Nora asked her brother to tell the news to Rob Fletcher himself, but Merran Andrews was before him. She was at Rob before he had fairly landed, when the fishing boats came in at sunset.
"Have you heard the news, Rob? Nora"s going away to be a fine lady.
The Camerons have been daft about her all summer, and now they are going to adopt her."
Merran wanted Rob herself. He was a big, handsome fellow, and well-off--the pick of the harbour men in every way. He had slighted her for Nora, and it pleased her to stab him now, though she meant to be nice to him later on.
He turned white under his tan, but he did not choose to make a book of his heart for Merran"s bold black eyes to read. "It"s a great thing for her," he answered calmly. "She was meant for better things than can be found at Racicot."
"She was always too good for common folks, if that is what you mean,"
said Merran spitefully.
Nora and Rob did not meet until the next evening, when she rowed herself home from Dalveigh. He was at the sh.o.r.e to tie up her boat and help her out. They walked up the sands together in the heart of the autumn sunset, with the northwest wind whistling in their ears and the great star of the lighthouse gleaming wanly out against the golden sky. Nora felt uncomfortable, and resented it. Rob Fletcher was nothing to her; he never had been anything but the good friend to whom she told her strange thoughts and longings. Why should her heart ache over him? She wished he would talk, but he strode along in silence, with his fine head drooping a little.
"I suppose you have heard that I am going away, Rob?" she said at last.
He nodded. "Yes, I"ve heard it from a hundred mouths, more or less,"
he answered, not looking at her.
"It"s a splendid thing for me, isn"t it?" dared Nora.
"Well, I don"t know," he said slowly. "Looking at it from the outside, it seems so. But from the inside it mayn"t look the same. Do you think you"ll be able to cut twenty years of a life out of your heart without any pain?"
"Oh, I"ll be homesick, if that is what you mean," said Nora petulantly. "Of course I"ll be that at first. I expect it--but people get over that. And it is not as if I were going away for good. I"ll be back next summer--every summer."
"It"ll be different," said Rob stubbornly, thinking as old Nathan Sh.e.l.ley had thought. "You"ll be a fine lady--oh, all the better for that perhaps--but you"ll not be the same. No, no, the new life will change you; not all at once, maybe, but in the end. You"ll be one of them, not one of us. But will you be happy? That"s the question I"m asking."
In anyone else Nora would have resented this. But she never felt angry with Rob.
"I think I shall be," she said thoughtfully. "And, anyway, I must go.
It doesn"t seem as if I could help myself if I wanted to.
Something--out beyond there--is calling me, always has been calling me ever since I was a tiny girl and found out there was a big world far away from Racicot. And it always seemed to me that I would find a way to it some day. That was why I kept going to school long after the other girls stopped. Mother thought I"d better stop home; she said too much book learning would make me discontented and too different from the people I had to live along. But Father let me go; he understood; he said I was like him when he was young. I learned everything and read everything I could. It seems to me as if I had been walking along a narrow pathway all my life. And now it seems as if a gate were opened before me and I can pa.s.s through into a wider world. It isn"t the luxury and the pleasure or the fine house and dresses that tempt me, though the people here think so--even Mother thinks so. But it is not. It"s just that something seems to be in my grasp that I"ve always longed for, and I must go--Rob, I must go."
"Yes, if you feel like that you must go," he answered, looking down at her troubled face gently. "And it"s best for you to go, Nora. I believe that, and I"m not so selfish as not to be able to hope that you"ll find all you long for. But it will change you all the more if it is so. Nora! Nora! Whatever am I going to do without you!"
The sudden pa.s.sion bursting out in his tone frightened her.
"Don"t, Rob, don"t! And you won"t miss me long. There"s many another."
"No, there isn"t. Don"t fling me that dry bone of comfort. There"s no other, and never has been any other--none but you, Nora, and well you know it."
"I"m sorry," she said faintly.
"You needn"t be," said Rob grimly. "After all, I"d rather love you than not, hurt as it will. I never had much hope of getting you to listen to me, so there"s no great disappointment there. You"re too good for me--I"ve always known that. A girl that is fit to mate with the Camerons is far above Rob Fletcher, fisherman."
"I never had such a thought," protested Nora.
"I know it," he said, casing himself up in his quietness again. "But it"s so--and now I"ve got to lose you. But there"ll never be any other for me, Nora."
He left her at her father"s door. She watched his stalwart figure out of sight around the point, and raged to find tears in her eyes and a bitter yearning in her heart. For a moment she repented--she would stay--she could not go. Then over the harbour flashed out the lights of Dalveigh. The life behind them glittered, allured, beckoned. Nay, she must go on--she had made her choice. There was no turning back now.
Nora Sh.e.l.ley went away with the Camerons, and Dalveigh was deserted.
Winter came down on Racicot Harbour, and the colony of fisher folk at its head gave themselves over to the idleness of the season--a time for lounging and gossipping and long hours of lazy contentment smoking in the neighbours" chimney corners, when tales were told of the sea and the fishing. The Harbour laid itself out to be sociable in winter.
There was no time for that in summer. People had to work eighteen hours out of the twenty-four then. In the winter there was spare time to laugh and quarrel, woo and wed and--were a man so minded--dream, as did Rob Fletcher in his loneliness.
In a Racicot winter much was made of small things. The arrival of Nora Sh.e.l.ley"s weekly letter to her father and mother was an event in the village. The post-mistress in the Cove store spread the news that it had come, and that night the Sh.e.l.ley kitchen would be crowded. Isobel Sh.e.l.ley, Nora"s younger sister, read the letter aloud by virtue of having gone to school long enough to be able to p.r.o.nounce the words and tell where the places named were situated.
The Camerons had spent the autumn in New York and had then gone south for the winter. Nora wrote freely of her new life. In the beginning she admitted great homesickness, but after the first few letters she made no further mention of that. She wrote little of herself, but she described fully the places she had visited, the people she had met, the wonderful things she had seen. She sent affectionate messages to all her old friends and asked after all her old interests. But the letters came to be more and more like those of a stranger and one apart from the Racicot life, and the father and mother felt it.
"She"s changing," muttered old Nathan. "It had to be so--it"s well for her that it is so--but it hurts. She ain"t ours any more. We"ve lost the girl, wife, lost her forever."
Rob Fletcher always came and listened to the letters in silence while the others buzzed and commented. Rob, so the Harbour folk said, was much changed. He had grown unsociable and preferred to stay home and read books rather than go a-visiting as did others. The Harbour folk shook their heads over this. There was something wrong with a man who read books when there was a plenty of other amus.e.m.e.nts. Jacob Radnor had read books all one winter and had drowned himself in the spring--jumped overboard from his dory at the herring nets. And that was what came of books, mark you.
The Camerons came later to Dalveigh the next summer, on account of John Cameron"s health, which was not good. It was the first of August before a host of servants came to put Dalveigh in habitable order, and a week later the family came. They brought a houseful of guests with them.
At sunset on the day of her arrival Nora Sh.e.l.ley looked out cross the harbour to the fishing village. She was tired after her journey, and she had not meant to go over until the morning, but now she knew she must go at once. Her mother was over there; the old life called to her; the northwest wind swept up the channel and whistled alluringly to her at the window of her luxurious room. It brought to her the tang of the salt wastes and filled her heart with a great, bitter-sweet yearning.
She was more beautiful than ever. In the year that had pa.s.sed she had blossomed out to a gracious fulfilment of womanhood. Even the Camerons had wondered at her swift adaptation to her new surroundings. She seemed to have put Racicot behind her as one puts by an old garment.
In everything she had held her own royally. Her adopted parents were proud of her beauty and her nameless, untamed charm. They had lavished every indulgence upon her. In those few short months she had lived more keenly and fully than in all her life before. The Nora Sh.e.l.ley who went away was not, so it would seem, the Nora Sh.e.l.ley who came back.
But when she looked from her window to the waves and saw the star of the lighthouse and the blaze of the sunset in the window of the fishing-houses and heard the summons of the wind, something broke loose in her soul and overwhelmed her, like a wave of the sea. She must go at once--at once--at once. Not a moment could she wait.
She was dressed for dinner, but with tingling fingers she threw off her costly gown and put on her dark travelling suit again. She left her hair as it was and knotted a crimson scarf about her head. She would slip away quietly to the boathouse, get Davy to launch the little sailboat for her--and then for a fleet skim over the harbour before that glorious wind! She hoped not to be seen, but Mrs. Cameron met her in the hall.
"Nora!" she said in astonishment.
"Oh, I must go, Aunty! I must go!" the girl cried feverishly. She was afraid Mrs. Cameron would try to prevent her going, and all at once she knew that she could not bear that.
"Must go? Where? Dinner is almost ready, and--"
"Oh, I don"t want any dinner. I"m going home--I will sail over."
"My dear child, don"t be foolish. It"s too late to go over the harbour tonight. They won"t be expecting you. Wait until the morning."
"No--oh, you don"t understand. I must go--I must! My mother is over there."
Something in the girl"s last sentence or the tone in which it was uttered brought a look of pain to Mrs. Cameron"s face. But she made no further attempt to dissuade her.
"Well, if you must. But you cannot go alone--no, Nora, I cannot allow it. The wind is too high and it is too late for you to go over by yourself. Clark Bryant will take you."
Nora would have protested but she knew it would be in vain. She submitted somewhat sullenly and walked down to the sh.o.r.e in silence.
Clark Bryant strode beside her, humouring her mood. He was a tall, stout man, with an ugly, clever, sarcastic face. He was as clever as he looked, and was one of the younger millionaires whom John Cameron drew around him in the development of his huge financial schemes.
Bryant was in love with Nora. This was why the Camerons had asked him to join their August house party at Dalveigh, and why he had accepted.
It had occurred to Nora that this was the case, but as yet she had never troubled to think the situation over seriously.
She liked Clark Bryant well enough, but just at the moment he was in the way. She did not want to take him over to Racicot--just why she could not have explained. There was in her no sn.o.bbish shame of her humble home. But he did not belong there; he was an alien, and she wished to go back to it for the first time alone.