thrilled, to see his eyes brighten, his colour rise and to see him obviously admiring the girl? When she made an excuse to leave them Teddy was evidently quite disappointed.
The next day Aylmer limped down to the library. To his great surprise he heard voices in the room Dulcie used for her sitting-room. He heard Teddy begging her to sing to him again. He heard her refuse and then Teddy"s voice asking her to go out to tea with him.
Aylmer limped as loudly as he could, and they evidently heard him, but didn"t mind in the least. He didn"t want Miss Clay to stop at home. He was expecting Edith.
"Hang it, let them go!" he said to himself, and he wondered at himself.
Why should he care? Why _shouldn"t_ she flirt with the boy if she liked, or rather--for he was too just not to own that it was no desire of hers--why shouldn"t the boy make up to her? Whatever the reason was, it annoyed him.
Annoyance was soon forgotten when Mrs Ottley was announced.
Since their drive to Richmond there had been a period of extraordinary happiness and delight for Edith. Not another word had been said with reference to Aylmer"s proposal. He left it in abeyance, for he saw to his great joy and delight that she was becoming her old self, more than her old self.
Edith was completely changed. The first thing she thought of now in the morning was how soon she should see him again. She managed to conceal it well, but she was nervous, absent, with her eyes always on the clock, counting the minutes. When other people were present she was cool and friendly to Aylmer, but when they were alone he had become intimate, delightful, familiar, like the time, three years ago, when they were together at the seaside. But her mother-in-law had then been in the house. And the children. Everything was so conventional. Now she was able to see him alone. Really alone.... His eyes welcomed her as she came in. Having shut the door quietly, she reached his chair in a little rush.
"Don"t take off your hat. I like that hat. That was the hat you wore the day I told you--"
"I"m glad it suits me," she said, interrupting. "Does it really? Isn"t it too small?"
"You know it does."
He was holding her hand. He slowly took off the glove, saying: "What a funny woman you are, Edith. Why do you wear grey gloves? n.o.body else wears grey gloves."
"I prefer white ones, but they won"t stay white two minutes"
"I like these."
"Tell me about Teddy. Don"t, Aylmer!"
Aylmer was kissing her fingers one by one. She drew them away.
"Teddy! Oh, there"s not much to tell." Then he gave a little laugh. "I believe he"s fallen in love with Miss Clay."
"Has he really? Well, no wonder; think how pretty she is."
"I know. Is she? I don"t think she"s a bit pretty."