"Pardon me if I keep my counsel," said Pauline. "There is wisdom in few words."
Then Miss Hastings, always anxious to make peace, said:
"Do not be anxious, Lady Darrell; Pauline knows that some of the unpleasantness she had with Sir Oswald was owing to Captain Langton.
Perhaps that fact may affect her view of his character."
Lady Darrell discreetly retired from the contest.
"I am sure you will both do all you can," she said, in her most lively manner. "We must have some charades, and a ball; we shall have plenty of time to talk this over when our guests arrive." And, anxious to go before Pauline said anything more, Lady Darrell quitted the room.
"My dear Pauline," said Miss Hastings, "if you would----"
But she paused suddenly, for Pauline was sitting with a rapt expression on her face, deaf to every word.
Such a light was in those dark eyes, proud, triumphant, and clear--such a smile on those curved lips; Pauline looked as though she could see into futurity, and as though, while the view half frightened, it pleased her.
Suddenly she rose from her seat, with her hands clasped, evidently forgetting that she was not alone.
"Nothing could be better," she said. "I could not have asked of fate or fortune anything better than this."
When Miss Hastings, wondering at her strange, excited manner, asked her a question, she looked up with the vague manner of one just aroused from deep sleep.
"What are you thing of, Pauline?" asked Miss Hastings.
"I am thinking," she replied, with a dreamy smile, "what good fortune always attends those who know how to wait. I have waited, and what I desired is come."
Thursday came at last. Certainly Lady Darrell had spared neither time nor expense in preparing for her visitor; it was something like a warrior"s home-coming--the rarest of wines, the fairest of flowers, the sweetest of smiles awaiting him. Lady Darrell"s dress was the perfection of good taste--plain white silk trimmed with black lace, with a few flowers in her golden hair. She knew that she was looking her best; it was the first time that the captain had seen her in her present position, so she was anxious to make the most favorable impression on him.
"Welcome once more to Darrell Court!" she said, holding out one white hand in greeting.
"It seems like a welcome to Paradise," said the captain, profanely; and then he bowed with the grace of a Chesterfield over the little hand that he still held clasped in his own.
CHAPTER x.x.xII.
CAPTAIN LANGTON ACCEPTED.
Lady Darrell was obliged to own herself completely puzzled. All the girls she had ever known had not only liked admiration, but had even sought it; she could not understand why Pauline showed such decided aversion to Captain Langton. He was undeniably handsome, graceful, and polished in manner; Lady Darrell could imagine no one more pleasant or entertaining. Why should Pauline show such great distaste for his society, and such avoidance of him?
There were times, too, when she could not quite understand Aubrey Langton. She had seen him look at Pauline with an expression not merely of love, but with something of adoration in his eyes; and then again she would be startled by a look of something more fierce and more violent even than hate. She herself was in love with him; nor was she ashamed to own the fact even to herself. She could let her heart speak now--its voice had been stifled long enough; still she would have liked to know the cause of Pauline"s avoidance of him.
On the second day of his visit Lady Darrell gave a grand dinner-party.
Lady Hampton, who viewed the captain"s arrival with great disfavor, was, as a matter of course, to be present. All the neighbors near were invited, and Pauline, despite her dislike, saw that she must be present.
Lady Darrell took this opportunity of appearing, for the first time since Sir Oswald"s death, _en grande toilette_. She wore a dress of blue brocade, a marvel of color and weaving, embroidered with flowers, the very delicacy of which seemed to attract notice. She wore the Darrell diamonds, her golden head being wreathed with a tiara of precious stones. She looked marvelously bright and radiant; her face was flushed with the most delicate bloom, her eyes were bright with happiness. The guests remarked to each other how lovely their young hostess was.
But when Pauline entered the room, Lady Darrell was eclipsed, even as the light of the stars is eclipsed by that of the sun. Pauline wore no jewels; the grand beauty of her face and figure required none. The exquisite head and graceful, arched neck rose from the clouds of gray tulle like some superb flower from the shade of its leaves; her dress was low, showing the white neck and statuesque shoulders; the dark, cl.u.s.tering hair was drawn back from the n.o.ble brow, a pomegranate blossom glowing in the thick coils. Graceful and dignified she looked, without glitter of jewels or dress--simple, perfect in the grandeur of her own loveliness.
She was greatly admired; young men gazed at her from a distance with an expression almost of infatuation, while the ladies whispered about her; yet no one had the courage to pay her any great attention, from the simple fact that Lady Hampton had insinuated that the young widow did not care much about Miss Darrell. Some felt ill at ease in her presence; her proud, dark eyes seemed to detect every little false grace and affectation, all paltry little insincerities seemed to be revealed to her.
Yet Pauline on this occasion did her best. Despite Sir Oswald"s false judgment of her, there was an innate refinement about her, and it showed itself to-night. She talked princ.i.p.ally to old Lady Percival, who had known her mother, and who professed and really felt the most profound liking and affection for Pauline; they talked during dinner and after dinner, and then, seeing that every one was engaged, and that no one was likely to miss her, Pauline slipped from the room and went out.
She gave a long sigh of relief as she stood under the broad, free sky; flowers and birds, sunshine and shade, the cool, fragrant gloaming, were all so much more beautiful, so much more to her taste, than the warm, glittering rooms. In the woods a nightingale was singing. What music could be compared to this? The white almond blossoms were falling as she went down to the lakeside, where her dreams were always fairest.
"I wonder," mused the girl, "why the world of nature is so fair, and the world of men and women so stupid and so inane."
"Pauline," said a voice near her, "I have followed you; I could not help doing so."
She turned hastily, and saw Captain Langton, his face flushed, his eyes flaming with a light that was not pleasant to see.
"How have you dared to do so?" she demanded.
"I dare do anything," he replied, "for you madden me. Do you hear? You madden me!"
She paid no more heed to his words than she did to the humming of the insects in the gra.s.s.
"You shall hear me!" he cried. "You shall not turn away your haughty head! Look at me--listen to me, or I will----"
"Or you will murder me," she interrupted. "It will not be the first time you have used that threat. I shall neither look at you nor listen to you."
"Pauline, I swear that you are driving me mad. I love you so dearly that my life is a torment, a torture to me; yet I hate you so that I could almost trample your life out under my feet. Be merciful to me. I know that I may woo and win this glittering widow. I know that I may be master of Darrell Court--she has let me guess that much--but, Pauline, I would rather marry you and starve than have all the world for my own."
She turned to him, erect and haughty, her proud face flushing, her eyes so full of scorn that their light seemed to blind him.
"I did not think," she said, "that you would dare to address such words to me. If I had to choose this instant between death and marrying you, I would choose death. I know no words in which I can express my scorn, my contempt, my loathing for you. If you repeat this insult, it will be at your peril. Be warned."
"You are a beautiful fiend!" he hissed. "You shall suffer for your pride!"
"Yes," she said, calmly; "go and marry Lady Darrell. I have vowed to be revenged upon her; sweeter vengeance I could not have than to stand by quietly while she marries you."
"You are a beautiful fiend!" he hissed again, his face white with rage, his lips dry and hot.
Pauline turned away, and he stood with deeply muttered imprecations on his lips.
"I love her and I hate her," he said; "I would take her in my arms and carry her away where no one in the world could see her beautiful face but myself. I could spend my whole life in worshiping her--yet I hate her. She has ruined me--I could trample her life out. "Go and marry Lady Darrell," she said; I will obey her."
He returned to the house. No one noticed that his face was paler than usual, that his eyes were shadowed and strange; no one knew that his breath came in hot gasps, and that his heart beat with great irregular throbs.
"I will woo Lady Darrell and win her," he said, "and then Pauline shall suffer."
What a contrast that graceful woman, with her fair face and caressing manner, presented to the girl he had just left, with her pa.s.sionate beauty and pa.s.sionate scorn! Lady Darrell looked up at him with eyes of sweetest welcome.
"You have been out in the grounds," she said, gently; "the evening is very pleasant."
"Did you miss me, Lady Darrell--Elinor?" he asked, bending over her chair.