"Where did you live before you went to Headingly?" she asked abruptly, and Mrs. Blake was clever enough to take her cue.
"We were in lodgings in Richmond," she answered readily. "You know we were poor, and I was straining every nerve to keep Cyril at Oxford. I had been saving up every year for it, but I cannot deny we were sadly pinched. I had to send Biddy home for a year or two, and Mollie and Kester and I lived in three little rooms, in such a dull street. Cyril generally got a holiday engagement for the summer, but when he joined us--I procured him a bedroom near us--it used to make him very unhappy to see the way we lived. But I always comforted him by reminding him that one day he would make a home for us, and that cheered him up."
"You were certainly very good to him. Some mothers would not have done half so much," observed Audrey.
She was repaid for this little speech, as a smile, almost infantile in its sweetness, came to Mrs. Blake"s lip.
"I wish Cyril could hear you say that. But he knows--he feels--I have done my best for him. Yes, my darling, I have indeed!" She clasped her hands and sighed. "What did a little extra work, a few sacrifices, matter, when one looked to the future? We were very straitened--the poor children did not always have what they needed--but I don"t think we were, any of us, unhappy."
"I can so well understand that. I think people are too much afraid of being poor. I could never see, myself, why poverty should hinder happiness."
"Do you not?" looking at her a little curiously; "but you have not served my apprenticeship. You do not know how hard it is for a pleasure-loving nature to be deprived of so many sources of enjoyment--to have to stint one"s taste for pretty things--to be perpetually saying "no" to one"s self."
"And yet you own that you were happy."
"Well, yes, after a fashion. I think the poor children were, until Kester got so ill. Mollie and I used to walk about Richmond Park and build castles in the air. We planned what we would do if we were rich, and sometimes we would amuse ourselves by looking into the shop-windows and thinking what we should like to buy--like a couple of gutter children--and sometimes, on a winter"s evening, we would blow out the candles and sit round the fire and tell stories."
"And then you say Kester fell ill?"
"Well, it was not exactly an illness. But he seemed to dwindle and pine, somehow, and Cyril and I got dreadfully anxious about him. I don"t think Richmond suited him, and I could not give him the comforts he needed; and he fretted so about his want of education. He seemed to get better directly we went to Headingly and Cyril began to give him lessons."
"Yes, I see;" and then Audrey took advantage of the pause to look at her watch. It was later than she thought, and she rose reluctantly to go.
Mrs. Blake rose too.
"Don"t you think me an odd, unconventional sort of person to tell you all this?" she asked a little abruptly. "Do you know, Cyril often says that I make him very anxious, because I am so dreadfully impulsive and speak out everything I think; but I made up my mind that afternoon when Cyril told me that Mrs. Bryce was a connection of your sister"s that I would talk to you about the Headingly worries on the first opportunity."
"I am very glad you have spoken to me; I think it was very brave of you."
"No, my dear Miss Ross, not brave, but cowardly. I was so afraid you would be prejudiced against me; and you must know that I have taken a great fancy to you. I am a very strange creature: I always like or dislike a person at first sight, and I never--perhaps I should say I scarcely ever--change my opinion."
"I think that is a great mistake. It is impossible to read some people at first sight."
"Perhaps so; but you were distinctly legible. When I looked out of my window and saw you setting out the little tea-table on the lawn with Mollie, I said to myself, "That is a girl after my own heart.""
Audrey laughed; but the little compliment pleased her. Somehow Mrs.
Blake"s manner made everything she said seem charming. Audrey felt more and more drawn to this fascinating woman.
"And I want you to come very often, and to be my friend as well as Mollie"s," with soft insistence.
"Yes; yours and Mollie"s and Kester"s," replied Audrey in an amused voice.
"And not Cyril"s? My dear Miss Ross, I hope you do not mean to exclude Cyril."
"Oh, of course not," rather hurriedly. "But, Mrs. Blake, you must really let me go, or Geraldine will be waiting tea; as it is, I shall have to walk very fast, to make up for lost time."
Audrey"s thoughts were very busy as she walked swiftly up the Hill.
"I like her--I like her exceedingly," she said to herself; "I have never met a more interesting person: she is so nave and winning in her manner. I feel I shall soon love her; and yet all the time I see her faults so plainly. She is terribly unpractical, and manages as badly as possible. Edith Bryce was right when she said that. And she is foolish with regard to her eldest son--no mother ought to be so partial. I am afraid Kester must feel it; all his interests are secondary to his brother"s. It is hardly fair. And Mollie, too--the child seems a perfect drudge. No, my dear woman, I admire you more than I can say, and I know I shall very soon get fond of you; but you are not blameless."
And then a curious doubt crept into Audrey"s mind: with all her impulsiveness, was not Mrs. Blake rather a clever woman, to tell that Forester story in her own way? Audrey had already heard a very different version. She knew Agatha Forester had lived in deadly terror of the charming widow. It was true that she had declined to believe the story, and that her sympathies were enlisted on Mrs. Blake"s side; but, still, was it not rather a clever stratagem on Mrs. Blake"s part to secure her as an ally? But Audrey dismissed this thought as quickly as it pa.s.sed through her mind.
"Why, what nonsense!" she argued. "I am accusing Mrs. Blake of being a little deep, when she herself owned frankly that she was anxious to prejudice me in her favour. Of course she knew Edith Bryce would talk to Gage, and it was only wise of her to tell me the truth. People must have treated her very badly at Headingly, or her son would not have taken her part. He seems to have plenty of common-sense, although he dotes on her.
They are a wonderfully interesting family, and I seem to know them all so well already." And this last reflection brought her to Hillside.
CHAPTER XII
MOLLIE GOES TO DEEP-WATER CHINE
"Well I know what they feel.
They gaze, and the evening wind Plays on their faces; they gaze-- Airs from the Eden of youth Awake and stir in their soul."
MATTHEW ARNOLD.
Mollie arrived very punctually the next afternoon. Audrey, who was watching for her, hardly recognised the girl as she came slowly along the terrace. She wore a pretty gray stuff frock and a straw hat, trimmed very tastefully with the simplest materials; and her usually unkempt locks were neatly arranged in a broad glossy plait that reached to her waist.
Audrey felt quite proud of her appearance, and took her into the drawing-room to see her mother and sister; for Geraldine had just dropped in on her way down the town. Mrs. Ross received her very nicely; but Geraldine took very little notice of her. Mollie was rather shy and awkward, and answered all Mrs. Ross"s questions in monosyllables. She seemed so hot and confused that Mrs. Ross"s motherly heart took compa.s.sion on her.
"Do not let us keep you, my dear," she said, addressing Audrey. "I am sure Geraldine will excuse you; and it is far too fine to stay indoors."
"In that case, we will go, Mollie," returned Audrey in a relieved tone.
"Good-bye, Gage; I daresay I shall see you to-morrow. And, mother, let me know when tea is ready;" and then she beckoned Mollie to follow her.
Mollie was no longer silent when she found herself alone with her friend.
"Oh dear, Miss Ross, what a grand house you live in, and what a lovely garden! Ours must seem such a poor, poky little place after this, and yet we were all so pleased with it. I do like Mrs. Ross so; she is such a dear old lady"--Audrey had never heard her mother called a "dear old lady" before--"and what a grand-looking person your sister is! I never saw anyone so handsome."
But Mollie"s tone was a trifle dubious.
"I hope you mean to like her too, Mollie."
"I don"t seem to know her yet," replied Mollie evasively; "but I liked looking at her. Somehow I could not talk before her. Where are we going, Miss Ross? There is no pond that I can see."
"No lake," corrected Audrey, with much dignity. "No, Mollie; I am going to introduce you to the greenhouses and poultry-yard first; then there are the pigs, and the boys" play-ground--oh, a host of sights!--before we make our way down to the lake."
"Ah, now you mean to be funny, because Cyril always calls it the pond--and Kester too. You must be very rich, Miss Ross, to live here and have all these fine things. Mamma was saying so to Cyril when he was telling us about it."
"This is my favourite little bantam, Mollie," interposed Audrey; and then Mollie gave herself up to enjoyment, there were so many things to see. Mollie wondered and exclaimed and admired, with flushed cheeks and sparkling eyes, until Audrey told herself the child was positively pretty.
At last they found themselves by the tiny lake, with their hands full of bread for Snowflake and Eiderdown, while a little troop of rare foreign ducks hung somewhat timidly in the rear. Presently, to Mollie"s intense delight, they got into the canoe, and Audrey, with much gravity, commenced their voyage.
"For you may laugh, Mollie," she said severely, "but you have no idea of the extent of the place. This island is called "The Swans" Nest." We need not land, because we can see it perfectly from the canoe; but you may perhaps notice a small wooden building somewhere in the recesses of the island."
"Oh yes, I see it perfectly," returned Mollie, with the utmost candour.
"I could almost cover the island with my pocket-handkerchief; but, of course, it is very pretty."