Chapter 64KAILEEN ANDY LEWIS
I"ve never been an idiot in my life. I"m a genius; my family said so not me though. Well, that"s one of my secrets. But it wasn"t even twenty four hours with this relationship with Erika, I could tell myself to be the dumbest idiot there is.
Everything I do seemed like I"m getting nearer and nearer to my grave. I"m so embarra.s.sed.
I could also tell the frustration in Erika"s side and I"m disappointed in myself for being this unexperienced for her to suffer like that.
But even so, I"m really very happy. My joy outweighs all those embarra.s.sment. I can"t even still believe she"s mine now.
This feeling; this happiness; this joy that I can"t contain as I can"t help myself but think of my first kiss, the second, the third and all those that came after, made me dance, sway, whistle and hum songs without me knowing.
I"ve never thought that kissing someone would be that delightful or was it because it"s her?
The softness; the sweetness; the fireworks glowing inside me as I tasted her lips in mine that felt like I"m levitating off the ground; floating in the air.
Like there is nothing in the world but us. It"s a feeling that I have difficulty putting into words.
"I"m going crazy."
"Addicting."
And a day is too short without us noticing and Erika decided to stay over again.
I wrapped my arms around her in bed; her back in mine. I"m getting used to it. She fitted perfectly in my arms.
She locked her palm with mine and gripped it.
"Is it okay if we keep this a secret for now?" She asked.
There was sorrow in her voice. I would be lying if I didn"t get disappointed in that so I didn"t answer.
I want to tell everyone she"s taken. You know...
"Just give me time Love." She pleaded.
She tried to turn to look at me but I stopped her by tightening my hold of her. I don"t want her to see what face I made.
I kissed her head. I know how hard to muster up the courage to come out. I"d been there so I accepted her plea. I can wait even if how long it would take.
"How about Rina and Donna?" I asked.
Erika chuckled. "They would know even if we wouldn"t tell."
Well, why did I even asked that. Nothing pa.s.ses unnoticed with Donna"s knowing eyes. Hahaha
By then, Erika shifted her body closer to me. I gulped as I found the crook of her neck so revealing; inviting.
It"s not even twenty four hours since we"ve been official. Will I be going too fast if I kissed it?
Well, I"m also well aware that if I do that, it would only lead to my doom. I don"t know what would come next for sure so... so I offered her something else instead.
"Shall I sing you a song Love?" I offered.
"I would love that." She answered.
"You"re mine." I whispered in her ear before I started singing. I could also tell how she smiled as I whispered those.
[From the moment I saw you
I knew that it was the start of something good
And the moment we touch it was I love you so much
I never knew that someday you"d be for real]
Gosh, Erika turned to face me. Her expression so mischievous.
"d.a.m.n"
[And now that you are mine
So happy to be loved by…
The most beautiful girl in the world]
She chuckled then mischievously smiled as she trailed down her finger from my face down to my neck.
"Stop it."
[I"ll treat you right, I"ll treat you so good
Serenade you every night each moment I could
All flowers for you winter, spring, summer, fall
Notes of I love you for no reason at all]
[And the moment you smile
I knew that beautiful things are yet to come
And the moment we kiss was such a moment of bliss
I never knew that our love would be so real...]
"d.a.m.n"
She"s so mischievous there, biting her lower lip; teasing me. I begun to regret singing the song already. She"s toying at me.
[And now that you are mine
So happy to be loved by…
The most beautiful girl in the …]
I did not able to finish the song anymore. She grabbed my neck and kissed me. She kissed me while smiling in between.
Ugh… I"m really gonna study kissing and...and... and THE THINGS THAT WOULD PROBABLY COME AFTER? HAHAHA