Another time Audrey would have cared for his comforts, he thought, as he dragged himself up the stairs in a spiritless manner. Tired Nature was avenging herself in her usual fashion, and Michael"s head and limbs were aching. Perhaps something else ached too.
But his mood changed when he entered his room. After all, he had not been forgotten. A cheery little fire burnt and spluttered as though newly lighted, and a tiny kettle sang merrily on its trivet; the tea-tray was on the table, and, as Michael regarded these preparations with an expression of satisfaction, he heard Audrey"s well-known knock at the door.
"Shall I make your tea, Michael," she asked, "or would you rather be alone? Gage and Percival are downstairs, and, as I was sure you would be tired, I told Crauford to bring up the kettle. Shall I stay or not?"
she continued, a little surprised by his silence.
"Stay, by all means!" was his only reply, as he threw himself into his easy-chair.
He would have thanked her--and she evidently expected to be thanked--but he was afraid he should say too much. She had thought of him and his comfort in her own unhappiness, though her face was still pale with her inward trouble.
"You have had a trying day," she continued, as she knelt down on the rug a moment to coax the fire to burn more brightly; "and of course it has taken it out of you. I was quite sure that you would not be in the mood for Gage and Percival. Percival is very kind, but somehow he is not restful; he is so very bracing." And she sighed as though she had found him so.
"People are not always in a condition for a tonic, are they, Audrey?"
"No," she replied quietly; "and then it is no use forcing it on them.
But I must not be hard on Percival; he was very kind, only somehow his conversation was a little too bracing. He and Gage were full of plans; they meant it all for my good: but it was a little tiring."
"Poor child!" and Michael"s sympathising tone was very healing.
"But we will not talk about my silly self," rousing herself; "there is something else I want to know. I guess where you have been this afternoon. You have taken Cyril to see his father."
"Yes; and Kester too."
"I am very glad," forcing a smile. "It was right--quite right. He will be the happier for not shirking his duty."
Then she looked at Michael a little pleadingly, as though to beg for some account of the interview.
"I am afraid I cannot tell you much," he returned, feeling sorry that he had so little to communicate. "As far as I could see, Blake behaved uncommonly well; he shook hands with O"Brien at once. But, of course, after that I only thought it right to efface myself."
"But surely Cyril has spoken of his father?"
"No, he has not said a word; but I daresay he will open out more by and by, I am going up to town with him to-morrow, and we shall have plenty of opportunity if he feels disposed to talk."
"Are you going to stay?"
"Well, yes--he is hardly fit to be left just now. I shall put him up at South Audley Street, and then he can look about him for a bit. I daresay I shall be back in a week or two."
"Oh, Michael, I never thought of this. Are you sure it will not trouble you?"
"Not a bit," he returned cheerfully. "I want to see my lawyer, and do one or two things; so it comes quite handy."
But this plausible pretext did not in the least deceive her.
"It is no use saying what I think," she said hurriedly, and he saw the gleam of a tear on her eyelash. "No one but yourself would ever do such things. I shall miss you--I think I shall miss you more than ever--but it will be such a comfort to feel you are with him."
"Oh, as to that, he will not need me long. When I see him fairly settled I shall come home. I want to speak to Unwin about him. You have often heard me speak of Unwin: he is nearly old enough to be my father; but we are great chums, and I mean to tell him the whole story about Blake. If I could only get Unwin to stand his friend, there will be some hope for him."
"Yes, I understand; but it is you who will be his benefactor. Don"t frown, Michael, I am not going to thank you; I cannot. Now please tell me one other thing before I go: will you write to me?"
"If you wish it," he replied without hesitation. "Oh yes, I will certainly write and let you know how we are getting on; but I think it might be as well for you not to answer my letters."
A flush came to Audrey"s face, but she perfectly understood the delicacy that induced Michael to make this stipulation; he would deprive himself of one of his greatest pleasures rather than Cyril should be pained by the sight of her handwriting.
"I will not write," she said in a low voice. "Now I must go down to Gage."
But he detained her.
"Wait a moment; there is no hurry, is there? And it is my turn to ask questions. I want to know what you are going to do with yourself during my absence?"
And there was no mistaking his anxiety, though he strove to hide it.
"I shall do as usual," she returned tranquilly. "Mollie will come to me every morning, and we shall work hard at our lessons, and----"
But he interrupted her.
"Are you sure that your father will approve of Mollie"s visits?" he asked.
"There is no reason why he should disapprove," she replied quickly; "but of course I shall speak to him. There can be no possible reason why my poor Mollie should be punished. Father would not wish me to go to the Gray Cottage, and, indeed, I should not wish it myself; but there can be no objection to Mollie coming here."
"Perhaps not; and, after all, it will not be for long."
"No, it will not be for long; so I must do my best for her. Do not trouble about me, Michael; I shall be as busy as possible. I am not going away with Gage, as she wishes. I tell her I would rather stay quietly with father and mother--perhaps next holidays--but we need not talk of that."
"But you will be very dull."
"No, indeed, I shall have too much to do--at least, I do not mean to think whether I am dull or not; but, Michael, I shall depend for a great deal of my comfort on your letters."
Then he knew that the burden of her lover"s unhappiness was very heavy upon her, but that she would not willingly speak of it even to him.
"I will tell you all that there is to tell. If you do not hear from me, it will be because there is nothing to say;" and with these words he let her go.
He did not speak to her again that evening; for though Mr. Harcourt had taken his departure, Geraldine had remained, with the amiable intention of cheering her sister. If she did not quite succeed in her mission, it was for no want of effort on Audrey"s part, who, as usual, did her best for everyone. But more than once Michael detected a weary look in her eyes, that told him that she would fain have been left alone. "But that is the last thing that Gage and Harcourt would ever do," he said to himself, with a shade of bitterness, as he saw the gentleness and patience with which Audrey received her sister"s attentions.
CHAPTER XLIII
MICHAEL"S LETTER
"Be not ashamed to be helped; for it is thy business to do thy duty, like a soldier in the a.s.sault on a town. How then, if being lame, thou canst not mount up on the battlements alone, but with the help of another it is possible."--M. AURELIUS ANTONINUS.
About a week afterwards, Michael was writing in his sitting-room in South Audley Street when Cyril Blake entered the room. He put down his hat and began taking off his gloves as he stood by the table.
"Well," asked Michael, looking up from his cheque-book; "have you hit it off, old man?"
"Yes; we have settled it," returned Cyril, dropping into a chair as though he were tired. "And I am to enter on my duties next week."