"And I suppose she was absurdly impulsive, as usual, mother?" she asked, when Mrs. Ross had finished a somewhat brief narrative.
"Well, yes. She is always rather effusive; people have their own style, you see."
"Only Mrs. Blake"s is, unfortunately, a very bad style."
"I daresay you are right, my dear, and I certainly prefer a quieter manner; and it was not quite good taste lauding your father and me to the skies for our goodness in allowing the match. Poor woman! I daresay she was a little excited; only it was a pity to let her feelings carry her away--still, she was very nice about Audrey."
"She will be her daughter-in-law, you know."
Then Mrs. Ross winced slightly. She was glad that Mrs. Charrington was that moment announced--she was a pleasant chatty woman, and always paid long visits: Geraldine was her special favourite. As the news of the engagement had not yet reached her, the talk was confined to certain local interests: a new grant of books to the library, the difficulty of finding a butler, and the lameness of one of Dr. Ross"s carriage-horses; and Mrs. Ross was in this manner relieved from any more awkward questions.
Her husband was her only confidant, and to him she did disburden herself.
"I do wish that Mrs. Blake were a different sort of woman, John," she observed that night. "She is very handsome and amusing; but she is certainly too unrestrained in her talk."
"We must take folk as we find them, Emmie," returned Dr. Ross quietly.
"Mrs. Blake is not your sort. In spite of having a grown-up son, she is not quite grown-up herself: middle-aged people ought not to talk out all their feelings as though they were children. But she is a very pleasing person for all that."
"So I always thought; but she tires one. Not that I would let Audrey know that."
"Oh, Audrey would keep a dozen Mrs. Blakes in order," was her husband"s response; and then Mrs. Ross said no more.
Geraldine kept her word, and about a week later Cyril Blake received a civil little note, asking him to dine at Hillside on the following evening.
"We shall be quite by ourselves. It will be only a family party--just my husband"s brother, Mr. Walter Harcourt, and his wife;" for the Walter Harcourts had come on a visit.
Cyril looked a little grave as he showed the note to Audrey.
"I suppose I must go; but it will be very terrible. I don"t mind telling you, Audrey, that I am awfully afraid of your sister."
"Poor fellow!" returned Audrey, with one of her charming smiles; "I wish I could spare you this ordeal. But I can give you one bit of comfort: Gage will behave very nicely to you." And though Cyril still felt a little dubious on this point, he was obliged to own afterwards that she was right.
The evening was a far pleasanter one than he expected. Mr. Harcourt was thawed by his brother"s presence, and though there was a slight stiffness and reserve in his manner to Cyril, there was no aggressiveness; and Geraldine was too much of a gentlewoman to behave ungraciously to any guest. Both of them were quite civil to Cyril, though they could not be said to be demonstrative, and there was no attempt to treat him as one of themselves.
Mr. Walter Harcourt was a barrister, and was rapidly rising in his profession. He was considerably younger than his brother, and had recently married a wealthy young widow. He was a clever talker, and his stock of legal anecdotes kept them all well amused. He and Audrey were old friends, and at one time Geraldine and her husband had privately hoped that their acquaintance might ripen into a tenderer feeling.
As soon as the ladies reached the drawing-room, Mrs. Walter Harcourt, who was a pretty, vivacious little woman, observed confidentially to Geraldine:
"My dear, I must congratulate you. That future brother-in-law of yours is one of the handsomest men I have ever seen. I always thought Walter a good-looking fellow, and I daresay you thought much the same of Percival; but both our husbands looked very ordinary people beside him.
In fact, Walter was quite clumsy."
"Nonsense, Maggie!" returned Geraldine, glancing behind her to see if Audrey were within earshot. "How can you make such absurd comparisons?
Of course Mr. Blake is good-looking; but, for my own part, I always distrust handsome men."
"They are generally such fools, you see. I hate talking to a man who is too self-engrossed to pay me attention. But Mr. Blake is thoroughly nice. I must go to Audrey and tell her how much I admire her _fiance_."
"Thank goodness, that is over!" exclaimed Cyril fervently, as Audrey joined him in the porch. "I have not had a word with you yet."
Audrey smiled as she gathered up her long dress and stepped out into the dark shrubberies.
"It was very pleasant," she observed tranquilly. "The Walter Harcourts are clever, amusing people. You got on capitally with both of them; and, Cyril, I am sure Gage was as nice as possible."
"Oh yes!" he returned quickly; "and I admire her excessively; but, all the same, I shall never feel at my ease with her." And, as Audrey uttered a protest at this, he continued seriously: "Of course, I know what Mrs. Harcourt thinks of my presumption; her manner told me that at once. "You are not one of us"--that is what her tone said to me; and yet she was quite kind and civil. Oh, Audrey"--interrupting himself, and speaking almost pa.s.sionately--"if I were only more worthy of you! But have patience with me, and your people shall respect me yet."
"Dear Cyril, please do not talk so!" and Audrey stole closer to him in the October darkness. "You have behaved so beautifully to-night, and I felt, oh! so proud of my sweetheart. And if I am content, what does it matter what other people think?"
"Forgive me, darling," he returned remorsefully; "I am only sometimes a little sore because I can give you so little."
And then his mood changed, for the subtle comfort of her sweet words was thrilling through him; for he was young, and the girl he worshipped from the depths of his honest heart was alone with him under the dim, cloudy skies. Was it any wonder that the world was forgotten, and only the golden haze of the future seemed before them, as they walked together through the quiet streets to Woodcote?
CHAPTER XXVII
WHAT MICHAEL THOUGHT OF IT
"Not to be solitary one must possess, entirely to one"s self, a human creature, and belong exclusively to her (or him)."--GUIZOT.
"How, then, is one to recover courage enough for action?
By extracting a richer experience out of our losses and lessons."--AMIEL.
Captain Burnett had finished his troublesome piece of business, and was thinking of his return home. His friend was, metaphorically speaking, on his feet again, and Michael was now free to leave London. He had waited, however, for another day or two on Kester"s account; the friendly doctor who had undertaken to look into his case had already done wonders.
Kester was making rapid progress under his care, and his bright looks and evident enjoyment of his town life reconciled Michael to their long, protracted stay.
"We must certainly go back to Rutherford next week," he observed one morning, as they sat at breakfast together.
Kester had some appointment with Fred Somers that called him out early, and Captain Burnett good-naturedly left his letters unread, that he might pour out the coffee and attend to his wants.
"They will keep, and I have nothing to do this morning," he remarked carelessly, as he took them up and laid them down again.
After all, he would not be sorry to read them alone. There was an Indian letter, and one from Audrey, and several notes that were evidently invitations.
When Kester had left him, he sat down in an easy-chair by the window.
There was a little table beside him, with a red jar full of brown leaves and chrysanthemums. He picked out one and played with it for a moment, and then Booty jumped up uninvited and curled himself up on his knee.
He read the invitations first, and then threw them aside.
"I shall be at Rutherford," he thought; and then he opened his Indian letter.
It was from a fellow-officer, and contained an amusing account of a visit he had lately paid to Calcutta. Just at the end it said: "By the bye, somebody told me the other day that your uncle, Mr. Carlisle, was ill. He has got a nasty attack, and the doctors are shaking their heads over him. The fellow who told me--it was Donarton--mentioned that you were likely to take a lively interest in the news. Is that true, old man, or has Mr. Carlisle any nearer relative than yourself? From what I hear, he is a sort of nabob in these parts."
Captain Burnett put down this letter, and looked dreamily out of the window. Was it really so, he wondered? Major Glenyow was not the sort of fellow to mention a mere report. His uncle was by no means an old man, and once or twice a rumour of his intended marriage had reached his ears, but it had never been verified. If it were true that his uncle were in a bad way, that he should not recover, then, indeed, there was a possibility. And here, in spite of himself, Michael fell into a day-dream.