What about Edith Ottley? Edith had been kindness itself to her; it was entirely through Edith that she had this position as secretary and companion at a salary of a hundred a year which now would mean so much to her.
She admired Edith more than any woman she knew; she thought her lovely, elegant, clever, fascinating and kindness itself. Yet she would dislike to ask Edith even more than Aylmer. The reason was obvious. Edith was her rival. Of course it was not her fault. She had not taken Aylmer away from her, she was his old friend, but the fact remained that her idol was in love with Edith. And Dulcie was so const.i.tuted that she could ask neither of them a favour to save her life.
Lady Conroy then.... But how awkward, how disagreeable, how painful to her pride when she had been there only a week and Lady Conroy treated her almost like a sister!... There was a knock at the door.
"Come in!" said Dulcie, surprised. No-one ever came to her little sitting-room at this hour, about half-past five. Who could it be? To her utter astonishment and confusion the servant announced Mr Valdez.
Dulcie was sitting on the sofa, still in her hat and coat, her eyes red with crying, for she had utterly given way when she got home. She was amazed and confused at seeing the composer, who came calmly in, holding a piece of music in his hand.
"Good morning, Miss Clay. Please forgive me. I hope I"m not troubling you? They told me Lady Conroy was out but that you were at home and up here; and I hoped--" He glanced at the highly decorated little piano.
This room had been known as the music-room before it was given to Dulcie.
"Oh, not at all," she said in confusion, looking up and regretting her crimson and swollen eyes and generally unprepared appearance.
He immediately came close to her, sat down on a chair opposite her sofa, leant forward and said abruptly, in a tone of warm sympathy:
"You are distressed. What is it, my child? I came up to ask you to play over this song. But I shall certainly not go now till you"ve told me what"s the matter."
"Oh, I can"t," said Dulcie, breaking down.
He insisted:
"You can. You shall. I"m sure I can help you. Go on."
Whether it was his personality which always had a magnetism for her, or the reaction of the shock she had had, Dulcie actually told him every word, wondering at herself. He listened, and then said cooly:
"My dear child, you"re making a mountain out of a molehill. People mustn"t worry about trifles. Just before the war I won a lot of money at Monte Carlo. I simply don"t know what to do with it. Stop!" he said, as she began to speak. "You want a hundred and ten pounds. You shall have it in half-an-hour. I shall go straight back to Claridge"s in a taxi, write a cheque, get it changed--for you won"t know what to do with a cheque, or at any rate it would give you more trouble--and send you the money straight back by my servant or my secretary in a taxi." He stood up. "Not another word, my dear Miss Clay. Don"t attach so much importance to money. It would be a bore for you to have to bother Lady Conroy. I understand. Don"t imagine you"re under any obligation; you can pay it me back just whenever you like and I shall give it to the War Emergency Concerts.... Now, _please_, don"t be grateful. Aren"t we friends?"
"You"re too kind," she answered.
He hurried to the door.
"When my secretary comes back she will ask to see you. If anyone knows you have a visitor say I sent you the music or tickets for the concert.
Good-bye. Cheer up now!"
In an hour from the time Valdez had come in to see her, father and stepmother had each received the money. The situation was saved.
Dulcie marvelled at the action and the manner in which it was done. But none who knew Valdez well would have been in the least surprised. He was the most generous of men, and particularly he could not bear to see a pretty girl in sincere distress through no fault of her own. It was Dulcie"s simple sincerity that pleased him. He came across very little of it in his own world. That world was brilliant, distinguished, sometimes artistic, sometimes merely _mondain_. But it was seldom sincere. He liked that quality best of all. He certainly was gifted with it himself.
From this time, though Valdez still encouraged Dulcie to sing and occasionally accompanied her, the slight tinge of flirtation vanished from his manner. She felt he was only a friend. Did she ever regret it?
Perhaps, a little.
CHAPTER XXIX
"Bruce, said Edith, "I"ve just had a letter from Aylmer, from Eastcliff."
"Oh yes," said Bruce. "Got him off to the seaside at last, did they?"
It was a Sunday afternoon. Bruce was sitting in a melancholy att.i.tude on a sofa in Edith"s boudoir; he held _The Weekly Dispatch_ in his hand, and was shaking his head over a pessimistic article when his wife came in.
Bruce was always depressed now, and if he felt a little more cheerful for a moment he seemed to try and conceal it. No doubt his melancholy was real enough, but it was also partly a pose and a profession. Having undertaken to be depressed, he seemed to think it wrong to show a gleam of brightness. Besides, on Sundays Madame Frabelle usually listened to him; and this afternoon she had gone, unaccompanied, to hear the Rev.
Byrne Fraser preach. Bruce felt injured.
He had grown to feel quite lost without her.
"He"s very dull there," said Edith.
"I dare say he is," he answered. "I"m sure _I_ should feel half inclined to cut my throat if I were alone, with a game leg, at a place like that.
Besides, they"ve had the Zepps there already once. Just the place for them to come again."
"He"s very bored. But he"s much better, and he"s going back to the front in a fortnight."
"In a fortnight! Good heavens! Pretty sharp work."
"It is, indeed. He"s counting the hours till he can get off."
Bruce, sighing, lighted his cigarette.
"I wondered if you"d mind, Bruce, if I went down for the day to see him?"
"Mind! Oh _dear_, no! Of course, go. I think it"s your duty, poor old chap. I wondered you didn"t run down for the weekend."
"I didn"t like to do that," she said.
"Why on earth not?" said Bruce. "Hard luck for a poor chap with no-one to speak to. Going back again; so soon too."
"Well, if you don"t mind I _might_ go down tomorrow for a couple of days, and take Dilly."
"Do," said Bruce eagerly; "do the kid good."
Edith looked at him closely.
"Wouldn"t you miss her, now that Archie"s at school too? Wouldn"t the house seem very quiet?"
"Not a bit!" exclaimed Bruce with emphatic sincerity. "Not the least bit in the world! At least, of course, the house _would_ seem quiet, but that"s just what I like. I _long_ for quiet--yearn for it. You don"t half understand my condition of health, Edith. The quieter I am, the less worried, the better. Of course, take Dilly. _Rather_! I"d _like_ you to go!"
"All right. I"ll go tomorrow morning till Tuesday or Wednesday. But wouldn"t it seem the least bit rude to Madame Frabelle? She talks of going away soon, you know."
"Oh, she won"t mind," said Bruce decidedly. "I shouldn"t bother about her. We never treat her with ceremony."