"Never mind all that," returned Michael slowly. "Go to Dr. Ross, and ask him why Blake is in trouble. He will tell you; you may take my word for it."
Audrey still gazed at him; but Michael"s grave manner left her in no doubt as to the seriousness of the matter, and her eyes looked a little troubled.
"Go, dear," he repeated gently; "it will be best for you to hear it from him."
Then she left him without another word, and went straight to the study.
It seemed as though her father expected her, for he looked at her as she came slowly towards him, and put out his hand.
"You have come to talk to me, my darling. Sit down beside me. No, not that chair; it is too far off. Come closer to me, my child."
Then, as Audrey obeyed him, she felt a sense of growing uneasiness. What did that sorrowful tenderness in her father"s voice mean? For the moment her courage failed her, and her lips could not frame the question she had come to ask.
"You want me to tell you about Cyril"s trouble?"
Then she sat and gazed at him in speechless dread.
Dr. Ross cleared his throat and shifted his spectacles. He began to find his task difficult.
"If I only knew how to prepare you, Audrey! But I can think of no words that will break the force of such a shock. I will tell you one thing: a few hours ago Cyril was as ignorant of the great trouble that has befallen him as you are at this present moment."
She touched him with a hand that had grown suddenly very cold.
"Wait for one minute, father; I must ask you something: Did Michael tell this thing to Cyril this afternoon?"
"Yes, dear. By some strange chance Michael was put in possession of a terrible secret. There was no one else to break it to the poor fellow, and, as you and I know, Mike is not the man to shirk any unpleasant duty."
"I understand. You may go on now, father dear; I am prepared--I am quite prepared. I know it was no light trouble that brought that look on Cyril"s face; and Michael, too, was very strange and unlike himself."
And then she composed herself to listen.
Dr. Ross told the story as carefully as he could, but he made no attempt to soften facts. A skilful surgeon cuts deep: the patient may quiver under the relentless knife, but the present pain will prevent lasting injury. Dr. Ross wished his daughter to see things from his point of view. It was impossible to spare her suffering; but she was young, and he hoped time and her own strong sense of duty would bring their own healing. He could not judge of the effect on her. Almost at his first words she had dropped her head upon his knees, and her face was hidden from him; and though his hand rested on her soft hair, she made no sign or movement.
"That is all I have to tell you, my darling. No one knows but you and I and Michael. I have not told your mother; I thought it best to wait."
Then she stirred a little uneasily under his caressing hand. "My own child, you do not need to be told how I grieve for you and Cyril; it is a bitter disappointment to you both; but--but"--his voice dropped a little--"you must give him up."
There was no perceptible start; only, as he said this, Audrey raised her face from his knee, and looked at him. She was very pale, but her eyes were quite dry; only the firm, beautiful lips trembled a little.
"I do not understand, father. Why must I give him up?"
"Why?" Dr. Ross could hardly believe his ears as he heard this. "My child," he said, with a touch of sternness, "it is very easy to understand. Cyril is not to blame--he is as innocent as you are; but the son of Matthew O"Brien can never be my son-in-law."
"No," she returned slowly, "I suppose not. I ought not to be surprised to hear you say that."
"It is what any father would say, Audrey."
"Anyhow, it is for you to say it, if you think it right, and it is for me to obey you."
Then he put his arm round her with an endearing word or two. She was his good, obedient child--his dearly-loved daughter, who had never grieved him in her life.
"I trust I may never grieve you," she replied gently; but there was a great solemnity in her eyes. "Father, if you tell me that I must not marry Cyril, I shall be compelled to obey you; but it will break my heart to think that your mind is fully made up on this point."
"My darling, you are both very young, and in time----" He stopped, arrested by the strangeness of her look.
"You think that we shall get over it: that is your meaning, is it not?
But I am afraid you are wrong. Cyril loves me too well; he would never get over it."
"But, my dear----"
"Father, will you listen to me for a moment? You need not fear that I should ever disobey you--you are my father, and that is enough. But I shall live in the hope that you will change your mind."
"My child, I must forbid that hope. I cannot let you cheat yourself with any such false supposition. My mind will know no change in this matter."
"Then, in that case, I shall never marry Cyril. If you cannot give me your blessing on my marriage, I will remain as I am--Audrey Ross. But, father, I shall never give him up! Never--never!"
"If Cyril be the man I think him, he will give you up, Audrey; he will be far too proud and honourable to hold you to your engagement."
"That may be," she answered a little wearily. "I know the strong pressure that will be put on him. You will have no difficulty with him; he will do as you wish. My poor Cyril! how can he do otherwise? But all the same, I shall be true to him as long as he and I live. I shall feel that I belong to him."
"But, my darling, do be sensible. When the engagement is broken off you will be free, utterly free."
But she shook her head.
"I shall never be free while Cyril lives. Father, you do not understand.
He may set me free to-morrow, but I shall still consider myself bound.
When he comes here, I shall tell him so, and I do not think he will misunderstand me."
Dr. Ross sighed. Here was an unexpected difficulty. She would obey him, but she would regard herself as the victim of filial obedience. She would not marry her lover without his consent, but she would have nothing to say to any other man. She would consider herself fettered by this hopeless betrothal. He had declined to accept the son of Matthew O"Brien as his son-in-law; but would not his own death set her free to fulfil her engagement? Dr. Ross groaned within himself as he thought of this. If only he could bring her to reason; but at his first word of pleading her eyes filled with tears.
"Father, I can bear no more; you have made me very unhappy. I have promised not to marry without your consent; but no one on earth could make me give him up."
Then he looked at her very sorrowfully, and said no more. If she had thrown herself into his arms he could almost have wept with her. Would she ever know how his heart bled for her? But she only kissed him very quietly.
"You are not angry with me, father?"
"Angry with you? Oh, Audrey, my child, how can you ask such a question?"
"That is well," she returned calmly. "There must never be anything between us. I could not bear that." Then her breast heaved a little, and a large tear stole down her face. "Will you tell mother and Michael what I have said--that I will never give him up?"
And then she walked very slowly out of the room.
Half an hour later Michael came into the study. He did not speak; but the Doctor shook his head as he came silently towards him.
"It is a bad business, Mike. That girl of mine will give us trouble. She is as good as gold, but she will give us trouble."
"She refuses to give him up?"
Michael sat down as he asked the question; his strength seemed to have deserted him.
"That is what she says--that she will regard herself as altogether bound to him. She is very firm. With all her goodness and sweetness, Audrey has a strong will."