He said, his eyes filled with tears it"s second time after his mother death he cried. He looked at silver sky which was filled with cloud, and about to rain. He felt extreme hopeless, he could feel his whole life turned into darkness without any hope of Light. He laughed at his own fate,
"Mom, I am sorry." He mumbled and about to jump into lake, but suddenly he heard someone laughed at him.
"Mister, are you sure you want to die?" He was little child about 12 years his eyes were bright, he held innocent smile. He don"t want him to get in trauma he is a child who has right to live life without any fear, so he don"t want him to witness his death.
Samir sat down beside him, decided to coax him and send back.
"My life is hopeless, only the person who loves me now she started to hate. For whom I should live."
Samir said in low voice his voice held hopelessness and helplessness.
"For yourself." That boy said with a sweet smile, in his eyes there also filled pain but he concealed it with self love.
"Kid you are still young you don"t know how hard life is.." Samir said to the boy.
"Anmol..." Boy said, he look towards the his eyes filled with love and affection.
"Huh.." Samir asked in confusion.
"My name."
Samir finally understand,
"You have really great name priceless."
Samir said to him, while rubbing his head affectionately.
"Yes, once my mom said I am priceless to her and dad so she gave name Anmol. And she also told me I have to prove it even if they won"t be able stay by my side."
He said with a deep thought, Samir felt this child became mature in such age he must have seen lot.
"Now where is your mother?" Samir asked he saw n.o.body was by his side.
The boy stayed quiet for sometime,
"Sometimes our happy moment won"t stay long, like the way my mom and dad had leave this world leaving me alone."
He said with an empty smile, Samir felt heavy weight in his word. He felt he saw his own self in this little kid.
"It must be hard for you right?" Samir couldn"t help but ask. He don"t know what should do, pity him or pity himself.
"My mom always told me life is all about ups and down, never loose faith on yourself and love yourself everything will be okay."
Samir got dumbstruck by his words, he loose faith on himself. He was about to give up his life yet this little child is struggling through it. He felt himself a coward.
"You know sometimes I felt blessed that I have my life, so I can give happiness to other. My mom said even if no one love you, you have to live for someone you love to prove your love to them."
Anmol said with bright smile, his eyes were filled with hope and determination.
"Mm.. You are right." Samir felt he got a new hope to live, he will make her to feel his love. It wasn"t his entire fault, he have to understand.
To made her realise he is not guilty he have to find out what really happened that time. No matter how he will find out everything, to find out why everything destroy blink of eyes. He started to investigate through beginning, he find lots of things which is related the incident yet they all were hidden so carefully. It looks like it was unrelated yet they all are related.
He sighed on his own stupidity, now he finally start understanding why Smrity blamed him. Right she has a right to blame him.