Volume 1, Chapter 1: A New Beginning
Love Dependency Disease. It"s a type of heart disease, when the disease acts up it will start to revolve around the lives of the person you love, speaking loosely, it means total imprisonment. This kind of act may severely affect the other person"s lifestyle, and more often than not turn into a bad ending.
Since it"s termed as a "Disease" in it, then there must be the minor or severe ones. Minor ones, are merely those people who are clingy and emotionally attached than usual, but the crucial kind are the more Severe ones, you could even say that they are extremely dangerous.
Also, Love Dependency Disease within a 2-dimensional culture, is more commonly referred to as "Yandere".
And me, I seem to have some kind of special body condition, that easily attracts those with Love Dependency Disease to me. This in point made me rather vexed, but luckily those were few in numbers, and at least it won"t affect those of the same genders as well, which is a huge blessing in disguise.
Running away from that once familiar city, I came to a new city, starting a new life once more, all of these is for the sake of escaping one person who claimed to be my girlfriend.
Please pardon me that if I didn"t like to talk much about her, up to the point till which I don"t even feel like remembering back those memories. Just like that, to live in the new city and graduate peacefully and normally, are my only realistic thoughts right now.
Time, should be able to erase some stuffs, that"s what I thought.
Rethinking back to the opportunity I had to come to this city, I dragged my luggage and walked into a small district that I"ve rented to live until I graduate.
A flat consisting of three rooms and one hall, although for me it was slightly too big for living, but for me alone to have such a s.p.a.cious personal s.p.a.ce, I"m still rather delighted about it, as since my family is still rather on the wealthier side, even changing schools were permitted by my parents, and they did quite a good job keeping it a secret, making it so that that person won"t be able to find me anymore.
Being born in a family that really understands you is one my biggest blessings I had from my previous lifetime, although I would partially blame my parents as well for that person who constantly annoyed me so often.
After a short rest, I walked around my surroundings in a huge circle, and finally got used to the new area around me. After finishing my dinner outside, visiting the nearby mall, buying a few living necessities, I returned back to my house, did a simple rinse and washing, then prepared to head for bed, since tomorrow I"m about to go to my new school, so I ought to have a fresh, energetic appearance for that.
"Good night."
I said that to myself before I slept, hoping that it may somehow aid me to sleep better.
Su Hua Private Middle School, this city"s emphasized middle school. Taking an example from oversea schools, the school allows its students to have their own independent learning education as its foundation, basically it means that the students manage their own school affairs, if the princ.i.p.al and the head board of director didn"t bother too much into it, then it would be the Student Council whom made the decisions.
I looked at the school
"s admission guide booklet, gave off a yawn, and walked into the school.
"Good afternoon, students, today there will be a transfer student coming into our cla.s.s, everyone please welcome him~"
A female teacher wearing gla.s.ses signalled to me who was standing by my lonesome in the corridor outside the cla.s.sroom; I adjusted my necktie, cleared my throat, and walked into the cla.s.s.
"Erm.... h.e.l.lo everyone, my name is Zhang Jian, I don"t really have much to introduce about myself, so everyone, please just simply take good care of me~!"
A simple self-introduction, those would want to become friends with me would just be a few number, so I just simply said out my name.
"All right, Zhang Jian-tongxue would you just simply find an empty seat and sit down, lesson is about to start."
(TL: -tongxue suffix means "cla.s.smate")
Finding an empty seat, this is actually my field knowledge of expertise!
I surveyed the entire cla.s.sroom, and noticed that there are three empty seats, the first is the front row, definitely out! The second is at the last row near the windows, wouldn"t this seat seem too miserable to be actually used? Out! And the third one, is near the windows at the most right middle row of the cla.s.sroom, Mm, this seat isn"t bad.
After making up my mind, I immediately went to sit there, and while I was unpacking my school books, the student who was sitting behind me used his fingers to poke at my back.
Turning around to look at him, he didn"t say a word, but his eyes hinted at me to look to my left, and after I"ve looked around the entire cla.s.sroom, I realized that every student is intently staring at me. Even if I"m the new student you guys couldn"t bear to do this to me, right? But looking closely at their eyes I noticed that something was amiss, especially those of the guys, who shook their fists at me.
Right up to this point, I then noticed there was an extremely beautiful girl sitting right beside me, she looked to be a rather quiet person, and her long black hair naturally flowed down from her shoulders, and when she noticed that I was looking at her, she gave off a small laugh towards me.
Her voice, is extremely pleasant.
Going through the many ups and downs of life I immediately knew by this point that I"ve made a major mistake here. No one was sitting here because there was a clear silent agreement amongst the guys in the cla.s.s not to, I apologetically smiled towards them, and prepared to move my belongings to that miserable spot behind.
"Ai~yoh~ the wind in this place seemed a little too strong for me, I"ll guess I have to change seats."
After sitting down on the seat at the very last row of the cla.s.sroom near the windows, the guys in the cla.s.s gave me a "Good-job-understanding-you-little-rascal" look, and turned their heads back to the front.
"Zhang Jian-tongxue, I don"t mind you changing your seats, but you said the wind there was too strong, even though the windows there wasn"t even open! Also at the seat that you"re sitting right now, the windows are currently wide open, you know."
The teacher had a face of confused expression as she looked at me. Looks like the students Xiao Jiu Jiu-laoshi wasn"t really aware of the issue.
(TL: there are two suffixes used in the name, the first suffix here is xiao, which is a form of referring to someone cutely informally; the second suffix is laoshi, which means teacher.)
"Laoshi~ actually that seat.......how to put it, ....... oh, right! There"s a problem with that seat, no matter if it"s spring summer autumn or winter, it will always be cold to be sitting there! That kind of coldness will make anyone"s hair stand on their ends!"
A male student stood up and helped me to explain the situation, but right now it"s the modern era of science, with such a blatantly obvious excuse, who the heck would believe that.
"That"s right, that"s right, if it"s a girl then it still would be fine, but if it"s a guy, it would be even more cold for him!"
A few more group of guys actually accompanied him to talk more nonsense!
"I see.... Well then there"s that, prepare to start our lesson!"
The female teacher seemed to be rather young, and seemingly afraid of this kind of topics, hence she didn"t look too much into it, but truthfully, I indeed felt some bone-chilling coldness at there just now.
It wasn"t the work of spirits, for I knew.... that should be the murderous intent of all the guys in the entire cla.s.s........
While during cla.s.s, I still was like the same as before, daydreaming here and there, although I can"t shake off the feeling that sometimes I would feel that someone kept looking at me constantly; when I turned to gaze to look, it"s that quiet girl in front.
I touched my face; there wasn"t anything stickied onto it, and I knew that I wasn"t exceptionally handsome too, at least from what I know there"s a few other handsome guys in this cla.s.s.
Mm, that"s right, there are a few of them!
Then, why would she look at me?
I can"t even think of any reason so I simply gave up, since my life"s rule is to try not to involve myself into problematic issues, so if she want to look, then so be it, since I won"t lose out in any way. And so I turned my head sideways, allowing her to see what I think is the most handsome view of myself.
I won"t make one of the life"s to conclude that she had fallen for me, but what if....? No one can"t be sure for these kind of things.Because love, is always a hurricane.
Anyhow daydreaming to myself, I thought why not, if I could get a normal and beautiful girlfriend?
No matter where you attend lessons though, it"s always that boring, and I finally lasted till school is over, accompanied by the after-lesson bell sounds, I started to build on the relationships between me and my fellow cla.s.smates.
I tried blending into other guy"s conversation, and the effect was instantaneous: what they were discussing could none other than be about games, or beautiful girls, or....... resources.
About what kind of resources it is, being the old veteran that I am, I wouldn"t have any lack of it, so I naturally became good friends with all the guy students.
"Zhang Jian you brat, you truly are our gospel!"
"Don"t be, don"t be, I"m just sharing the love around!"
"Come on, let"s go eat together, I"ll treat ya, I"ll also want to share around, to let the world be filled with love and joy too!"
(TL: ..... you WOULD know what they are sharing between one another, don"t you.)
A group of guys gathered around me, trying to suck up to me. To be frank, I............ rather enjoyed this kind of feeling!
But I almost seemingly didn"t notice a point; last time, I studied in an all-male school.
"I didn"t think that our new cla.s.smate would be this kind of a person."
The girls beside us after hearing what we were talking about, snidely commented a sentence.
"There are the four big human trash in Su Hua; Zhang Jian, you have the potential to be the fifth."
A female student even straightaway hinted that I"m a human trash, sigh, don"t tell me this is the consequences of trying to obtain the results quickly? Although I"ve managed to quickly blend in with all of the male students, I"ve instead worsened my relationship with the female"s.
Looks like I"ll have to spend my entire middle school"s life entirety with guys then; my heart at this point wanted to weep but ironically couldn"t shed out any tears.
I laughed bitterly a few times, and just as I was thinking how to spend tomorrow to build up my relationship with the girls, I started to walk out of the cla.s.sroom, when a hand, tugged on the corner of my shirt.
It"s that quiet girl, her face seemed rather reddish, as if she had made up her decision for something.